darkSpyro

Just stop. You're really starting to freak me out. I have a life other then the internet. You keep pestering my friends where I am. Please, don't make me flip out on you, this really has to stop. NOW!

*sigh*
I'm going nowhere. My life feels so repetitive, almost unreal. I want something more out of my life. I just don't know where to find it. It's definitely not here though. I've been born and raised in this area, but it doesn't feel like home. Something out there is calling me. I need to find it. I feel like I was born to find it. And my mind keeps dragging me to there... That place... That's it... That's where I belong. That's my fate, my destiny. I know what to do with my life. I just have to get off my *** and work for it. It'll be worth it in the end.

I went to my School to meet the teachers and shorts were everywhere.

PIEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

Just please, give me a moment of peace... I'm an absolute wreck and I need to rest.

I have a thought, its *brain explodes*

grow up

The more I think about it, the more I want it. That feeling. It's amazing. I want it back, I want to hold that moment and keep it forever. The crisp, mountain air. The beautiful setting sun. The valleys of tall grass blowing in the breeze. The flock of birds flying overhead. The beauty. The nature. The freedom. I want it more than anything. I'd give almost anything to be there again, to revisit that memory. There has been a total of two moments in my life where I felt completely free, and completely happy. I WANT IT BACK. That bliss I've felt. I want to give that feeling to my little brother. I want him to know how that feels. I want him to live that perfect moment, like he's always wanted. I'll do anything to get him up there. I wish he was there. I want him happy. He wants to go places, he wants to do things, he wants to be a normal kid. I want to help him see that beautiful moment. That peaceful, beautiful moment. But his condition won't allow it. I fear he'll never see that wonder. I want him to live the perfect life, but it's getting harder and harder to make him happy. He's such a sad little kid, and it makes me sad to see him sad. I act like I don't care, but I do. I care a lot. I just have trouble expressing my feelings. I just want to do this one thing for him. I want him to see the amazing world, even if I have to push his little wheelchair around the world to do it, I will. I won't fail him like I failed so many others. This is my chance to make everything right. I have to try. I can't let the image slip through my fingers. I have to go for it. I HAVE to try.

Should I ask? I just don't want to offend if I do.....
I don't know why it would offend, but you never can tell.....
What to do ;~;

Ugh. Jealousy is a terrible feeling. However, since you give me reassurance that I'll have a chance with her, I guess I should just bide my time. You say she deserves better than him, and I agree.

Why didnt you do something, idiot!.

Wow, that took forever, and it was a pain, but it was totally worth it. I'm so satisfied. Best picture I've ever drawn ever. I love it. Even though I messed up that leg... :/

is this like a diary?

Quote: Cynderfan507

Quote: Eevee88

is this like a diary?

Not really. You just say stuff you wanna say, or something that's on your mind. But you can't fight with other users or anything like that.

i know and okay

i rlly hope i dont annoy u

How can you ****ing call me impatient!?! You're the impatient one! I'm probably the most patient person you've ever met!!!
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It's time like this that make me think: I need to, so I can understand people better. But I can't, because I would ruin everything.

horns and gruff beard, and maybe the ability to eat anything
id be the cool kid on the block before getting sold to science
what the fcuk am i even saying anymore

I'm so tired, yet so happy.

"whaaaa it's $15 dollars a month whaaa i no want 2 play game u meany heads. >c"

Ever consider why you need to pay the $15 a month? Perhaps they need it too keep the servers running or they need to fund new content.

NOW SHUT THE **** UP AND ACT YOUR DAMN AGE.
MY GOD.

Well good sir you should get a life instead of being rude to others. After all, look who's talking.

I used to have Joey Grafficia emo hair.

I'm bored!!!!
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I gave away a Dragon and now I'm giving away another one. (Dragon Cave)
I must be crazy
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I should really work on my GB some more
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Its hot outside
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I need to go finish my laundry
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I need to finish my Beaded Dragon
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I need get up
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I need to quit complaining and get off my lazy duff and do something
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I really shouldn't post this cause no else cares about it and its a total waste of time to read it
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This was a total waste of my time to type all this
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You know what, I gonna post it anyway
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Just because I don't give a *beep!*

OH GOSH! This song sure brings back memories :') ALL THESE SONGS.

Well....that happened.

I'm pathetic.

Ugh... okay I know you want the best for me and everything and y'know I respect your beliefs and can understand why you're doing this, I just reeeally don't feel comfortable going there anymore since I've changed so much since the last time. I suppose I'll just get it over and done with. >.>

You think I'm not listening!?! Why do you keep accusing me of the stuff YOU'RE doing!?!

I wonder why people keep poisonous snakes as pets. Wouldn't you rather have a not so poisonous constrictor instead? Though they do get quite huge and eat dogs.

Quote: Trix Master 100

I wonder why people keep poisonous snakes as pets. Wouldn't you rather have a not so poisonous constrictor instead? Though they do get quite huge and eat dogs.

• Shear stupidity
  
• The risk factor (some adrenaline junkies)
  
• To sell venom
  
• Snake fanatics
  
• To keep family and others away
  

Not all constrictors get that big

I just realized I'm scared of being in a relationship.

All because of you.
Thanks.

Quote: Starfire Dragon

Quote: Trix Master 100

I wonder why people keep poisonous snakes as pets. Wouldn't you rather have a not so poisonous constrictor instead? Though they do get quite huge and eat dogs.

• Shear stupidity
  
• The risk factor (some adrenaline junkies)
  
• To sell venom
  
• Snake fanatics
  
• To keep family and others away
  

Not all constrictors get that big

Well most of them do.

It took months, but I finally destroyed that art block.

Haha. Replace Seiki with me and you have your Season 1 Final 5.

"don’t police how underprivileged people deal with oppression. just DON’T."


yeah ok im just going to deal w/ people insulting me because of something i can't help being
you know, kind of like what some assholes do to them, because they're assholes?

I really want to make this RP, but I'm afraid that everyone will laugh at me because I have no idea what I'm doing.... Sigh... But I really want to make this... I hate having limited knowledge on things.

STUPID IS NOT AN ABLEIST SLUR YOU STUPID STUPID

Lyndon: Cy
Cynderluv8801: Hi?
Lyndon: What are you doing
Cynderluv8801: ...Running
Lyndon: why
Cynderluv8801: I have nothing better to do in my life.
Lyndon has left the game
... My replies

i want to sell my drake but no one wants it it is on dragon cave

i like the names u gave ur dragons eevee

Quote: Carmelita Fox

i like the names u gave ur dragons eevee

thank u :3

Whoa, I haven't posted angst here in a while.

bumfacef