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Buchi Ripto Gems: 445 |
#43401 Posted: 02:04:13 28/01/2019
I feel like writing a story now. Probably won't.
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willspyro Ripto Gems: 5862 |
#43402 Posted: 03:56:03 28/01/2019
This really does feel like a forever cycle of the 7 stages of grief. Maybe with a bit less anger.
This ****ing hurts |
Edited 1 time - Last edited at 04:18:47 28/01/2019 by willspyro
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Bolt Hunter Gems: 6158 |
#43403 Posted: 04:35:20 28/01/2019
Quote: Thunderdragon14
Yep ... basically my thoughts on the whole issue as well. Thank you too, ossy. That's real good of you too. ;; |
Chompy-King257 Gold Sparx Gems: 2956 |
#43404 Posted: 22:49:11 28/01/2019
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i made the "bus" look like my "dad" |
kardonis Platinum Sparx Gems: 6366 |
#43405 Posted: 23:08:48 28/01/2019
The indecisiveness is over. We have a true answer, the one I knew all along.
But, what now?
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I used to be THE Bowser, now I'm just an awkward girl |
ThunderEgg Emerald Sparx Gems: 4127 |
#43406 Posted: 23:14:13 28/01/2019
i just found out yesterday that i was dropped as a baby
and i have this indent on my head where i was dropped. not mentally affected, mind you, but i always assumed i was born with the slight indentation... its not big, either; you'd really have to look to see it. its like a scar i guess. keep thinking about it bc i got a really short haricut and i can see it now. its weird finding out something about yourself that you didnt know for your entire life. like learning that you were adopted as an adult, or finding out something about your family that everyone thought was evident so they never talked about it.
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kardonis Platinum Sparx Gems: 6366 |
#43407 Posted: 09:10:24 29/01/2019
It's 4am and I'm awake, trying not to think of, stuff...
Am I actually uncomfortable with my current identity? or am I just wanting to be special again? At times like these it's impossible to tell.
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I used to be THE Bowser, now I'm just an awkward girl |
terrafin2299 Ripto Gems: 3418 |
#43408 Posted: 21:33:06 29/01/2019
i knew no one would actually care that i'm leaving ..... |
Buchi Ripto Gems: 445 |
#43409 Posted: 22:10:26 29/01/2019
Half the songs on this album are either about death or betrayal. Maybe Tuomas really did consider suicide... I don't know what exactly happened between him and Tarja besides that letter they publicly released so maybe there was something more to it after all. The songs on this album are really depressing though.
Besides Bye Bye Beautiful. I hate that song. |
somePerson Diamond Sparx Gems: 8864 |
#43410 Posted: 05:07:03 30/01/2019
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Vespi Gold Sparx Gems: 2866 |
#43411 Posted: 06:44:17 30/01/2019
not having anxiety for one night would be nice
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Buchi Ripto Gems: 445 |
#43412 Posted: 17:55:48 30/01/2019
Maybe I'll ask my parents for an actual computer. This ****ty laptop probably wouldn't get me far. I don't even have much faith in this idea to begin with, it seems like it's my only hope now though. Nothing ever goes well for me. Besides, I don't know what I could do aside from going along with their ****.
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TheToyNerd Gold Sparx Gems: 2137 |
#43413 Posted: 00:43:35 31/01/2019
I’m a ****ing loser
———- God, I really hate myself... I’m such a goddamn loser |
Edited 1 time - Last edited at 03:05:37 31/01/2019 by TheToyNerd
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HotDogAndZap Emerald Sparx Gems: 3531 |
#43414 Posted: 03:44:55 31/01/2019
is this worth how bad it makes me feel or am i just letting myself suffer for no reason?
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84skylanderdude Platinum Sparx Gems: 5540 |
#43415 Posted: 07:48:00 31/01/2019
There's no way for me to fix this hole in my heart
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“No one knows what the outcome will be. So, as much as you can, choose whatever you'll regret the least.” - Levi Ackerman |
TheFlyingSeal Diamond Sparx Gems: 8572 |
#43416 Posted: 15:10:56 31/01/2019
tfw a silly joke has a funny outcome but your mom keeps implying that it was a really bad idea and turning the funny outcome into a bad outcome - - - -
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parisruelz12 Diamond Sparx Gems: 7577 |
#43417 Posted: 17:35:13 31/01/2019
i know i complain about this a lot but why do people insist on talking in no talking zones m ;)
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looks like ive got some things to do... |
Thunderdragon14 Diamond Sparx Gems: 8149 |
#43418 Posted: 03:57:17 01/02/2019
alright I managed to fit into that dress without ripping it. Nice
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pankakesparx456 Diamond Sparx Gems: 7795 |
#43419 Posted: 04:43:28 01/02/2019
Well that was incredibly embarrassing. Probably shouldn't feel this garbage over something so minuscule and insignificant but god.
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Cool cool. |
parisruelz12 Diamond Sparx Gems: 7577 |
#43420 Posted: 22:24:03 01/02/2019
BOI
UR A ****ING HYPOCRITE HAHAHAHAHA
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looks like ive got some things to do... |
Thunderdragon14 Diamond Sparx Gems: 8149 |
#43421 Posted: 00:35:24 02/02/2019
i dont want to move out because then i will have to leave my chickens behind. i could probably smuggle my hens but scrambles doesnt shut up. jesus would have to be womanless and alone though cuz there's no way i could smuggle a rooster with me..
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Vespi Gold Sparx Gems: 2866 |
#43422 Posted: 00:45:36 02/02/2019
lmao stop acting like youre always the smartest person in the room, youre just a pretentious asshole
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willspyro Ripto Gems: 5862 |
#43423 Posted: 17:45:46 02/02/2019
I hope this works
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Vespi Gold Sparx Gems: 2866 |
#43424 Posted: 18:30:09 02/02/2019
wow that... didnt feel good at all im not the best player, i knew i wasnt gonna make it far in the tourney at all, did you really have to be that much of a jerk about it? i got bodied, i think i need a nap
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TheToyNerd Gold Sparx Gems: 2137 |
#43425 Posted: 05:24:36 03/02/2019
I hate feeling like no one gives a **** about me
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willspyro Ripto Gems: 5862 |
#43426 Posted: 06:07:43 03/02/2019
Never again
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Bolt Hunter Gems: 6158 |
#43427 Posted: 08:32:37 03/02/2019
sigh. i hate living here sometimes. the family is built on ****.
i think it's fair to have a grudge against my step dad. she gets angry because im still incredibly uncomfortable around him. can't wait to get out of here one day. can't ****ing wait. sick of this passive agressiveness and tension. sick of it. |
whirlwind fan Platinum Sparx Gems: 5792 |
#43428 Posted: 10:53:14 03/02/2019
i don’t wanna do thisssss
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Carmelita Fox Prismatic Sparx Gems: 12485 |
#43429 Posted: 12:56:34 03/02/2019
yes subconscious i know that i want this you don't have to keep showing me it in my dreams thanks
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kardonis Platinum Sparx Gems: 6366 |
#43430 Posted: 23:18:45 03/02/2019
Y'know, I'm sure you thought nothing of it, but that hurt a lot...
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I used to be THE Bowser, now I'm just an awkward girl |
Buchi Ripto Gems: 445 |
#43431 Posted: 00:53:12 04/02/2019
I'll probably just wake up someday and decide to do it even though I was feeling perfectly fine the day before. That's the kind of person I am. I do whatever I feel like, whenever, I'm totally unpredictable. Even I can't understand myself sometimes.
It's kinda annoying that whenever I feel ****ty I completely lack the motivation to do anything, leading me to get even ****tier. This isn't good. |
Thunderdragon14 Diamond Sparx Gems: 8149 |
#43432 Posted: 01:01:34 04/02/2019
the people i work with are the most useless incapable idiots on the planet. how hard is it to serve food when half of the job was already done for you..
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HotDogAndZap Emerald Sparx Gems: 3531 |
#43433 Posted: 17:21:45 04/02/2019
we really out here burnin bridges huh
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terrafin2299 Ripto Gems: 3418 |
#43434 Posted: 21:27:32 04/02/2019
I never really wanted to leave. I just saw no point in staying since I had no friends and was alone
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Buchi Ripto Gems: 445 |
#43435 Posted: 22:20:10 04/02/2019
Sometimes I wonder if my parents regret giving birth to me. I feel like a total disappointment to everything and everyone I come into contact with.
I doubt anyone would notice if I completely disappeared one day. As in, poof, I'm gone. I'm such an unremarkable and pathetic person. |
Thunderdragon14 Diamond Sparx Gems: 8149 |
#43436 Posted: 00:26:44 05/02/2019
a possum attacked my rooster...I went livid at the thing. I'm about to go for round 2 with it. jesus is ok he just got his face bit but I calmed him down and cleaned him up. reminds me how much I hate the smell and feel of blood.
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Carmelita Fox Prismatic Sparx Gems: 12485 |
#43437 Posted: 02:29:15 05/02/2019
hello epic gamers mom said it's my turn to scream into the abyss of PT yet again
the more i think about it, the more i realize that this was an inevitability. even if the love was still there, the only way we could of had any sort of future together was if we lived near each other. i wish it didn't end the way it did ... but perhaps it's for the better. i don't hate you. i'm just tired of my heartache and my own bitter jealousy. i just want to move on and pretend this never happened. |
Jaggedstar Diamond Sparx Gems: 8018 |
#43438 Posted: 13:28:39 05/02/2019
i'm only 19 and they're testing me for glaucoma yeeeeeeeet
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TheFlyingSeal Diamond Sparx Gems: 8572 |
#43439 Posted: 15:06:56 05/02/2019
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ThunderEgg Emerald Sparx Gems: 4127 |
#43440 Posted: 15:55:29 05/02/2019
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I AM ETERNAL! https://i.imgur.com/8H3ij0j.png (banner by skylandersfan60) |
HotDogAndZap Emerald Sparx Gems: 3531 |
#43441 Posted: 17:58:17 05/02/2019
tfw my relatives ask me what i want for my birthday and all i really want right now is a cane that doesnt make me look 90
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ThunderEgg Emerald Sparx Gems: 4127 |
#43442 Posted: 22:58:32 05/02/2019
i could literally down a bucket of cocoa powder and not bat an eye
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I AM ETERNAL! https://i.imgur.com/8H3ij0j.png (banner by skylandersfan60) |
Vespi Gold Sparx Gems: 2866 |
#43443 Posted: 03:22:39 06/02/2019
talking to you at all tonight was a mistake
talking to anyone tonight was a mistake im just gonna crawl up in my hole and isolate myself for a while
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Riolu-Blue-247 Diamond Sparx Gems: 8843 |
#43444 Posted: 04:16:04 06/02/2019
I really need to just shut my mouth. I'd be better off an object, toted around to look at but never making a sound.
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I just realised that I might not know what the hell is going on |
ThunderEgg Emerald Sparx Gems: 4127 |
#43445 Posted: 15:39:09 06/02/2019
i am always surprised by how much anger i have inside of me
try not to take it out on others, mind you, but i have a lot about myself that i need to work out running away from it wont solve anything
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I AM ETERNAL! https://i.imgur.com/8H3ij0j.png (banner by skylandersfan60) |
HotDogAndZap Emerald Sparx Gems: 3531 |
#43446 Posted: 20:46:23 06/02/2019
if you internalize all your issues clap your hands
clap clap |
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