darkSpyro

i love my friends and knowing they love me back. we treat each other amazingly and we are all happy.

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leaking again? tsk tsk

Can 2020 please have one good thing in it, something positive happening, stop being worthless.

I doubt what the doctor recommended is going to work, but what do I have to lose?

this is not as big of a deal as i am making it out to be

irrational fear is great

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2020...what is wrong with you? You are boring with so many bad news and no sign that the sun will shine again in this world. It’s so bleak that now I’m happy when a day is finally over and dread watching the news thinking it will be the time loop of despair again...and it always is! I try to have fun watching tv shows, animes, reading books, playing games or roleplaying but it feel sad to go anywhere online or open the TV and barely anything good happen or get posted. Feel like all joy left the world and I will need a neuralizer to forget this year ever existed when it will finally be over as I despise it.

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It's the hardest thing in the world to give up everything. Though it's usually the only way to get everything.

I can't stop thinking about this quote, especially with how fast everything around me is changing. This quote gives me confidence and validation that the choice I'm making is the right one if I'm ever going to get what I've wanted my entire life.

oh? for real?

how’s your social distancing going lads?

Reality is often disappointing

I appreciate books and video games even more to make me able to hide from reality in fiction.

why do i get so nervous in game stores???

do i think i'm being judged????

Whoopsie, just got put on hold till further notice by my job. Guess I'll cry myself to sleep playing Doom Eternal and Animal Crossing

Some say that hate

That it speaks in whispers

But I can hear

Their curdling screams

help i'm trapped in a house

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damn, this is super depressing

I'm outdated
Overrated
Morning seems so far away

well, today is legally my last day to attempt to visit people

i'll see how i feel tomorrow, whether or not i want to deal with you

Any reason in wanting to see my dad's family is completely gone now, hopefully I'll see her again in the afterlife despite not seeing her for almost a decade.

tried to apply for a job and the website was overloaded

this is not the best time to need money

^For a last resort, you can try to scrounge up some old items you don't care to keep around and sell em on eBay. Everyone's using it right now, been decluttering like mad recently.

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^For a last resort, you can try to scrounge up some old items you don't care to keep around and sell em on eBay. Everyone's using it right now, been decluttering like mad recently.

Is it even safe to order off of Ebay right now?

^Why wouldn't it be?

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^Why wouldn't it be?

Just the concern of Cornavirus and the possibility of what you buy carrying it due to the seller having/carrying it. Since some people may show no symptoms, they may not even know.


Although it may just be me over thinking...

Ahhh I see the worry. Thankfully, like pretty much every other virus, coronavirus can't survive on inanimate objects that lack a viable medium (namely droplets expelled from a cough, sneeze, etc.) and as such, the viral load shedded from an infected individual onto something you'd order online is pretty much zero no more than a few hours after the package starts moving.

The biggest threat is the postman/woman. Hopefully they carry hand sanitizer for the duration of their route, assuming they're infected. And remember to wash your hands too after holding the package, as you always should.

i'm so freaking anxious but maybe we're making progress? idk

I don't need family. All they are at this point are backstabbing individuals who always talk **** behind your back. Whether it's over your political views, or they hold grudges over **** that happened 10 years ago. I'm done with them, it's clear that I don't need them because I haven't talked to any of them in 3 years. I'm done.

come on dude we were so close, just a few more steps in the right direction please i'm begging. this could all be over if you budge a little.

The thoughts of losing a loved one(s) to this terrify me.

i keep telling myself that things will be normal next week. it's not true, but at least i'll have digital contact with my teachers again

-vague post here-

Foolish therapist! I’m immune to antidepressants! Mwahaha!

Heh.

Bad comedy might be one of the few things keeping me whole.

ugh i don't want to do this today. should think of something to reward myself with.

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it's sad, i used to think you were cool. now i know you're just toxic ensive:

I miss basketball ):

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inb4 2016

inb4 2020

Nice meme

well that was scary, but now all i can do is wait

imagine being so petty

time is an illusion. there's no way it's saturday

i hate those kinds of dreams. ;;