darkSpyro

Me: *sends a PM to someone on this website*

Me....

Me:....am I being annoying? Will they hate me forever?


((I also say "I'm sorry every second of every day". Brb I found my new signature))

I think several people find me annoying, but they don't mention it often.

There are few people I find annoying, however. Some people be "annoying" to make people angry, but there are others who do it without realising, and it can be hard to tell sometimes. So unless they are very obviously intending to get on peoples' nerves, I try not to judge. You've also got to think what could be going on with their lives too, they might have personal problems which affect their actions.

I also think "annoying" is too harsh of a word to describe someone, sometimes. I know people who think hate is a strong word, but I think annoying is even harsher in most situations.

I feel like three years ago everyone saw me as an annoying little kid trying to be cool (which I was, aside from the kid part).

I'm always self-conscious around other people. I always wonder if they think I'm a burden and if they act different around me. I'm forcing myself to go to a ton of meetups at this anime/games convention I'm visiting next month so I can be more social about that stuff. Knowing I'm an antisocial nerd forcing myself to talk to people around other antisocial nerds forcing themselves to talk to people is pretty reassuring.