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#44701 Posted: 22:02:15 15/04/2020
This year is unsalvageable
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Ezio
Hunter
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#44702 Posted: 02:20:04 16/04/2020
i feel like i could have done more. way more. it wasn't supposed to be like this.
thank you on waiting on me. you always were a great baby sitter for me. please know you are loved and always will be
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ThunderEgg
Emerald Sparx
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#44703 Posted: 19:26:35 16/04/2020
fdsjkjdshjdsdsjkdhskdfs
quarantine be making my situational depression worse ![]()
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Grizzle
Gold Sparx
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#44704 Posted: 20:49:34 16/04/2020
i regret a lot about who i was, the things i used to say, the actions i used to take. i clearly have a long way to go but im improving, im not the way i used to be, i have friends who like me and are good people, i just wish i could tell everyone ive ever hurt or wronged that im sorry, and that ive never forgotten what i've done, i wish i could undo a lot of the things ive said but i cant. maybe i should be grateful for the ones who have stayed and given me a second chance, but i still miss so many people that never gave me that second chance.
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ThunderEgg
Emerald Sparx
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#44705 Posted: 21:47:40 17/04/2020
feeling a little better today
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willspyro Ripto Gems: 5862 |
#44706 Posted: 23:47:22 17/04/2020
I'm honestly a lot more happy now
I overall don't feel stressed out as much as I used to |
sans
Gold Sparx
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#44707 Posted: 00:51:33 18/04/2020
it's way too hot already i hate this
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hey what's up i'm sans and i'm trans winner of the ultimate tumblr sexyman contest |
Alcremie Ripto Gems: 555 |
#44708 Posted: 03:55:07 18/04/2020
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Vespi
Gold Sparx
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#44709 Posted: 06:52:52 18/04/2020
wow im gonna feel ****in awful saying this but
the coronavirus has actually done nothing but improve my life. we finally buckled down and got my grandma moved all on our own, i dont have to do my awful student teaching anymore, im back on all my proper equipment and medications, im actually eating three meals a day again, and best of all, i finally have time to spend with my girlfriend and family do i wish this whole thing wasnt happening? ****ing of course, im seeing a lot of my friends suffer, but at least im actually able to be there for them if they need me now
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Iceclaw
Hunter
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#44710 Posted: 04:33:21 19/04/2020
My thoughts and opinions are so inconsistent and seem to change on such a dime. My behaviour sometimes contradicts my thoughts and then sometimes it goes in line with what I'm thinking. It makes me sadder when I hear people say "Oh she's a hypocrite". It's not entirely my fault, I have a disorder that's extremely complicated and it causes stuff like this to happen almost on a day to day basis. I don't excuse any toxicity that comes out from it but I'd hope that toxicity doesn't show itself when I'm around people. It stings when people tell me they don't trust me and have conflicting feelings over me, but at the same time, I completely agree with them and don't blame them at all. How many times have I unintentionally made people uncomfortable or mad because of this disorder? I still don't understand why anyone would bother trying to tolerate someone as inconsistent as I am. I hate that I don't have any control over this, there's no cure and no medicine that could help me. Therapy could only go so far. It's probably guaranteed that everyone I've met has talked about me in secret because of my behaviour. I'm a moody inconsistent mess. It's no wonder I'm often times feeling lonely with several friends having left me. Why would anyone want to bother with someone as unstable as me?
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Twinkies and 2hus |
sans
Gold Sparx
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#44711 Posted: 07:11:18 19/04/2020
that's annoying
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hey what's up i'm sans and i'm trans winner of the ultimate tumblr sexyman contest |
willspyro Ripto Gems: 5862 |
#44712 Posted: 07:15:45 19/04/2020
This will be fun indeed
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derpyhooves
Platinum Sparx
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#44713 Posted: 14:13:54 19/04/2020
Every time I laugh, you laugh with me and make my day so much better. Every time they laugh, I can't help but smile and think about everything good that will come in the future. I know you know how much I love you. I know they know how much I love them too. I can't wait to get out of this, because the longer I stay from achieving my goals, the more I want to fulfill them. GOD! >>
Thank you for helping me this morning, by the way. Y'all talked me down from a lot going on and honestly, I can't thank you more for that. Since I don't have my medicine for a couple more days, I really need all of the help staying sane through it as I can. I know I can expect it from one of you, but I guess the real kicker is how all of my insecurities in one direction ended up being so wrong. As for the other, you know who you are. Lemme be real, you've helped me overcome so much lately and I don't know if I can thank you enough. I thought so much more was wrong than there actually was due to some past events, but you've helped me differentiate what's right from wrong on that front. I wish there was another phrase other than 'I love you' that I can say, but it's the closest I can find... You and him are literally my two other musketeers. I don't know if I could make it without him OR you. About two more years and we're ten years strong, baby! |
ThunderEgg
Emerald Sparx
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#44714 Posted: 17:40:00 19/04/2020
hmmm i still really don't feel like responding to texts
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Starfire Dragon
Platinum Sparx
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#44715 Posted: 22:21:07 19/04/2020
*Pokes at
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sans
Gold Sparx
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#44716 Posted: 23:41:15 19/04/2020
like holy **** just move on you're sounding like you went through a breakup that you weren't ready for. is that how you wanna sound? move on. let it go.
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hey what's up i'm sans and i'm trans winner of the ultimate tumblr sexyman contest |
kite
Blue Sparx
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#44717 Posted: 00:33:14 20/04/2020
Bold words for someone in cringe distance
Twitter be wildin
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willspyro Ripto Gems: 5862 |
#44718 Posted: 01:20:42 20/04/2020
2 weeks baby
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somePerson
Diamond Sparx
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#44719 Posted: 03:40:02 20/04/2020
sp and talking to girls and making them mad
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willspyro Ripto Gems: 5862 |
#44720 Posted: 10:41:47 20/04/2020
![]() Out of my life |
kite
Blue Sparx
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#44721 Posted: 20:56:51 20/04/2020
I should stop being so shy and assuming i'm UNIVERSALLY HATED...... u_u
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derpyhooves
Platinum Sparx
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#44722 Posted: 21:44:57 20/04/2020
I wiiiiiiiin!
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ThunderEgg
Emerald Sparx
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#44723 Posted: 23:11:50 20/04/2020
ahhhh feeling overwhelmed today!!!
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willspyro Ripto Gems: 5862 |
#44724 Posted: 02:46:46 21/04/2020
If you're loyal me and my friends I'm loyal to you.
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Carmelita Fox
Prismatic Sparx
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#44725 Posted: 03:07:04 21/04/2020
dramatic hoe
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sans
Gold Sparx
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#44726 Posted: 05:07:31 21/04/2020
i really love you guys, you're so great
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hey what's up i'm sans and i'm trans winner of the ultimate tumblr sexyman contest |
Ezio
Hunter
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#44727 Posted: 17:18:38 21/04/2020
yup i just love being left out
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"The cowboy has always been a dying breed But he takes his dying slowly, perched upon his steed." |
derpyhooves
Platinum Sparx
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#44728 Posted: 19:46:58 21/04/2020
When you give a mouse a cookie, they'll just end up wanting the whole jar????
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ThunderEgg
Emerald Sparx
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#44729 Posted: 21:04:41 21/04/2020
oh big anxiety hours again..?
jeez, it's exhausting
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Vespi
Gold Sparx
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#44730 Posted: 21:25:41 21/04/2020
me handshake emoji sand
course, rough, irritating, and gets everywhere
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willspyro Ripto Gems: 5862 |
#44731 Posted: 03:59:29 22/04/2020
I feel like I actually have the courage to communicate with someone how I feel about them as a whole now.
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sans
Gold Sparx
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#44732 Posted: 06:00:41 22/04/2020
this is the reason i don't trust people who name themselves after villains
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hey what's up i'm sans and i'm trans winner of the ultimate tumblr sexyman contest |
sans
Gold Sparx
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#44733 Posted: 06:48:03 22/04/2020
glad that's over and done with, good riddance
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hey what's up i'm sans and i'm trans winner of the ultimate tumblr sexyman contest |
derpyhooves
Platinum Sparx
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#44734 Posted: 12:04:53 22/04/2020
If there's anything I've learned from terrible Disney cartoons, it's not to feed the trolls. Pretty good advice for something so ridiculous!
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ThunderEgg
Emerald Sparx
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#44735 Posted: 20:14:11 22/04/2020
oh i got really excited and energized about a side project! but then i remembered some of my assignments and lost all of the energy :/
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sans
Gold Sparx
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#44736 Posted: 22:04:27 22/04/2020
oh deviantart looks fugly now
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hey what's up i'm sans and i'm trans winner of the ultimate tumblr sexyman contest |
Metallo
Platinum Sparx
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#44737 Posted: 23:10:15 22/04/2020
Quote: sans
Hey man, I don't know jack about the villain. I just picked his name because it sounds cool. |
Lunar
Gold Sparx
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#44738 Posted: 01:48:33 23/04/2020
glad to have successfully fought off the latest covid-induced existential crisis. im just glad this all is happening this year and not any year in the past because pre-october 2019 i wouldn't have been in a good place at all to deal with this sorta thing. im strong enough mentally and emotionally to not be letting it all get to me but mannnn
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Trick or Treat! It's Halloween!! |
ThunderEgg
Emerald Sparx
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#44739 Posted: 18:49:36 23/04/2020
i feel trapped
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Ezio
Hunter
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#44740 Posted: 22:23:44 23/04/2020
![]() its been one week since you looked at me. i miss you
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"The cowboy has always been a dying breed But he takes his dying slowly, perched upon his steed." |
kite
Blue Sparx
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#44741 Posted: 23:23:47 23/04/2020
Hey look what i can do! -smoke billows into the room, clearing minutes later to reveal a russian nesting doll shaped like hand holding up the middle finger-
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Vespi
Gold Sparx
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#44742 Posted: 08:26:03 24/04/2020
hey i really wish these nightmares would stop
i don’t like being haunted by dread like this
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Carmelita Fox
Prismatic Sparx
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#44743 Posted: 22:01:20 24/04/2020
i h8 u >:( >:( >:)
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zzsdf
Emerald Sparx
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#44744 Posted: 22:42:20 24/04/2020
Quote: X-Treme
Is this about Spyro? Quote: Carmelita Fox
Is this about me? |
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Carmelita Fox
Prismatic Sparx
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#44745 Posted: 00:58:06 25/04/2020
no its about the person i h8
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somePerson
Diamond Sparx
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#44746 Posted: 02:02:03 25/04/2020
They need you right now, but when they don’t, they’ll cast you out like a leper!
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Vespi
Gold Sparx
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#44747 Posted: 02:38:47 25/04/2020
This is finally it. No more hiding, no more lies. I can't back down from telling her this anymore. This is real, and there's nothing that can stop me. tfw big event
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