Quote: JaggedstarI cannot believe you made me do that. I have a terrible phobia of lifts and you forced me to go into one?! You can't force a phobia out of someone that way! I could've easily run up five flights of stairs for ****'s sake! I really am disliking you more and more each day, which is hard because I have to ****ing live with you. I swear to God I am not staying here for GCSE's. whatever it takes I will get a flight back to England before September.
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Argh. I thought that when I left middle school, all teasing about the "condition" I have were not gonna be around anymore. How wrong I was. You are dyslexic, and in a way I am too, but do you see me taking the piss out of you for your test score and low level? Nope! I don't laugh at you for that, because it isn't your fault. To say that it's my fault that I have dyscalculaia (or however the hell you spell it) really puts my self-esteem down lower, if that's ****ing possible.
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I wish all this Christmas **** would just stop already. It's just a day for gods sake. A day....where you're supposed to be with your family. My two cousins are going to their dad for Christmas and my aunt and her boyfriend are having mates over. Me and my sister are gonna be stuck with them. Our mum isn't here. Our dad isn't here. They are the two people I want most and I can't have them.
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I'm so stressed out and upset right now. I badly need a hug. :'(
*hugs tight*
Remember what I told you, it won't be forever.
*hugs and cries onto shoulder*
I know. But right now it feels like forever. Especially when you're stuck and can't talk to anyone.