darkSpyro

welp, life got a bit easier, thanks

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aw **** man for the 2nd week in a row I got 10 gems

woah you just reminded me gems exist

finally got my calcium vitamins maybe now ill grow an inch hahaha

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Quote: Mrmorrises

aw **** man for the 2nd week in a row I got 10 gems

woah you just reminded me gems exist

Gems are like a lot of other things for me, I just like seeing the number go up.

stop asking me

i said i couldn't tell

just

cant you trust me

you don't wanna hear it

Why do people hate me?.. Why do people betray me... That's it.. I can't take this anymore. My aunt is almost dead, my mom is losing her health quickly and I feel so useless... I want to just end all of my suffering.. Now... I hate myself. I can't help the people that need it...that need me... I'm pathetic. My mom... my aunt... I'm so sorry... I've failed you... maybe if I was gone, I wouldn't be in your way...

I found something surprisingly weird...http://ask.fm/darkSpyroaskfm

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Why do people hate me?.. Why do people betray me... That's it.. I can't take this anymore. My aunt is almost dead, my mom is losing her health quickly and I feel so useless... I want to just end all of my suffering.. Now... I hate myself. I can't help the people that need it...that need me... I'm pathetic. My mom... my aunt... I'm so sorry... I've failed you... maybe if I was gone, I wouldn't be in your way...

You're much better than you ridicule yourself for. Honestly, I'm here for you. Your a great person. Keep your chin up!

Im scared. I feel like im going to be forgotten immediately. But they wouldnt do that would they? N-no.. but maybe. I barely know them. They are all probably already irritated with me. And he is probably bored. Probably was just teasing me.... easy target...

i was so excited to have new friends... but I know that they will forget me...

hhhhhhhh godddd god god god god GOD GOD GOD

Don't you hate getting stuck in the walls after you time travel?

That's what it means.... Why doesn't anyone know what it means?

Finally Baymax arrived in the mail.

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Had a weird ass dream last night.

Do not use that on me. It will not change a thing about the situation.
Hell, I will feel bad about acting this way. But you led me no choice, so.

*draws picture*
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I really need to stop doing that

GOD GOD GOD G

Las gallinas dominaran el mundo posiblemente ayudadas por los gatos

I started another picture and then deleted it again

WILL SOMEONE PLEASE KILL ME SO I STOP DOING THAT! D;

Why is it fake, I want it so badly, imagine the possibilities!

I applaud the person who faked it for just how impressive and realistic it looks, but at what cost...

Oh well, I look forward to his future efforts...

*gets muk on pokedraw*

*draws squirtle instead*

*draws new pokemon*

*gets squirtle*

we've been skyping for 5 hours straight at nights, wow

Now I remember why I didn't love anyone for a year.
I am so sick of dealing with people. Every time I get involved My respect always gets lower.

Stop. Please. Stop. Stop. I don't want to hear it. Stop. Please. Will you...

Okay I'm sick and ****ing tired of you now... But I don't want to hurt your feelings, all you gave me was embarrassment, haters, and extra baggage...And all I gave you was support, advice, and loyalty... I'm so sick of you now. I told you to stop, but you just can't help it. I'm embarrassed, and you think that's fun? Just look at me, I'm so stressed, my hair is falling out. My voice box is sore...But you just never get enough...I try avoiding giving you any attention what so ever, but that makes you violent, which makes me upset to just let it go. When I say stop, it's all fun and games and playing the imitating game, like seriously.. Grow up. But on the other side, if it's you that's annoyed then you're all like "Shut up! Stop annoying me! Ugh, you don't even help me!"... Seriously, do I ever get ****ing help from any of my friends? No. But look at me, I'm just running around giving useless advice that any idiot would know and wasting myself in every way possible. I don't even get myself, my characteristics change every day, my life is completely wrecked. Schools great, I'm just sick of being burned my whole life...I like helping people, but I want the chance to be free, too.

On the other side, I know...maybe I should just accept it and deal with it. Look at everyone so happy, and carefree...Why can't I be like them? But then, why am I complaining? I should be happy I have shelter, food and water in my life... And a supportive family, and some good friends, and most of all my 2nd family, darkSpyro. I swear darkSpyro has brought me back up in life on so many levels, I really can't thank you guys enough. And I suppose it comes with the users too. Thanks for being so supportive and I'm so excited to celebrate my 4th year on darkSpyro with y'all.

Sometimes I wish I wasn't so negative some of the times and just accept myself.. But I just can't betray, or take advantage of someone, I just can't do that. I don't know if that's my heart, but if I was to even try something like that, I wouldn't even sleep or probably cry myself to sleep every freaking night. Why do the good die young? Why do we try and try but whatever we do is never good enough? Why do we have to plead for help, but others get a free pass or even a refund? Why? These are the questions I've always asked myself. Then again..No one understands. I know I'm a puzzle to every human in this world... No one can figure me out, if they try, they would still never accept me of who I am. Now I'm really glad I have darkSpyro.

You guys have really brought this dark blank space in my mind into a bright light of glory.

I made 4 new friends yesterday and I love them they are precious little flowers

There is no one as good as You are.
There just has to be some lie...

This is the part where I bring Myself to unnaturally hate You for some reason...

Can I be someone else for all the times I hate Myself?

I need some form of answer.


anything just anything kind of answer

I think I've decided.
But I need to talk to you.

I cannot believe I forgot to put on my rubber bands last night before I went to bed. I guess I was that tired.

I think I'm back in flare up mode. It's not that debilitating but it wears on me and energy is spent worrying about it. I know "Mind over matter," can work and all that jazz but sometimes it's just not enough. XP

and I keep forgetting that I joined here on the first of Feb. Well I feel frickin old now.

Chawizawrd amiibo. Me wants.

time for cute fluff i think

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and I keep forgetting that I joined here on the first of Feb. Well I feel frickin old now.

Don't worry, I saved you a purple rocking chair. <3

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and I keep forgetting that I joined here on the first of Feb. Well I feel frickin old now.

Don't worry, I saved you a purple rocking chair. <3

thank you sonny. *walks over to chair with a cane and sits in it*

My God, every pasta dish these people serve always have so much sauce. Is this normal? I remember in schools they did the same. In Puerto Rico we hardly use any if not at all. Feels like I should just get Ragu and pour it into a bowl and there, spaghetti.

ThanksForTheFoodThough

Quote: Trix Master 100

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Quote: Trix Master 100

and I keep forgetting that I joined here on the first of Feb. Well I feel frickin old now.

Don't worry, I saved you a purple rocking chair. <3

thank you sonny. *walks over to chair with a cane and sits in it*

So if you're considered old and joined in 2012.....
What does that make HIR which joined in 2006?
~GNORC'D~ DX

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Quote: Trix Master 100

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Don't worry, I saved you a purple rocking chair. <3

thank you sonny. *walks over to chair with a cane and sits in it*

So if you're considered old and joined in 2012.....
What does that make HIR which joined in 2006?
~GNORC'D~ DX

no he's a scientist lawyer. he's immortal

Deleted two more pictures >.<
One of my OC and one of Midnight
Why the heck can't I draw D;

Why is my face on fire?