How are you doing compared to last year at this time? Honestly for me despite scary world events my mental health and job situation have improved somewhat. So better in some crucial and immediate ways but still a bit spooky in more distant ways. Hoping the best for ppl
I've got more work this year and a new online community to have fun in - but in contrast, last year I had a lot of opportunities IRL that I thought would become real friendships and partnerships, and this year I feel more alone offline than ever
--- SO I'LL GIVE YOU WHAT YOU WANT
(What I need is never what I want)
One of my childhood friends I met online randomly cut contact. Eight years of friendship and worry and all that down the drain. My depression also got worse again since I still cannot speak my mind when something upsets me, and all the emotions get to be too much. So it is pretty...bad so far. Last year was better. But the only way to go is up, yeah? :D
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Heading out, my liege? A commission, I presume? Then I shall accompany you. Just...ah, allow me to indulge in one more chapter...