darkSpyro

Damn, today is a beautiful day.

Urgh, my throat is so dry, it feels so sore. One thing is for sure, water seems to make it feel worse.

What a beautiful day.

*continues to sit inside and use technology*

Am I nevertheless just a mannequin
An unreal image of hope for brighter days
I've been bent out shape
I've been supported by a false rhyme paying me part time
Cause you're a lot like me
You don't strike me as false and violent inside

Cause you're a lot like me
You're fierce, you fight me
But hell I'd give a lot to be you
Dear god when this storm is over
We'll see how many lies end up true

You just want to be banned.

I want to curl up and cry.....

Wow, Suikoden II seems so much like Fire Emblem.

If you transfer schools, I WILL KILL EVERYONE.

What a waste of time.

Wow sorry for whining so much about school, I'll definitely tone it down (you know, the first week is pretty much always the worst I guess)... Sorry again

Spoilers are to make this apology more noticeable :/

People are so immature. They don't know where the line is. Goodness... I may be too serious and cannot take a joke most of the time, but sometimes, that is really needed.
Honestly, was that absolutely necessary!?

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Do you have any idea how much I'm holding back?
I wish I could murder you right now

Well, that happened.

And it's only halfway done. Maybe not even. Maybe more than half. I don't know for sure.

All I do know is it's not over yet.

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I can't stop crying. I don't understand. I don't. It happened forever ago, yet I still cry all the time about it. I feel like it was all my fault. I feel like I could've done something. But no. I feel like I let you die. I hate venting about this all the time. I really do. But it's all that's on my mind lately. I cry all the time about you. I really do. I just, well, feel like I failed you. I failed you. I just, can't do this. I can't just vent out here in the public. It hurts too much, people might actually read this garbage. I should just stop...

I wonder if you know how to be funny without putting others down.

You ****ing *****es! You say I 'run weirdly'. I run fine! You try to make me annoyed by running how I wasn't! And you try to insult me by calling me 'gay'. I'm not! And it's a very serious thing! You guys just annoy the **** outta me! And you follow me around annoying me ;_____;

So I can't dive down and get a 10 pound brick. I have panic attacks, I had one underwater because I have aquaphobia.

*tumbleweed*

Oh please! Leave each other alone! This is ****ing childish you guys!

Oh gosh, I feel so bad for that poor boy you're stalking now in our fifth and second periods :| I don't think you're going to get boys like that. I glanced at him and he honestly looked terrified. You kept talking about him, staring at him, and calling his name... ****, you don't even know him! You just think he's 'cute.'

Seriously, putting off an easy vibe like that isn't a good idea, you're making a fool of yourself and the douchebags you stalk (then forget about and never talk about again) are probably laughing at you behind your back. He didn't even want to talk to you, he asked his friend to ask you to stop staring ._. Get a hint and control yourself!

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I'll get used to the morning thing, so no worry about that... Until I get my license I can deal with one or two times a week being picked up after, I know you hate picking us up because of how long you have to wait, so thank you for your selflessness. I'll put matters into my own hands as soon as possible

For someone who's been using Glasses all his life, these contact lenses are truly amazing.

Lay's Chips, Mars Chocolate Bars, and Ramen Noodles.

CAN IT GET BETTER THAN THIS?!

I wish I had some decent friends in my life.

Why does everything suck all of a sudden. I had a panic attack today, my younger brother wouldn't let me eat..I haven't lost any weight after all that exercising..Now this.

I don't know what to ****ing do anymore.

Holy cow that was an amazing dream.

OOH YES! SOMEONE ALREADY DID IT WITHOUT ME EVEN REALISING!!!

Oh my. School registration is tomorrow. Where did the days go...

Thank you for caring. Really.

That video, I must remind myself to watch it on Halloween.
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Zoivern may sound "Zoiberg", but other than Haxorous and Flygon (excludes ubers). It's up there on my favorite pokemon of the dragon type.

When I think about you, I'm always crying. I know you don't want me too, but I always do. I miss you, and I know, that one day, I will see you again. I'll try to be happy, for you.

So, you are not gonna load any videos tonight? You are an evil little ****.

I heard my doorbell ring at 2AM.
I couldn't be arsed to get out of bed, and see what it was.
Makes me wonder what it was, probably some prat messing around who has no life.

Your a ***** and a whore. I see NO REASON why he tries to make things better with yoi, they never will get better! You've done the same thing to your ex, how has he not seen this!? You've been a ***** to me throughout the entire relationship, with me alwys thinking i did something wrong! Well I didnt, YOU did everything wrong. Who makes a child eat on the floor like a mutt because they puked while choking on spegetti?! Your the reason for my self esteem problems, for my sefl concousness, and why i dont hve a normal family life. Just leave us alone!

**** Im dreading school. I don't want it to come. I have the ****tiest schedule of all time and I might not even have any classes with my friend that's moving schools next year. I have some of the worst teachers, and the most screwed up schedule one can ask for. It can't get any better than this. /sarcasm

Fine by me, go on living in absolute ignorance to everything.

Well someone has to point out the obvious. Someone always does. Heck, sometimes that someone has been me.
The difference is that some people point it out and feel proud of themselves. Thinking that they made a change and they are being the only mature one. Sadly for them, they are wrong. Many could have pointed out the obvious but wished not to do so because they either knew someone else was going to do it, or they were too lazy. Sometimes even both.
The other type of people are the ones that know what they are doing. That know that they are just pointing out the obvious and know that many already know what that person is talking about. Usually those type of people don't feel any proudness for posting it since they know they are not having a special thought.

What is the obvious, though? After all, what's obvious to you is not likely obvious to another.
Also, leaving details out is a frequent thing. If you're like me, you're leaving them out because you feel that someone knows what you're talking about and that someone will explain it later on. You either want someone else to explain it because you're lazy or because you're having trouble explaining it in your language. So is not always that someone isn't aware of the details, is just they wish to not give details and just get to what they are trying to say. If someone asks to elaborate, they can give the details there.

What I'm getting at.
What you say isn't your only thought. Many have had it before you, many will have it after you, and there's at least 10-45 people thinking it at the same time as you. 2 or 3 of those people could be in your area. Maybe more.

What I want
COULD YOU STOP SAYING "AM I THE ONLY ONE?".
Seriously, you're not the only human being in the world. It sounds horrible that someone as old as you still feels like you're the special stick in a bundle of sticks.
Also, I don't like or aren't in favor with people with high ego and see themselves as being above others. Makes me want to bash their head into a taffy machine. I bet someone told them "I look up to you" and that person reasoned "Of course you do, I'm the best thing there ever is". I don't mind when you joke about it. I also joke about having a high ego, but I can't keep it up because eventually I end up dissing myself.

And what I want you to see
You're not special because of a specific characteristic from you. You're special because you're you. Because of how all of your qualities and how all of your characteristics are all put together.
You're not special because you can do this, you're special because you can do this and this and this and this and so on. You're not amazing because of the thing you can do, you're amazing because of the things you can do.

Just to say, I see this way. I'm not claiming it to be the right way, but I'm claiming that this is the way I believe things are. And yes, I left details out.

♪♫But it's time to face the truth♫♪
But what is the truth? Is it time I found out? Or should I stay the same?
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When I think about me, I think about mirrors. Always repeating the same mistakes over and over.

Don't know whether to cry or be happy.

I have full control over what happens.

I can't hold so much responsibility now!!!

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It feels like I'm going to explode!

My brain is at war - with itself.

WHY CAN'T I ****ing DECIDE WHAT TO DO!!!!!

You really annoy the crap out of me. You go around online acting like you're the **** when in reality you're not at all better than anyone else. I wish you would hop off your high horse. And when you say your 'unpopular opinions' just to get attention it sets everyone off. I really just want to punch you in the face so you'll stop being such a stupid cocky ***** and get over yourself.

Oh no The Last Airbender is on. I wonder if its as bad as TorchSheep says... Might as well watch and find out.

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Oh no The Last Airbender is on. I wonder if its as bad as TorchSheep says... Might as well watch and find out.

The movie?

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Oh no The Last Airbender is on. I wonder if its as bad as TorchSheep says... Might as well watch and find out.

The movie?

My gosh, the movie SUCKS. Don't watch it HDAZ D:

That's an understatement

MUFFINS! Yes, finally.

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Oh no The Last Airbender is on. I wonder if its as bad as TorchSheep says... Might as well watch and find out.

The movie?

My gosh, the movie SUCKS. Don't watch it HDAZ D:

Too late...

EDIT: Omg this movie is terrible.
EDIT 2: It's so bad I'm like laughing and crying at the same time.

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The movie?

My gosh, the movie SUCKS. Don't watch it HDAZ D:

Too late...

EDIT: Omg this movie is terrible.

WE WARNED YOU