darkSpyro

You guys are leaving me to realize that. I don't know what else to say. There was always a guy who would do something, after all. Not everyone would like the things that they do, but some of those things are genius. Genius, however, is never understood at its own time. Genius, like many other things, is...

Look, the point is, it's just hard for me right now. I get up from my bed, use the bathroom, take my dog outside, come back inside, get some breakfast, go to school.....................................................

You know what, it's my fault. I should have never came. Aura24 left because of me. I'm the fkkking villain. I'm the fkkking Ripto.

Yeah, guys, you can bash me all you want, but I know that you guys, ALL OF YOU, would want some of the same things I want: a decent, creative life.

Many times, I don't know who I am. I constantly go on this damn phone to talk with people online, since it gives my mind some freedom from the agony of the real world, but I guess that I'm not exactly free here, either. I wish that some things didn't exist. I have no idea what it would have been like for me if Spyro never existed. I probably would have done more of realistic productive things -- no, that would be too much out of my type. I would have been roaming the streets instead. I would have been neglected more than I am now. I feel like I'm lost, and I can't do anything about it.

Someone is going to tell me that I'm crazy, but I don't care anymore. I'm a cyber jerk, and I've been proud of myself for being one for a while, but still...

God, I need friends.

Qaeda... Okay, weird for an autocorrect.

Take some time off from the site. You need to cool down for a bit and come back when you're in a better state and not getting like this over Shadow Legacy of all games.

Also there's no shortage of classic fans.

Plenty of people like the Classic games, but most of us have run out of things to talk about. I still love them, but I've been here for over 3 years, so I've pretty much exhausted everything I could talk about, so I don't discuss it regularly anymore.

Most Classic fans have moved on, disliking LoS and loathing Skylanders and coming to a conclusion that another game isn't happening. They hope for the best but expect the worst (or rather, nothing).

If you wanted real discussions about LoS and the Classic games you should've been here 3 or so years ago.

Despite my talk in forums, I'm a huge classic Spyro fan. :)

But, yeah. A break from this place is a good idea because it's kind of showing that this is a toxic atmosphere for you. I'd also recommend seeking professional help. Depression is nasty and it's not something that just goes away if it's chronic. Talk to your doctor or school counselor as soon as you can and do some research on depression (the National Institutes of Mental Health is a good starting place for the basics and provides a list of things you can do to get help; it's where I started on my own treatment).

Also what's this nonsense about you being the reason Aura left? She didn't leave over any quarrels with users.

I'm extremely doubtful people legitimately hate you here. They just get a bit peeved at the constant talk of SL. You can find friends here just fine so long as you tone that down a little.

Aura left because she couldn't take drama queens, trolls and the like,but you definately make me more upset than you could ever make her upset. Trolls at the Skylanders boards are more harmful than that.

But this isn't called 'oh woe is me classic fans aren't understood' this is GET PROFESSIONAL HELP BECAUSE THIS IS FREAKING SERIOUS. You can't hope to get help on the internet if you act like that. That's something a theraphist needs to hear because it's going to be seriously harmful to your life if it ends on ranting on a forum.

But if you really isn't going to listen,and will skip homework to talk about your depression to strangers who couldn't care less?
Get out of the internet. Turn off your PC, don't look back for at least a day.
Think of the amount of things that happen but you're not killing yourself over. People die, taxes are expensive, soda and potato chips are delicious but far from healthy. Are those things any different from your stance on the Spyro franchise? Not at all. It's not hurting you directly, you're the one making it hurt you, and that's not going to change unless you let it go and start thinking of things you can do for yourself and not for a fictional character to make your day better.Dunno,hobbies,watching things you know you're not going to invest emotionally, playing games you wouldn't invest emotinally(but mentally is good, puzzles are always good) in even if you tried, writing stuff about yourself... I'm not a psychologist, though, I'm just saying what the psychologist told me when I was getting worked up over stuff that are far from being in my control.

But for your own sake don't yell about it on the internet. There are attention.... Eh let's say attention seekers for the lack of the appropriate term and most people aren't going to wait to see if that's the case or not to attack and be real rude about it.

Classic Spyro fans aren't endangered. They're posting all the time on DeviantArt. And I don't believe Aura left because of you at all, she certainly never mentioned you.

Like others have stated, you need to take a break from the site, possibly from the internet in general. Trust me, you'll feel better. If you're still left thinking about Spyro, then why not start drawing concept art for your game? I've been working on a fan game for two years now, and currently I'm working alone on everything since the original game wasn't really popular and fans are scarce.