This is a Touhou Fan-Fiction, a story about a youkai and a baby she had found.
All the Notes and Theories on this Fan-Fic will be at the very bottom, and it will grow as the story grows as well.
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The screams, these screams had brought me safistation, screams of pain and suffering from the human beings. The screams weren't very far from here, and it grew bit more slient. Those human must've been killed, for their screams had stopped. The raining night went on, and on, no sounds but the raindrops hitting the ground, and the Cicadas were 'singing' throughout the slient night.
After a few minutes, or felt like hours, whichever it is, another scream came up. But this one was too young... I went to find where this cry was coming from. Then I found a basket, which where the crying was coming from. It was covered tightly inside a blanket, when I pulled it off, I've found a human baby.
Although I loath those humans, I felt like that I should care for this baby. The baby was only about few weeks, or months, I can't tell because I've never saw a human baby in my life. Those screams earlier must've been the baby's parents, so now it doesn't have any parents.
I was going to kill the baby, but then, I felt something... something warm... I cannot tell what it is, for it is the first time I've felt such a thing. This feeling... is nice... and it was because of the baby. That's where I decided, I'll raise this baby until it is old enough to be able to live on it's own.
I've found something inside the basket, might have been her name. But there was a problem... I couldn't figure out what the thing says. So many complicated characters, what the hell were they all saying? I took a closer look at the baby, and soon realize that it was a girl. Males in Gensokyo aren't very popular, even inside the human village, I've always wondered why that was the case, but no answer had came to me.
Since this is a human, I will raise it like a human, as her parents would. I picked up the basket, and held it tightly to my chest. The only shelter I could give this baby at the moment was a cave I just happen to found. Here it was dry, but yet it was still cold. Both me and the basket were dripping wet, and the baby was crying louder. She must've been cold and woke up because of the rain. I took off my clothes, and hung them on a rock so they could dry. I can't stand being in wet clothes, and I'm sure she would agree.
I took the baby out of the basket, she I looked at her into her deep, dark blue eyes. She still hasn't grown any hair yet, so she must be very cold. I embraced the baby tightly, so it would warm up. That was when I felt this feeling again, the insides of my body felt warm... Could it be this thing called, 'love?'
The sun was lazily rising after those long hours. I took my clothes, still a bit wet, but I refuse to walk around naked. Then she cried again. I tried warming her up, but she was still crying. What should I do? Then her stomach had growled. She must've been really hungry, but what should I feed her? I don't have any milk on me, and I don't know what food humans baby would eat. I placed the baby back into her wet basket, hoping she would forgive me for that, and ran off.
I could steal some from the human village, but will I be able to do it without being seen at all? I reek of blood, so the humans would know I would be close by. This was hard for me... I do not know how to get the food for her, and babies at early age must eat quite a lot so they can be healthy, I figured. Parenting a human baby was harder than I thought, I don't understand how humans can do it so easily.
After for a long time of search, I've found something that a human would eat. But I do not know if a baby would eat it. It was soft, and smelt bad for me. The smell might have been me, since I only eat humans as long as I remembered. I need to take the food back to her, so she would stop crying.
But I've forgotten where the cave was. How foolish of me, I had never thought finding food would take this long, like it was a out-and-in chore. I'm beginning to panic, I do not know why, and my heart is pounding heavily. I've found the cave, but it was quiet. I searched around the cave, but the more I searched, the more my heart pounds. What if she was taken away by an animal, or a youkai? I couldn't bare that thought and kept searching.
I've found the baby after a long search, and she was fast asleep. My heart calmed down, and I can breathe easier now. I woke up the baby, and it began to cry once more, and I tried to feed the baby. She ate it happily, that long search had not been a waste.
Raising a baby was hard, but it was probably because I am a youkai. If I was human, I wouldn't have trouble on feeding, and warming the baby. How long would it take a human to grow into an age where they could take care of themselves?
A few times or so, I see two parents raising a baby of their own. They don't seem to be bothered by it at all, but yet, I was having trouble on the first day. This is pissing me off! If those worthless humans can raise a baby, then I will do a better job with two babies!
It has been at least two, or three weeks since I've found the baby. She's growing up faster than I would've thought, and she was now able to walk a bit. This warming feeling... I love the feeling that I am getting from raising her, do all parents get this feeling? I grabbed the baby, and went back to the cave since it was getting dark outside. I've found myself a good source of food, so I don't have to worry about hunting for some.
It was getting awfully cold out, perhaps Winter is coming. I don't mind as long as I stay within the cave, but she might not be able to stand the cold. Food was one thing, but clothes? I had enough trouble of finding a good source of food, and I do not think such luck will side with me for the clothes. She will have to be left alone for now, so I wrapped her inside a blanket tightly and placed her back inside the basket. I watched as she slowly falls asleep, then I went outside of the cave.
It was very dark out, I couldn't see a thing. This is too much to be considered 'normal,' so is she nearby?
"Rumia, if you're there, come out!' I called out into the darkness. "It's been awhile since we've last met."
"Of course it has," She replied, holding out her arms as if the pose she was in appears to say 'The saint was crucified.' "Why do I smell human on you?"
I didn't know what to say to her, she was a kind of youkai that'll attack any humans she sees. I don't know if she'll attack a baby, but I guess it won't hurt to tell her.
"I've found a baby human about a few weeks ago, it was all alone, so I decided that I should raise the baby myself."
"So- nanoka~?" She giggled lightly. "Why you, of all youkais, raising a human? You know very well that it's better off dead."
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Notes:
- Youkai
- This Fan-Fic has no characters from the offical series, as of yet. This Fan-Fiction is about a fan-made character I've came up with, so don't expect to see characters like Marisa, Reimu, Sakuya, or whatever often.
- This Fan-Fic is written as if the Youkai in the story is telling it to someone else, if you were wondering about how I typed it. I am aware that it's fast pace, because it is my first time typing like this.