darkSpyro

I want to bang my head against a ****ing wall.

I HAVE BEEN WATCHING HER SINCE THE BEGINNING OF SUMMER AND STILL HAVE NOT RECEIVED A ****ING PAYMENT.

Sometimes I would watch her until 2 or 3 in the morning.
I'M DONE.
FIND YOURSELF ANOTHER BABYSITTER.

*turns on action music*

I'm going to do it. I have to. For my future. I will have the childhood I want. I will get this. No matter what it takes. You will let me play this game. You have to.

I will convince you.


I will get what I want,
I will play Pokémon,
and nobody will stand in my way.

I can't do this anymore :/
I just want to go home. I feel so weak and broken. I don't want to talk to anyone and my anxiety is making it worse. just ugh i hate this

Today was better, but I don't like talking about earthquakes or any natural disasters. Wellington seems to be having quite the lot and I wouldn't be surprised if here was the next place to be hit.

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That cross-country was awesome! I like running through the bush

All of these thoughts of me and you together, meeting eachother in real life, I love the thoughts. But sadly, I know that the thoughts will probably not come true. Maybe I should stop hoping... But that's not what I do ^.^ I will continue hoping that someday we will meet. And we will be together.

And who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are?

Ugh. I have school tomorrow. What a pain that'll be. This year shouldn't be as bad as last year, but I don't know my teachers well. that could be a problem.

I want to crawl into a hole and die.

I really hope everything will be alright... You guys have too much to lose if it doesn't...

Oh! condemned money, why is it so hard to find and very easy to lose? The vast, vast majority is with money, and worse, now everything is more expensive, and more and more the price goes up.

I just like to have a minimum of money to be happy when I need it, not when it's too late, though, is better than never.

Nothing is perfect, but equally, nothing is easy.

35th thought of the day >.>:

I just really need you right now. I feel horrible. I need you there to cheer me up. I need you with me.

You just think you're an expert on everything, don't you?

I'm gonna have to break the ice with this. I can't exactly draw something too decorated to the point that it would be blurry. Or draw with a headache half of the time.

... I feel so... Ugh...

Great, I got a ticket thanks to you not getting your car inspected. Then I had to pay to get it inspected. Now I'm out about $200 thanks to you....

Well mom, there went my AFest funds and I may need to cancel a pre-order at GameStop. Thanks.....

I'M SO PROUD OF MYSELF I MADE MY FIRST TREND

Why didn't you just listen to the ****ing doctor. All you had to do was just stop drinking. I ****ing knew you gave up, and now you're gone. R.I.P. my friend.

Somehow i must get assassins creed 3.

Well... I'm off to bed. I have the first day of school tomorrow. Oh my.


Well I'll be back sometime later tomorrow, maybe during lunch if they fixed the Wi-Fi.

I'm going to miss you so much.
You're my best friend. You're like my sister.
I'm going to miss you sooooo much

I want to cry so much right now, which this feeling lasting all day just makes me want to puke. And rather than try to clear the fine by saying we got the inspection, like everyone I talked to said including the cop who issued it, you'd rather pay it. Great, now I'll be losing almost another $150. Looks like there goes any funds for anything for a few months, likely the rest of the year, especially with work slowing down lately.

No one seems to appreciate the avatars I make for myself ;~;

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No one seems to appreciate the avatars I make for myself ;~;

I thought they were really good! D:

I meant that in a way like almost everyone. They never rate my avatars good

*JCW comes and quotes his message*

Ugh... It's so early my eyes burn. I don't want to go to school. ;___;

I might even get banned. Oops.

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I might even get banned. Oops.

No ****, Sherlock.

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Am I just the person you feel sorry for? The person you just talk to at school? Okay then. You do know it hurts when you post all over the Internet that you're all hanging out with each other and you haven't invited me. EXCUSE ME, I EXIST. I am actually so hurt right now. You guys have no excuse; we have had four whole weeks of the holidays and not once have you wante to hang out with me. Why? I'm not gonna ask you face to face because I'm shy and I don't want to sound like a jealous ***** or a whiny child, which I probably do. It's not fair though. I've been stick in the house with my stupid family all summer and you've invited MY best friend out ten times. *****.

...feeling so down...

That was... An experience... This'll be quite a year...

Nostalgia hurts physically. Get over it already! Ugh, I can't. Dammit.

School startschoolstart

DAMN IT SCHOOL START ALREADY, I CAN'T TAKE IT, ANOTHER WEEK WITHOUT ALL MY FRIENDS(WHICH HAVE ALL GONE CAMPING TO SEE THEIR GRANDPAS)NOR CAN I TAKE ANOTHER WEEK OF BEING WITH MY PARENTS.

ARGHHHHHHHH

Hopefully something nice will be coming my way soon.

I've been stressed for so long, but this beautiful little bowl of ramen noodles makes all I've been through worth it.

i am so happy, why you must ask ... BOOM!

I AM SO FREAKING HAPPY AND I DON'T KNOW WHY. It feels good to be happy for a change. The future looks bright, even though I'm in school now...

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I AM SO FREAKING HAPPY AND I DON'T KNOW WHY. It feels good to be happy for a change. The future looks bright, even though I'm in school now...

U HAP?

WHEN SOMEONE'S HAP, WE KEEP THE HAPPY IN A BOX, SO THE HAPPY CAN BE TAKEN IF SAID PERSON BECOMS SAD.

At the end of everything, everything is ruined. And so they want one to be optimistic in life, when only speak false words.

Tell the hard truth, but it will know that that is true, but not of lies that in the end hurt more than the hard truth.

"I'd rather die than go against what I believe."

As of now, this is my favorite quote. It explains me.

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Oh my. Even if I do somehow magically convince my mother to let me play Pokémon, what game would I even get? I barely know anything about the francise, so I haven't a clue. It's time for... RESEARCH! *puts on nerdy glasses and pulls out smartphone*

I'd suggest Heart Gold or Soul Silver, since it's a remake of the second gen games and it would be cheaper than b/w and b/w2, also walking with pokemon ftw.

I keep looking back into the past. Figuring out what the heck I did wrong and why I hate some people.

Is terrible how you work. Now we lost a family that could-...would've helped us.

I wonder where the countdown is and if I can take a look at it.

I want to be there for them. I don't mind what happens to me, I'll just take every pain. I just don't want to see them suffer. It's not their fault. I want them to be happy. Think of it this way; The pain of one will result in the happiness of many. Otherwise, The happiness of one will result in the pain of many.

I wish I could see more. I'm not satisfied with this current ability.