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HeyitsHotDog Platinum Sparx Gems: 5605
#42501 Posted: 02:40:07 13/07/2018
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Yes. Yes, yes, yes!
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When ever you get scared or nervous about something, you gotta do your best to keep on smiling and Go Beyond Plus Ultra!
84skylanderdude Platinum Sparx Gems: 5385
#42502 Posted: 03:42:36 13/07/2018
why am i still alive

i wish i weren't such a selfish ass and could off myself already for the better of everyone


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“No one knows what the outcome will be. So, as much as you can, choose whatever you'll regret the least.” - Levi Ackerman
Shibaru Yellow Sparx Gems: 1133
#42503 Posted: 13:31:46 13/07/2018
I couldn't sleep because anxiety, and then I did the thing that was causing the anxiety to be a thing.... Now I can't sleep because I'm just so happy~!!
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G3MINI, Biggest bubbleton on Mixer.
Hi Lindsey. - Taylor Swift
Asdra#7043 on Discord
terrafin2299 Ripto Gems: 3418
#42504 Posted: 13:57:39 13/07/2018
Happy 5 year anniversary to me. All my friends have left, no one messages me anymore, and I'm completely alone. Guess it's time to pack up my stuff and leave the site for good
Project_Unnamed Platinum Sparx Gems: 7344
#42505 Posted: 20:56:36 13/07/2018
Carrying the coffin and shoveling the earth to fill the grave was quite intense. But all in all it was a beautiful ceremony.
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I might give you more opinions... for a small fee of course.
84skylanderdude Platinum Sparx Gems: 5385
#42506 Posted: 04:34:52 14/07/2018
I miss you so much. I wish things hadn't turned out this way. I wish you hadn't become so broken. I wish we could've continued talking. But I guess it's ended. We'll likely never speak again. I'll love you forever as the person who was dearest to my heart and the only person who ever truly cared about me. Goodbye.

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“No one knows what the outcome will be. So, as much as you can, choose whatever you'll regret the least.” - Levi Ackerman
parisruelz12 Diamond Sparx Gems: 7512
#42507 Posted: 19:05:41 14/07/2018
i think i need to see a psychologist or something...i dunno...
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looks like ive got some things to do...
Bolt Hunter Gems: 5889
#42508 Posted: 19:23:22 14/07/2018
Oh I'm ****ing seething right now. I have lost absolutely all respect for my step dad, not that I had much in the first place. He is a despicable disgrace of a human being.
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you don't know me. i break things
I draw stuff.
emeraldzoroark Emerald Sparx Gems: 3132
#42509 Posted: 22:40:07 14/07/2018
I had the chance to fix everything. I could have told her about my problems and at least attempted to fix them, but I decided to continue the lie.
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This avatar will be a reminder of my ultimate goal.
Even if I can’t bring it to Gen 8.
Skyhunter Platinum Sparx Gems: 6212
#42510 Posted: 23:05:57 14/07/2018
This is like the fifth time since I met you that you've broken up with your girlfriend. If you managed to get past it and get back together all those times, why is this time different? And even if this is the last straw, what do you want me to do about it? I'm not your couple's counselor. Work it out between yourselves and stop dragging me into your personal affairs.
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No! Don't turn me into marketable plushies! NOOOOOOOOO
G2nt Yellow Sparx Gems: 1130
#42511 Posted: 01:05:48 15/07/2018
all im getting from that gesture is massive favouritsm, like im not good enough for you to care much for, and now katies gone to sleep or whatever and now im just stuck stewing in my own thoughts and ending up getting more upset and angry, trying my damned ****ing best not to just burst out crying cause of it, that parts not going well, probably wont get much sleep tonight either, even better how times slowed to a crawl

haha
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Boop!
Bolt Hunter Gems: 5889
#42512 Posted: 06:37:15 15/07/2018
always sad
never getting any better
just going to be like this forever
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want it to stop
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you don't know me. i break things
I draw stuff.
Bolt Hunter Gems: 5889
#42513 Posted: 08:57:43 15/07/2018
I'm sick of waking up everyday. I just want to go to sleep one night and never wake up.
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you don't know me. i break things
I draw stuff.
G2nt Yellow Sparx Gems: 1130
#42514 Posted: 09:49:20 15/07/2018
i wish i could do anything, i cant even hold onto things
i disappeared from my best friends from high school i disappeared from darkspyro and i hate that so ****ing much i miss my friends so much and now im just scared, i feel like its going to happen again, ill just disappear from them too, everythings so hard
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Boop!
Edited 1 time - Last edited at 10:58:13 15/07/2018 by G2nt
crystalhero37 Emerald Sparx Gems: 4960
#42515 Posted: 11:51:45 15/07/2018
OH MY GOD NO NO NO NO NoNNOONO

I can cover this up but like, it's gonna be fishy and look stupid. Ugh. I'm not ready to tell you this sorta thing yet, especially in this stupid situation.

Now I'm scared of what this glitch(?) has made me send other people, I heard the message receive/sent noise before and didn't find anything in my inbox, could have that sent something to a random person too? I just hope you believe me and laugh this off...


something dumb what else is new
Shibaru Yellow Sparx Gems: 1133
#42516 Posted: 21:46:15 15/07/2018
You can't walk right now because you had surgery, think of that except it's every day. That's me. Now realize I've already overdone the walking several times over, is it really your first thought that it's better for me to do that again than for you to ride in an air conditioned car just because you're to stubborn to learn something new?
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G3MINI, Biggest bubbleton on Mixer.
Hi Lindsey. - Taylor Swift
Asdra#7043 on Discord
ZapNorris Ripto Gems: 5109
#42517 Posted: 00:50:53 16/07/2018
the only way people will listen to me is if i begin to exert physical force
kardonis Platinum Sparx Gems: 5722
#42518 Posted: 01:43:29 16/07/2018
I'm a bloody ****ing coward. And that's all.
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I used to be THE Bowser, now I'm just an awkward girl
parisruelz12 Diamond Sparx Gems: 7512
#42519 Posted: 08:02:01 16/07/2018
Quote: ZapNorris
the only way people will listen to me is if i begin to exert physical force



i know that it's taboo to reply to these but thats a terrible mindset to have
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looks like ive got some things to do...
Bolt Hunter Gems: 5889
#42520 Posted: 09:01:54 16/07/2018
hey, people only began taking my mental health seriously when i smashed my head through a window pane.
i feel like people only listen once you do something drastic ...

i'm not saying that's right, i'm saying that people should learn to take others seriously and not wait for them to do something stupid.
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you don't know me. i break things
I draw stuff.
Edited 1 time - Last edited at 09:25:24 16/07/2018 by Bolt
crystalhero37 Emerald Sparx Gems: 4960
#42521 Posted: 11:09:39 16/07/2018
When things start to be okay I suddenly do something dumb again and think about it too much.

I mean, maybe I didn't actually mess up back there, and considering how everything was still the same-old afterwards maybe no one noticed either.


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HeyitsHotDog Platinum Sparx Gems: 5605
#42522 Posted: 11:29:12 16/07/2018
Quote: parisruelz12
Quote: ZapNorris
the only way people will listen to me is if i begin to exert physical force



i know that it's taboo to reply to these but thats a terrible mindset to have



It's better to acknowledge this one.

That's not good, Zap, seriously.
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When ever you get scared or nervous about something, you gotta do your best to keep on smiling and Go Beyond Plus Ultra!
Edited 1 time - Last edited at 13:09:40 16/07/2018 by HeyitsHotDog
kardonis Platinum Sparx Gems: 5722
#42523 Posted: 14:43:33 16/07/2018
My life is actually falling apart
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I used to be THE Bowser, now I'm just an awkward girl
Riolu-Blue-247 Platinum Sparx Gems: 7499
#42524 Posted: 21:41:10 16/07/2018
Im so happy, I hope this keeps going
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I just realised that I might not know what the hell is going on
ShadowMewX Platinum Sparx Gems: 5854
#42525 Posted: 02:56:23 17/07/2018
Y'know, I'm always really hard on myself, but College Board sending me an email that I won an AP award based on my performance on the tests made me feel a bit happier. Yeah, the certificate is just a silly piece of paper, but hey, even if I suck at everything else, at least I can take tests well and earn enough college credit to save my family a few thousand dollars for college courses I don't have to take!

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"Putting Skyward in a coma has given me the most amusement of this month. I think I'm going to do it."

-StormDragon21
terrafin2299 Ripto Gems: 3418
#42526 Posted: 02:58:25 18/07/2018
Suicide sounds great right now
Sesshomaru75 Platinum Sparx Gems: 6388
#42527 Posted: 07:33:08 18/07/2018
I really needed that, thank you both so much~! <3 ;;


I feel so happy right now.
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A sword wields no strength unless the hand that holds it has courage.
Mrmorrises Platinum Sparx Gems: 5567
#42528 Posted: 15:03:05 18/07/2018
Lol, don't want a quarter life crisis.
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"Well, the gate swung open and a fig newton entered."
parisruelz12 Diamond Sparx Gems: 7512
#42529 Posted: 18:24:22 18/07/2018
im so ****ing sick of everything right now
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looks like ive got some things to do...
Bolt Hunter Gems: 5889
#42530 Posted: 07:16:22 19/07/2018
I've been on holidays for a month now and how have I spent it all? Crying in my room everyday worrying about my future. I'm not even exaggerating ... I just want it to stop. I want to be okay with who I am and where I'm going.
I'm so scared. Scared that nothing is going to get better and I'm just going to be left stuck alone for the rest of my life, crying in my room ...
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you don't know me. i break things
I draw stuff.
somePerson Platinum Sparx Gems: 5556
#42531 Posted: 22:17:36 19/07/2018
i love how my mom calls me selfish because i dont greet them when they come home
somePerson Platinum Sparx Gems: 5556
#42532 Posted: 06:01:40 20/07/2018
There's a reason why you have more internet friends
emeraldzoroark Emerald Sparx Gems: 3132
#42533 Posted: 23:20:11 20/07/2018
I literally can’t think of a single positive trait I have.
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This avatar will be a reminder of my ultimate goal.
Even if I can’t bring it to Gen 8.
84skylanderdude Platinum Sparx Gems: 5385
#42534 Posted: 01:23:10 21/07/2018
Come on Jesse. Don’t do this. Don’t go starting to like someone. You know that will only end up badly.


Oooof
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“No one knows what the outcome will be. So, as much as you can, choose whatever you'll regret the least.” - Levi Ackerman
parisruelz12 Diamond Sparx Gems: 7512
#42535 Posted: 17:00:20 21/07/2018
i just need to not tempt myself. i really shouldn't be looking at your messages,
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looks like ive got some things to do...
Project_Unnamed Platinum Sparx Gems: 7344
#42536 Posted: 12:09:09 22/07/2018
I hope you're alright.
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I might give you more opinions... for a small fee of course.
DeathOfADream Yellow Sparx Gems: 1259
#42537 Posted: 17:58:33 22/07/2018
I wish I could do something about how goddamn lonely I am.
But bonding with others has sadly proven impossible, rekindling old friendships has been a disaster, and ultimately I’ve ended up caring about others way more than they care about me.
I kinda give up.
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”So, I will walk through the fire,
Cause where else can I turn?”
Carmelita Fox Prismatic Sparx Gems: 10219
#42538 Posted: 04:00:59 23/07/2018
nothing i ever do is enough
Bolt Hunter Gems: 5889
#42539 Posted: 22:26:58 23/07/2018
im tired. of everything.
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you don't know me. i break things
I draw stuff.
StormDragon21 Emerald Sparx Gems: 4068
#42540 Posted: 02:59:20 24/07/2018
I promised myself to not play surreal horror games before bed...

Anyway, I won't be sleeping tonight.
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"sTORM, my parents just told me something that RUINED MY LIFE. DID YOU KNOW that Smarties have different flavors?!" ~ShadowMewX
Sesshomaru75 Platinum Sparx Gems: 6388
#42541 Posted: 21:16:39 24/07/2018


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A sword wields no strength unless the hand that holds it has courage.
parisruelz12 Diamond Sparx Gems: 7512
#42542 Posted: 04:25:58 25/07/2018
i really need more self control, thats all
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looks like ive got some things to do...
Bolt Hunter Gems: 5889
#42543 Posted: 07:59:38 25/07/2018
i wish i could stop thinking about you ... but i really can't wait to see you again next week ;;
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you don't know me. i break things
I draw stuff.
crystalhero37 Emerald Sparx Gems: 4960
#42544 Posted: 17:44:52 25/07/2018
stupid stuff again

im so sorry im **** at doing this. im trying so hard to do this right but im so stupid and speechless. you mean a lot to me and i dunno what id be like if i didn't have you guys as my friends.

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we're actually going through similar things, which makes me feel ok about this. its just that i can't actually say anything about it so uh, lol.

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im so close to feeling super bad but somehow right now i'm not feeling that horrible. even though not so nice stuff just happened. welp i better just go to bed before i do start to feel terrible again since its almost 4 am now
Bolt Hunter Gems: 5889
#42545 Posted: 18:50:54 25/07/2018
stop. thinking. about. her.
it's just making you upset!
you'll see her next week!!!
be patient!!!!

>:cccc
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you don't know me. i break things
I draw stuff.
kardonis Platinum Sparx Gems: 5722
#42546 Posted: 15:54:50 26/07/2018
That's it. It's done. I messed up big time and now... it's over. One last chance, but I'm not holding my breath.
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I used to be THE Bowser, now I'm just an awkward girl
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