darkSpyro

it's snowing here in south-ish Texas and I am loving it.

it's incredibly stupid that inactivity can cause so much pain in your lower back. it's not like i can just. go out? and do things? there's a pandemic, and because my mother would be so much at risk, i refuse to go out unless i HAVE to. so i'm stuck in my room, because this house is small, and with no reason to get on my computer, i lay on my bed. it's not MY fault that my best writing/drawing position is on my stomach.

looking it up, lower back pain can last for 2-4 weeks. ****. i can hardly get out of bed i'm in so much pain. medicine isn't helping.

Quote: sans

it's incredibly stupid that inactivity can cause so much pain in your lower back. it's not like i can just. go out? and do things? there's a pandemic, and because my mother would be so much at risk, i refuse to go out unless i HAVE to. so i'm stuck in my room, because this house is small, and with no reason to get on my computer, i lay on my bed. it's not MY fault that my best writing/drawing position is on my stomach.

looking it up, lower back pain can last for 2-4 weeks. ****. i can hardly get out of bed i'm in so much pain. medicine isn't helping.

i know ur not "supposed" to reply to PTs but i thought this would be okay-

i'm sorry about your pain my dude, can i suggest a couple things? don't lie on your stomach so much cause that actually puts a lot of pressure on the spine :/ but I KNOW that position is SO comfortable, so maybe try prop a pillow under you, around the lower abdomen area, if you do lie on your front? also, stretching, like proper standing up and stretching your whole body, just for 5-10 mins a day will do absolute wonders. sorry if you knew this already i'm just tryna help

nah man thanks, i didn't know that it puts pressure on your spine. i thought it'd be the opposite; lying on your back puts pressure on your spine. but that makes sense. i've tried the pillow thing but i forget a lot and end up not using it, i should try to do it more often. i can't really focus on my art unless i'm on my stomach, i don't know why. but i should start stretching more too, since i don't really do that. thanks for the advice!!

I'm so thankful.

my cat is getting so old

oh geez oh gosh oh man

this is gonna be one hell of a mess--

I hate North Dakota get me out of here

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huh a whole year passed by after all that ****. At this point good riddance home wrecker.

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Is there a curse on roleplay groups or what? The GM have a personal issue and now have to leave for a while, but now the Discord server that was already slow is frozen in time with a few hints of life in the general and those(that are not me), that are not stuck in a roleplay because the GM was the next supposed to post.

the worst thing people can do is thinking everybody should have the same beliefs

oh wow my eyes are so ****ed up that i don't see a difference between and unless i really super focus on them. wow. sucks being a visually disabled artist.

North Dakota just passed a bill making Mask Mandates Illegal
I hate it here

tfw therapist tells me im trying too hard to get better. What am I supposed to do? Just exist? (its actually sound advice, but damn it goes against all im feeling)

I'm still here you little *****es so don't try anything funny

Tis a just in general with the net thought: Ya know, threats mean so little so people that have egos as delicate as roses. Especially when they go below the belt to say some really stupid **** on serious subjects. "There's more of us with these experiences than you. So your experiences does not count" is probably the most ****ing stupid argument I came across thus far. Well next to some bigot thinking "indie" game developers meant "indian". I get miffed and rustled because it's generally illegal amounts of petty and stupid to **** around with actual facts and serious subjects, but I never feel threatened. Because generally they shoot their foots off so they really can't get over here to actually attempt to kick my ass so.

A lot of people take their attachments to fictional characters way too seriously

sir this is a mcdonalds

that was a bust

i'm really overwhelmed and uncomfortable right now hhhhh

So a Pokémon open world set in the past of Sinnoh is now real....

Nothing more scary than the parasocial relationship video games can bring

i've been flip-flopping between feeling quite depressed and fine. been putting off some things and forgetting about others. haven't really been enjoying the things i normally like, so i'm gonna see if i can try some new stuff. it's been becoming more and more obvious i'm limited in ways most people are not, which has worried me endlessly. i want to be able to support myself.

i feel ok rn, but was feeling pretty gross this morning.

i think part of it is that i miss being able to safely go out. but i really have to be especially careful for the sake of my family. it's been almost a year of this. we can't get vaccinated soon enough.

huh. another day where i feel really good and really bad at different points. none of it to a dangerous extent. but... gonna keep an eye on that.

If that **** is confirmed. Holy **** you are not only a ****ed up homewrecker but also jealous slut. Far from the saint you gaslit on me.

i'm so. painfully depressed and lonely. it hurts. i don't know what to do about it.

I can't wait to leave this negative environment...

really feeling those abandonment issues rn. maybe i'll just isolate myself entirely once more. i think i did something wrong, but i'm not quite sure what. no one seems to want to tell me.

ok, i really shouldn't do that. i'll give it another day and then try to apologize. figure out if i caused a problem and then try to fix it.

When you have an idea of using possession in your story but fail to figure how to do it because the host at the moment it will happen is a few days old dragoness.

I wonder if people are gonna catch on to the fact that I don't do things when repeatedly pressured to. Approach me politely and you'll get what you want.

im done being chaotic good. im chaotic neutral now

hang on i feel depressed, might not reply much today

When you ask a question and no one answer

Quote: fyra

When you ask a question and no one answer

it's very early in the day, give it some time. not everyone is even awake, also it's a weekday, a lot of people are at school/college/work.

(irl)

**** YOU

I DO MY BEST TO BE PATIENT, BUT I'M NOT DOING THAT FOR THIS

Quote: sans

Quote: fyra

When you ask a question and no one answer

it's very early in the day, give it some time. not everyone is even awake, also it's a weekday, a lot of people are at school/college/work.

aye
also some questions you can't think of a answer because you don't get it and/or have no good response.

straight up not vibing

It’s for my fanfic, I wonder what to do with a possession plot where my purple dragoness Fyra is possessed by the spirit of my shadow one but the issue is that at the time it will happen it’s a baby. I could make it be dormant until she is old enough fixing the problem though.

^i would be interested in helping you come up with ideas

Thanks