darkSpyro

when I heard THAT, well, I should probably just be happy for you instead of being petty, or, whatever this feeling is supposed to be. It's just hard sometimes, seeing "opportunities" fall.

youre really making me reconsider our friendship...

I'm not depressed at all. Maybe I was, admittedly, but I'm not now. Just a little conflicted is all, I'll get over it.

Anyway, I had another nightmare last night. Part of it was a typical zombie apocalypse which I get a lot, albeit feeling a lot more realistic this time. But doesn't it always feel realistic? Eventually the Grim Reaper showed up. He said he was going to kill me, that he was going to take me down to where nothingness is, just the black void and nothing more. He started waving his scythe about and almost hit me a few times, it was kind of scary especially considering how real it felt. I started screaming like a little ***** and woke up. How cowardly of me. But still, I wonder if it really was the reaper, maybe I really was going to die and I was lucky to have woken up. Well I'm not dead so I guess he failed.

Despite my trying to make Theater of Pain better than it was before I feel like I'm only making it worse. First it was everyone getting killed off for no reason, then it became some emo **** where everyone was just crying over their own problems. What happened to the horror? The first draft opened with the main character's mother getting brutally murdered onscreen for ****'s sake. It turned from that into... this. I gotta sort this **** out. I thought I seen some potential but did I really? If I can't get my **** together I need to abandon it. Making money is becoming my primary goal, edgy emo bull**** is the kind of thing nobody likes and therefore don't pay for.

opinions and truths make us dumber

oof x100

I feel like I'm going to throw up so hard from the sheer fact that one feeling I have.

I'm going to have a breakdown again, it hurts so much, please stop hurting.

i dont agree with this decision but theres nothing i can do about it so... (shrug)

lol that messege was aimed at you fam. you should listen.

I don't think we should speak to each other.

It's not gonna get better.

I'm not sure it could be considered a positive or a negative that I keep coming up with new ideas. On the plus side, it means I never run out of good ideas, on the downside, I usually find I can't stay focused on one idea for long because sometimes my new idea seems better. Anyway at least I'm starting to figure out why every script I wrote for Theater of Pain has been bad so far. Altogether, if I can't get my **** together, maybe a new idea would be called for after all.

after everything he's done, he's just allowed back? I'll tell everyone if they try to tell me you're a good guy again. And I won't let you harass me again

i hate myself. lol

*screams*

Quote: Jaggedstar

*screams*

Can I borrow one as well?

Quote: King-Pen Krazy

Quote: Jaggedstar

*screams*

Can I borrow one as well?

there's plenty to go around, take as many as u want

Quote: Jaggedstar

Quote: King-Pen Krazy

Quote: Jaggedstar

*screams*

Can I borrow one as well?

there's plenty to go around, take as many as u want

Thank you

*screams*

i feel better now..

only ONE persona is allowed to read this and if youre questioning if its you then its not you, gtfo

i need to stop pretending im important to anyone
im not

Aaggghgh... goddamn, I hate hostile discourse like this. Gives me such anxiety

how do i manage to **** up a low key, do nothing day? by existing and being me, apparently

i'm so glad you left

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uhhh hahaha go away????

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you're ****ing annoying

Alright it's time for me to sleep. I'm so tired now I could probably pass off as drunk and I need to wake up early tomorrow and it's past midnight. Anime is good.

if u post in l&r about leaving "forever" every week or so, u should be ripto'd

Im really scared that if I go to sleep I will wake up and he will be gone

I ******* miss you....

_____

can you not hit on me please kthx
this is a bus stop, not tinder

I originally decided that I'd do it today but I guess I'll do it tomorrow instead. I won't procrastinate any longer.

STOP

JUMPING

AT

SHADOWS

there is nothing here, there is nothing wrong, nothing is falling apart, you're being paranoid

I’m fake? Oh honey. At least I’m more real than your love for that girlfriend you keep cheating on.
Get ****ed.

i have to leave college and the job i love and i'm so sad rn

oof
none of that felt good

Well, looks like I've got the first one. Kind of. That's good. Only question is, would others think it's good?

No it's alright, no one need to know. No it's alright, I can smile,

No, I'm fine, I'm good.

No, I'm alright, I'm happy.

No one needs to know, it's alright, no one needs to know.

Everything is alright, no need to worry about me! ^w^ I'm so happy!!! I'm alright! No thank you, I'm alright! I'm okay! Don't ever worry! I'm happy!

even breathing is too hard

Second one looks... good? I guess. I think I've got the basics set down now.

Ech... I’m really friggin lonely tonight

I need to fix that sleep schedule lol

why not on my birthday. it would be fitting. only one day for people to feel about.