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Grizzle
Gold Sparx
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#42551 Posted: 18:48:09 31/08/2018
am i really that ****ing ugly
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DragonCamo
Platinum Sparx
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#42552 Posted: 18:58:04 31/08/2018
You honestly disgust me :)
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Bolt
Hunter
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#42553 Posted: 19:05:23 31/08/2018
i am so bloody stressed :'''''')
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TheToyNerd
Gold Sparx
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#42554 Posted: 17:29:35 01/09/2018
Man, i super don’t fit here anymore. All my old friends I barely speak to and every time I open my stupid ****ing mouth on the Discord, I fumble and make an ass out of myself. Plus, I leave so often, it’s probably just a meme at this point.
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Buchi Ripto Gems: 445 |
#42555 Posted: 18:14:41 01/09/2018
Things never go the way I want them to, huh? Ah well. I guess I'll just need to modify my plans a bit more in the future.
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Vespi
Gold Sparx
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#42556 Posted: 18:34:36 01/09/2018
cool i guess literally anything is more interesting than me
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parisruelz12 Diamond Sparx Gems: 7577 |
#42557 Posted: 20:40:54 01/09/2018
And they say
She's in the Class A Team Stuck in her daydream Been this way since eighteen But lately her face seems Slowly sinking, wasting Crumbling like pastries -------- 'Cause I'm hopeful, yes I am Hopeful for today Take this music and use it Let it take you away And be hopeful, hopeful And He'll make a way I know it ain't easy, but, that's okay Just be hopeful
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Muffin Man
Platinum Sparx
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#42558 Posted: 13:42:21 02/09/2018
So my ex-girlfriend told me today that she got engaged. Feels strange to hear it...I don't know how to describe the feeling, because I stopped wanting to be with her a long while ago (even though we've stayed good friends), but I still have strong (and fond) memories of a time when it seemed inevitable that I would be the one to marry her. I'm definitely happy for her, at any rate.
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Just ate a time muffin and now I'm traveling through the time vortex. |
somePerson
Diamond Sparx
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#42559 Posted: 16:05:08 02/09/2018
i dont think i actually dislike people
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TheToyNerd
Gold Sparx
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#42560 Posted: 05:43:49 03/09/2018
I need to stop hitting myself...
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Vespi
Gold Sparx
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#42561 Posted: 05:45:00 03/09/2018
man youre a ****in creep if youre reading this its really really unlikely its u
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somePerson
Diamond Sparx
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#42562 Posted: 06:13:02 03/09/2018
carajo
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ShadowMewX
Diamond Sparx
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#42563 Posted: 07:16:29 03/09/2018
This is so friggen surreal...I'm still up despite the fact that it's the middle of the night (morning?), and my fear of failure is the only thing keeping me energized enough to do my calculus. I know I should sleep and that I'll have plenty of time to do everything tomorrow, but my mind isn't even letting me get tired till I finish my calc. Thank goodness my roommate isn't here to see how hopeless I'm being! Edit: Lesson learned. When the universe blesses you with an extra day off school, take that day to study calculus instead of doing nothing all day then staying up till 5 trying to figure it out on your own. Noted. <.< Still don't know what I'm doing, but at least I only have half a problem incorrect instead of an assignment and a half. Heh... _____
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Let's bust bunsen burners and bounce! |
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Bolt
Hunter
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#42564 Posted: 07:17:16 03/09/2018
i have a kind of squish for three people online now yay that's fun.
online sucks. i want to know you guys irl, but you're all on the other side of the world lol. it doesn't work. i want someone here now. just a friend to hug, to share crap with, to lay with under the stars. all my friends have moved away or can't see me anymore! one lives eight hours away, one has gone off and joined the army, one has had a baby! we all kind of drifted apart anyway ... it sucks, but we aren't the same people we were in high school. ... i want her to be that friend. but i don't know if that's what she wants, not from me. she has her own family to worry about. i want to help her! i want to be there for her! hopefully i get to see her again tomorrow, but she's been so elusive lately. heh, she wants to give me an artwork of hers, she says she's got something for me. >\\\< |
Vespi
Gold Sparx
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#42565 Posted: 21:42:56 03/09/2018
why isn’t this working
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kardonis
Platinum Sparx
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#42566 Posted: 22:42:55 03/09/2018
Everything is falling apart. It simply is. Every hope that this would be good is falling apart. What I currently have is fading. All I can do is desperately cling to a dream.
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I used to be THE Bowser, now I'm just an awkward girl |
TheToyNerd
Gold Sparx
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#42567 Posted: 00:26:08 04/09/2018
ugh... time to get jealous of other artists, I guess
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Carmelita Fox
Prismatic Sparx
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#42568 Posted: 21:12:34 04/09/2018
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terrafin2299 Ripto Gems: 3418 |
#42569 Posted: 22:08:51 04/09/2018
If only I wasn’t still on suicide watch
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willspyro Ripto Gems: 5862 |
#42570 Posted: 01:02:12 05/09/2018
Tired as **** lol
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Bolt
Hunter
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#42571 Posted: 01:32:34 05/09/2018
^^^^^ ****ing same
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somePerson
Diamond Sparx
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#42572 Posted: 01:45:44 05/09/2018
tired of people doing nothing but feel sorry about themselves
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Skyhunter
Diamond Sparx
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#42573 Posted: 04:06:25 05/09/2018
God, I'm such a coward. I just wish I could be upfront with people and tell them stuff I need to say without being afraid of how they'll react. Instead, I just keep my mouth shut, come up with excuses, and pretend to agree/disagree with whatever they say to me.
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"There's never enough time to do all the nothing you want." -Calvin, Calvin and Hobbes |
Bolt
Hunter
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#42574 Posted: 06:24:17 05/09/2018
yeah ... haven't felt this way in a while ....
man im worthless ............ sometimes i just get reminded about what a ****ing waste of a person i am and how pointless it is for me to continue being alive i know im going to get nowhere who the **** am i kidding ****ing worthless worthless worthless |
AestheticDragon Ripto Gems: 1658 |
#42575 Posted: 06:56:56 05/09/2018
^a bit unrelated but im feeling very happy right now and just wanna express that i think you're very cool and im sorry i dont talk to you anymore.
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willspyro Ripto Gems: 5862 |
#42576 Posted: 12:32:21 05/09/2018
Can't wait for more conditioning
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Vespi
Gold Sparx
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#42577 Posted: 15:11:05 05/09/2018
why do i even try to be happy when life is just gonna butt**** me at every opportunity
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ShadowMewX
Diamond Sparx
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#42578 Posted: 19:19:35 05/09/2018
uhhhhhhgggghhhhhhh _____
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TheToyNerd
Gold Sparx
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#42579 Posted: 21:43:14 05/09/2018
Ever just meet a person and think to yourself, “what the hell you are exactly my type”?
That’s how I feel right now, and it is very bizarre |
Bolt
Hunter
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#42580 Posted: 04:58:11 06/09/2018
Quote: AestheticDragon
oh, thank you so much aes, i really appreciate it ;; and it's okay if you don't really talk with me anymore, i understand but thank you so much c': |
AestheticDragon Ripto Gems: 1658 |
#42581 Posted: 05:34:40 06/09/2018
Now i feel bad ;-; its nothing you did. I have to sort myself out
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Bolt
Hunter
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#42582 Posted: 05:40:08 06/09/2018
don't feel bad!! you're fine and i understand! i wish you the absolute best of luck with everything ;;
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kardonis
Platinum Sparx
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#42583 Posted: 07:23:24 06/09/2018
It's 3:30AM, why the **** am I awake?
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I used to be THE Bowser, now I'm just an awkward girl |
crystalhero37
Platinum Sparx
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#42584 Posted: 08:40:08 06/09/2018
I. Need. Help. - - You were the ONLY reason why I didn't do this earlier. Now I don't care if you ever see this. I'm going to be who I always wanted to be. Besides, you'd have to be some desperate creep to be stalking me that far anyway, that's gonna be all on you and your own fault if you get bothered by this. (you'd be an idiot to have this annoy you in the first place too lol) -- I'm sorry, I suck at replying in general. I haven't been in the best state for a while. I'm awful with talking to everybody, which isn't a great excuse, but I'm trying to get out of this. Isolating myself like this when feeling bad isn't really helping me at all, it's probably what's making it worse. I'll be fine though, I just want to be able to get in the groove of replying to people in a quicker pace again. im hungry |
parisruelz12 Diamond Sparx Gems: 7577 |
#42585 Posted: 09:24:05 06/09/2018
its not gonna be enough is it? ill work and work and work but nothing will ever get better.
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terrafin2299 Ripto Gems: 3418 |
#42586 Posted: 11:49:05 06/09/2018
I get let out of the hospital today. Yay I’m still as alone and depressed as when I walked in there. I wish I was in a body bag, not a hospital
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Buchi Ripto Gems: 445 |
#42587 Posted: 14:37:59 06/09/2018
This has been weighing a lot on my mind lately. It seems like I finally have the abilities needed to complete my lifelong goal, so what's stopping me? Only myself. I can totally do this if I so desire.
I've started looking at this whole thing from a more professional viewpoint now too. I'm not messing around with LEGO or whatever anymore, should I succeed, I've got potentially thousands of people judging me. That's not a bad thing. I mean, I always wanted to be famous, but that's no longer my main goal, though it would be useful if I knew how to use it. It would certainly be quite a responsibility. As for the actual idea itself, I had little hope for it at first, but after fleshing it out it's turned from a gritty time-warping story into an actually meaningful one with characters you can relate to. That's progress. Though, it'd definitely need to be interesting if I wanted any wider form of success. So that's one problem I needn't worry about anymore. Still a little boring in places, but overall my changes have massively broadened the potential of this game. I'm going to need to make changes here and there as well as fully accepting them, but I didn't even like the original idea so what? I'm turning a bad idea into a good one. Still a few cons and drawbacks, for example, it looks like I'll need to carry the flame myself rather than getting a team together. This means I'll need to learn a bit of art, programming, as well as handling the income and social side of things. So maybe I'm overestimating? No, I don't believe in limits, never have and never will. I'll keep going until I reach that limit and let nothing stop me until then. It may be hard at times but ultimately worth it. Well it looks like I'm searching up old Kickstarters to get my expectations together, then maybe finalize some character/place names, then..? Well none of this right now is final and won't affect much in the long run, maybe. But small steps are important. Just small steps can evolve into big steps, and if I take those small steps right now, then that's a start. I'll be there before I know it! Way more productive than procrastinating... I think I can feel the ball rolling already. |
DeathOfADream
Yellow Sparx
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#42588 Posted: 16:55:45 06/09/2018
Aaaaahahahahahahahahahahahahaha my hair is falling out
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”I am not everything you thought that I would be But every story I have told is part of me.” |
parisruelz12 Diamond Sparx Gems: 7577 |
#42589 Posted: 19:51:14 06/09/2018
oh my god why the **** does this k e e p happening to m e
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looks like ive got some things to do... |
ZapNorris Ripto Gems: 5109 |
#42590 Posted: 03:57:40 07/09/2018
it hurts the most to look back.
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parisruelz12 Diamond Sparx Gems: 7577 |
#42591 Posted: 06:51:10 07/09/2018
(patiently drums fingers against my desk) the day will come, im sure.
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looks like ive got some things to do... |
crystalhero37
Platinum Sparx
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#42592 Posted: 12:25:31 07/09/2018
oh goddd my heart hurts. I'm worried beyond belief.
I hope you two will be okay. |
TheToyNerd
Gold Sparx
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#42593 Posted: 14:43:53 07/09/2018
Oh boy! I slept in past my alarm today.
Probably should stop that before it becomes a legit problem |
Vespi
Gold Sparx
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#42594 Posted: 19:51:31 07/09/2018
this whole thing really isnt working and that scares me it feels like its breaking apart and i dont want that - - -
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Buchi Ripto Gems: 445 |
#42595 Posted: 20:20:49 07/09/2018
I feel really tired right now. I doubt anything useful will have come out of today. I spent most of today looking up on pointless videogame controversies and similarly useless crap :/
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terrafin2299 Ripto Gems: 3418 |
#42596 Posted: 23:41:15 07/09/2018
Always alone...
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King-Pen Krazy Yellow Sparx Gems: 1907 |
#42597 Posted: 00:56:10 08/09/2018
Gratz to me
Slicing my feckin back open trying to sit on a plastic container
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