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HotDogAndZap Emerald Sparx Gems: 3531
#10901 Posted: 04:20:57 19/09/2013
This... This can't be happening. Not to you. You're a great person that never deserved any of this ****. Why is it that all the good people in the world get treated the worst?! Get out. Go. Escape. I want you to live your life happy, not depressed. I knew someone that committed suicide from depression. My world would fall apart if you even considered such a thing, and I don't even know you IRL. I care too much about you to stand by and let this happen.

Go.

Get out.

Run.
crystalhero37 Platinum Sparx Gems: 5332
#10902 Posted: 12:08:07 19/09/2013
[User Posted Image]
This is going to be victory.
Edited 1 time - Last edited at 12:38:16 19/09/2013 by crystalhero37
Jaggedstar Diamond Sparx Gems: 7713
#10903 Posted: 18:57:40 19/09/2013
Hooray for random depression. I feel so sad all the time, even when out with my friends. I don't know what to do or who to talk to. Nobody will understand that I'm not happy being a girl but I'd hate to be a boy. They don't understand that I feel so damn guilty after eating even one tiny bit of food. Nobody has even noticed that I am so ill, one day I will just pass out and hopefully never wake up. Why did I have to be born a human?? I'd so much rather be a ****ty bug. YOU don't make it any better. What part of NEVER ****ING LOOK AT ME OR ELSE I WILL RIP YOUR HEAD OFF don't you understand?

Every day, I feel like it's the same **** all over again. Up, school, home, arguments, social worker visits, posts on darkSpyro that I'm trying overly hard to make funny, bed, no sleep for hours because I'm thinking of what my life will be like in the future. I'm getting nowhere. Nobody is trying to help me, so I'll have to do it myself. Hell knows how and when it's gonna happen. When I'm gonna be out of this ****hole and be an actress at last. But will it happen? HAHAHAHAHAHA no. With my luck I'll be some cleaner in ****ing KFC.

So what if I like Black Veil Brides? I'm not going Goth, you stupid ****er, though I ****ing will if I want to. I just like their songs because I can relate to some. **** you and your stupid Selena Gomez, Demi Lovato, One Direction and ****ing Taylor Swift. They're HAPPY. I HATE being happy. Yeah, I said it! I hate everything right now! Including MYSELF. WHY DOES NOBODY SEE THAT I AM A MESSED UP CHILD/TEENAGER WHO DOESN'T KNOW WHO THE **** SHE IS OR WHERE THE **** SHE'S GOING.

Woo, look at that, I'm developing OCD. WHOOPEE. I swear to whoever the **** is up there, I will murder ANYONE who starts to take the mick. It was bad enough that I had to read out some big number in maths and I couldn't do it. I didn't know what the number was or how to say it. So y'all just start laughing. WTF. JUST WHAT, THE ****. HOW IS IT FUNNY THAT I CAN'T PUT ONE HUNDRED THOUSAND SIX HUNDRED AND TWENTY INTO FIGURES WITHOUT SCREWING IT UP?? IT CERTAINLY AIN'T FUNNY TO ME, MOTHER****ER!

Okay. So, basically, this is a list of what I am, according to how people make me feel:

-Dumbass
-Ugly
-Obese
-Weird (in a bad way)
-Needy
-Attention seeker
-Over-happy (OH if only you knew it was fake.)
YAY OMG I FEEL SO GOOD ABOUT MYSELF! hashtag sarcasm.

Um, excuse me. I will be a lesbian if I want to. I will go goth if I want to. I will dress like a boy if I want to. I will listen to Florence+The Machine 24/7 if I want to. I will NOT feel sorry for kids in foster care. THERE I SAID IT. THEM KIDS IN ADVERTS I COULDN'T GIVE TWO ****S FOR. HAS ANYONE ACTUALLY SPOKEN TO ME ABOUT HOW I FEEL ABOUT NOT LIVING WITH EITHER OF MY PARENTS?? NO! SO **** THEM! WHY SHOULD I GIVE MY HEART OUT TO PEOPLE I DON'T EVEN KNOW?! LIKE STRANGERS IN THE STREET WHY THE **** SHOULD WE GIVE WAY TO THEM? *****, MOVE OUT OF MY ****ING WAY!

I will NOT follow anyone's rules anymore. I'm done with it. Done. Screw you all! How can people be so horrible???? OH, I KNOW, JUST TO MAKE THEMSELVES FEEL GOOD! **** bully excuses. **** you all.


Gonna go cry myself to sleep now, don't mind me~
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Quote: Paytawn
oh my god
Edited 1 time - Last edited at 19:38:13 19/09/2013 by Jaggedstar
DragonCamo Platinum Sparx Gems: 6606
#10904 Posted: 19:44:24 19/09/2013
How do I get the skin color of Larxene in colored pencils...

Hooray, another friend asking if I'm gay!
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Gay 4 GARcher
Edited 1 time - Last edited at 19:57:28 19/09/2013 by DragonCamo
TorchSheep Emerald Sparx Gems: 3251
#10905 Posted: 21:10:01 19/09/2013
Ugh, I think I'm going insane. >.>
HotDogAndZap Emerald Sparx Gems: 3531
#10906 Posted: 21:11:07 19/09/2013
Lovely, there actually is something wrong with me. And now I have the doctor's note to prove it. >.>
X-Treme Ripto Gems: 360
#10907 Posted: 21:32:41 19/09/2013
Quote: Cynderluv8801
Quote: X-Treme
Godammit the green sparx thing next to my name feels weird after having the gnorc for so long



... It's fixed now?

~~~

That slide almost brought me to tears. Not because of the bird, but because of when he shouted "Daddy!" It flooded my mind with memories of my dad nearly walking out on us. I was glad it was over when it was.



It WAS fixed. >:0 GNORC SIGN > SPARX SIGN.
thumper Ripto Gems: 3519
#10908 Posted: 21:37:22 19/09/2013
That door hitting me really hurt! I've never had a bruise this big, omg my arm hurts so ****ing bad, *cries* Stupid door! smilie
weebbby Emerald Sparx Gems: 4220
#10909 Posted: 22:01:56 19/09/2013
I feel so much better. Like a weight has been lifted off of my shoulders. My self-esteem is shining brighter then ever before, and I feel different - in a good way.
TorchSheep Emerald Sparx Gems: 3251
#10910 Posted: 22:02:45 19/09/2013
Am I one of Big Green's alt accounts????? :0
HotDogAndZap Emerald Sparx Gems: 3531
#10911 Posted: 22:03:56 19/09/2013
Hopes + dreams= JUST CRUSHED RIGHT NOW.
X-Treme Ripto Gems: 360
#10912 Posted: 22:54:53 19/09/2013
The whole time i was gnorced, i wanted to post so bad. Now that im not gnorced, i have nothing to post. ._.
Trix Master 100 Diamond Sparx Gems: 8190
#10913 Posted: 23:03:53 19/09/2013
Urgh. Why won't these hatchlings sell? They need to be out of my lair for next nest that will hatch tomorrow. And I still need the treasure.
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If you cannot handle me at my pumpkin spiciest, you do not deserve me at my pumpkin sweetest
icon from Empoh
HotDogAndZap Emerald Sparx Gems: 3531
#10914 Posted: 23:29:06 19/09/2013
Wow, this is quite a storm. O-O
CommanderGame Emerald Sparx Gems: 3610
#10915 Posted: 23:44:15 19/09/2013
*~Complete Change of Post~*

When I see you I see beauty
When I talk to you I hear singing.
You're amazing and I love you.
Edited 1 time - Last edited at 23:57:25 19/09/2013 by CommanderGame
Wild Platinum Sparx Gems: 5045
#10916 Posted: 00:38:57 20/09/2013
U CREATED future and a fool while we played in every GUIDELINE it seems our vital REALIGN SIMULTANEOUSLY every year every EVE You know, I see myself in this curtain ruse RUSE is so predictable that it's true Here I Go Again I AM HERE
HotDogAndZap Emerald Sparx Gems: 3531
#10917 Posted: 01:42:08 20/09/2013
I was hoping that you would understand, or at least be polite about it. It took me so long to tell you, and I spent hours at night thinking of the right words for the perfect debate. I wanted this so bad. It seemed like a perfect moment to tell you about my Pokémon interest, but things just, things just went horribly wrong. It was just a quiet car ride home...

The entire conversation is burned into my mind. Word for word.

Me: So, mom, Ive been wanting to tell you this for a while now... I don't think you'll like it, either. So just hear me out. I... I kinda want to get back into Pokémon again.
Mom: NO.
Me: Well, could you just listen–
Mom: I said NO. The deal was, you got rid of Pokémon, we got a dog. that was the deal.
Me: Trust me! I can explain–
Mom: I said NO. It's not happening.
Me: BUT IT DOESN'T HAVE TO BE THE CARDS! There are video games, too.
Mom: smilie And what one are you talking about? There are dozens.
Me: Well, there's new ones coming out soon, X and Y... They're for the 3DS.
*long silence*
Mom: I'll pick something up for dinner.
Me: .... *emotions explode*

Though, I did expect this. I just thought she'd be at least a little nice about it... Or that she'd hear me out...
DummyZ Gold Sparx Gems: 2844
#10918 Posted: 01:44:26 20/09/2013
...No one has ever impressed as much as you have today...
somePerson Diamond Sparx Gems: 8459
#10919 Posted: 01:44:34 20/09/2013
What did she pick up?
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Star Wars didn't happen, but it's a rad movie.
HotDogAndZap Emerald Sparx Gems: 3531
#10920 Posted: 01:49:46 20/09/2013
Quote: somePerson
What did she pick up?



*assuming you are talking to me*

Subway.
X-Treme Ripto Gems: 360
#10921 Posted: 01:57:00 20/09/2013
Quote: HotDogAndZap
Quote: somePerson
What did she pick up?



*assuming you are talking to me*

Subway.



[User Posted Image]
.....
somePerson Diamond Sparx Gems: 8459
#10922 Posted: 01:58:14 20/09/2013
Maybe she secretly got you a 3ds?
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Star Wars didn't happen, but it's a rad movie.
HotDogAndZap Emerald Sparx Gems: 3531
#10923 Posted: 01:58:39 20/09/2013
Quote: somePerson
Maybe she secretly got you a 3ds?



I already own one...
somePerson Diamond Sparx Gems: 8459
#10924 Posted: 02:00:42 20/09/2013
Or the game pre ordered?
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Star Wars didn't happen, but it's a rad movie.
HotDogAndZap Emerald Sparx Gems: 3531
#10925 Posted: 02:02:50 20/09/2013
Quote: somePerson
Or the game pre ordered?



She didn't know I was into Pokémon again until today.

Anyways, this isn't the place for conversations...
HIR Diamond Sparx Gems: 9016
#10926 Posted: 02:11:49 20/09/2013
Hey iOS 7, if I wanted a Windows Phone, I would have bought a damn Windows Phone. =_="
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Congrats! You wasted five seconds reading this.
somePerson Diamond Sparx Gems: 8459
#10927 Posted: 02:18:21 20/09/2013
IOS 7 changed my background. smilie
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Star Wars didn't happen, but it's a rad movie.
X-Treme Ripto Gems: 360
#10928 Posted: 02:20:36 20/09/2013
iOS 4.somethingorother FTW.
Mrmorrises Platinum Sparx Gems: 7027
#10929 Posted: 02:21:46 20/09/2013
Well, okay. How long have you been waiting to tell me this?
LevanJess Emerald Sparx Gems: 3516
#10930 Posted: 02:25:21 20/09/2013
I honestly think it's hilarious how so far, in almost six weeks, I've seen at least three cases of students being disrespectful to the teachers, being sent to the office, and literally taking a "thank god" attitude over it.
Going to the office for being a distracting prick is totally something to be proud of.

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Thank you. We need more good sports like you people in that class.
I really don't see why the others are so demanding and disdainful. I'm honestly far more motivated to do better when I get a, "Hey, don't sweat it. That was a good try." Not a, "UGH UR SO WORTHLESS U WERENT SUPPOSED TO DO THAT U SUK AT EVERYTHING!" That just makes me want to do nothing because I don't want to even attempt to assist them in any way.
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but i love it all smooth
Spyro-Gamer Hunter Gems: 7311
#10931 Posted: 02:39:17 20/09/2013
It's obvious you like her.
You sit by her, hug her, put your arm around her. It's fricken obvious. You even say she's your girlfriend.
Ah, but you're not going out with her, are you? That's the only thing keeping me from going insane. And, hmm, wasn't it you who said you didn't want go out with anyone of your friends because it would ruin your friendship? It was early this year, right? And yeah, it might have changed. Hopefully it hasn't.
However, you said you want to ask someone out. You don't know if you like them yet. I'm guessing it's this girl.
It's not me.
It won't be me.
I need to move on from you.
But I can't.
somePerson Diamond Sparx Gems: 8459
#10932 Posted: 02:40:55 20/09/2013
So today in the morning two people were making out and I bumped into them. They got pissed.
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Star Wars didn't happen, but it's a rad movie.
MoonHorizons Gold Sparx Gems: 2826
#10933 Posted: 02:42:49 20/09/2013
You urinated on two people making out? Rude.
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the more obscure your favorite cartoons are, the more refined your taste is
somePerson Diamond Sparx Gems: 8459
#10934 Posted: 02:50:05 20/09/2013
It was an accident. D:
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Star Wars didn't happen, but it's a rad movie.
Cynderluv8801 Emerald Sparx Gems: 3305
#10935 Posted: 03:03:25 20/09/2013
*sigh* I barely even have a dad anymore... I'll just get to see you for like maybe 1 day and then for 2-3 minutes for the rest of the week, and the next one. Man, It's getting harder to not break out into tears everyday!! I've already lost my neighbor, all of my friends from my old school, I'm going to be losing my dog soon, and it feels as though I've lost my dad. I just need to remember God has a reason for all of this.
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~ Nami One-Trick ~
Spyro-Gamer Hunter Gems: 7311
#10936 Posted: 04:29:37 20/09/2013
****.
**** all this.
I hate all this.
UGH.
MY MIND IS A ****ING TORNADO I CAN'T MAKE IT STOP WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?!

(Sorry for the language.)
VespiDragon8 Platinum Sparx Gems: 6563
#10937 Posted: 04:53:03 20/09/2013
Everything I've done so far has been correct? I think, yes.
But, why my family, relatives and other people say no? And the worst part is that, they did not tell me the reasons.
Trix Master 100 Diamond Sparx Gems: 8190
#10938 Posted: 04:56:08 20/09/2013
Well now. I guess I'll be finishing that tomorrow.
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If you cannot handle me at my pumpkin spiciest, you do not deserve me at my pumpkin sweetest
icon from Empoh
crystalhero37 Platinum Sparx Gems: 5332
#10939 Posted: 04:56:12 20/09/2013
Ugh, I really don't want to do this cake sale thingy >.<
I just STARTED my holidays.
/ThenagainIshouldstoptalkingsinceI'monheresomuch.


I just don't feel like baking cakes non-stop tonight. I don't even want to do if for the money. The most I'd get is $60, which is still a stretch. $60 is enough for one game, which is sweet. But last time we did this I HATED it. It was cold, it was terrifying and making the cakes was a pain. Plus some of the hateful atmosphere just made it stressful.

I guess I have to get used to it though, one day I'll have to get a job and do the tasks no matter what...
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Oh my gosh thank you so much.
This is why I love rain.
So. So much.

Looks like the Cake sale is next weekend ^u^


Yay personal thing no one should care about.
Edited 1 time - Last edited at 06:35:26 20/09/2013 by crystalhero37
Hot Dog 542 Gold Sparx Gems: 2872
#10940 Posted: 05:01:53 20/09/2013
Not mermaids, they're DUGONGS!
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Quote: Bimle
Why is it that so many people have hardons for dogs?
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ThroneOfMalefor Platinum Sparx Gems: 5391
#10941 Posted: 12:26:07 20/09/2013
Man, I'm sicker than I've been for a while. And watch as this illness converts itself into a puny cold... Dx
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BREATHE AIR.
crystalhero37 Platinum Sparx Gems: 5332
#10942 Posted: 12:34:36 20/09/2013
[User Posted Image]

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I gotta stop leaving myself logged in while using other tabs Dx

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I have no lieefewIEFJMEIJCM FIEUJWFM IEU

HAHA the big monster truck eatss the little TRUCKKK.
Edited 2 times - Last edited at 14:36:45 20/09/2013 by crystalhero37
somePerson Diamond Sparx Gems: 8459
#10943 Posted: 17:50:18 20/09/2013
This guy went to my school today.
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Star Wars didn't happen, but it's a rad movie.
X-Treme Ripto Gems: 360
#10944 Posted: 21:23:20 20/09/2013
User remerance post ;__;

Brightscales
Valkyrie
Starninjini
WUMBOSIMPSON


I MISS U GUYS.
Hot Dog 542 Gold Sparx Gems: 2872
#10945 Posted: 21:37:07 20/09/2013
....that moment when don't want to go into the "What Song Are You Currently Listening to" thread due to lag attack...
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Quote: Bimle
Why is it that so many people have hardons for dogs?
DragonCamo Platinum Sparx Gems: 6606
#10946 Posted: 21:49:10 20/09/2013
Quote: X-Treme
User remerance post ;__;

Brightscales
Valkyrie
Starninjini
WUMBOSIMPSON


I MISS U GUYS.



Brightscales lurks
Valkyrie I have no idea
Starninjini came on like, 3 or 4 weeks ago
WUMBOSIMPSON posts every so often
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Gay 4 GARcher
DummyZ Gold Sparx Gems: 2844
#10947 Posted: 21:52:09 20/09/2013
Quote: DragonCamo
Quote: X-Treme
User remerance post ;__;

Brightscales
Valkyrie
Starninjini
WUMBOSIMPSON


I MISS U GUYS.



Brightscales lurks
Valkyrie I have no idea
Starninjini came on like, 3 or 4 weeks ago
WUMBOSIMPSON posts every so often


Actually, I have talked to her, and she claims she can't be bothered anymore.
DragonCamo Platinum Sparx Gems: 6606
#10948 Posted: 21:55:44 20/09/2013
Quote: DummyZ
Quote: DragonCamo
Quote: X-Treme
User remerance post ;__;

Brightscales
Valkyrie
Starninjini
WUMBOSIMPSON


I MISS U GUYS.



Brightscales lurks
Valkyrie I have no idea
Starninjini came on like, 3 or 4 weeks ago
WUMBOSIMPSON posts every so often


Actually, I have talked to her, and she claims she can't be bothered anymore.



Confirmed no more weekly or daily alts.
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Gay 4 GARcher
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