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darkSpyro - Spyro and Skylanders Forum > Stuff and Nonsense > Personal Thoughts
arceustheprime Ripto Gems: 5362 |
#29951 Posted: 10:51:03 23/05/2015
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sonicbrawler182
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#29952 Posted: 14:51:59 23/05/2015
This is really sudden and out of the blue and I kinda froze up when I saw it.
I honestly don't have the exact words to respond right now, it's a quite a bit to swallow for me. I have a busy day today anyway, so it's really hard for me to keep my head clear. I will get back to you as soon as I can, hopefully tonight or tomorrow, even though I know you feel you "don't deserve a response" or possibly might not want one. I don't feel this way out of anger or hatred though (I always said I could never come to hate you, even if I ever had every justification to). I just honestly was never expecting to hear from you directly ever again. I'm just feeling a whirlwind of things right now after hearing from you and I need to hold that in until all of my errands are done today. I don't like leaving people waiting in situations like this, so I really apologise. I just needed to get this out here since it might possibly be the only way to at least release a little bit of my feelings until I can properly speak to you and sort out one or two things.
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parisruelz12 Diamond Sparx Gems: 7577 |
#29953 Posted: 17:36:42 23/05/2015
I'm so tired, so very tired of you telling me that I don't do anything. I've been trying to change, but you know what? I guess if you think I don't do anything, then I won't do anything.
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looks like ive got some things to do... |
AmethystRose
Yellow Sparx
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#29954 Posted: 19:46:36 23/05/2015
Should I buy this? I don't really need it, but I want it... I've been taking care of others a lot lately, I think I deserve this... I need a special treat for myself.
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ϟ Break my heart, break me til I fall apart. ϟ |
Starfire Dragon
Platinum Sparx
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#29955 Posted: 20:15:40 23/05/2015
I hate being sick D;<
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sonicbrawler182
Platinum Sparx
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#29956 Posted: 20:31:37 23/05/2015
I feel calmer now.
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"My memories will be part of the sky." |
MoonHorizons
Gold Sparx
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#29957 Posted: 21:33:24 23/05/2015
just got my new bunk bed in.
finally i got a place for my friends to sleep when they come over.
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the more obscure your favorite cartoons are, the more refined your taste is |
Lunarz
Emerald Sparx
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#29958 Posted: 22:12:55 23/05/2015
I think people here don't like me and they constantly ignore me. Why is that? Am I a loser or is it my hair or what?
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Lanky Kong saved me despite having no style nor grace. |
huge dotd freak
Emerald Sparx
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#29959 Posted: 23:23:43 23/05/2015
Goodbye, sweet bed...
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Do you not like my mouth words? |
thumper Ripto Gems: 3519 |
#29960 Posted: 23:26:57 23/05/2015
Well I guess I deserved that one too, just another reason to continue giving up. Thanks!
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spyro and sonic Diamond Sparx Gems: 8489 |
#29961 Posted: 23:51:12 23/05/2015
Damn, this is boring. The knowledge will be worth it though. 12700 more to go....
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UncleBob Ripto Gems: 4565 |
#29962 Posted: 02:14:45 24/05/2015
Quote: spyro and sonic
Glad my counter is helpful for something. ;) I might hop back in and do some more later on. You should bump the main thread and see if you can get some other users in there to help. |
spyro and sonic Diamond Sparx Gems: 8489 |
#29963 Posted: 02:17:24 24/05/2015
Quote: UncleBob
That counter is amazing, having a number going down helps to get the goal in sight. |
AvatariDragon
Platinum Sparx
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#29964 Posted: 03:41:34 24/05/2015
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CAV
Platinum Sparx
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#29965 Posted: 04:08:56 24/05/2015
Are people just out to get me? Am I just a ****ty mod? A ****ty musician? A ****ty person in general?
What the **** did I do? What AM I decent at? |
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IsisStormDragon
Platinum Sparx
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#29966 Posted: 05:01:26 24/05/2015
It saddens that certain members of my own family can make my depression worse by their mere presence.
- i am starting to worry about you this can't be healthy |
Hot Dog 542
Gold Sparx
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#29967 Posted: 06:10:34 24/05/2015
holy wow that was an endless hallway. rats, I was so close to a save point.
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willspyro Ripto Gems: 5862 |
#29968 Posted: 06:16:45 24/05/2015
what the **** is shrek anymore
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Mesuxelf Ripto Gems: 3666 |
#29969 Posted: 12:51:51 24/05/2015
Last night I went to bed super happy. I couldn't stop smiling. I know you don't know that you do that to me, but I love it. ----- |
AvatariDragon
Platinum Sparx
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#29970 Posted: 13:49:22 24/05/2015
Hmmm... Not really sure how I'm feeling today. --- Stupid Toonami. Stayed up all that time just to find out that SAO wasn't playing T_T" They need to play more anime though, they always play the same shows. There needs to be an anime channel. ----- |
BlackWing116 Yellow Sparx Gems: 1480 |
#29971 Posted: 14:38:59 24/05/2015
And he always tells me to keep my ****ing phone with me....
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crystalhero37
Platinum Sparx
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#29972 Posted: 15:02:12 24/05/2015
Ugh, what am I doing... I've got a test and stuff tomorrow. I'm being silly. - - - |
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BlackWing116 Yellow Sparx Gems: 1480 |
#29973 Posted: 15:31:56 24/05/2015
Yeah yeah my new boyfriend is a red bird with a labcoat made out of pixels. As if you would care.
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DimitriDM Ripto Gems: 587 |
#29974 Posted: 18:19:44 24/05/2015
hehe I am not going to let someone tell me that something is over, is that over? here and there, whenever it happens, I dare only to hear it in voice truth and belief other than that, I do not participate in believes or anything similar to this, so you better come out if yo udare to tell me after so much fun and stuff that you just simple walk away.
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parisruelz12 Diamond Sparx Gems: 7577 |
#29975 Posted: 23:03:00 24/05/2015
I found this.
I should finish it. (:
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DragonCamo
Platinum Sparx
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#29976 Posted: 01:44:55 25/05/2015
My dad and uncle are doing a rigorous Insanity Workout and I'm over here on the computer, stuffing my face with frosted animal crackers.
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Gay 4 GARcher |
huge dotd freak
Emerald Sparx
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#29977 Posted: 02:00:40 25/05/2015
I love where I work, what I do, the people I work with, yet hate Mondays
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Do you not like my mouth words? |
Starfire Dragon
Platinum Sparx
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#29978 Posted: 02:22:54 25/05/2015
Ouch! One of my molders just broke to pieces. ;-;
I really need to get to the dentist, but I don't have insurance ): -------- Ugh! I hate how the PS3 has to download nearly every ****ing thing! |
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AvatariDragon
Platinum Sparx
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#29979 Posted: 05:10:38 25/05/2015
That was a nice chat, and I'm glad to hear that you're feeling much better about yourself and life. And all of the things that you experienced... that's pretty incredible. You seem so happy and confident about your beliefs, and that is wonderful ![]() I wish it was that simple for me, though. It's not that I've stopped believing, I've just been feeling very... detached. There are moments where something special happens like what you described, or I'll sort of feel His presence when I'm praying hard enough, like I'll get a chill or goosebumps or I'll even start crying and my faith will feel so renewed for a little while, because I just feel it. I just don't have the inspiration or the motivation or whatever to do anything anymore, and the fact that it's affecting my beliefs really bothers and upsets me. I haven't even really looked at my Bible since I got it for Christmas. Half the time my prayers are just empty words that I recite every day out of habit rather than thankfulness. I steadily stopped going to the RUF meetings because I just wanted to lay in bed or sit at the computer instead of praising God with these really awesome people that make me feel uncomfortable for some reason. It's like I just stopped caring about things, including my religion. Hearing you inspires me, yet I don't want to do anything about it. I don't know what to do... ----- |
Riolu-Blue-247
Diamond Sparx
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#29980 Posted: 05:11:26 25/05/2015
I am a terrible, possessive manipulative person. Why do you like me? I just dont understand...
Why is it so cooooold ;(
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I just realised that I might not know what the hell is going on |
willspyro Ripto Gems: 5862 |
#29981 Posted: 05:16:48 25/05/2015
omg, I remember seeing this site in 2008 now
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thumper Ripto Gems: 3519 |
#29982 Posted: 12:59:57 25/05/2015
So i woke up with you, you aren't very welcomed at all so you can leave now and please just don't come back, k?
omfg headache please go away. ![]() |
spyroisthebest8
Gold Sparx
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#29983 Posted: 14:02:27 25/05/2015
I love you so much. I'm sorry I can't see you today but I wish I could. You're the best and you really did help me smile and laugh a bit yesterday. ----- |
Mesuxelf Ripto Gems: 3666 |
#29984 Posted: 14:32:05 25/05/2015
Sonic quote of the day
"Hey, we should do this again sometime!" |
sonicbrawler182
Platinum Sparx
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#29985 Posted: 15:28:06 25/05/2015
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"My memories will be part of the sky." |
skylandersspyro
Emerald Sparx
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#29986 Posted: 15:29:18 25/05/2015
I ****ing hate me when i was in second grade
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Uh Uh Uh! You didn't say the magic word! |
DragonCamo
Platinum Sparx
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#29987 Posted: 17:31:03 25/05/2015
I read too many fanfictions, help me, I'm feeling.
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Gay 4 GARcher |
parisruelz12 Diamond Sparx Gems: 7577 |
#29988 Posted: 17:52:49 25/05/2015
Quote: Mesuxelf
"...only at your pizza hut, hooba dooba." ![]()
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looks like ive got some things to do... |
AmethystRose
Yellow Sparx
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#29989 Posted: 18:01:08 25/05/2015
My house is toxic... I can't stand living here anymore... I just want to move out already with my boyfriend, I can't wait until I move away next semester... At least he treats me right, you arrogant piece of ****. Just go away please, you get on my nerves... - - -
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ϟ Break my heart, break me til I fall apart. ϟ |
willspyro Ripto Gems: 5862 |
#29990 Posted: 22:34:50 25/05/2015
you know what? you need to go to an assistant living place for ****s sake
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thumper Ripto Gems: 3519 |
#29991 Posted: 23:58:49 25/05/2015
Eh, making a decision without wanting to is stressing me out. It would have been easier just to walk away.
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AvatariDragon
Platinum Sparx
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#29992 Posted: 02:09:35 26/05/2015
I still kinda think you like me tbh, but maybe you're just being nice? It's hard for me to tell. --- It's funny how even among friends I still feel excluded at times. ----- |
Riku-sempai
Platinum Sparx
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#29993 Posted: 03:08:05 26/05/2015
For a while now, I’ve been hearing people say that she (you should know who it is, if you know of the situation) is no good for me, that she’s been ‘hurting me’ and ‘bringing me down’,.
First of all, how would you know? I mean, you don’t exactly know what I’m feeling all the time, you don’t know my thoughts, my feelings or motives, so don’t just assume what I’m feeling. This has caused, so, many issues, its not even funny. Its getting absolutely ridiculous. And I don’t care whoever is saying it, even if you are my closest friends, would you so kindly, cut it out. I don’t want this problem to be brought up over and over again, not only does it affect me in a bad way, its affecting her. You’re making her seem like the bad person, and now she’s ACTUALLY believing it. But this me saying, that she does not hurt me, she actually helps me more then anyone else does, no matter what you say, no matter what you think, its true. If you have any issues over this, just PM me. This doesn’t actually imply to a lot of people, so if this doesn’t actually make sense to you, then its alright, move right on buddie. But if you do understand this, read it, I’m not trying to be angry and mean, its just an issue.
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Hesitant Captain, it's too late to turn back around. The party is waiting and leaving this earth is such a beautiful sound. |
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