whenever I go on vacation in another state and I stay at a hotel or go to a restaurant I always think "these people live here. in this area. how. they have license plates that aren't from iowa. they watch the weather in a state that isn't iowa. iowa is the only real state and all the other states only exist when i visit them nothing is real life but my own how do these people exist in an area i don't everyone is a npc they only exist when i am in their presence. how do people live in places that aren't iowa because iowa is the only real place on earth nothing else is real is the universe even real are my friends all npcs do people actually have thoughts and emotions and lives of their own??? that aren't me?? and like, thoughts and ideas and a mind of their own? i have such a hard time believing that things that don't immediately affect my life are real and i don't know why
i feel like im the only person on earth that is actually real and has thoughts and emotions and ive always felt this way and i don't know why
i feel like im the only person on earth that is actually real and has thoughts and emotions and ive always felt this way and i don't know why
i have existential crisises when i go on vacations