darkSpyro

god i swear im cursed

betterhelp exceeded my expectations maybe i can be sane soon

god can i **** off for just a second? why am i such an insufferable *****

*starts crying when i see a character with the same mental illness as me*

it's so funny. when i joined the site i remember saying something about not knowing what was going on. 4 years later and thankfully now i do. so hopefully i can manage it better. in some ways im in a better place than i was but in other ways im not. that's just life

ughhh double recovery time

my cockatiel escaped the house today and im going to lose my absolute mind soon. ive looked for him all day. i have the entire neighborhood looking for him. my neighbor said she saw him in her yard but im starting to doubt if it was him. i haven't heard him and i haven't seen him and he's not in his cage that i put outside. bro im gonna lose it i swear

i have walked waist high into a creek for him. i almost stepped on a rattlesnake for him. i have scratches everywhere from thorns and sticker bushes. Bro. I want my bird back

i havent even started class and i already have a 10 slide presentation due wth

time for the super fun annual tradition where I get depressed and feel like **** during the days leading up to and after my birthday

“hi im vespi im making a game”
*three seconds later* “i don’t wanna do this”

it has been a week and my sweet cockatiel still hasn't returned. i know he is in the area because i have multiple people telling me they've heard/seen him. but i haven't and he won't come back to his cage. i am so so sad

depression do be hitting like a mf though

recovering from surgery aint fun but at least I'll one have to do it for this particular thing once

at this rate both my phone and my computer are dyring AHHHHH

still no willow. i cant accept that he is gone. i am going to absolutely lose my marbles soon. this is it like i can already feel all of my grief transforming into anger. oh yes and my therapist told me today that i prolly have ocd. bro i feel absolutely nuts like im boutta reach the climax of my crisis

I feel sick.

tfw when someone tries to friend you on discord and you KNOW its bc they want to start drama. nobody from ds. different community

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i'm really proud of the progress ive made with some of my coping skills. its been a ****ty past couple of days, but im handling it better than i would have even a month ago

got the rona again. way worse than the first time so i cant look for my bird. i thought he was dead and i just had a whole meltdown. i couldnt stand to look at the corner of the room where his cage was. so i forced the hoarder in me to clean it. so sad
but yesterday morning someone said they heard him so im keeping hope. but this rona sucks and i lost almost 10 lbs already

Ok now some kid messaged me and they are swearing they have seen my bird by the town pool and he apparently landed on their bike. i hope this is true i can't take this no more. my baby boy needs to come home he is so missed. im not religious but i've been praying and praying every day that he will come home

My most controversial opinion:
Hail to the thief > OK computer > The Bends > Amnesiac > Kid A > In Rainbows > King of Limbs > A Moon Shaped Pool

i think its over and i dont think im going to get my bird back. i havent heard anything since. his birthday is on thursday. idk how to cope with it like i just keep telling myself not to think ab it. its too much bro idk what im gonna do

I'm 38, my birthday yesterday, felt nothing, just my age change and feel myself. It not that I act like a baby, I'm felt like a kid, into some things kids like, need help on things and still live with a mother.

Still in this site, cos I'm a Spyro fan and this is a Spyro (& Skylanders) fansite (even I dislike Skylanders). I dislike few users here, (won't name them) I almost left this site but I like this site. Felt unsure which topics I post in and few topics here annoyed me. Not sure posting here in case of negative comments.

Some users here, hate Spyro and so why hanging here, cos they want to and think they can do as they like.

Sometimes I wonder what would have happened if I actually accepted my mom's proposal to therapy. How different would I have come out?
(Maybe I would be less anxious over everything, ah...)

it was the best of times it was the worst of times

Quote: WAMBurt1984

I'm 38, my birthday yesterday, felt nothing, just my age change and feel myself. It not that I act like a baby, I'm felt like a kid, into some things kids like, need help on things and still live with a mother.

Still in this site, cos I'm a Spyro fan and this is a Spyro (& Skylanders) fansite (even I dislike Skylanders). I dislike few users here, (won't name them) I almost left this site but I like this site. Felt unsure which topics I post in and few topics here annoyed me. Not sure posting here in case of negative comments.

Some users here, hate Spyro and so why hanging here, cos they want to and think they can do as they like.

news flash, im a person and can do whatever i feel like. whether i like that dumb purple dragon or not (skylanders is better obvi) you’re not the one who dictates where ppl go on the net, dude

I'm not telling what to do and I don't care what people do. When they hate Spyro and say negative comment about him and trolling in fansite. There some non spyro fans here and cause no problem. It just some who are trolling. And that ***** need to *****. I not contolling who be in the net or not. I just telling my opition.

Quote: WAMBurt1984

I'm not telling what to do and I don't care what people do. When they hate Spyro and say negative comment about him and trolling in fansite. There some non spyro fans here and cause no problem. It just some who are trolling. And that ***** need to *****. I not contolling who be in the net or not. I just telling my opition.

spyro sux

WAMBurt, I don't hate spyro, and I don't fully remember what I did to make you hate me, but I don't mean to actually upset anybody when I troll, I'm just playing around. Can we be friends now? Or can you at least unblock me so we can talk?

Say someone who suck more.

Quote: WAMBurt1984

Say someone who suck more.

no one suck more than spyro

Quote: WAMBurt1984

Say someone who suck more.

more than spyro? i think spyro is better than jak and daxter, personally. i could never get into that one myself.

FADE IN:

EXT. SPACE

A small planet glows in the light of its sun. Suddenly, we
hear a loud rumble, and see a thick, electronic mist behind
the planet... Then, the electronic mist begins to engulf the
planet, and we hear the horrible sounds of destruction.
Almost like somebody, or something, is eating it.

PUSH DOWN TO:

EXT. THE NEAR SIDE OF THE PLANET'S SURFACE

Strange robotic creatures scramble around the planet in a
wild panic. It looks like Pompeii must have looked as
Vesuvius erupted.

ANGLE ON ONE OF THE CREATURES - TRACKING

The creature is KRANIX. We will meet him later on in a very
different context, but for now, he is running from the ever-
growing mist that threatens to engulf him.

ANOTHER ANGLE - THE PANIC

As Kranix runs, another creature, ARBLUS, calls to him.

ARBLUS
Transform and flee, Kranix! You must
warn all you meet of the horror of
Unicron! Suddenly, the pitiful creature
is surrounded by the strange energy cloud
and it looks like his body has
simultaneously caught fire and been
doused with acid.

KRANIX
Arblus! No!

ANGLE ON KRANIX

The mist threatens to engulf him too. He transforms into a
small rocket ship and...

TRACK WITH KRANIX AS...

He takes off. As we rise higher and higher in the atmosphere,
we see the horror wrought by the hideous and still mysterious
Unicron. The planet cracks like an egg and rivers of lava
leak out. The energy cloud surrounds it and... Dissolves
everything... ... And when the smoke clears, we get our
first look at Unicron. It is horrifying. A massive, metal orb
with a gaping maw and a field of electricity.

(CONTINUED)

2.
CONTINUED:

PAN FORWARD to SHOW that this hideous planet is on a direct
collision course with...

MOONS ORBITING CYBERTRON IN DEEP SPACE

There are TWO MECHANISTIC MOONS orbiting the huge planet
Cybertron. But we are most concerned with a small, greenish
metal one.

NARRATOR
It is the year 2005. The treacherous
Decepticons have conquered the Autobots'
home planet of Cybertron. But from
secret staging grounds on two of
Cybertron's moons the valiant Autobots
prepare to retake their homeland.

CLOSER ON GREEN MOON

At first, we see nothing unusual or suspicious. Then,
pulling closer, we see that the top of the moon is covered
with moon camouflage "netting" and underneath it is a huge
cache of futuristic weapons. This is the Autobot staging
ground for an assault on Cybertron. DOLLY THROUGH THE COMPLEX
until we arrive at a Command Center where several Autobots
peer into monitors, running constant surveillance on
Cybertron.

ANGLE ON IRONHIDE

He peers into a monitor. As he speaks, we see the monitor
PAN to an area where a huge Decepticon Symbol is emblazoned
on Cybertron.

IRONHIDE
Every time I look into this thing, my
circuits sizzle. I'm tired of this
waiting game, Prime. When are we gonna
start bustin' Deceptichops?

ANGLE ON OPTIMUS PRIME

He stands over a holographic map which shows various invasion
plans for Cybertron.

OPTIMUS PRIME
We still don't have enough Energon cubes
to power a full scale assault, Ironhide.

IRONHIDE
Then let me make another run to Autobot
City on Earth. I'll bring you back more
cubes than you'll know what to do with.

3.


ANGLE ON PRIME

He solemnly hands down an order

PRIME
Alright, ready the shuttle for launch.

ANGLE ON IRONHIDE

He raises a fist in a warwhoop!

IRONHIDE
YAHOO!
(looking into monitor)
Your days are numbered now Decepticreeps.

A SMALL MOON "MOUNTAIN"

Ironhide transforms and Races toward a mountain, which stands
about a half mile from the secret Autobot facility.

OPTIMUS PRIME (V.O.)
Jazz, report security status.

COMMAND CENTER - ANGLE ON THE CONSOLES

JAZZ
No sign of Decepticons in this sector,
Prime.

PRIME
What about Moon Base 2?

JAZZ
Jazz to Moon Base 2.

PAN UP and through the sky to -

ANOTHER MOON
This is the second moon. It is much
closer to Cybertron than the first one.
This is where Bumblebee and Spike are
stationed.

JAZZ (V.O.)
Jazz to Moon Base 2.

ANGLE ON BUMBLEBEE AND SPIKE

They stand together a communication console. Spike is now
35 years old. Bumblebee looks as he has always looked, save
for a couple of funny bumper stickers on his tail: I (heart)
Cybertron. I (club) Decepticons.

(CONTINUED)

4.
CONTINUED:


BUMBLEBEE
Bumblebee and Spike here.

JAZZ (V.O.)
We're about to send up the bird. Any
Decepticon shenanigans in your sector?

BUMBLEBEE
All clear, Jazz.
(pause)

SPIKE
Hey, Ironhide, tell my son, Daniel, I
miss him, and tell him I'll be coming
home as soon as we've kicked Megatron's
tail across the galaxy.

CUT TO:

INT. THE SHUTTLE

Ironhide and Prowl sit at the controls, running a series of
pre-launch tests.

IRONHIDE
Will do, Spike.

ANGLE ON PRIME, CLIFFJUMPER, AND THE OTHERS

Standing at the Command Center, watching:

PRIME
Commence countdown, Cliffjumper.

CLIFFJUMPER
Five...Four...Three...Two...

THE LUNAR "MOUNTAIN"

Suddenly, smoke starts pouring out of the mountain.

CLIFFJUMPER
One....

Then, the "mountain" which must be made of paper mache or
something blows away revealing -- The shuttle!

CLIFFJUMPER (V.O.) (CONT'D)
Liftoff.

Suddenly, the shuttle rips out of the ground in a ball of
fire.


(CONTINUED)

5.
CONTINUED:

As it takes off, we realize this isn't any dinky shuttle, but
a massive ship, capable of carrying all the energon needed
to fight a war and an army to boot. The screen is bathed in
smoke and fire which slowly clears.

ANGLE ON PRIME

6.

^i see what you did there. based

the only person you can trust is yourself. looking up to people, having heroes, and being “inspired” by them is just putting the undeserved on a pedestal. we live in a **** world full of **** people, watch your back first and foremost, but lift yourself up instead of idolizing false heroes. looking up to people you don’t know personally will only get you hurt in the end

i think back massager chairs should be a human right

This has been on my mind for quite some time. I've tried talking to, like, my mom about it, but it's easier saying stuff to a forum about a silly purple dragon, lol.

_____

Don't mind me.

People on the internet are very silly sometimes...

Like you, someone in 'V' and people who hate Spyro that troll in this site.

Quote: WAMBurt1984

Like you, someone in 'V' and people who hate Spyro that troll in this site.

Clank is always in a silly goofy mood

Quote: WAMBurt1984

Like you, someone in 'V' and people who hate Spyro that troll in this site.

I do not actually hate Spyro, it was a funny bit I was doing. He and I are cool and meet up to have barbeques often. He is a little abrasive, but full of good spirit.

*person who can see both my preferred name and deadname on a form*

"oh DEADNAME, i know someone else whos also called DEADNAME, so i keep getting confused"

im used to this sort of treatment by now but it sucks having to smile and nod and chuckle

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You may have the "right" to scream "FIRE!" in a crowded theater, but that won't protect you against whatever happens as a result of your choice.

I'm already 100% ready for the Christmas season to start.

oh, ew...

my personal thought of the day is that this animation is very inspiring.

Sometimes I think my social anxiety is going down. But then sometimes I run from a room because the person inside didn’t hear me the first time and I was too scared that I was intruding.

I know not alot here are into football or called it soccer, I find it weird that World Cup held in November and December near Christmas. I'm a England fan and they do fail in every World Cup and Euro Championships and do always think they going to win if many don't believe. They did made it to semi Final in World Cup 2018 and last year Euro 2020 final (It move to last year cos of Covid) and they screw it up, frusrated cos they got their far. And as for England Woman team who won Euro Women tournament 2022 this year but to me not excting cos I glow up and used with men football (soccer), with women it's like a different team and sport to me, but nothing them, my personal thoughts, it Sports by women I'm into are Gymnastics and Synronized Swimming, so nothing against women playing sport, it just people start comparing. This my personal thoughs not anyone here may be into soccer/football or any sports.

my cockatiel is gone forever and the guilt is eating me alive but i keep trying to tell myself i did everything i could. $800 reward posted everywhere, posters in town, i talked to countless people and had a bunch of people try to scam me also. i think that made it worse. the first time i got a "i found your bird" text i never felt so relieved in my life. but they just thought i was stupid. ive had his cage sitting in the yard since he got out and the hoarder in me cant go near it even though i know hes not coming back. keep finding feathers everywhere in the house and i cry. and all of the snapchat memories popping up. i am so sad guys like Idk what to do anymore i thought it was bad before but now im defeated

sometimes i think everyone hates me and then i take a drink of water and im like oh ok i was just thirsty