darkSpyro

for some reason i felt specifically okay to post up raps that i wrote these are mostly stuff from the last 4 years so uh............................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................yeah

i did not really name this 1 i just called it 40

wrote it when i got sick a few years back since not much else to do you know


so let me get to the point i can t ignore it i m designed like this it s not by choice but since you only hear whispers i ll speak to you with a louder voice

cause my pen hits the paper like a knife through a draper and let me tell you can t save it for later cuts deeper when you know that you hate her

but yeah that s me the ***** without an attitude do you understand what it s like to have like 40 ****ing dudes shooting up your DMs like that last rp DM did asking you for nudes

i think not it s crude but it s true but you win and i ll lose but i use this as an outlet as my excuse to let loose but you take it from me because HEY you re my god and you get to choose

apparently i would like to talk transparently but you d rather just laugh at me while i slam my damned face to the balcony you react like it s alchemy i shut my mouth as you balk at me

and i m sorry you re all so spoiled you can t understand what it s like be toiled be toyed with messed with ****ed up specially when your loyal

but boy oh boy oh do you know how to rip through my foil make me feel like **** for the joy of seeing me recoil


the pills ain t really working this prescription is apparently broken don t worry i m not choking my throat is just closing

and the closest thing i have in common is with joseph i feel like a slave to the later chosen to be the butt end of your jokes and

i am sorry for holding out a hope to be loved and hell at least acknowledged for the fact i exist but i guess that s out of the question

and i question what it means to be spoken OF in a light that s not broken UH does someone have something to write this **** down cause i feel like i m just holding up

the line ahead of me drawn with a hand that ain t steady let me know when you want me to start just know i still don t feel ready

do you know what it s like to feel like your incapable of love right when it s right in front of your ****ing face wrapped tight between your mouth and your eyes

at least pretend for the girl who acknowledged you as the guys who were worth a chance to realize your just as bad on the inside as i look ****ed up when i cry

and one last thing before this conversation dies as i run out of time to illustrate the last lines colorfully i speak to you with a vibe attention spans attention you re the reason i tried

and if that s not enough to keep the score tied guess you need another line drive cause ***** i dived and caught that out right if you re scared of my darkness then keep on a light

cause i assure you my spite can stretch through tomorrow and meet you on your next flight so goodnight i ll see you the next night


do you know what it s like to be the next best thing to a virgin because your scared of the hurtin that comes with all the emotion because stupid boys addicted to you just follow your motion

the things you know they never heard of well that s what being a friend does ya see black crows killed my white doves L O S E that s how i spell love

and i don t mean to sound self centered or like i like i can t acknowledge you re better cause guess what since your the sunny one i ll be your bad weather

i m a rain out a day out from work just 1 can t possibly scream out to the world i m a sell out for selling my self out

cause i m afraid to call you out for fear you ll take me out and until i figure myself out so they say i can t ever get out

a chained cage with glass doors and a whole brigade of sharp words to numb the pain somewhere between the last time you looked at me and saw me as a ****ing human being

so i ll fill another syringe i ll know the needles not sharp enough until i can t hear the sirens and that s about all i can find in the reason that i m still here is just for 1 more try and

if that don t do t i ll do it again because i can t keep crying my tears are cold and my eyes are drying my knees are tired and my fingers are wired


to just reply again and again like a game of chicken cut my wrist just to see if i bled or if i m already dead because my hands i don t know they look pretty red

and if the truths what you dread cover your ears don t listen because spoiler alert i ll tell you this paragraph ends with a knife to my throat a bullet to my head

my valentine is still dead and i guess i get what they said you re not something your nothing and that s stuck in my head

i m only good as an object of your perverted affection and if that s the case and i fear that it is i m better off with the lead because i would rather be dead

and if you can t understand what it means to be led to a place where instead of your innocent bed is lined with romantic tragedies that look like they re penned by shakespeare and some random hoe with pen

then you cannot comprehend what it s like in my head so go **** yourself til your fed UP or up to your neck in bloodshed from the girl you torment in her dreams you have been

the nightmare under her skin that she can t get out her head and if you had the patience you read this whole **** show that i sent to remind you you broke me the same way that i bent


and as you turn the next bend please try to understand that you don t get to regret because the smoke that s leading you round the corner to the corner of your eye i realize looks tempting but you just have to try to ignore it ignore it ignore her because the

person you believe to exist is fake she can t speak anymore her tongue has been tied and her heart has been torn i leave you with this tomorrow when you wake up you won t have to worry because your problem will be solved she will be no more so just close

the door and try to forget because i sleep with the crypt forever and forever and ever and evermore if you have a question take it up with the next four

i reformatted the first one ebcause i decided to not only use this topic to post cool beats but to teach people how to bend words and make them rhyme i will post it later on tonight when i actually have the time to be here lol

okay so lied it took me several days i was busy okay i formatted it with caps so that the rhymes are easy to make out and it looks easier on the eyes sooooooooo i started off actually writing poems and i heard or it was a suggestion by someone since i liked rap music already as it was to use that for inspiration for poetry and while i know this is an i hate rap/edm forum that only listens to metallica disturbed scream o heavy metal and finiish thrash music rap can actually teach you a lot about how to play with words and tell a story whether you translate that into poetry like i used to before i decided to say heeeeeeeeeeeeey let s rap or into any other form of lyrical conversation

forty


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so let me get to the POINT
i can t igNORE IT
i m designed like this it s not by CHOICE
but since you only hear whispers
i ll speak to you with a louder VOICE

cause my pen hits the PAPER
like a knife through a DRAPER
and let me tell you can t save it for LATER
cuts deeper when you know that you HATE HER

but yeah that s me the ***** without an attitude
do you understand what it s like to have like forty ****IN DUDES
shooting up your DMs
like that last rp DM
asking you for NUDES

it s CRUDE
but it s TRUE
but you win and i ll LOSE
but i use this as an outlet, as my EXCUSE
to let LOOSE
but you take it from me because HEY you re my god and you get to CHOOSE

PPARENTLY
i would like to talk TRANSPARENTLY
but you d rather just LAUGH AT ME
while i slam my damned face to the BALCONY
you react like it s ALCHEMY
i shut my mouth as you BALK AT ME

and i m sorry you re all so SPOILED
you can t understand what it s like be TOILED
be TOYED WITH
messed with, ****ed up, specially when your LOYAL

but BOY OH BOY OH
do you know how to rip through my FOIL
make me feel like **** for the JOY OF
seeing me RECOIL

the pills ain t really WORKIN
this prescription is apparently BROKEN
don t worry i m not CHOKIN
my throat is just CLOSIN

and the CLOSEST
thing i have in common is with JOSEPH
i feel like a slave to the later CHOSEN
to be the butt end of your JOKES AND

i am sorry for HOLDIN
out a hope to be LOVED AND
hell at least ackownledged for the fact i exist but i guess that s out of the QUESTION

and i QUESTION
what it means to be SPOKEN OF
of in a light that s not BROKEN UH
does someone have something to write this **** down cause i feel like i m just HOLDING UP

the line ahead OF ME
drawn with a hand that ain t STEADY
let me know when you want me to start just know i still don t feel READY

do you know what it s LIKE
to feel LIKE
your incapable of love RIGHT
when it s RIGHT
in front of your ****ing face wrapped TIGHT
between your mouth and your EYES

at least pretend for the girl who acknowledged you as the GUYS
who were worth a chance to REALIZE
you're just as bad on the INSIDE
as i look ****ed up when i CRY

and one last thing before this conversation DIES
as i run out of TIME
to illustrate the last LINES
colorfully i speak to you with a VIBE
attention spans attention you re the reason i TRIED

and if that s not enough to keep the score TIED
guess you need another LINE DRIVE
cause ***** I DIVED
and caught that out RIGHT
if you re scared of my darkness then keep on a LIGHT

cause i assure you my SPITE
can stretch through tomorrow and meet you on your next FLIGHT
so GOODNIGHT
i ll see you the next NIGHT

do you know what it s LIKE

to be the next best thing to a VIRGIN
because your scared of the HURTIN
that comes with all the EMOTION
because stupid boys addicted to you just follow your MOTION

the things you know they never HEARD OF
well that s what being a FRIEND DOES
YA SEE
black crows killed my WHITE DOVES
L O S E
that s how i spell LOVE

and i don t mean to sound self CENTERED
or like i like i can t acknowledge you re BETTER
cause guess what since your the sunny one i ll be your bad WEATHER

i m a RAIN OUT
a DAY OUT
from work just 1 can t possibly SCREAM OUT
to the world i m a SELL OUT
for selling my SELF OUT

cause i m afraid to call you OUT
for fear you ll take me OUT
and until i figure myself OUT
so they say i can t ever get OUT

a chained cage with glass DOORS
and a whole brigade of sharp WORDS
numb the pain somewhere BETWEEN
the last time you looked at ME
and saw ME
as a ****ing human BEING

so i'll fill another SYRINGE
i'll know the needles not sharp enough until i can t here the SIRENS
and that s about all i can FIND IN
the reason that i m ALIVE AND
it's just for 1 more TRY AND

if that don t do it i ll do it AGAIN
because i can t keep CRYING
my tears are cold and my eyes a DRYING
my knees are TIRED
and my fingers are WIRED

to just reply AGAIN
and AGAIN
like a game of CHICKEN
cut my wrist just to see if i BLED
or if i m already DEAD
because my hands, i dont know, they look pretty RED

and if the truths what you DREAD
cover your ears don t LISTEN
because spolier alert i'll tell you this paragraph ENDS
with a knife to my throat a bullet to my HEAD

my valetine is still DEAD
and i guess i get what they SAID
your not something your nothing and that s stuck in my HEAD

i m only good as an object of your perverted AFFECTION
and if that s the case and i fear and that it is i m better off with the LEAD
because i would rather be DEAD

and if you can t UNDERSTAND
what it means to be LED
to a place where INSTEAD
of your innocent BED
is lined with romantic tragedies that look like they re PENNED
by shakespear and some random hoe with PEN

then you cannot COMPREHEND
what it s like in my HEAD
so go **** yourself til your FEDD
UP or UP to your NECK
in all the BLOODSHED
from the girl you TORMENT
in her dreams you have BEEN

the nightmare under her SKIN
that she can t get out her HEAD
and if you had the PATIENCE
you read this whole **** show that i SENT
to remind you you broke me the same way that i BENT

and as you turn the next BEND
please try to UNDERSTAND
that you don t get to REGRET
because the smoke that s leading you round the CORNER
to the CORNER
of your EYE
I
REALIZE
looks tempting but you just have to TRY
to ignore it ignore it IGNORE
her because the person you believe to exist is fake she can t speak ANYMORE
her tongue has been tied and her heart has been TORN
i leave you with this in because TOMORROW
when you wake up you won t have to worry about the SORROW
because your problem will be solved she will be no MORE SO
just close the DOOR
and try to FORGET
because i sleep with the CRYPT
forever and forever and ever and EVERMORE
and if you have a question take it up with the NEXT FOUR