darkSpyro

That was the best news I got all day. Hurry up Tuesday morning.

Lol, my identity is no secret.

Why did you have to get everyone involved. Just why. Now grandpa has found out!! You know he has lupus and cannot handle stress. YOU'RE SO CHILDISH!! You even hung up on your own grandmother. Who do you think you are? Some big shot who works for Apple? No. You're just an engineer. Get over yourself and grow up would you.

These next hours are gonna drag, why can't Saturday come faster? I'm really excited for your guys' new animation.

Why can't winter come sooner? ;_____;

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Why can't winter come sooner? ;_____;

More like why doesn't winter END sooner .___.

???????

I already have tomorrow planed out.

Wake up
Do morning normal stuffz

Watch a movie
Eat lunch
Continue/ play another movie
Make cookies
Take a nap
Watch movies
Nap
Eat dinner

Nap

Go to bed

With short visits on here in between. I specifically like the naps I planned. c:

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I just realized I seem a little high when up too late...

Lol how arrogant can you get?

...
What was that all about? .-.
Get away?

I hope that wasn't too much or made you incomfortable, I just won't be seeing you for a while.

Lol keep trying your hardest to get me jealous and annoyed, it still won't work one bit. It just makes you look like an idiot to me really I got the idea ages ago, I honestly don't care about you anymore (which is saying something). I've grown up a bit from 3 or 5 months ago y'know.
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Well, that talk in science made me more scared of ever having children.

I'm contemplating on whether to leave for a while.

Is it just me? Or are the Tomb Raider sequels on the PlayStation 1 so complicated?

HOW ****ING DARE YOU, YOU WHORE! I CAN'T ****ING BELIEVE YOU! I SINCERELY HOPE YOU BURN IN HELL AND DIE A THOUSAND DEATHS! MY FATHER NEVER SHOULD HAVE MARRIED YOU, AND I KNEW IT FROM THE START! YOU WERE IN IT FOR HIS MONEY! YOU DIDN'T CARE ABOUT HIM OR ME, JUST YOUR POOR ASS SELF! YOU ACT NICE, PRETENDING TO LIKE ME. THEN MY FATHER MARRIES YOU, AND WHAT DO YOU DO? YOU HATE ME AND TREAT ME LIKE A ****ING BABY. I WAS IN A ****ING STAGE OF CHILDHOOD! ALMOST ALL KIDS GO THROUGH IT, THINKING THEIR THE BOSS AND THROW A FIT WHEN THEY DON'T GET THEIR WAY. NO, I DON'T NEED TO GROW UP, BUT YOU ****ING DO! WHO IN THEIR RIGHT MIND MAKES A CHILD EAT ON THE FLOOR LIKE A DOG, JUST BECAUSE THEY WERE CHOCKING ON SPAGHETTI AND THREW UP! I CAN'T ****ING KNOW WHEN I'M ABOUT TO PUKE, AND I AS **** CAN'T DECIDE WHEN TO PUKE. SO YOU AND MY FATHER HAD TO HAVE A LITTLE TIME APART, AND WHAT DO YOU DO? YOU GET ANOTHER ****ING BOYFRIEND LIKE THE WHORE YOU ARE. I REALLY HOPE THAT YOU DON'T GET CUSTODY OF MY SISTER, OR I WILL ****ING KILL YOU AND EVERYONE ELSE WHO HELPED. I'VE BEEN THROUGH TO MUCH **** TO DEAL WITH YOUR ****! JUST GET OUT OF OUR LIVES AND NEVER COME BACK! STUPID ASS *****!
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Why is my life like this? What did i do wrong? Is it because i'm gay? Is it because i don't believe in god? Why? Why does my life suck? I hate my life. I would rather die then live through any of this, and believe me, i have thought about it many times. It just seems to tempting and easy, to just end this. End the pain and end the stress. Everything would be gone, i would bother no one else. No one would have to deal with me, a control freak, annoying, to clingy, stupid, ugly, and always being hyper. I mean, who wants to be around someone like that? I would be better of dead. But....why haven't i tried it yet? I don't know. Maybe it's just the small rays of light and happiness that keep me wondering what will happen. But then, something happens and those rays disappear.
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I'm happy your out and that you freely express it. I hope one day i could be like that.

Last night.. Was perfect. I wish you'd do that more often. I love it when you do that.

So far everything is going as planned... >:3

Phase 2 is in motion.

Oh COME ON!
You don't know how hard I worked for this, and now this is what your doing? I hope this is just part of the flavor text.

Everything again becomes as it was in the beginning, I would like to have another routine and so do not have the same, and the same every time I go back to college. I know, studying is very important, but I do not think that all life is just that. Just because sometimes I fail in the study, does not mean I'm a loser, and for this, I have to leave all my tastes in other things, for turn my life into a monotony, according to my mom.

I miss you so much ;__;I know you died 2 years ago, but it left a gap in my life. I miss you, and I know someday I will see you again. Wether it be in my dreams, or when I die. But I will see you again. You put up a fight, like you always do. But we still lost you. I know you're looking down from Heaven. You're in a better place now.

AWW THAT SUCKS AWW WHY!!!!!!!!!???????????????

Just shut up and eat this cookie. ._.

1 move can sure make things worse *~*

why must i be terribly depressed.

Aww look what you've gotten yourself into now
You've made it to Texas... But I hear you can't pay your bills. You may even lose your job at Apple ! I mean, come on. Why do you have to do this to us. Grandpa's super mad, and so are mom and dad. And yet you still think we're actually going to help you? Haha, nope. We sure ain't. So you can just call us when you've grown up.
Mkay?
Good.

If it'll shut you up, then yeah.
Look, I get that you're worried, but I'm not the type of person that wants to share about himself. I get it, you're worried because you found out that I could have been hurting for a long ass time and I stay quiet and pretending nothing is happening. I'm a bit confused, though. I can hide how I feel really well and yet you found out I was troubled because of that said class that taught you on that sort of ****. Is there even such a thing? Anyways, you should know that many people do this. So why are you surprise? Is it because is coming from little ol' happy me? Or is the surprise that I have lied to you all this time? At least they're lies about my existence, which is nothing to worry about. Let me handle it. I want to. If I needed help, I would have asked. I think.

Just...don't ask about what's going on with me. I want to deal with my troubles alone. I want to be able to handle this if it comes again in the future. I'm starting to think that being quiet is not enough. Looks like I have to keep you from seeing me.

Still...I'm happy that you're concerned about me. It does make me feel that maybe I'm not hated with people around my age. Maybe, others like seeing me? I mean I know my friends do. I think. How can I proof they are telling the truth? Well those compliments/long explanation should be enough. But why do I still feel like I'm a person people wish to have never met?

Sorry....friend.

You're so annoying!! You do your best to irritate me. It doesn't have a point, either. Sometimes you just make me want to leave this planet...

Oh hey
Looks like you forgot to think your little plan through ! You might even be homeless! Way to go brother. Did you seriously forget that to renew your license, you need your birth certificate AND your social security card? Well of course you forgot, considering mom still has them both. Just wow. I didn't think you were that stupid. Did you even consider that you can use something called, the Internet to look up your social security? Well of course not considering you're too busy posting pictures on FACEBOOK!!! Ugh... I mean seriously. Start thinking already. We're all done fixing your mistakes.

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WARNING:
Medication can cause severe burns and illness if exposed to sunlight for long periods of time.

Wow, the just HAD to print that in the tiniest of font so I didn't see it... >.>

There you are again. I was wondering when you'd come back. Maybe now...will you stay? I need you.

I feel like a complete nerd...

When will I ever get a true friend? Never?
Even though I feel like I'm getting somewhere with my life now, I still feel this is missing, and it's annoying me.

I have to do this all freakin' morning for no reason!I had to get up at 8:00 AM!Grumble....OOH!30$!I'm at your service

Take a chill pill bro!

Things have been so routine, so, well, normal. It doesn't feel real anymore.

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dammit i didnt want to be a yellow sparx

leaving forever

dun leaf us pix plz

we need u to do the laundry

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dammit i didnt want to be a yellow sparx

leaving forever

Majestic count you have there.

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dammit i didnt want to be a yellow sparx

leaving forever

Nooo! Please don't leave!!!

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dammit i didnt want to be a yellow sparx

leaving forever

should've gone to spec savers

I AM NOW A GREEN SPARX!

YAY! PARTY!

This time, I won't make that same mistake. This is going to be a happy ending.

Dang it Seiki. I was looking forward to being teammates with her. I'm sorry.

I know it was the right thing to do, but it still hurts. I just can't banish anyone... But I guess it was the right thing for the team. We'll just have to move forward.

As the stars appear I know,
I'll find you staring at the sky,
Pointlessly reaching for some light,
You hope to guide your sorry way.

I reaaaallly hate my abandonment issues I seem to be having. I went from happy to lonely in like a few hours.

After reading that...all I can say is...you're going down.

*sigh*

Why can't school start sooner. I love school. Drawing in class, writing secret notes to friends in Dragon Script, getting beaten to death in gym, oh wait...

>Hints constantly that I'm a crazy freak and should go away.
>Still talks to me.

Uhhmm... sure.

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I like being me, I do. But sometimes I just wanna change. I feel too 'kiddy' and 'self-centred', I do want to grow up a bit and be taken seriously. At first having the Male option was just a joke, but now it feels.. right? ... I'm so god damn confused it's stupid.