Ok, I've made it through most of Tuesday...I hope I can survive the next day...and then...4 days of freedom.
Camp people, come back to school early tomorrow please.
Forget it, I'm not going in tomorrow... A bunch of other people are skipping tomorrow too so I won't be the only one with makeup work, who cares, it's just one day of makeup work. Not like I have a huge test tomorrow, except in communication systems and I can just make it up. They're easy anyway.
I sure don't like the idea of being "inspected" before going in tomorrow, and a bunch of my friends are skipping, so why not. The threat may most likely be bullcrap but they're taking it real seriously, I guess I can understand though. It is scary if you think about it.
I'm not really sure if I should finish this dS fanfic. :/ I have quite a lot planned for the end, but I'm not sure if anyone would be interested in reading it.
This is exactly why I keep my tablet right beside my bed at night. When I have an awesome dream like I just did I can quickly type it up to preserve it.
How dare you. Just before regents week I had the first "perfect" week in over a year. I did so much work that many teachers ran out of work to give me. One of them decided I was good enough to enter a national competition. They've all had glowing things to say about me and how I've been doing.
But because I came back home because I'd have no way to get back home, you act like I never bothered even going once. You ****ing saw me leave for school. You've seen me print out essays. You've listened to me talk about how teachers are saying I'm doing a good job, unless you have been ignoring me the whole time. Why is it that because I miss one day for a good ****ing reason is this a **** storm? Why do you tell me to get out when you know how it is outside and you know I have no money to take a train (if I did I wouldn't even ****ing be here; I'd be in school). And why is it that you threaten me when you know the reason I'm raising my voice is because I'm in the middle of a goddamn panic attack? I'm sorry I didn't continue to school and then sleep over there, or walk 6+ miles in slushed ice.
You're supposed to be more supportive than this. You're supposed to be my dad.
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Desmonda “Dezzi” Adair.
-Serious, no-nonsense
-Doesn’t care much for beauty
- Favorite colors red orange black
-Almost always calm
-Tries to stay away from conflict as much as possible.
-If she gets really angry over something, she will transform into her demon form. She does not like this at all, one reason is she has no control over her demon self. She fears she might start brutally hurting those around her. Another reason is, if she does manage to change back into her normal self, she feels very fatigued and just wishes to sleep.
- Bibliophile, often quotes books
-Can’t sing
- Amazing physical strength, but lacks in speed
-Cares about looks, but not to a point where she’s overly-judgmental.
-Rarely wears hair down, she doesn't like it getting in her eyes.
-Hates Yoga.
uh...does she seem like a good character...? I'm a little on the edge about her..
Desmonda “Dezzi” Adair.
-Serious, no-nonsense
-Doesn’t care much for beauty
- Favorite colors red orange black
-Almost always calm
-Tries to stay away from conflict as much as possible.
-If she gets really angry over something, she will transform into her demon form. She does not like this at all, one reason is she has no control over her demon self. She fears she might start brutally hurting those around her. Another reason is, if she does manage to change back into her normal self, she feels very fatigued and just wishes to sleep.
- Bibliophile, often quotes books
-Can’t sing
- Amazing physical strength, but lacks in speed
-Cares about looks, but not to a point where she’s overly-judgmental.
-Rarely wears hair down, she doesn't like it getting in her eyes.
-Hates Yoga.
uh...does she seem like a good character...? I'm a little on the edge about her..
u make me feel so goddam used. i am not a ****ing toy u can play with whenever u want to. this sick ****ed up game of yours has pissed me off so much. i ****ing hate games like this. i swear to god that when i die (which i ****ing hope is soon) i'll go to my grave ****ing hating u. u taught me how to hate, so ****ing deal with it. **** u!
EDIT: irl, ....omg i don't hate anyone here *hugs* ^.^
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Well sir, I will not eat a hamburger. And I have reasons to why so. One I don't exactly like the idea of cold lettuce and other cold thing on a nice steak. Hotdogs are and exception to that. But the best reason is I have braces. Do you expect to bite in with braces into your hamburger that practically proclaim "good"? You are pretty much an asshole if you expected that. Because 1. If I bite into things I have the best potential of breaking a wire! 2. If I break a wire guess who is gonna have to go to the ortho early? ****ing me. 3. I also have the best chance of loosing a bracette or 2. After 3 broken bracettes (I already broke 1 btw) mom would have to start paying out of her pocket and those bracettes are not cheap like you. 4. Major one if it happens I also have a huge risk of getting the treatment cancelled, as in Mom would have pay money we don't really have and we'll be out in cardboard boxes thanks to you. So think about others before your pride in cooking you jackass. And if you do force me to do such. I will certainly take up to drastic measures and I will tolerate such ****.
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If you cannot handle me at my pumpkin spiciest, you do not deserve me at my pumpkin sweetest
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I can't shake thins feeling
i just can't
I really hope
I can trust you...
I really hope.......that you actually seem me as a friend...just as I see you.
I can't shake this feeling
that i am being betrayed somehow.
I don't even know why; something is telling me...to not trust it.....i just can't.....take losing anyone else....
I wish I could help you with that gadget there but you don't like me and you don't need my help! Now stop expecting my undivided attention and talk to me big guy. Even though you're probably too lazy to help me help you UNLEASH THE POTENTIAL
You should use an Apple product instead because it's simple for you. <3 Smarties use open-source.
I promised myself that I would never do that again. The health problems and the fact that I probably wouldn't have lost weight by doing it stopped me, but the urge to do it again got stronger and stronger. I was made to eat out with my family, and I had such a huge meal that I couldn't help it. It had to be done. Then I thought, **** it, I'll be fat anyway, so I brought a packet of Oreos and ate the entire thing. Why would I do it when I've done so well at the other thing? I don't know. Why would I do it when they called me fat in a serious way? To prove them right? Haha, hell no, I'm gonna prove you WRONG.
if i keep this up i wont be proving anything ffs *rips hair out*