Although I shows a lot of unhappiness from the outside, I'm very happy in my heart. It is a good technique that I use to prevent my parents see the things I do, and other things it is better that they never, never find out. They always misunderstand my tastes, and I feel as if my life was a waste. And worse thing is with words is useless because they have a habit of "if I do not see, I do not think so". So this creates a distrust between us, and everything, everything gets very worse.
Diet Lemonade.... Did you just ask for DIET LEMONADE? Lady, what are you on, cause I have never heard of Diet Lemonade, that's just wtf.
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*****, what part of "We do not do samples" do you not understand? I'm sorry you want to try the popcorn before you buy it, but we do not, have not, and will not do samples for our food items.
Then after that you ask about maybe trying the Ice Cream I have... It's ice-cream candy bars, you know Snickers, Milky Way, etc ice cream bars. Then you ***** at me because it isn't an ice-cream cone. I AIN'T GOT THAT KIND OF ICE CREAM *****!!!
And just because we don't do samples or have the right ice-cream doesn't mean you need to be a ***** about it and have an attitude with me over it and try to get me to break policy just so you can bum a free bite of popcorn.
FINE, STORM OFF ALL ANGRY! I HOPE YOU KNOW I'M MENTALY FLIPPING YOU OFF!!!!!
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Once in my dreams, I rose and soared. No matter how I'm knocked around or beaten down, I will stand up restored.
I'm not gonna fall in love.
I'm not gonna fall in love.
It hasn't even been a week.
And I haven't gotten to think things through.
I absolutely, positively CANNOT fall in love, even remotely.
I'm pretty sure she's dating/soon to date that other guy so yeah, hopefully she is.
It just feels so weird. We clicked immediatly, and everything, but I REALLY CAN'T LET MYSELF FALL FOR HER.
Plus, my heart is still corrupted by the past abandonments I've suffered.
Thinking about romance with any sort of depth makes me feel like a pathetic, puny person.
You really cant see it? Who I've been, and who I'm becoming?
Where have you been? You don't know me at all, do you? I thought you were my friend, but maybe I was just another piece in your game.
Just leave me alone.
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I think I'm resorting to my old ways. That's anything but good. The pressure, mostly because of school, is back. My spine hurts when I bend, and it stopped for a few months, but now its back and worse than ever, I think something's wrong with it. And the sick feeling, like whatever I eat I'm going to throw back up... Not pleasant, and it never goes away.
What's wrong with me?
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You seem to be treating me differently... Why? We used to talk so much and laugh a lot also... But that doesn't happen anymore. You're extremely quiet now, and it scares me. It makes me wonder if I did something wrong... Did I? I just don't know anymore.
Practically squealing on the inside because I was having a conversation about computers and jobs with the guy I like last night on facebook.
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What is wrong with me.
And...you're actually treating me the way I would like to be treated.
Thank you.
Sorry, just skip. Just venting on a school issue again...
You know what you need to do? You need to mind your own business and quit screaming at everyone else. Worry about how YOU play, not what everyone ELSE is doing, and quit making fun of us. We're not even on your team and you're still criticizing us? What the hell?
And how does us not playing even affect you in any way? OH YEAH! It doesn't. Really, if you keep *****ing at us I'm going to grow a pair and tell you this. You're probably just going to mimic me in a nasty voice, since that's totally the most original comeback ever and the only you can think of, but I'll be sure to tell you that too.
Really, minding your own business isn't rocket science. You're such an awful sport, you know that? I'm dying for the ball to get close to you again. It was close to you and I sprinted over so I could kick you in the ****ing shins and get away with it, but you kicked it away. >.> Then again, there's not much point in it beside personal satisfaction. In the last sport, my friend apparently hit you in the back and then threw the ball at your head, but you still won't leave us alone.
I know I suck at sports, but my career choice is the opposite of sports pretty much, so why do I need to care if I suck at them? Honestly, most remarks I get over quick. This has been building up against you in particular for a long while though.
I'm more angry at how you ****ers treat my friends like this. We do nothing to you. Hell, no one even wanted you on their team, you know that? They had a rock paper scissors game to see who was unfortunate enough to get stuck with you. Does that not tell you anything? What's wrong with being a good sport like some of the other athletic team members?
It's. Just. A. Game. You're not going to die if you... don't win *GASP*! You know, you might actually win more if you quit telling the other players what to do, just saying. You really have no right to judge any of us on our athletic ability.
In conclusion, I hope you leave us alone and get bitten on the ass one day for your disdainful attitude.
Oh, and by the way, I ducked. Deal with it, twat. I don't know who came up with such a stupid rule, but either way, I didn't know and even if I did I'm not hurting myself over it. If I ducked, you tease me. If I didn't duck, you all laugh. I don't win either way, so I took the better route. Kindly **** off.
Please stop saying you suck at roleplaying. You don't suck at all. You have very nice writing skills and adorable characters. It's just that sometimes you overuse certain events and it gets confusing after a while and I don't know what to do. Other than that, you really are a good roleplayer. Just try not to overuse the demon activity and spread around the conflict a little more instead of JUST pouring it all on your own character.
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It's only been a full day and I already miss you...
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I can't say I trust you anymore. I may have forgiven you, but there's a difference between forgiving and trusting. You really hurt me and you're not being especially nice to me even now. I didn't do anything wrong to you. You just randomly lashed out at me and called me nasty names for no reason. Although I'm no longer angry at you, I'm scared to talk to you because you might lash out at me for no reason again. Even my ex boyfriend who isn't especially fond of me thinks that you went too overboard and I didn't deserve it. So don't go crying to me about not talking to you a lot lately. You yelled at me the other day and I'm not seeing any change. It takes more than just saying "I'm sorry" to make me feel comfortable again. You need to actually CHANGE. I'm trying my hardest to work on that after I made some mistakes and people still aren't talking to me because I haven't been trying hard enough so don't think that I'm just gonna call you my best friend again when you aren't even trying at all. Heck I hardly even see any remorse coming from you, seeing how you're making the same mistakes again.
I just need to bake you a cake for being able to tolerate me for so long... Actually, I kind of am awarding you for being able to stay my friend even after all I did. I'm gonna make you a plushy of your OC and mail it over to you. I was gonna do this a while ago but I had theater and stuff in the way, so now with all that out of the way, I'm gonna start the project. I may not be the best at making plushies, but I really hope you like it. Thanks again for staying such an awesome friend to me.
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Have I ever mentioned how amazing you are at roleplaying? Your detail, your OCs, your mood settings, your awesome plots... Mood especially! You set the mood up for scenes so well! How do you do it? This roleplay we're having right now is just fantastic. I actually feel like I'm right there, in the scene. I can feel the slight moisture in the air. I can hear and see every motion on every background character. I can feel your character just playing with my fox-like ears and I don't even have those in reality, obviously. Hardly anybody can do that. You're just so fantastic at this and FWAAAA!! I'm so glad you're mine. ;u; But that's obviously not the main reason I love you so much... I'd be babbling for hours if I listed the real reasons I love you. I just see your amazing RPing skills as a big bonus and I NEVER get tired of them. <3
GOD DAMMIT CHRIS YOU MORON. Why the **** did I think this time would be any different to all the others? Just face it, you'll never find love because you're nothing but a dumb, hypocritical, ugly, nerdy loser. You need to learn to ****ing stop putting your heart out on the line only for it to be crushed and crushed every single ****ing time. I guess Ben was right, I'm a loser that's going to die alone, because let's face it, who could love an idiot like me?
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"I have my own system, don't get involved"
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Finally starting to feel better. I have been venting lot and I now really regret it. To those who feel like i have been a douche to, I apologize. These past few weeks have been really damn rough and I have an bad habit of being a douche wherever i go when im angry so again sorry if you feel like i have been a douche to you. Im gonna try hard to start less agruments.
^Thank you.
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Though to get some things off my chest.
Well today started out from okay to really ****ty. For one thing I'm being overwhelmed by the many assignments already given to me. Another being that no one at my house has the knowledge to help me in my subjects. Also the fact I'm now anti-social to quite a few of my friends. I've been thinking of how my family functions and it's stupid as hell. No one helps me with homework, some assignments need me to pay actual money, and everyone there has some form of ****ing issue that either makes me think a lot less of them or annoyed as ****. 1 has a poker problem, 1 acts like the ****ing king of some ****, 2 are not well behaved, and 1 I love to death, but you must do something. And don't get me started on that little grey ****, who ****s on the carpet.
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I wish to talk to my friends about these issues except they're busy with some stuff, which I understand. I would to join calls and be noticed, but that does not really happen. So I just stay out calls in general. Plus in this motel everyone (most of the time) are loud. I also feel quite left out and it's because of this piece of garbage that can't run a lot of awesome stuff that I like without crashes and bugs. Honestly I thought we'd be out of this piece of **** that needs some repairs by now. But no we're not.
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Oh so my glass's framing was discontinued. THEN WHY THE **** WAS IT IN THAT BOX!? Then we have to go back today to choose a new frame. Well I really liked the first frame I choose because it looked fancy and nice. Then we went to the store. I go the restroom. WHAT THE **** IS THIS!?! DO YOU CALL THIS CLEAN!? There's **** on the floor and some private stuff on the seat that should know what it is. Oh and no paper towels fan-****ing-tastic.
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If you cannot handle me at my pumpkin spiciest, you do not deserve me at my pumpkin sweetest
icon from Empoh
I really want to comfort you and empathise with you to cheer you up, but you seem like you don't want to talk to anyone. I don't want to bother you..
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Epic Mickey 2 feels... weird. I find it weird that they won't let player one switch to Oswald, when you need to paint something you could always just switch back to Mickey >.<
Plus I miss having Gus invisible , not being just a floating 2D sprite at where the next goal is.
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I am really ashamed of you, but I won't stop you, it's your choice and life, not mine.
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AIIII WHY MUST THERE BE A BOSS BATTLE, IN THE MIDDLE OF A TUTORIAL. THAT MAKES SENSE. YEAH. ESPECIALLY WHEN YOUR ATTACK METHOD IS A FLIPPING SHIELD >.>
I'm starting to feel like I'm about to throw up soon... That, along with stuffy head, runny nose, sore throat, generally cold body, and aching thighs.
Yep. I can see how comfy this night is gonna be. ugu...
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Did you seriously just do that to me in 2013? I think you did. I was not expecting that. Now I can't get this song out of my head.
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You people really need to clean up your act and become better parents. What did he EVER do to deserve any of this?! He means so much to me and I can't stand to see you guys tormenting him every single day. He's starting to have bad thoughts now because of you. You keep putting HIM in blame for YOUR actions. How the actual **** does getting a drop of paint on the table end up being his fault when it was clearly you guys painting something? He wasn't even on the same floor at that time! You're completely lying and putting someone else in blame for such a tiny thing! Quit insulting him and threatening to take his stuff away from him because of YOUR actions and because of your youngest daughter's actions. You guys are the parents. YOU keep an eye on her if she's getting into things! Or at least give him a break and have his other sister watch after her. Quit blaming him for things that aren't his fault. It's really pissing me off and don't even START with that "If you don't do this, you can't date Nathy anymore" crap! DON'T EVEN START!! How the heck is ANY of this my fault and how is him breaking up with me gonna fix anything?! I'm not even related to any of this. You guys need to grow up, take responsibility for your own actions, and stop blaming your kids for YOUR mistakes. Seriously! Give him a break and be better parents! God!
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