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BlueFox Gold Sparx Gems: 2436
#44301 Posted: 03:26:23 16/11/2019
Feel like I’ve overstayed my welcome. Online and in reality, just by existing, taking up space.
Bolt Hunter Gems: 5873
#44302 Posted: 04:07:12 16/11/2019
dan i love you but for the love of christ please stop raining on my parade, huh??? i want to spend time with the girl and you're always hanging around and making it all three of us!! i want it to be us two! i spend time with you outside of seeing the girl, okay?? it's hard enough being alone with her, and now you've started hanging back too so it's even harder.
dan i love you to bits but ****ing goooo awayyyyyy you're making me frustrated lol
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you don't know me. i break things
I draw stuff.
Vespi Yellow Sparx Gems: 1780
#44303 Posted: 05:46:06 16/11/2019
that was a good day, one of the best ive had in a long time, why do i feel so down??
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(✿≧▽≦)>> ☆
I am Groot. (*I Guardians of the Galaxy 23:48*)
Spyro Fanatic Hunter Gems: 9563
#44304 Posted: 17:02:31 16/11/2019
Several years ago I said to myself "The day I find my favourite album on vinyl locally and without actively looking for it, I'll start my vinyl collection." Well that day was Friday so yesterday (Saturday) I brought a good turntable and a couple more records. Can't wait to get broke. : D
ThunderEgg Yellow Sparx Gems: 1133
#44305 Posted: 20:17:05 18/11/2019
speaking of dreams, i dreamt that my cat was working online customer service from home. she had a headset and was grumpy about having to learn to type on the phone with her little nose.
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I AM ETERNAL!
Vespi Yellow Sparx Gems: 1780
#44306 Posted: 20:43:38 18/11/2019
Been there, done that, got the t-shirt
Sold my soul, and yeah, the truth hurt
Tired image of a star
Acting naughtier than we really are


i cant wait to be free
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I am Groot. (*I Guardians of the Galaxy 23:48*)
Vespi Yellow Sparx Gems: 1780
#44307 Posted: 04:27:59 19/11/2019
for 22 years ive tried to figure out who the **** i really am and now i think im done
i dont WANT to be anything, i didnt ASK to be here
im tired of the sickness, im tired of the suffering, tired of the depression and anxiety
i wasnt even supposed to be born, and half the time i think that probably would have been a better decision on the universe's part
all i am is a tumor given form, and all i do is leech onto people and things and suck away until nothing's left
ive tried to stop, ive tried to stop for years, but nothing changes no matter what i make, its just who i am and nothing i can do will ever change that

so who am i? im nothing but a disgrace and a monster
im a liar, a slut, a freak, ****, im practically not even human at this point, i dont deserve the same rights as others
if theres one thing ive learned on my years on this hunk of useless, meaningless rock, its that people dont ****ing change, no matter what they do
they say they will, and then they dont, deep down inside they stay the same, or theyre a really good liar
i know firsthand, im exactly the same despite the constant effort to change, but all i do is put another goddamn mask on my morphing, blank slate of a nonexistant personality and pretend im better. im not. and no matter what i do, i never will be

its taking a remarkable amount of effort to not just grab a thumbtack and start hacking away at my ankles again
i know itd hurt people, but whats the point? i hurt myself and everyone moves on, nothing matters

if youve read to this point, (which, lets be honest, no one cares to), then congratulations! your ultimate goal has been realized! vespi FINALLY took the hint and realized that shes a complete waste of space thats never gonna amount to anything! i hope youre satisfied!


inster kaz miller quote here or whatever
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I am Groot. (*I Guardians of the Galaxy 23:48*)
BlueFox Gold Sparx Gems: 2436
#44308 Posted: 04:34:23 19/11/2019
Quote: Vespi
inster kaz miller quote here or whatever


I know it’s taboo to respond to these or whatever, but I’m here if you want to talk, okay? I’ve felt that **** before. Still going through the throes of it.
Edited 1 time - Last edited at 04:36:04 19/11/2019 by BlueFox
willspyro Platinum Sparx Gems: 5313
#44309 Posted: 04:52:52 19/11/2019
I love my friends
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すみません、白人が最悪かと心配でした
ThunderEgg Yellow Sparx Gems: 1133
#44310 Posted: 18:13:41 19/11/2019
feeling lightheaded? but i think its just stress...
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I AM ETERNAL!
Project_Unnamed Platinum Sparx Gems: 7330
#44311 Posted: 19:31:24 19/11/2019
It really frustrates and angers me that I can be myself only part-time for you. These obligations, duties and doing-the-right-things of my life are just necessary evils I must do in order to be worthy of it all again. It sucks, I know but I cannot see any other way and half-hearted compromises are just going to give me too much leeway to get sucked back to my own vices.
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I might give you more opinions... for a small fee of course.
ThunderEgg Yellow Sparx Gems: 1133
#44312 Posted: 03:46:14 20/11/2019
i drew something cursed today

please send helpppp
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I AM ETERNAL!
BlueFox Gold Sparx Gems: 2436
#44313 Posted: 04:01:32 20/11/2019
Quote: ThunderEgg
i drew something cursed today

please send helpppp


[User Posted Image]

help is on the way
ThunderEgg Yellow Sparx Gems: 1133
#44314 Posted: 04:03:11 20/11/2019
Quote: BlueFox
Quote: ThunderEgg
i drew something cursed today

please send helpppp


[User Posted Image]

help is on the way



t t h a nk
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I AM ETERNAL!
awesomerockets Emerald Sparx Gems: 4075
#44315 Posted: 02:04:56 21/11/2019
why do i do this to myself. everything is going perfectly fine and im happy and i love my life and then out of nowhere some dark thought creeps in or one tiny little itty bitty thing bothers me and then suddenly my whole existence is ruined. im a crying blubbering mess, and for what? there isnt even anywhere i can go nothing i can do. i cant stay in my dorm, i dont want my roommate to see me like this and my room is just a beacon for 9 other people to go to when they're bored and i'm in no condition to entertain people right now. i'll just feel bad for asking them to leave or for making them feel like they have to do something for me or feel bad for me because im crying. tht's ust it, i can't do anything for myself. i'm not even excited for my own ****ing burthday. itt's on saturday but i dont want it to even happen because i don't want people to feel obligated to agknowledge me. di dont want people to feel like they have to do anything for me. my family probably wont either. im 20, who cares. there are babies in the family that are months old, they are the ones that acquire all of the attention. i guarantee nobody is actually gonna care about me. it'll be my birthday, but i'll be ignored because everyone only cares about the babies. that' what i want though, right? i want to be alone. i'm in the basement of this building across campus sitting at a dark table because i need to be alone. i dont know what to do. usually if i call my parents i feel better but i dont want them to worry. im already sick and its miserable everything hurts and im hot and sore and my stupid nose keeps running adn its even worse cuz im crying. i finally get to go home in a few days, i should be excited. i was until now. first day of break is my birthday and i have family thanksgiving and its gonna be awful. i seriously dont know what to do thats why im back on this stupid forum because i have nowhere to go except for this stupid thread in this stupid forum. im so pathetic. how am i suppposed to even enjoy my break. ill be alone which is what i want now but at that point ill probably hate it. god i have an exam tomorrow morning that i should be studying for. i woulndt have had to if my stupid brain would just be able to do the cass readings in one sitting. i just want to function. i was so close to functioning. i was even gonna tell the girl that i like that i liked her but now i dont even want to. i dont want to talk toanydboy. i dont want to inconvenience anybody with my prescence. they'll expect me to be silly and happy and jokey and energetic and positive and barfing stupid memes like always and once i get real they'll get uncomfortable adnd so will i and ill truly be alone. i wasn't meatn to be taken seriously. i cant function as a serious person. my whole existence must be ironic. i dont knwo what to do with myself. i jsut wanna laie down. i want to sleep but i know i cant im trapped i dont know what to ****ing do i ****ing hate my life i wnna go home but i am home i dont know what to akjrsbgwkjbhn
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go to my guestbook now and sign a petition to get Freddie benson into smash
willspyro Platinum Sparx Gems: 5313
#44316 Posted: 02:40:56 21/11/2019
Christmas time is here, happiness and cheer, fun for all that children call their favorite time of year
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すみません、白人が最悪かと心配でした
Riolu-Blue-247 Platinum Sparx Gems: 7488
#44317 Posted: 06:43:13 21/11/2019
Im so scared of being a bad person. What if im secretly a bad person. what if no one is telling me. i get so scared that i stop myself from talking to people because im scared im hurting them
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I just realised that I might not know what the hell is going on
willspyro Platinum Sparx Gems: 5313
#44318 Posted: 21:17:43 21/11/2019
IQ: 200000

Crisis averted
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すみません、白人が最悪かと心配でした
Edited 4 times - Last edited at 21:36:40 21/11/2019 by willspyro
84skylanderdude Platinum Sparx Gems: 5385
#44319 Posted: 05:31:09 22/11/2019
God damn, I really wish I could be with you. I’m certain you’d reject me though. You don’t deserve someone as ****ty as me anyway. Literally anyone else would be a better option than me. You deserve someone far better than I am. I suppose I’ll just hold back and I’m sure you’ll find someone else who can make you happy like I wouldn’t be able to.

I know I’ll never find love. I know I don’t deserve it. But it still breaks my heart nonetheless.

Any day now... I know I’ll end it soon. I’ll end it all. I’d rather experience nothing than experience my unfortunate existence.
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“No one knows what the outcome will be. So, as much as you can, choose whatever you'll regret the least.” - Levi Ackerman
ThunderEgg Yellow Sparx Gems: 1133
#44320 Posted: 02:20:37 23/11/2019
im afraid i might be like this forever. but thats not true. i just have to keep on trying
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I AM ETERNAL!
Bolt Hunter Gems: 5873
#44321 Posted: 19:27:44 23/11/2019
They are all goddamned teenagers. :')
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you don't know me. i break things
I draw stuff.
BlueFox Gold Sparx Gems: 2436
#44322 Posted: 00:59:29 26/11/2019
how do people have fun
willspyro Platinum Sparx Gems: 5313
#44323 Posted: 03:32:48 26/11/2019
I want to get to know some people better
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すみません、白人が最悪かと心配でした
BlueFox Gold Sparx Gems: 2436
#44324 Posted: 18:25:08 27/11/2019
big bro’s coming home today <3

kinda nervous cause i suck at convos irl and stutter like a broken sprinkler, but i think it’ll turn out fine. hopefully. ngl i find myself annoying.
Edited 2 times - Last edited at 18:29:18 27/11/2019 by BlueFox
Trix Master 100 Platinum Sparx Gems: 6356
#44325 Posted: 04:22:50 28/11/2019
(irl) Sorry if I am annoyed, but I am not 100% a 1 ***** army. God I wish and I try, but I am just a strong mule trying help Mom plow the fields more than half of the time. In fact I have helped yesterday with Aunty and I am incredibly sore. Had to get down on all 4s and really get those spots on the floor. Could you all please chill and actually not be a bit lazy or idiotic with these chores? I'm not Atlas and I cannot hold all with my shoulders.
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If you cannot handle me at my pumpkin spiciest, you do not deserve me at my pumpkin sweetest
trix is a
icon from Empoh
ThunderEgg Yellow Sparx Gems: 1133
#44326 Posted: 04:27:43 28/11/2019
ace people do not get the respect they deserve > : (
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I AM ETERNAL!
willspyro Platinum Sparx Gems: 5313
#44327 Posted: 00:47:40 29/11/2019
Mashedpotatos help me cope with anxiety
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すみません、白人が最悪かと心配でした
Thunderdragon14 Platinum Sparx Gems: 6336
#44328 Posted: 02:41:38 29/11/2019
my irl best friend went to college and never talks to me anymore. and none of my internet friends ever reply to me and im close to like 3 people irl. sometimes i come back here but most of the people i remember from here probably forgot about me long ago and it sux. i wish i could reconnect with some people. im always living like 2013 was a couple years ago. but then it hits me that its been years and years since i talked to some people and i feel old. i want to be a dumb preteen again and talk to all those people again.
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Quote: Alydol
go back to whining about your fish
84skylanderdude Platinum Sparx Gems: 5385
#44329 Posted: 03:24:39 30/11/2019
Dammit, I really want to pour my feelings out to you. But I know you wouldn’t accept me. I really wanna just go ahead and get a rejection tbh, but I don’t want to risk compromising our friendship, as unlikely as that may be knowing you.

I suppose my best option is just to stay quiet and keep my feelings to myself. I’ll stay single, and you’ll surely find someone who you love and can make you happy. I’ll stay alone, and you’ll live a life of happiness surrounded by people who care for you. I’ll end my life, and you’ll go on barely remembering who I was. It’d be ridiculous for me to think I’d ever have a shot with you. You shine so brilliantly, and I’m barely even the flickering embers of a human. You’re just too amazing. I can’t imagine anyone being any more wonderful than you. It breaks my heart knowing I won’t ever be able to give my heart to you. Or to anyone for that matter. I can’t possibly even imagine anyone ever wanting to be with me. That notion is more ridiculous than anything. I’m just so worthless.

For me it was a curse to be born as a human. I wish I’d never at all been born into this world. If I had the choice, I wouldn’t have been.
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“No one knows what the outcome will be. So, as much as you can, choose whatever you'll regret the least.” - Levi Ackerman
willspyro Platinum Sparx Gems: 5313
#44330 Posted: 06:39:15 30/11/2019


5char
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すみません、白人が最悪かと心配でした
Spyro Fanatic Hunter Gems: 9563
#44331 Posted: 18:15:43 30/11/2019
It's incredibly distressing when you've built up a resistance to every medication you need to function properly. **** this.
Project_Unnamed Platinum Sparx Gems: 7330
#44332 Posted: 19:09:10 01/12/2019
Misinterpretations can lead into demises of good things. Maybe disclaimers about the meanings behind messages are in order to not destroy something that brings peace and happiness.
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I might give you more opinions... for a small fee of course.
Edited 1 time - Last edited at 19:09:44 01/12/2019 by Project_Unnamed
willspyro Platinum Sparx Gems: 5313
#44333 Posted: 07:14:39 02/12/2019
2 weeks

2 weeks and Finals

Quote: willspyro
Time to put my foot down and fix this sleep schedule


Haha nice meme
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すみません、白人が最悪かと心配でした
Edited 2 times - Last edited at 07:42:28 02/12/2019 by willspyro
emeraldzoroark Emerald Sparx Gems: 3121
#44334 Posted: 22:31:22 02/12/2019
I thought i was never gonna think those thoughts again, or at least not seriously. but here we are in secondary school again

seriously, the lecturer for this module is garbage. she’s fine in web design but i legit remember nothing about databases. seriously, what does any of this have to do with game design? and it’s not just me, it seems like half the class is struggling with this

i just hope i somehow pass this...


cool egg
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This avatar will be a reminder of my ultimate goal.
Even if I can’t bring it to Gen 8.
willspyro Platinum Sparx Gems: 5313
#44335 Posted: 00:24:16 03/12/2019
[User Posted Image]

wooooooooo
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すみません、白人が最悪かと心配でした
somePerson Platinum Sparx Gems: 5546
#44336 Posted: 03:26:31 03/12/2019
i think i do a good job at not getting mad at people
willspyro Platinum Sparx Gems: 5313
#44337 Posted: 05:15:33 04/12/2019
Ok, this is my low point, from here on out you must haul some ass if you want to go to that college you've been dreaming about since elementary school. Success is not easy.
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すみません、白人が最悪かと心配でした
Ice Dragoness Diamond Sparx Gems: 7678
#44338 Posted: 13:10:29 04/12/2019
Loads of snow predicted for next week? I hope it's just newspaper scaremongering. Snow means no trains, no trains means I can't get to my group presentation!
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★~★~★~★~★~★~★~★~★~★~★~★~★
I've reached Diamond Sparx so I can leave now.
ThunderEgg Yellow Sparx Gems: 1133
#44339 Posted: 19:50:51 04/12/2019
dhfjjhdshjkdfhj i keep giving myself anxiety at night about loans and stuff. i should just take them and be done with it but... thats basically selling my soul away
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I AM ETERNAL!
BlueFox Gold Sparx Gems: 2436
#44340 Posted: 02:33:28 05/12/2019
broke the ******* streak. wonder if it’d be better had i just not existed. she deserves better.
ThunderEgg Yellow Sparx Gems: 1133
#44341 Posted: 03:50:49 06/12/2019
sick today so i took a break from everything. it was nice.

still doesnt help that this place has really bad soundproofing, though
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I AM ETERNAL!
Project_Unnamed Platinum Sparx Gems: 7330
#44342 Posted: 18:17:36 06/12/2019
What a long day.
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I might give you more opinions... for a small fee of course.
ThunderEgg Yellow Sparx Gems: 1133
#44343 Posted: 18:22:27 07/12/2019
yucky still sick. hopefully ill be better by the 9th
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I AM ETERNAL!
Mrmorrises Platinum Sparx Gems: 5553
#44344 Posted: 03:28:32 08/12/2019
How did you go from being genuine and like able to completely condescending?
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"Well, the gate swung open and a fig newton entered."
Jaggedstar Platinum Sparx Gems: 5402
#44345 Posted: 05:16:14 08/12/2019
edit: i posted that gif because i had nothing to say but i wanted the first post of the new page (i am 12 years old.) but now i do have something to say:

"there are no more great days, Bart. just days." i've never connected with a cartoon character more than Milhouse tbh
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hell yeah
Edited 1 time - Last edited at 16:49:23 08/12/2019 by Jaggedstar
ThunderEgg Yellow Sparx Gems: 1133
#44346 Posted: 19:49:14 08/12/2019
ugh humans are always cheating each other for personal gain

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I AM ETERNAL!
Vespi Yellow Sparx Gems: 1780
#44347 Posted: 21:44:15 09/12/2019
i think ive finally accepted that im probably just gonna play a support role in someone else's life, and you know what? im okay with that
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I am Groot. (*I Guardians of the Galaxy 23:48*)
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