I woke up in the middle of the night. I got the big cutting knife from the drawer. I was about to stab my heart. But I heard a giant creak in the hallway and flinched. The knife put a big cut on my eye and mouth, and it fell and stabbed my foot. I got escorted to the hospital immediately. My eye was implanted, and I am now not able to talk or walk normal in my life ever again. This is not even me writing. This is Josh's big brother. He told me to post this here for some reason, but idk fine. I think it was to "let his friends know?" Idk, but Josh is in very bad condition. He is really depressed for some reason too. He can still talk, but it hurts when he does. He told me all of this, and that's what I did. He almost committed suicide too. He says it was this website, but, that is not any of my business so, idk. He says he will try to come back one day, as soon as he is released from the hospital. Just to let you know. ~Jerry
P.S. Might consider making an account of myself on here Don't tell. Hope he feels better tho. Bye guys
omg...no this can't be..nooo please say this is a lie..*breaks down*
I woke up in the middle of the night. I got the big cutting knife from the drawer. I was about to stab my heart. But I heard a giant creak in the hallway and flinched. The knife put a big cut on my eye and mouth, and it fell and stabbed my foot. I got escorted to the hospital immediately. My eye was implanted, and I am now not able to talk or walk normal in my life ever again. This is not even me writing. This is Josh's big brother. He told me to post this here for some reason, but idk fine. I think it was to "let his friends know?" Idk, but Josh is in very bad condition. He is really depressed for some reason too. He can still talk, but it hurts when he does. He told me all of this, and that's what I did. He almost committed suicide too. He says it was this website, but, that is not any of my business so, idk. He says he will try to come back one day, as soon as he is released from the hospital. Just to let you know. ~Jerry
P.S. Might consider making an account of myself on here Don't tell. Hope he feels better tho. Bye guys
Woah.....thats horrible......Tell him HCI sends his well wishes and that he hopes he feels better.
I woke up in the middle of the night. I got the big cutting knife from the drawer. I was about to stab my heart. But I heard a giant creak in the hallway and flinched. The knife put a big cut on my eye and mouth, and it fell and stabbed my foot. I got escorted to the hospital immediately. My eye was implanted, and I am now not able to talk or walk normal in my life ever again. This is not even me writing. This is Josh's big brother. He told me to post this here for some reason, but idk fine. I think it was to "let his friends know?" Idk, but Josh is in very bad condition. He is really depressed for some reason too. He can still talk, but it hurts when he does. He told me all of this, and that's what I did. He almost committed suicide too. He says it was this website, but, that is not any of my business so, idk. He says he will try to come back one day, as soon as he is released from the hospital. Just to let you know. ~Jerry
P.S. Might consider making an account of myself on here Don't tell. Hope he feels better tho. Bye guys
Im sorry WHAT
Take him to go see a psychiatrist too, it is NOT normal that someone wants to commit suicide for a POST on a FORUM.
Nevertheless, I do hope he gets better anyways.
I woke up in the middle of the night. I got the big cutting knife from the drawer. I was about to stab my heart. But I heard a giant creak in the hallway and flinched. The knife put a big cut on my eye and mouth, and it fell and stabbed my foot. I got escorted to the hospital immediately. My eye was implanted, and I am now not able to talk or walk normal in my life ever again. This is not even me writing. This is Josh's big brother. He told me to post this here for some reason, but idk fine. I think it was to "let his friends know?" Idk, but Josh is in very bad condition. He is really depressed for some reason too. He can still talk, but it hurts when he does. He told me all of this, and that's what I did. He almost committed suicide too. He says it was this website, but, that is not any of my business so, idk. He says he will try to come back one day, as soon as he is released from the hospital. Just to let you know. ~Jerry
P.S. Might consider making an account of myself on here Don't tell. Hope he feels better tho. Bye guys
I doubt this is legit, but if it is MF needs serious help if he attempted suicide over a forum.
I woke up in the middle of the night. I got the big cutting knife from the drawer. I was about to stab my heart. But I heard a giant creak in the hallway and flinched. The knife put a big cut on my eye and mouth, and it fell and stabbed my foot. I got escorted to the hospital immediately. My eye was implanted, and I am now not able to talk or walk normal in my life ever again. This is not even me writing. This is Josh's big brother. He told me to post this here for some reason, but idk fine. I think it was to "let his friends know?" Idk, but Josh is in very bad condition. He is really depressed for some reason too. He can still talk, but it hurts when he does. He told me all of this, and that's what I did. He almost committed suicide too. He says it was this website, but, that is not any of my business so, idk. He says he will try to come back one day, as soon as he is released from the hospital. Just to let you know. ~Jerry
P.S. Might consider making an account of myself on here Don't tell. Hope he feels better tho. Bye guys
I doubt this is legit, but if it is MF needs serious help if he attempted suicide over a forum.
Yeah, the whole creaking in the hallway thing seems like an odd coincidence.
Every day I wake up feeling sore.
Every day I die a little more.
Every day I watch the others... Who can do the things I can't. Why is so much wrong with me? I can't run, jump, or even walk down the halls without hurting. My entire body always feels sore, like someday, it'll all just fall apart. I see my friends run around and roughhouse, and when I watch them all I can think of is how I can't do that. I can't even get out of bed without wanting to cry from the pain. People constantly make fun of me at school because I'm physically unable to keep up with them. I'm just an un athletic nerd to everyone. They can't tell I'm in pain. My spine is extremely sensitive and sends a flare of pain whenever I do the slightest thing. My elbows always pop and hurt, as well as my jaw. My knees can't support my body without aching. One of my knees hurts so much...
I don't understand why this has to happen to me. Why now? I'm only 13... I'm not 60. I shouldn't feel like I have one foot in the grave every day. I wish I was normal.
I have chronic pain too, but in a different way. As best I can say this without seeming awkward, if you ever want to talk to someone 1 on 1 about this, you just let me know. :|
I woke up in the middle of the night. I got the big cutting knife from the drawer. I was about to stab my heart. But I heard a giant creak in the hallway and flinched. The knife put a big cut on my eye and mouth, and it fell and stabbed my foot. I got escorted to the hospital immediately. My eye was implanted, and I am now not able to talk or walk normal in my life ever again. This is not even me writing. This is Josh's big brother. He told me to post this here for some reason, but idk fine. I think it was to "let his friends know?" Idk, but Josh is in very bad condition. He is really depressed for some reason too. He can still talk, but it hurts when he does. He told me all of this, and that's what I did. He almost committed suicide too. He says it was this website, but, that is not any of my business so, idk. He says he will try to come back one day, as soon as he is released from the hospital. Just to let you know. ~Jerry
P.S. Might consider making an account of myself on here ;) Don't tell. Hope he feels better tho. :( Bye guys
Dear MF, I hope that you know that you should never ever feel the reason to kill yourself. I hope you get better soon, and... I'll finish this or PM you later...
I woke up in the middle of the night. I got the big cutting knife from the drawer. I was about to stab my heart. But I heard a giant creak in the hallway and flinched. The knife put a big cut on my eye and mouth, and it fell and stabbed my foot. I got escorted to the hospital immediately. My eye was implanted, and I am now not able to talk or walk normal in my life ever again. This is not even me writing. This is Josh's big brother. He told me to post this here for some reason, but idk fine. I think it was to "let his friends know?" Idk, but Josh is in very bad condition. He is really depressed for some reason too. He can still talk, but it hurts when he does. He told me all of this, and that's what I did. He almost committed suicide too. He says it was this website, but, that is not any of my business so, idk. He says he will try to come back one day, as soon as he is released from the hospital. Just to let you know. ~Jerry
P.S. Might consider making an account of myself on here Don't tell. Hope he feels better tho. Bye guys
I doubt this is legit, but if it is MF needs serious help if he attempted suicide over a forum.
Yeah, the whole creaking in the hallway thing seems like an odd coincidence.
And the use of personal pronouns changes like halfway through. It starts of as "I" and "me", but then he claims it's his brother writing it. "This is not even me writing" gives it away. If it were actually his brother, he wouldn't spend the whole time writing it in the first person of his brother. He would just straight up say "I'm fizz's brother and he did this."
But on the off chance I'm just over analysing things and this actually happened, I'm really sorry man.
He says he didn't really do it because of this website, Lil' Josh has been through a lot irl. He got turned down by his crush and got turned down from a VERY important event. He has been crying a lot this week. There is most likely more, but this website gave a little more "fuel to the fire" to end his life. Oh yeah, and he says he Okay to his friends on here, just to let that out. Stay tuned, I will be back with more updates on this suicidal attempt. He also says, "Don't worry. I WILL be back."
I woke up in the middle of the night. I got the big cutting knife from the drawer. I was about to stab my heart. But I heard a giant creak in the hallway and flinched. The knife put a big cut on my eye and mouth, and it fell and stabbed my foot. I got escorted to the hospital immediately. My eye was implanted, and I am now not able to talk or walk normal in my life ever again. This is not even me writing. This is Josh's big brother. He told me to post this here for some reason, but idk fine. I think it was to "let his friends know?" Idk, but Josh is in very bad condition. He is really depressed for some reason too. He can still talk, but it hurts when he does. He told me all of this, and that's what I did. He almost committed suicide too. He says it was this website, but, that is not any of my business so, idk. He says he will try to come back one day, as soon as he is released from the hospital. Just to let you know. ~Jerry
P.S. Might consider making an account of myself on here Don't tell. Hope he feels better tho. Bye guys
I really, really hope this is false, for MF's own sake. If this is real...that's just horrible.
Okay, I'm glad he didn't do it over this place at least. I hope things get better for him.
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He says he didn't really do it because of this website, Lil' Josh has been through a lot irl. He got turned down by his crush and got turned down from a VERY important event. He has been crying a lot this week. There is most likely more, but this website gave a little more "fuel to the fire" to end his life. Oh yeah, and he says he Okay to his friends on here, just to let that out. Stay tuned, I will be back with more updates on this suicidal attempt. He also says, "Don't worry. I WILL be back."
~Jerry
Well, I hope he gets better, and a question. Can he still see out of his eye? Or did he have it removed, etc.
I doubt this is legit, but if it is MF needs serious help if he attempted suicide over a forum.
Yeah, the whole creaking in the hallway thing seems like an odd coincidence.
And the use of personal pronouns changes like halfway through. It starts of as "I" and "me", but then he claims it's his brother writing it. "This is not even me writing" gives it away. If it were actually his brother, he wouldn't spend the whole time writing it in the first person of his brother. He would just straight up say "I'm fizz's brother and he did this."
But on the off chance I'm just over analysing things and this actually happened, I'm really sorry man.
Agree.
Either way, MagicFizz, when you're feeling all better, please do talk to me. Maybe there's a way to prevent you from getting so much pain.
I woke up in the middle of the night. I got the big cutting knife from the drawer. I was about to stab my heart. But I heard a giant creak in the hallway and flinched. The knife put a big cut on my eye and mouth, and it fell and stabbed my foot. I got escorted to the hospital immediately. My eye was implanted, and I am now not able to talk or walk normal in my life ever again. This is not even me writing. This is Josh's big brother. He told me to post this here for some reason, but idk fine. I think it was to "let his friends know?" Idk, but Josh is in very bad condition. He is really depressed for some reason too. He can still talk, but it hurts when he does. He told me all of this, and that's what I did. He almost committed suicide too. He says it was this website, but, that is not any of my business so, idk. He says he will try to come back one day, as soon as he is released from the hospital. Just to let you know. ~Jerry
P.S. Might consider making an account of myself on here Don't tell. Hope he feels better tho. Bye guys
If this is real, I'm really sorry to hear that. :/ I hope he gets better real soon!
I woke up in the middle of the night. I got the big cutting knife from the drawer. I was about to stab my heart. But I heard a giant creak in the hallway and flinched. The knife put a big cut on my eye and mouth, and it fell and stabbed my foot. I got escorted to the hospital immediately. My eye was implanted, and I am now not able to talk or walk normal in my life ever again. This is not even me writing. This is Josh's big brother. He told me to post this here for some reason, but idk fine. I think it was to "let his friends know?" Idk, but Josh is in very bad condition. He is really depressed for some reason too. He can still talk, but it hurts when he does. He told me all of this, and that's what I did. He almost committed suicide too. He says it was this website, but, that is not any of my business so, idk. He says he will try to come back one day, as soon as he is released from the hospital. Just to let you know. ~Jerry
P.S. Might consider making an account of myself on here ;) Don't tell. Hope he feels better tho. :( Bye guys
I think he might go back to his posts and see that. But it's normal for siblings to join.
As for the suicide part. Get well soon. I honestly don't know how or why he was depressed. But I hope he gets better and calms down soon.
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We do.
Is just that after a while we learn that lies do exist and that they're used more than we thought.
So of course we would want to point out a liar when we see one. They're making others worry when the liar is just lying to get something they want.
I woke up in the middle of the night. I got the big cutting knife from the drawer. I was about to stab my heart. But I heard a giant creak in the hallway and flinched. The knife put a big cut on my eye and mouth, and it fell and stabbed my foot. I got escorted to the hospital immediately. My eye was implanted, and I am now not able to talk or walk normal in my life ever again. This is not even me writing. This is Josh's big brother. He told me to post this here for some reason, but idk fine. I think it was to "let his friends know?" Idk, but Josh is in very bad condition. He is really depressed for some reason too. He can still talk, but it hurts when he does. He told me all of this, and that's what I did. He almost committed suicide too. He says it was this website, but, that is not any of my business so, idk. He says he will try to come back one day, as soon as he is released from the hospital. Just to let you know. ~Jerry
P.S. Might consider making an account of myself on here Don't tell. Hope he feels better tho. Bye guys
I'm sorry if this turns out to actually be true, but I am kinda skeptical with this. Call it denial or whatever you wish, but it just seems unbelievable. Mostly, yeah, the wording just seems off for a brother to have posted it.
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Once in my dreams, I rose and soared. No matter how I'm knocked around or beaten down, I will stand up restored.
On my new PC, my mouse gets jacked up after a certain amount of time. Whenever I try to open Windows, it just says "Do you want to modify this" or something like that when all I'm doing is just trying to open a browser. And whenever I left click, it acts like I clicked on the icons on the desktop screen. I moved the wheel and the icons started changing sizes. Is this some kind of feature or something? If so, how do I get out of it?
Oh yeah, by the way, I'm using Windows 8.1. The computer and the screen that I got later are entirely new and haven't been tampered with.
And I'd like it if you didn't respond with "lollollollol, windows 8 sucks, downgrade."
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^Hmm. I'm not quite sure. I thought I was good at sorting out computer stuff, but I have no idea. Maybe it's just the mouse.
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Dang it, you are so sweet. I get this fuzzy feeling when I think about you or see you, and I can't wait to see you again. I don't want to think like this, but I can't help it.
To Jimmy/MF:
If this is a joke I'm realy dissapointed in whoever is behiend this, simply because you just do not jpke with suicide.
First of all I have all concidered it myself too and I nearly succeeded it if it were not those people who found me. I know how terrible it is to be raped, pushed down or to be put aside of life. But if you are going to ask your bro to post on a forum about it, of course some might take it as a joke or become skeptical.
If this appears to be a joke I dont even want to be your friend, I would be so dissapointed .
If this appears to be true dont bother with us, in such a situation its better to forget the friends you have and try to get healthy yourself.
Dear Dan,
I love you. I know love is a pretty strong word, but it's the right word for me to use. I've loved you since 6th grade. You were special to me then, one of the first people to be nice to me. For some reason you always like to make me uncomfertable during that small period after lunch when we didn't have gym. I'm not complaining or anything though. In 7th grade, you invited me to your house, which I didn't want to accept (when really i did) but you pushed me to and I couldn't have been happier. It was pretty fun actually. The real thing that made me over joyed was when I told you I was gay. Well, actually you threatened me with a corn husker if I didn't tell you my secret I was talking about, but whatever. You accepted it, and it felt like to world was lifted off my shoulders. I obviously can't type every wonderul moment I've had with you, but I can sum it all up as magical and messed up. Your hilarious and sweet and a fun loving guy. You seem to always bring me out of my comferte zone, though sometimes it's a little weird like that time in math you scrubbed against my arm and purred. I'm not a social person, i never have been. I would rather be on the internet on youtube or darkspyro than do anything real. That time at the AD free party, you got me to at least sit with you guys in the sanctuary. I guess it was fun, it was pretty funny seeing that girl hit Todd in the nuts. You assured me that you would never tell anyone that I was gay, and I trusted you. You never really brought it up, which in hindsight is a good thing. At church, whenever we were talking about homosexuals you would defend them, and i would feel a million times better.You always made me feel better, or at others really bad because my jealousy sucks terribly. I know you can't return the feelings, but I just needed to tell you this before you left...If you don't, i still want to be friends...if that's all right. It's just, i get butterflies whenever im around you, i lose my breathe whenever I see you, my brain goes numb and I go into auto piolet. I always want to make you laugh or smile. It makes me feel overjoyed. Of course, i'm terrified to talk to you at all, I can't even start a conversation with you because my brain goes caput. Everyone says to me how they don't like you or someother stupid things, but i ignore them because I see past them. I've liked you for 4 years. It takes 4 years to even say this...heh. But....I understand if you don't feel the same way. Just know I am grateful that you never told anyone unlike Todd and that you made my life at Cassadaga Valley amazing and wonderful.
Sincerely,
Damian
I don't know If I should message this to him...it'd be to risky....but...because of this damned THIRD ****ING SNOW DAY IN A ROW, I won't be able to see him...today would have been his last day...
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On my new PC, my mouse gets jacked up after a certain amount of time. Whenever I try to open Windows, it just says "Do you want to modify this" or something like that when all I'm doing is just trying to open a browser. And whenever I left click, it acts like I clicked on the icons on the desktop screen. I moved the wheel and the icons started changing sizes. Is this some kind of feature or something? If so, how do I get out of it?
Oh yeah, by the way, I'm using Windows 8.1. The computer and the screen that I got later are entirely new and haven't been tampered with.
And I'd like it if you didn't respond with "lollollollol, windows 8 sucks, downgrade."
Does Windows still have a Control Panel? There should be a section in there where you can configure the setup of your mouse. It might have something to do with that. You could try changing around some of your mouse's settings.
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