darkSpyro

been catching up on rent a girlfriend and got to chapter 218. kinda based chapter

on 230. crazy how it gets good after the status quo changes

will never understand why people won't be there for their animal when they euthanize them. so sad to watch

I will now watch videos about the Tenerife Airport disaster for twelve hours .

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I saw a photograph in a picture frame at a thrift shop yesterday. The photo was an old black and white portrait of a young man. I opened the frame and noticed that the photo had a message written on the back. It was a name followed by the phrase “I will always love you.”

I’ve mulled over this thought many times, but that photo really gave me a stark reminder that no matter how important something, someone or a situation is, over time, it will no longer matter. Everything that meant the world to you means nothing and nothing can be done about it. No matter how important you are, eventually you’ll be forgotten. It’s absolutely gut-wrenching. I know none of this is insightful, everyone knows that. Regardless, it’s a painful reminder.

damn that was depressing

Nothing like a bit of thrift shopping to trigger an existential crisis.

I had a similar feeling when I first saw this ancient amber bear amulet...



About 3,000 years ago there was someone just living their normal life, doing whatever they did back then, and one day they happened to make this little bear. Fast forward to today and all the people in their life, everything that was important to them, everything they worried about from day to day, all of that is long gone and long forgotten except for this little bear.

Makes me wonder what random trace of my existence will still exist 3,000 years from now, if there's anything at all.

I think it's really ****ed up to block someone over a refund on a commission that you didn't finish in over a year. Also, considering it was for my partner who needed surgery for cancer... I dunno, that's like mad toxic to me.

my 23,000 dollar game collection is boutta become a 2 dollar game collection or else im going homeless lmao

bad saturday turned into a bad weekend. hopefully tomorrow will be better

Nobody here… at least they better not be

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Would love if my brain worked properly.

We all do.

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okay i was gonna take the moral highground, get over this, and move on since it doesn't really matter anymore- but since this person wants to just attack my character with weak adhominems instead, i'm gonna stick to my guns. anything worth doing is worth doing out of spite. i may be wrong about this but i'll never admit it to you.

it’s a purple dragon forum, ben shapiro. get over yourself you self obsessed egomaniac

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okay i was gonna take the moral highground, get over this, and move on since it doesn't really matter anymore- but since this person wants to just attack my character with weak adhominems instead, i'm gonna stick to my guns. anything worth doing is worth doing out of spite. i may be wrong about this but i'll never admit it to you.

Isn't literally make a post about that literally admitting to it unless you mean another scenario? Like cap...

I don't see how Vespi is a hypocrite. Honestly at this point, you're just pulling the thesaurus out for words and not know the meaning them.

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Ad Hominem
(of an argument or reaction) directed against a person rather than the position they are maintaining.

in a way that relates to or is associated with a particular person.

People in the thread of the argument were not using ad hominems. In fact it was more or less you using such because of your 'argument' of "Ah still listening to the pedo ay?" even though other people that never was in such a friend circle, pointed out your BS behavior.

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Hypocrisy
the practice of claiming to have moral standards or beliefs to which one's own behavior does not conform; pretense.

Vespi has practiced her moral standards really. She never acted like you, baiting arguments, telling people to off themselves, saying "good riddance" to youtubers that did nothing wrong but have an audience from the game they played (Especially to a horrid disease), used your ad hominem bs on anyone in that thread (Ya literally using a situation where someone got objectified as a sex toy as a "Gotcha" card. That's ****ed up), or went "Ugh women just don't understand me. Look at these ****ing idiots".

Yeah she was vindictive in the past. But not to your extent. She honest to god had a reason to be vindictive unlike you. Because she was in that friend circle and we were literally blinded by manipulation to even listen to her. We actually did wrong her in some regards and I am still sorry to her. You on the other hand, I'm not sorry for. I don't think anyone is sorry for you. You keep proving the behavior over and over, to be exactly what we thought on your first account. Without the pedo having a say in anything in regards to you. We'd like to think you gotten better, but it's literally been years on your current account with the same behavior. When are you gonna realize that and rethink your course? Because Idk and not a therapist. I just see and read **** as it is. Just like everyone else speaking up about ya BS behavior.

Please honest reconsider how you view things, because flat out lying to people done with liars isn't a good idea period.

y’know, i finally get why i didn’t really see what you were like back when you had your old account. i think i’m just really bad at noticing when people are toxic. but honestly, these past few weeks, if not months, the forum has just become worse thanks to you, and its really been eye opening

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my brother in christ you are literally proving my point

"when my friend gets uppity on the spyro form it's ok but not this guy OOOOOOOOOOOOOOHHHHHHH what an evil man, disgusting evil man oooohhhhhh"

i just stated that said person has poor argumentative tactics and a hypocritical response and you just started making excuses for your bestie. awww, how cute.

i'm done talking to you now. i know you don't like me in the first place so there's no use arguing with someone as stubborn as you. good good. bye now.

I'm not your brother in Christ. You can't even read. When the WHOLE site doesn't even like you for the same reasons as people that already dislike you. You don't stop to think "Maybe it might be a me problem". By god

really been feeling this video lately.

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I'm literally incapable of handling being bored for even an hour without it making me feel like complete crap and it's a big ****ing problem.

July is never fun, the family curse really rubbed off on me huh

i wish procreate had vector line editing like clip studio!

Ever say something so awkward that someone deletes their entire account?

…because I have. Don’t text on sleep meds, kids.

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Edit: bonus thought!

my friend who is very similar to me went to a therapist and what she told me has clicked something huge in my brain. now therapy dont sound so bad after all sign me up

sometimes you just have to make yourself a calendar in mspaint comic sans font included

i found out i get free betterhelp sessions through work. my expectations are very very low but its something

Saturday Night Wrist is the worst Deftones album.

oof attachment issues are back babey

really gotta learn that no one gives a flying **** about anything i do or say. i could disappear and no one would care

Music update before I get slapped: Listened to Songs from the Big Chair by Tears for Fears. Best track is The Working Hour, but Mothers Talk and Shout are also top tier.

god i swear im cursed

betterhelp exceeded my expectations maybe i can be sane soon

god can i **** off for just a second? why am i such an insufferable *****

*starts crying when i see a character with the same mental illness as me*

it's so funny. when i joined the site i remember saying something about not knowing what was going on. 4 years later and thankfully now i do. so hopefully i can manage it better. in some ways im in a better place than i was but in other ways im not. that's just life

ughhh double recovery time

my cockatiel escaped the house today and im going to lose my absolute mind soon. ive looked for him all day. i have the entire neighborhood looking for him. my neighbor said she saw him in her yard but im starting to doubt if it was him. i haven't heard him and i haven't seen him and he's not in his cage that i put outside. bro im gonna lose it i swear

i have walked waist high into a creek for him. i almost stepped on a rattlesnake for him. i have scratches everywhere from thorns and sticker bushes. Bro. I want my bird back

i havent even started class and i already have a 10 slide presentation due wth

time for the super fun annual tradition where I get depressed and feel like **** during the days leading up to and after my birthday

“hi im vespi im making a game”
*three seconds later* “i don’t wanna do this”

it has been a week and my sweet cockatiel still hasn't returned. i know he is in the area because i have multiple people telling me they've heard/seen him. but i haven't and he won't come back to his cage. i am so so sad

depression do be hitting like a mf though

recovering from surgery aint fun but at least I'll one have to do it for this particular thing once