One of my biggest mistakes of this year was not asking that one guy to the dance. I had a good ****ing chance and I blew it.
And also, I skipped my detention JUST to stay and watch my friend audition for something. I was just trying to be the best friend I can, and my principal didn't give a **** he was like "I don't care." Just plain like that. I wanted to yell in his face.
I feel like i'm loosing friends by the week...
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Luminous35
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#36751 Posted: 21:39:57 28/05/2016
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Windumup
Emerald Sparx
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#36752 Posted: 22:52:36 28/05/2016
Friends would hang out outside of school irl.
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Seiki
Platinum Sparx
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#36753 Posted: 23:20:07 28/05/2016
Yey my next schedule for school! 8 hours of math and nothing but Math!! Until 1 in the frickin' morning!! And I get to lose all of my friends also since they get a completely different schedule for the rest of our time in school!
killmenow
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ThroneOfMalefor
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#36754 Posted: 23:33:12 28/05/2016
Marijuana baked goods are self-destructive.
I took just a lick of a weed-infused Fruity Pebbles treat that was offered to me today and I loved the sweetness. Taking the actual serving is a decision that makes me so anxious. I heavily enforce abstinence but just this one case has me so curious; I just want to know what it feels like but I fear impending dependency.
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BREATHE AIR. |
Project_Unnamed
Prismatic Sparx
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#36755 Posted: 00:52:13 29/05/2016
What the hell is wrong with me? Is it really that impossible to access basic human emotion and decency and act according to that plan? I guess that this is my place on Earth and I truly apologize for my coldness and distance.
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TheToyNerd
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#36756 Posted: 01:30:42 29/05/2016
Why must you log off at the most inoppurtune moment? Now I'm paranoid that you'll do something bad to yourself or something. Why am I so overprotective and clingy? Ugggggh... EDIT: Turns out I am a paranoid **** and was overreacting! Oopsy doops!! ----- |
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Hot Dog 542
Gold Sparx
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#36757 Posted: 03:23:00 29/05/2016
Oh wow, way to lower my self-esteem.
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huge dotd freak
Emerald Sparx
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#36758 Posted: 05:59:01 29/05/2016
!!!I WANT OPINIONS!!!
Ignorance is bliss, but depending on the situation, speaking up is the right thing to do, and I'm not about to let my friend be played as a fool to spare her feelings. I saw her boyfriend today. The woman he was with was not her. He has no sisters, though I don't know about cousins. Should I explain the situation to her? Or to someone she trusts with her life? I couldn't leave my customers to call him out on it, but he was very clearly trying to avoid eye contact. Tell me what I should do, I've never been in this kind of situation before. Quote: Kitty
Rhetorical question, maybe so, but, speaking from personal experience, there is nothing worse.
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StriderSwag Gold Sparx Gems: 2769 |
#36759 Posted: 06:24:48 29/05/2016
EDIT: actually no im not gonna let this get me down im tired of the world breaking me im changing that right now from now on, ill bend this isnt edgy anymore oops |
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Trix Master 100
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#36760 Posted: 07:47:49 29/05/2016
Quote: huge dotd freak
You should tell her. Just straight up tell her. Heck if you work at a store and have cameras (or any place with cameras) around the place you can show her such tapes and let her know about it.
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parisruelz12 Diamond Sparx Gems: 7577 |
#36761 Posted: 07:50:46 29/05/2016
Quote: huge dotd freak
what about crying at school?
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Thunderdragon14
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#36762 Posted: 16:42:17 29/05/2016
i am sacrificing my well being for the safety of my fish
i need my fan...i need my fan to live......................but i decided to put the fan towards the tank so the temperature isn't too high since it's hot af........ if i die from a heart stroke...my blood is on ur fins, judas... |
Mrmorrises
Platinum Sparx
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#36763 Posted: 17:55:23 29/05/2016
That's all you have to say?
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HIR
Diamond Sparx
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#36764 Posted: 21:24:30 29/05/2016
Why is this trend happening? Don't we have a "Thoughts on Users" topic already, for better or worse? And people wonder why I'm not posting much, there's nothing to say with such pointless spam topics. <.<
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Mrmorrises
Platinum Sparx
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#36765 Posted: 21:57:34 29/05/2016
That's all you have to say?
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TheToyNerd
Gold Sparx
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#36766 Posted: 22:56:57 29/05/2016
I am inordinarily stressed and distraught today and I don't know why... Life is so goddamn stressful.
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Bumblebunnii
Yellow Sparx
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#36767 Posted: 00:37:24 30/05/2016
Your piece of **** daughter is one of the worst people I know. She can't keep a job, she's always high on whatever pills anyone will give her, she'll **** anyone that it takes to get what she wants, and she's raising her daughter that she barely even sees exactly like you raised her. She's almost 30 years old and she acts like she's 13, she is going absolutely nowhere in life, she only speaks to you when she wants money because you're an even bigger piece of **** than she is. But yet I'm the one who gets trashed from you. I've raised myself without a single ounce of your help since my grandparents died, you have never done anything for me. I have worked my ass off to support myself and your brother's children. I've raised your family because everyone in it is so terrible at raising children that I didn't want to see them turn out to be giant failures and continue that tradition. But go ahead, tell me how terrible I am. I cook for you, I clean for you, I buy groceries, I get **** done, I take care of every single thing in this ****ing family and nobody ever appreciates anything I do. I'm so tired of it. When my mom gets back on her feet and gets some stability back in her life, you will never see me again I swear to god. I have never needed anything from you and that certainly will not change in the future. **** you, **** your entire family, I have exhausted myself trying to bring some sense of normality into our ****ed up situation and it hasn't worked so I'm done trying. 11 years I have done everything on my own with you fighting me every step of the way. All of the screaming, the emotional abuse you put me through, the alcoholism, the drugs, your dangerous friends, the fighting, the stealing. When I am finally able to be away from you life will be so easy for me because you have done everything in your power to make sure it hasn't been so far. I am a firm believer in karma, you'll get yours one day. Life is sucking in Bumblebunnii's town atm. Leaving for the night, crossing my fingers I ended up somewhere that I can have some peace. |
Luminous35
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#36768 Posted: 00:54:43 30/05/2016
I don't want to deal with this anymore. She's CLEARLY trying to make jealous by always hanging out with the person I like. Hugging him, always talking with him. They didn't even KNOW eachother last week! I don't know what the **** i'm supposed to do... ![]() ✧・゚: *✧・゚:* *:・゚✧*:・゚✧ .・゜゜・ ・゜゜・. 。・゚゚・ ・゚゚・。✧・゚: *✧・゚:*
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Riolu-Blue-247
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#36769 Posted: 01:16:36 30/05/2016
I cant get the energy to do anything, I can sleep all day and still be tired. I dont see the point in anything, I just wish I could get better
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DragonCamo
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#36770 Posted: 03:31:01 30/05/2016
SANS OMFG STOP YOU'RE RUINING MY LIFE I'M VISIBLE SHAKING
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ThroneOfMalefor
Platinum Sparx
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#36771 Posted: 04:24:17 30/05/2016
Glad the abstinence was triumphant.
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Lunarz
Emerald Sparx
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#36772 Posted: 05:59:17 30/05/2016
I just want to make you laugh more than anyone
but all i do is try too hard and end up being awkward and unfunny im sorry
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ReshiramForever
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#36773 Posted: 10:56:33 30/05/2016
you'll never believe the ****ty thoughts i think
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thumper Ripto Gems: 3519 |
#36774 Posted: 11:36:09 30/05/2016
Your patience and understanding helped me tremendously, I finally slept well. Thank you! ^.^
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LevanJess
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#36775 Posted: 18:32:41 30/05/2016
who thought this series needed a particularly annoying Batgirl? >_> i thought it was doing great before that ****
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ReshiramForever
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#36776 Posted: 00:39:51 31/05/2016
i'm undeniably bitter.
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Pokemon2 Emerald Sparx Gems: 3814 |
#36777 Posted: 00:42:39 31/05/2016
I am not perfect, I'm just a human being.
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skylandersspyro
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#36778 Posted: 03:46:26 31/05/2016
Well, I met my (hopefully) future Girlfriend while playing PS4
Fingers crossed....
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parisruelz12 Diamond Sparx Gems: 7577 |
#36779 Posted: 04:02:51 31/05/2016
11 more days.
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StriderSwag Gold Sparx Gems: 2769 |
#36780 Posted: 05:00:25 31/05/2016
i didn't deserve treatment like that over something so small - - - |
Lunarz
Emerald Sparx
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#36781 Posted: 06:50:33 31/05/2016
You suck, no one likes you or ever will, **** off please and leave me alone
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#36782 Posted: 07:58:00 31/05/2016
Your behaviour today really surprised me but my reaction to it surprised me more. Maybe I'm being too clingy? I know you probably didn't realise it, but it was really...upsetting? I do admit I might have overreacted, but of course you don't know about it since I didn't show it, but it just really got to me. Maybe I'm just over-thinking things again, that's probably it.... Or maybe I'm not? My confidence has really been hit. Part of me thinks that wasn't your intention, that I really am just overthinking things...it happens a lot you know? I over-think literally everything, my anxiety has just gotten to a breaking point... but another part of me thinks it's much more. That part of me thinks that no I'm not really over-thinking things. I'm starting to think I'm getting in the way. How have I become so dependent on you both? I really shouldn't let my emotions be based on my interactions with you two. It's not like you're my only friends. You two do seem to be closer anyway, maybe it's time I should keep my distance...That sounds like a good idea. Has nothing to do with anyone on this site
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Trix Master 100
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#36783 Posted: 17:21:45 31/05/2016
Upset at own organs.
Why didn't you ovaries wait until Wednesday to start the cycle? I would have more supplies then.
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yelvy
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#36784 Posted: 17:48:45 31/05/2016
I
Can't Make Decisions! (I can't even spell decisions, thanks spellcheck ![]() |
TheFlyingSeal
Diamond Sparx
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#36785 Posted: 18:38:08 31/05/2016
Sometimes I honestly can't tell if you're just busy or trying to ignore/distance yourself from me. And....I understand that. I'm really clingy to those I'm close to, as I've said. I'm a pretty affectionate person, I have so many plushies on my bed for the sole purpose of having something to hold. I love hugs and intimate moments between friends. Maybe it's an attention thing? I dunno.
And I guess the reason why I ask you a lot of questions and bother you all of the time is because you're not an open book, you reserve a lot of things to yourself and I just wanna know you. I don't want to make you uncomfortable, yet because you want to make others happy you also keep your limits to yourself in order to not bother anyone. That makes me mad!! You should let people know when you're uncomfortable, at least show signs. Maybe this is a sign....I just have no idea man. It's sucks that even though we both claim each other as close friends, I still feel like I don't know you.
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parisruelz12 Diamond Sparx Gems: 7577 |
#36786 Posted: 19:36:58 31/05/2016
k, you know what? how about i just leave when i'm 18.
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spyro fan 8 Ripto Gems: 2948 |
#36787 Posted: 00:12:22 01/06/2016
To those of you still waiting on your "thoughts" post by me, please forgive me. I've been sick for a while and am still working a lot, I might have them done by tomorrow
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Bryman04 Gold Sparx Gems: 2116 |
#36788 Posted: 00:36:56 01/06/2016
^ I hope you get better! Get well soon!
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#36789 Posted: 00:46:09 01/06/2016
why did i tell her holy cow that was so impulsive note to self; don't make any potentially important decisions when you're barely awake tfw a teacher asks you how you're coping with stuff and you start tearing up, **** me honest **** off and leave us all the hell alone ugggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
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thumper Ripto Gems: 3519 |
#36790 Posted: 01:21:23 01/06/2016
I haven't responded back to your comments because I'm so overwhelmed by what you all said. Last week I was so depressed feeling as tho I was a worthless useless piece of trash, I felt so alone and didn't know who I could talk with. I talked with my dearest closest friend he helped me get through that depression, I was able to finally get sleep and I am feeling so much better now. Knowing your thoughts about me has me in tears but the tears are happy tears. Ya know I love all of you, you all are truly amazing wonderful friends and I'm so happy I have you in my life. Thank you so much for your kind words and thank you for being here. *hugs* Peace Love & Happiness to all of you. <3 |
Eevee88
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#36791 Posted: 02:19:58 01/06/2016
I really dislike you when you come into supposedly our room without telling me you'll be staying. Tell me, it it even OUR room? You only have it store toys and *BEEP* like that. You always sleep in your mom's room, never OURS. It gets lonely, and I get upset sometimes. Way to get off track Eevee, ahem. YOU were doing stuff to MY cat when I WAS TELLING you to STOP. And what did you do? NOTHING! You kept doing it saying, "My cat LOVES it!" LIKE MY CAT WOULD TOO! I can't raise my voice because I'm loosing it! And just now, you were showing me webs, saying how COOL they were. You do realize I'm *BEEPED* off at you, right? Now let me be, let cats be, LET CATS DO AS THEY WISH, and let me be, I was actually about to say Stop Nagging Me in Japanese, don't let me do that, baka. Cousin problems ^-^ Always so fun!
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spyro fan 8 Ripto Gems: 2948 |
#36792 Posted: 02:28:55 01/06/2016
Sitting in the parking lot of burger King in my pajamas destroying my body with fast food and listening to vaporwave albums that I spent way too much money on. I love being an adult
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