darkSpyro

****!!! NO! PLEASE SAY I'M JUST DELUSIONAL FROM THE HEAT! *mentally panics*
So, I came home from school and my grandma asked me if any kids commented suicide in The Hunger Games. I was confused at first, and told her about The Hunger Games and the stakes and how you would either die or live in the games. She then asked me, "Do you think suicide is ok?" I again was confused and just said why they would do it because of how they could die. She then went along the lines of that they should win then because life is beautiful. It then struck me when I came to turn the computer on, this stupid ****ing book/journal thing the Sunday school teacher made us right in was sitting out in the open. I mentally died because I was forced to write something personal in their, but they never read it. I wrote about how I didn't believe in God and blah blah blah and how the stories seems fabricated and how I'm doubtful and stuff like that. But, I also wrote something about me going to hell, how I've lived a sinful life. THANK GOD I DID NOT MENTION I WAS GAY OR ANY HINTS IN THE GOD DAMN BOOK! But I wrote about how I use to be suicidal...****. I'm literally slamming my head in in my head because of my stupidity. I hate people knowing my personal life, I hate telling people about me and my problems. I hate people knowing every ****ing thing about me, so when someone learns I was suicidal, It's like the end of the world.

HA! In your face! That felt good >:]
I can see that you're not happy about it either

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I know I did this myself, but I can't help but say this:
It's really annoying when some people act like they're super cool and 'free' because they don't like anyone or don't want to be in a relationship. Hey, I don't either! But I remember how much it had hurt, it's not a choice. You're not SUPER AWESOME or different for not having crushes. You're not better than those with crushes. If ANYTHING you're lucky that you don't have one yet, your feelings won't be put to the test. People who do like someone aren't weak or any of that, it hurts and affects anyone.

Geez, one day you'll fall for someone and know how it feels ^.^b

Oh gosh, they need to stop with the sequel episodes! A bunch of Geese was okay, but it referenced too many episodes and it was too quick. But that other episode, which was a sequel to 'Free Cake' was totally unneeded. It wasn't funny and I didn't really cry myself to sleep thinking I won't see those floating babies again when the first one aired. The Sandwich of Death's idea is actually good, it was then though I realised how many sequel episodes Regular Show has, it just makes the originals not as special anymore and I want NEW plots. One Pull Up's plot is similar to 'More Smarter' just that 'More Smarter' was FUNNIER. The only thing I like from the newer episodes is that Margaret isn't annoying or a complete jerk. I didn't mind that Rigby was mean to Eileen, I honestly found it funny. But I also don't mind if Rigby is nice to her either, good for her.

The new episodes feel so rushed and similar to past episodes. The episodes go so quick, and it's less funny.

I'm glad the show is still running, I know every show loses it's shine after a while, and I guess it's that time for Regular Show. Shame it was so early.

I'll still be a fan and watch it, but I'll lower my expectations like I do with SpongeBob, that way I actually enjoy these shows.

Plus I know it doesn't matter because I'm just one small fan and it's their show, but I like venting my opinions and rants.

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