Is this some GTA curse or something?!?!?!
Soon word will get out!
"DON'T TRUST TROJANPON3! HE BECOMES A TRAITOR AFTER GETTING YOUR TRUST!"
I swear it was an accident! ;~;
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I know you don't like me. Well, not the way I like you.
I've tried to not like you, but...it's hard.
It is REALLY hard to stop liking you. Whenever I see you, whenever you look at me, the feeling I get comes back. There's no point chasing you when you don't like me the way I like you...but...I can't help it.
And it's making me depressed.
And when I see you hugging, sitting next to, or even freaking 'kissing' one of my friends, my heart breaks.
And...it doesn't heal.
1. I continued work on the project, and managed to figure out a unique way to go about something that has the room to set a new standard. The work can be tedious, but necessary, and I hope it will have a great outcome. I have to remember that a success is not always the surface things, as I have already learned a lot.
2. I had a call today, with a great person, and I'm glad we can finally have calls today. It seems like things may start looking up for them, in their life, as well, and I hope I can say I was a part of that.
3. I managed to develop a new perspective towards someone I have developed a biased view towards due to personal experience. While, I cannot forgive them, and there are many things I do not like about them, and many things I do not agree with, I continue to get reminded of why I tolerate it, and are hopeful things will get better between them.
4. At the same time, I felt a great, dwelling sadness within me today, and I am still wondering about the thoughts that resulted around it. I still have plenty issues, a lot having to do with my lonelynes, but tendency to push others away, and school.
5. Autumn...Autumn is coming...and is sort of already here, and so, I am excited for the new cold weather so I can comfortably wear hoodies. My species is human, but my breed is hoodie.
6. Apparently, my mother has believed, or believes, that I am a reincarnation of some kind of wolf, due to some of my behaviours as a kid. I am unsure of what I think about this, as it crept up on me, but it's interesting.
7. Finally, I will be able to have a room that has some kind of blue it in. Silver and dark blue, I'm thinking, and I mean BLUE-silver, not metallic silver...
8. I learned that my mother likes a character because he reminds her of me, with his certain ways of delivering spoken words in such a casual manner, or something along those lines.
9. Generally, a good day, and it seems Thursday is scheduled to have some of its upsides.
10. My dog is super smart, dear god...he keeps manipulating me into giving him treats. He's gotten into a routine of getting treats after going outside, and he doesn't come to my room until I have given him his daily treats, and he even exploits this by going back outside and expecting another treat.
e.e Meanwhile, his mother just sits there and gets treats, she doesn't even do anything... though, this is basically me and ice capps. All I have to do is send a smiley face... I guess my dog and I are a lot alike, though I'm the one paying for the ice caps on most cases.
I am going to tell you one day, but I'm going to wait until it's right. Because if I do now, it'll feel like I'm trying to get all of the attention to myself, which I have had too much recently. Plus, if I say it wrong, you'll hate me. But then again, you could be doing this on purpose, just to toy with my emotions.. I'm not sure if I can trust you, the speech my mother gave me was rather convincing that you are in fact, using me.
I just realised that I may have lost most of my friends due to my whining on this topic. I'm sorry...
I never mean to hurt or annoy anyone if I did.
Spoiler'd because meh.
Edited 3 times - Last edited at 09:29:56 05/09/2013 by crystalhero37
Don't be so hard on yourself. You need to think positive. I know that sometimes it's hard to have a positive attitude, but it will get better. ^.^ Don't even say that again, you will get through this. You'll look back at all of this and say "damn, I made it!"
Brain during day - ".........."
Brain at night when Im trying to sleep - " Remember that horror movie you saw that scared you half to death? And remember that creepypasta? And that chainmail?"
Well then... I overhear too much. Too much. Even if I hadn't overheard all that, I'd still know from what was actually meant for my ears. But that wouldn't be nearly as much detail.
I'm reminiscing on the past, because I'm starting to regret not taking those opportunities to respond right to the overheard words that might, just might have been meant for me to overhear.
Edited 1 time - Last edited at 21:32:25 06/09/2013 by weebbby
Okay, I get that class is really boring. I don't like it much either, but why are you taking it out on the teacher? She's honestly a really kind teacher, albeit a bit boring at teaching I guess but she's real nice. Why the disdainful attitude against her? Why insult her? She didn't do anything! She called you out because you can't keep your dirty rathole shut for a bit, so why the wretched attitude?
It's a class to figure out what career you want and how to get it, plus maybe what college you want to go to... That's totally useless. Figuring out what job I want and what classes I need to take to get there is definitely never going to help me in my life. Yeah, I really don't see why that class is required for all freshmen. It's weird, huh?
Speaking of that, you're the only sophomore in the school in a class you should've been able to take and pass freshmen year (an EXTREMELY easy class too, unlike something like Algebra 1... All you have to do is fill out some papers and whatever on career vocab and whatnot, not really difficult). How's it feel to be a flunky? A sore loser with a rotten attitude?
Dear annoying girls,
Please stop ****ing talking while the teacher is talking. I can literally hear you word for word. It's rude and if you really think this class is boring, then why did you ****ing sign up.
The door is to your left
-Bri~<3
I'm really glad I got that off my chest... You took it a lot better than I thought you were, too. You actually seem more understanding about the whole thing. Yes, it was still wrong of me and I still regret doing it, but I'm glad you took it so smoothly for me... That really gives me a better chance to try again. I guess to be fair, I HAVE done much worse in the past, but it's good to confess to you now before I DO turn it into something worse. I need to pay more attention to your wisdom and advice. As much of a pain as it may be, I really hope you can continue to tolerate me and go through this with me. I need you to get through all this.
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