darkSpyro

IT WAS LEMON SURPRISE!!!!

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Woah, I think I was a bit hyper just then. Yeez.
OH WELL.

I am gonna regret not being in Brazil last night forever! Lucky Brazillians!!!!!

I'm so jealous I want to strangle you.


I'm a bad person for wanting to do that.

This is gonna be the best Halloween party ever. Last years was epic. Nothing like kids hiding in a dimly lit misty garage at midnight.

And my entire Girl Scout troop is going to the party as a theme. The Avengers.

I'm Loki, apparently.
. . .

Oh god.


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I hope I can go as a Pokémon trainer next year. I have it all planned out. :I

Well this artwork is coming out really nice :3 Probably the best I ever did.

This is a fail.

I'm getting an Iphone 5c!

Achievement Unlocked: getting a toothbrush stuck in my braces

AAH GOSH! YOU TRY TO ANNOY ME WHENEVER!! You can't just throw me onto the grass and sit on me! This is not a wrestling match, you know. I'm not a stuffed toy. My legs are bruised, now.

i need to go to bed... now

I said I'd try not to make things awkward, yet, I completely did the opposite.

You should listen to what I have to say before assuming. I strongly suggest you do this in the future. I'm not always easy to read so you might be getting the wrong message.

I thought I'd me dreading this even more by now, but I'm actually not too bothered anymore, still not particularly keen. Who knows they might have even changed... I doubt it though. >.>

I shouldn't of said anything, I should figure these things out myself, I have to trust my own feelings and ideas. If something goes wrong, I WILL survive and I'll learn from it. No matter what, I'm going to feel like my way is the right one, and I know about these situations more than my friends. I just have to believe in myself. Besides, my friends problems matter more to me, so I should not mention mine at all and focus on theirs.

Maybe I will do what I have planned.. not like I haven't lost much in ya anyway. It's how I honestly feel and want to say anyway. I will face the consequences that I have to deal with because of the wrong choices, it's how humans learn. I've learned so much from my mistakes, I'm actually glad I made them. It makes me who I am today, thanks to experience.
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Oh Japanese MLP FIM season 1 theme song you never fail to get me hyper and happy again.

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I'm getting an Iphone 5c!

Awesome!

WHY U COME BACK

My name has 2 u in it

Wind
um (pronounced em)
up

First day of school.

First Thought:

THIS SUCKS

"What does your fourteen year old do when she returns from school?"
"Watches SpongeBob SquarePants."

Quote: DummyZ

First day of school.

First Thought:

THIS SUCKS

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Your future is nice, #swag #yolo.

Ugh, I'm the only one here. All my friends decided they were too good for art club. Now I sit here in this room all alone, with only my dying iPod to keep me company. ;__;

You know, maybe that came off a bit too forcefully. I didn't mean to sound angry.
Still, that was pretty selfish of you. It wouldn't hurt at all, and that "gotta be there real early" sounded like a bull**** excuse thought up on-the-spot to avoid actually being a good friend for once. I don't get the problem, I really don't, either way you win so why can't you just be considerate for once? I always am to you, do I not deserve the same from you?

Thanks, pal. -_-

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Also, thank YOU for giving my seat up for a friend of yours who I assume is superior to me in your mind without really asking me. The only time I see you, too...

Well, you never were very loyal.

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I love discussing those serious kinds of topics with you during soccer while also being able to slip humor into it because we both have a similar sense of humor. A shame we don't have soccer as much as we did football... :/

My world's a stale illusion
No need to fight confusion
When you're stuck here with me

Reason and rhyme are useless
Our vision is blind and hopeless
When the problem is me

You can try to change me
Erase this memory
But I'm not going anywhere

You can try to mend us
Surrender to the pain
The pain that lingers here

Redemption
Is there forgiveness
For what I've done

Selfish and oh so foolish
I've broken you down, so ruthless
The shame is on me

My actions were cold and heartless
If only this part could hurt less
But you hold the key

Redemption
Is there forgiveness
For what I've done

This is goin to be VERY HEARTLESS. So don't read.



WOW....now that i look at it, I am a heartless *****

Kill list: paddyfitz, Will171717, Angel220200,Chained skull,HIR,Troll Slug

ANDROIDDDDDDD
I'm almost certain that I want to code when I get a job. I love Android and I'll get paid for it so why not?

STAHP

Quote: Sleepy0429

Kill list: paddyfitz, Will171717, Angel220200,Chained skull,HIR,Troll Slug

im a lil uncomfortable with the fact that u have a kill list

anyways i'm glad i finally got that off of my chest but im totally going to regret it later i just know it

Aww!
Now I just want to hug something!

I wish I had the time,
to just sit outside,
and spend the night,
looking at the stars.

I need to stop dwelling on the past, but some memories are too good to forget. Those moments with your best friends, where time seems to stop, and you feel like you could be happy forever. Some days, I just need to look back at those times. Those happy times. Then I know, that things aren't so bad after all.

Most of these memories took place at night, outdoors in the forests that are in my area. Some were at camp. Ah, camp. Reliable Girl Scout camp. Those midnight bonfires warm my soul when I remember them. The nights where we couldn't sleep, so the entire cabin would go outside into the woods and play capture the flag under the stars.

These are the memories that keep me going some days.


If only I were able to make more like these.

Note to self.
Play LBP2 at night. All the cool people are there and you have the best conversations.

Ah Personal Thoughts... I sorta wish I could write longer ones. >.< There must be some sort of talent to it. I try so hard. But in the end it doesn't really matter 'cause they only end up being 1 or 2 lines! Speaking of personal thoughts, if you post them to a public forum, what makes them personal!? They'd be public thoughts. Although, I guess that it's just a good way to vent off anything. Not that you would be saying the thoughts out to anyone, as in "HEY DS, I'M REALLY SAD 'CAUSE MY PET DIED", you'd say "Oh gosh, I'm terribly depressed. Whyyyyy did the pet have to die!?!!?", or something along those lines. Basically they're just personal thoughts for anyone to view and see...something. *shrug* I guess the answer lies ahead further on in the journey of life.


I guess this was a long personal thought. *shrug*

You can just ignore it.


The curious fact is that, I've had dreams about this in these recent months.

Bro, I'm not keeping any secrets. It's legitimately none of your business. I don't know why you have to ask me every single question you can think of, but I won't answer them. Not because I'm secretive; because you won't understand, I DO NOT wish to speak with you about anything you ask, and it's truly none of your concern.

By the way, it's only you I have a problem talking to. Not "the whole family."

Hey, at least I was nice.
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Even though I hate you for what you did (and still continue to do), I can't help but be nice and care about you. I just still remember the old you I guess. My real friend, not this jerk who kept hurting me.

I've moved on, I have. I have better friends who have stuck with me longer and who I feel free and happy with. That's not you. It's just that this thought comes back every time you talk to me. To me you're just an old friend I want nothing to do with.

Man, I don't know if I should just block you or just tell you what you did... It's just the internet anyway I guess, I shouldn't let it hurt me like this.

Quote: Sleepy0429

Kill list: paddyfitz, Will171717, Angel220200,Chained skull,HIR,Troll Slug

Wild guess, You lost Survivor?

Quote: DummyZ

Quote: Sleepy0429

Kill list: paddyfitz, Will171717, Angel220200,Chained skull,HIR

Wild guess, You lost Survivor?

(nods)

Sleepy, it's just a game!

Eh, today was a bit better.

I just started homeschool yesterday and I have a whole bunch of math and grammer and states and geography piled up. So much shim to do in one year. Welp, guess i'll just have to live with it.

I wish I could do more than this. Maybe I'm not suppose to.