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AvatariDragon Platinum Sparx Gems: 6231
#31251 Posted: 15:34:40 14/07/2015
The idea of being around you kind of makes me uncomfortable now, which is why I'm so nervous about hanging out today. Though I've wondered it at times myself, I don't really believe that what they think is true. And even if it is true, it's not like you'll do anything anyway because I know you're better than that. But still.. I feel uneasy. I suppose it's understandable, considering what happened in the past, but still...

Or maybe it's just social anxiety in general. I got nervous just asking my mom about using some money to buy a game.. it took me days to get the courage to ask. So I guess it would make sense why I'm always nervous about hanging out with other people.

I dunno... I just hope today goes by fast so I can feel comfortable in my own room, alone.


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MoonHorizons Gold Sparx Gems: 2826
#31252 Posted: 15:39:56 14/07/2015
Seems that everytime you see something you don't understand, you need to find something to place the blame on. It's bugging me greatly how you keep doing this crap every day or so.
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the more obscure your favorite cartoons are, the more refined your taste is
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ShadowStorm Yellow Sparx Gems: 1482
#31253 Posted: 17:30:17 14/07/2015
Ahh the old days, so beautiful and nice. So much better communication. Oh where did that go? That just so reminds me of that one song that really took my mind. It was a wonderful example on questions I wanted to ask for so long.
Oh well.... People block me very easily these days, without a proper reason for them to do so. Or those who find it hilarious to continue with an outdated joke for more than a year long, guys that is getting really old. That's just so 2014. Seriously.. it here isn't my reason to cancel special appointments.
Nobody shows me anything, so why should I show them?
Dark Lord Platinum Sparx Gems: 7372
#31254 Posted: 17:36:57 14/07/2015
I absolutely hate myself, absolute...

Absolution lead to self-harm...

Self-harm lead to pain...

Pain leads to death...

Maybe not today, maybe not tomorrow, maybe not in ten years...But someday, I will kill myself.

Right now, right now I still have the will to survive, the will for self-preservation...

So right now, I'll just cry to myself by myself, but I'll do it on the inside, no need to worry my family, no need to worry any friends.
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Like fallen snow, I lay on the ground and wait for my turn to fade away, no matter how unique I seem. It's my gift to you... A true sacrifice...
BlackWing116 Yellow Sparx Gems: 1480
#31255 Posted: 17:41:49 14/07/2015
I get the blame on a mechanical devise quitting to live. I get negativity slapped at my face. That is not how I wish to start.
ShadowStorm Yellow Sparx Gems: 1482
#31256 Posted: 17:45:30 14/07/2015
oh and I forgot to mention that people seriously tend to ignore certain things that were asked before.
I think it will remain unanswered forever....... so much for making nice ideas. I think I'm about to burst in tears, and by this a shell of preciousness will be broken forever. Unless someone can extinguish these flames... Doubtful guys... Tired, stressed, depressed, what else does a human being want?
Mesuxelf Ripto Gems: 3666
#31257 Posted: 18:53:49 14/07/2015
Out of all the things I hate about myself, if I could change one thing, it would probably be how I really struggle to put my thoughts into words. I can never explain how I feel, or whenever someone asks me a question I often can't tell them the answer I want to tell them because I don't know how to say it. It's a real pain in daily life and makes me feel really dumb.


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BlackWing116 Yellow Sparx Gems: 1480
#31258 Posted: 19:06:24 14/07/2015
I don't feel like aproaching anyone who's wishing to make a bad remark on something I couldn't foresee. Can I help it my phone gave up on it and needs a charge? I get on skype and get bad remarks on how someone was so desperetly waiting for me on the phone. NO, I don't get a "welcome back" or "Muffin what happend?" or anything close to that... I get bad remarks on how I attempt to finish every site I have so I had full time for you.... Yet....The usual starts and I feel no need to converse. I'll just keep on watching Raven-Related videio's


How a fictional character can look so much like yourself...
MoonHorizons Gold Sparx Gems: 2826
#31259 Posted: 19:32:05 14/07/2015
Okay, now you're just being nonsensical.

Stop trying to take down what I like for dumb reasons.
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the more obscure your favorite cartoons are, the more refined your taste is
terrafin2299 Ripto Gems: 3418
#31260 Posted: 23:33:49 14/07/2015
I've been left alone and the thoughts come back. The ones that tell me she doesn't love me and I'm better off dead. They're winning
AmethystRose Yellow Sparx Gems: 1132
#31261 Posted: 00:03:07 15/07/2015
Holy **** today was horrible... It's so hot.
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ϟ Break my heart, break me til I fall apart. ϟ
spyroisthebest8 Gold Sparx Gems: 2930
#31262 Posted: 00:49:03 15/07/2015
ARE YOU KIDDING ME RIGJT NOW
DO YOU NOT HAVE ANY FEELINGS AT ALL
I JUST WENT THROUGH HEARING THAT AND YOU START SCREAMING **** THAT DOESNT EVEN MATTER RIGHT NOW AT ME AND COMPLAINING ABOUT THINGS
DO YOU THINK I CARE RIGHT NOW?!?!
I don't know what to do anymore
I DON'T NEED THIS
I DIDN'T NEED THIS
MORE STRESS
I DON'T WANT IT
MORE ANXIETY
Can today get any more worse? smilie


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Thunderdragon14 Diamond Sparx Gems: 8385
#31263 Posted: 01:24:29 15/07/2015
am i not allowed to sleep why do you have to bring your ****ing child over to invade my room
lucky murder is illegal
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Quote: Alydol
go back to whining about your fish
willspyro Ripto Gems: 5862
#31264 Posted: 02:31:56 15/07/2015
HOLY ****ING ****
valskeletor Yellow Sparx Gems: 1155
#31265 Posted: 02:41:02 15/07/2015
i'm still not over this and now i just randomly start crying every time i start thinking about it
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Ash Starkindle Gold Sparx Gems: 2625
#31266 Posted: 02:57:41 15/07/2015
why.... do you feel the need to constantly point out my flaws?
I'm not skinny enough....
I'm not tan enough...
My skin isn't clear enough...
Why must you do this when you know this hurts me so much!
You're my mother!


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AvatariDragon Platinum Sparx Gems: 6231
#31267 Posted: 03:02:49 15/07/2015
Well today was actually pretty nice, but it was a painful reminder of how difficult it is for me to enjoy myself. That dark cloud is still lingering, and it's hard for me to escape it and take part in conversations and feel and experience genuine joy and laughter for more than a few minutes. I'm sort of surprised they still enjoy hanging out with me since I'm probably boring because I can't let loose.

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Too much caffeine too much caffeine WAY too much ****ing caffeine...


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terrafin2299 Ripto Gems: 3418
#31268 Posted: 03:05:35 15/07/2015
For the third day in a row, I want to die
Starfire Dragon Platinum Sparx Gems: 5325
#31269 Posted: 04:40:52 15/07/2015
Dang it!
It took a lot longer to take everything I wanted to keep off my AS xd
At least it's done and I can start it over now smilie
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My Dragon Art & Stuff
PSN: Starfire--Dragon
Badwolfmichael Gold Sparx Gems: 2511
#31270 Posted: 04:45:53 15/07/2015
Agh. Agh. Agh. You were amazing today, and so was I.
I kept cool, made witty jokes, had fun with you, we talked together, and we both had fun
I neeeeed moreeeee.


0100011
AvatariDragon Platinum Sparx Gems: 6231
#31271 Posted: 04:52:28 15/07/2015
I miss you so freaking much right now...

I don't think I've cried this hard and for this long in awhile...


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willspyro Ripto Gems: 5862
#31272 Posted: 05:04:32 15/07/2015
**** power outages
terrafin2299 Ripto Gems: 3418
#31273 Posted: 13:37:30 15/07/2015
Everyone ignores my cries for help, and don't realize how fast I'm sinking. Maybe death is better than loneliness
Thunderdragon14 Diamond Sparx Gems: 8385
#31274 Posted: 15:06:39 15/07/2015
i know i can't say it but i hope you know how much affection i have towards you :x

aaaaaaaaaaaaa
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Quote: Alydol
go back to whining about your fish
AvatariDragon Platinum Sparx Gems: 6231
#31275 Posted: 16:07:20 15/07/2015
Let's just try to get through the day without falling apart every half hour~


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Mesuxelf Ripto Gems: 3666
#31276 Posted: 17:17:08 15/07/2015
I can't believe it took me until now to realize you don't care and never had. I kept coming back with hope but I'm done now.
ShadowStorm Yellow Sparx Gems: 1482
#31277 Posted: 18:31:20 15/07/2015
I thought I could tend to you, may it be wrong to underestimate that decision? Cause it feels that I'm abused and mistreated for far too many times now. I may can be an awful joke maker, but this isn't a joke that has been funny since the beginning of time.
Ice Dragoness Diamond Sparx Gems: 7911
#31278 Posted: 18:37:40 15/07/2015
hurry up uni, i want to know what accommodation i have gotten into
AvatariDragon Platinum Sparx Gems: 6231
#31279 Posted: 22:29:15 15/07/2015
You do realize I'm still in a relationship, right? Why do you talk to me as if I'm not? Are you that oblivious to what's going on or do you just think it won't last...


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Thunderdragon14 Diamond Sparx Gems: 8385
#31280 Posted: 01:25:43 16/07/2015
i can't bear the thought of you being with someone else
it's been how long now and i'm still not over it but i can't help it

oughhhh
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Quote: Alydol
go back to whining about your fish
Darby Platinum Sparx Gems: 5750
#31281 Posted: 02:27:08 16/07/2015 | Topic Creator
so i thought i heard a puppy crying outside my window last night but upon closer inspection it was our downstairs neighbors doin' the hanky panky and now i'm uncomfortable sleeping with the window open
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valskeletor Yellow Sparx Gems: 1155
#31282 Posted: 03:10:51 16/07/2015
Quote: Darby
so i thought i heard a puppy crying outside my window last night but upon closer inspection it was our downstairs neighbors doin' the hanky panky and now i'm uncomfortable sleeping with the window open



THAT SOUNDS HORRIFYING WHAT THE HECK
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MagicFizz Emerald Sparx Gems: 3728
#31283 Posted: 03:27:29 16/07/2015
Quote: Darby
so i thought i heard a puppy crying outside my window last night but upon closer inspection it was our downstairs neighbors doin' the hanky panky and now i'm uncomfortable sleeping with the window open



Sorry about that, I'll try to tone it down a bit tonight.
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My life is complete.
Hot Dog 542 Gold Sparx Gems: 2872
#31284 Posted: 06:43:50 16/07/2015
was that pepe the frog as a kiwi on television???
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Quote: Bimle
Why is it that so many people have hardons for dogs?
Trix Master 100 Diamond Sparx Gems: 8324
#31285 Posted: 08:48:55 16/07/2015
I'm pretty sure the main issue is a division problem for the toilet paper. 5 people use 1 bathroom, while 1 person has the other. Do you see the scales tipping over now, you old walking sack of flesh?

Also sister, have fun convincing mom to get those braces removed on Friday of next month. Because I am sure as hell it's not going to happen. If it was possible. You would figure that I, your older sister with braces (and had them longer than your weak ass), would have them off eons ago.
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If you cannot handle me at my pumpkin spiciest, you do not deserve me at my pumpkin sweetest
icon from Empoh
AvatariDragon Platinum Sparx Gems: 6231
#31286 Posted: 14:57:53 16/07/2015
.......... :/

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Finally


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AvatariDragon Platinum Sparx Gems: 6231
#31287 Posted: 16:23:15 16/07/2015
Quote: Spyrobaro
My cat is finally in my room. No more worrying about people messing with her without my consent.


Yaaayy~

Btw what did you end up naming her? I don't think you ever told us what you decided on.

Sorry if I'm intruding
AvatariDragon Platinum Sparx Gems: 6231
#31288 Posted: 16:52:30 16/07/2015
Quote: Spyrobaro
Quote: AvatariDragon
Yaaayy~

Btw what did you end up naming her? I don't think you ever told us what you decided on.

Sorry if I'm intruding

I decided on Raisin! Most people here told me Snickers but I asked on Tumblr and Skype too so more people ended up telling me Raisin in the end.


Aww, well that's still really cute smilie
spyroisthebest8 Gold Sparx Gems: 2930
#31289 Posted: 18:23:30 16/07/2015
Why are you acting so strange today? You seem annoyed at me and kinda pushing me aside? That's not like you at all. You better stop texting while I'm trying to talk to you or telling me to go before I throw your phone in the lake. Also, what's up with you being so secretive? Half of the time you get mad at me because I'm "not spending enough time with you" when you just tell me to go and make your bed. I'm honestly really upset because I wanted to have fun today when I guess I'll just sit in my room all day. Stop being such a hypocrite and GET OFF YOUR DAMN PHONE AND TALK TO ME. Also, it would be nice if you end the ****ty mood you're in now, okay? Like you'd do that.


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MagicFizz Emerald Sparx Gems: 3728
#31290 Posted: 20:25:31 16/07/2015
Quote: Sapphire
Can't you see I am completely engulfed with rage?


^ Me right now.
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My life is complete.
Thunderdragon14 Diamond Sparx Gems: 8385
#31291 Posted: 20:31:11 16/07/2015
lmao i love how you don't care at all
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Quote: Alydol
go back to whining about your fish
terrafin2299 Ripto Gems: 3418
#31292 Posted: 20:41:19 16/07/2015
I can't stop the bleeding
TheFlyingSeal Diamond Sparx Gems: 8761
#31293 Posted: 21:03:01 16/07/2015
Quote: terrafin2299
I can't stop the bleeding



What did you do?!

You can stop the bleeding, just apply pressure to the wound like a towel or cloth. Don't worry if it starts to leak through, just keep applying more.
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#CynderIsAFireDragon
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