honestly wondering what on earth is wrong with me rn
things like this should never take this long ;;;;
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Judge not, and you will not be judged; condemn not, and you will not be condemned; forgive, and you will be forgiven; give, and it will be given to you.
My friend and I had an interesting conversation/debate on if comic books (specifically Marvel) should be more deep and meaningful. He basically wants everything to be The Dark Knight. He was saying how he gets annoyed at dumb things in comics and thinks that the writers should take EVERYTHING as seriously as possible. Have everything hold an equal amount of weight all the time and have the series I made the argument that sometimes we should just embrace the stupidity and just enjoy it for what it is. Some of that stupidity adds charm and personality to the series. I enjoy the Fox Kids X-Men despite how idiotic some of the plot lines can. Plus (I didn't say this too him, but) there are so many version and interpretations of different franchises that it is literally IMPOSSIBLE for people to stick to one tone and keep it that way. JUST LOOK AT HOW MANY DIFFERENT BATMAN INTERPRETATIONS THERE ARE WITH SUCH A WIDE VARIETY OF PLOT LINES AND STYLES! If one's tone bothers you so goddamn much, then pick another version and move on! There comes a point where you should honestly just look to different mediums if that really bothers you so much.
What do you guys think? Do stories have to go deep into the emotional conflict and turmoil to be enjoyable and good?
i have never been more appreciative of naps than i am rn holy cow
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Judge not, and you will not be judged; condemn not, and you will not be condemned; forgive, and you will be forgiven; give, and it will be given to you.
Are you one of those Emerald Sparxs that don't post o.o you seem unfamiliar
...Assuming this is about me, I guess so. I used to be pretty active a few years ago but nowadays I mainly lurk-- and even then, it's rare that I check a lot of things outside of PT. Sometimes I go through small activity spurts here and there, but yeah, not that active anymore.
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Judge not, and you will not be judged; condemn not, and you will not be condemned; forgive, and you will be forgiven; give, and it will be given to you.
Okay but that legit pissed me the **** off. If you say something like that and I start yelling and ranting because I'm so pissed because I care that you would've gotten ripped off and that my mom and grandparents would've been so disappointed if they didn't get those pictures then that's your cue to shut up and stop right there, not just let me continue to rant over ****ing nothing. I'm glad that my trust in you guys makes me gullible around you and that you find my anger funny, but no, letting me pretty much make a spectacle of myself in a lunchroom over nothing isn't funny at all really. That's a real dick move. I don't think you meant to, but you went too far, and I honestly don't trust anything you tell me anymore. Good job, lol.
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Hfs I'm so sick of your constant negativity. You're almost always in a ****ty mood for little reason (except the fact that you hate practically everything) and you put me down quite a bit. I honestly try hard to be positive and energetic but I feel like you suck it out of me every morning. Damn, I can't wait for a break.
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I'm glad you took that temp job. I really hope you like it there.
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but i love it all smooth
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seeing you space out while sTARING STRAIGHT AT MY FACE honestly killed me holy cow
and the fact that you didn't even realise until i reacted------ erwdszrgday5etaszeraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
your reaction when you realised was literally precious too hahaha <3
y'know at this rate i may as well just admit i'm crushing p hard, there's no use even trying to deny it anymore
feelings are still confusing but eh, i may as well just accept at least this much for now, i can figure the rest out later
i want to talk to you more but when i try i just don't know what to say feh
rip me
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Judge not, and you will not be judged; condemn not, and you will not be condemned; forgive, and you will be forgiven; give, and it will be given to you.
WHY must it go cloudy again after 2 great days of BLAZING HOT WEATHER? I don't know why, but I've cared more about the weather recently, and I'm not happy about this.
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Furry =/= Otherkin.
Furry = pretends to be animal
Otherkin = insane enough to genuinely believe that they're an animal.
I have no idea what's so hard to understand about that.
I've actually seen that some otherkin hate furries because they like humanized animals and that goes against their beliefs cuz they want to be real animals.
I don't get why other people hate on Furries so damn much. I'm not a furry. I don't have any furry friends, but I also have had a "you do you, man" attitude about it. Otherkin on the other hand are kind of obnoxious. That's why I leave those people alone.
Everything is ruined because of this stupid baseball game and neither me nor my mom are happy, I won't even get a chance to make that salad I wanted.
So far this year is absolutely terrible for everything, and now I have to take four pills a day just to make my migraines leave. I'm losing sleep a lot, too.
I wish to be confident.
I always seem to be in a bad mood nowadays, and I'm sorry. I'm sorry I'll never be perfect like everyone wants me to be. Just leave me alone.
I don't understand why you raise my hopes for anything when your track record is that everything you plan consistently falls through. Why promise me a vehicle one day when you need one yourself? I already know when I asked for confirmation and reassurance today about it and you didn't answer, that it won't happen. You know how desperately I need my own vehicle, because I've been screwed out of one at every chance and I need a way to escape.
At least my father doesn't even bother to do anything for me other than scream at me about how I'm a disappointment and a waste. I know I'm worth nothing in his eyes, he doesn't attempt to make it look like I'm anything more than that. And he keeps me trapped at home, with no way to leave, so I can't socialize and I have no one. I probably should just ask him if he wants me to kill myself, so that I'm no longer costing him money just for living (which he complains about all the time), no longer being a useless burden on everyone and he can move in with his girlfriend that wishes I was dead anyway.
I already have the means to do it. I'm just foolishly holding out for a reason not to.
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Why do I actually care about the weather so much though? I'm just sick of all this doom and gloom, we get a couple GREAT two days and then we get a completely grey sky again.
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Whenever you reach too high, life smacks you down!
I dont like you
I also have a puppy of course im gonna spend all my time with her training her
stop being my friend, i havent liked you for years, god i cannot wait til i move away from you
you tell me i need to be with people cuz it's good for my depression, guess what, you make my depression triple, you ****ing ugly unfunny bully asshole
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Lanky Kong saved me despite having no style nor grace.
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I keep getting these urges to make sure that I've logged out of sites I visit after I'm done using them. It's so weird, even when I know I've logged out I need that closure to make sure I actually have. I also need to keep checking up on my bag and make sure all my stuff is in it. This is only getting worse.
MY ATTEMPT AT MAKING GOOD FOOD: FAILED
TIME TO EAT THE ENTIRE BLOCK OF CREAM CHEESE
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omg judas's sleeping spot is soo funny. i have a little hammock for him BUT HE CHOOSES NOT TO USE IT EVEN THOUGH ITS CLOSE TO THE SURFACE?? instead, he lays in the back left corner of the tank practically laying on the substrate under the plants. if i didn't know better, i would think he's dead but i know he's just getting beauty rest. as soon i turn the light in my room on and move over to the tank, he comes out of his sleeping spot and greets me at the glass.
he is so precious
i literally cant win with you two
you ask me to leave you alone, you get mad at me for not paying attention to you??
you want me to make dinner after my first day with a job, and you complain how lazily it was made??
make up your minds
So I've taken care of two kids for the better part of the last few years, on and off.
I just got a call from them (they're at camp this weekend) wishing me a happy mother's day, because I've been like a mom to them.
And apparently they've made me a bunch of gifts and cards at camp.
I'm so lucky.