darkSpyro

This might be a horrible idea...

i hope i get this job...

god youre insufferable
please go back away, i liked it better when you were gone

lol rip

Please don't hate me please don't hate me please don't hate me please don't hate me ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

I hate how I'm involved with this by doing absolutely nothing. I just wish I didn't know that particular thing, I wouldn't be stressing as much. The worst part is that I can't really tell anyone what's happening. I'm on my own for real on this.

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annnnnd you're making this more awkward. I think you're a nice and sweet person but god, you're making this escalate to places that might make this situation look worse.

i just wanna be good enough for somebody to let me love them.

Ah yes, please continue yelling at me for **** I either didn’t do, or didn’t notice that I indirectly cause.
Look, I’m trying to avoid a relapse, so can you ****ing not. It’s a charger. Quit yelling. Quit screaming. My urges are returning and trust me when I say they don’t need any assistance.

Thank you for being my friend. I know that I was not worthy of your attention at first place but since of your magnanimous heart, you made me feel like being part of something important. Thank you, and I wish you the utter most best in your life for the future endeavors!

I want you to conquer the world of happiness and make it your own!

i cant help but feel like 90 percent of those rules were put into place because of my actions, since nearly all of them pertain to stuff i do
which is a shame, ive been following the rules almost to a T and ive been on my absolute best behavior because its a really intimidating place
i guess ill stay away for now...

why are you still here

(not about anyone on here.)

My optimism is a curse. I don’t know how to experience cynicism without wanting to and/or actually beat myself up for disagreeing with someone’s negative opinions

i like chocolate milk


LOL WHEN I SAY LEAVE ME ALONE IT MEANS LE A V E ME A L O NE


hhahahahahahahahahhahahahah i hate myself so much

Confidence be going up and up

That's a pretty good tagline. Much better than the previous one, using this new tagline would be easy and effecting, unlike that generic bull**** like before. This one defines the underlying moral themes of the game and certainly would make the viewer feel interested to discover more.

It seemed a little generic before, but it's the way it's worded that makes it so effective. It's perfect. Absolutely perfect. Haha, I just wish I could find the motivation to put all this into effect, but again it looks like I need to keep brainstorming a bit. At least the tagline is settled.

pic of u

I’m sorry, Carm, but... ew StoneToss.

He’s like... not a good person lol

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i thought i was doing so much better with my depression lately and now it came back with a vengeance

self awareness makes one better

**** off im mad leave me alone

Why the **** did I decide to do with, it seemed fine at first, but now I have basically no time to work on ****

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Sometimes I'll tell people I can do things I'm uncomfortable with/not sure I can do just to push myself to get over my fears or to motivate myself. An example is when I was at my grandma's house and a neighbor kid got something up on the roof and I volunteered to get it because I want to get over my fear of heights and I knew if people were depending on me I could do it. Just wanted to post this in case anybody else thinks this is a good idea and hopefully it will help you out.

I have the same avatar as KPK

tbh a lot of people here arent good people

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tbh a lot of people here arent good people

Ngl, I'm curious about which people make you think this and why.

Maybe I should leave the site again. No one would notice

Heh. So people do consider me an enemy after all. I don't consider anyone my enemy, because I have no friends, so if I cannot taste joy then I should not feel the pain either. It makes no sense to think that way and drown into a miasma, so I don't. Clearly the people who see me as an enemy do because they also have friends and therefore can afford to have enemies.

I do not believe there is anything I can do about this now. I have tried and failed to make people happy several times before so it is best that I stop trying. It's part of who I am, whether by genetics or enviroment, that I cannot make friends or create happiness to others I suppose. Why bother?

(Huh, I can't believe I actually found that.)

why does talking to you sting so bad today
what happened that set you off?

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You know, I don't have to keep doing this. I don't have to keep up this whole "you're not gonna die anytime soon" assurance rigamarole. I could just walk away and never have to deal with you again, and be another name on the list of friends you've driven away. Constantly having to stress over you is absolutely exhausting, and yet I keep doing it. Why? Because you're my friend and I care about you, and if you want to keep it that way, I suggest you ditch the toxic behavior and show some gratitude, because it's stuff like this that's making it harder and harder for me to say in good faith that I still like you.

I don't know where you're going,
But do you got room for one more troubled soul

So you actually ****ing did it. Why? Don't you trust me? Sometimes, I get pissed off, and I don't think it's a good idea to keep in those emotions. I have no one to talk to or anything so it can be really difficult to stay calm sometimes. But hey, it's no big deal, I guess this just means I shouldn't trust you so much either. I don't think this is how we should see each other but it seems like you disagree on that.

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I'm finally at a place where i'm happy with who i've become as a person, sure, bad days still roll around, but i'm just generally feeling more positive these days. Feels Great Man. I know I still have a long way to go and things to learn, but as of right now? I'm happy and content.

At least I'm too tired to be nervous

This is your fault. You're the reason he's gone. He was just trying to be nice and show you something cool, but then you had to go and be a salty ****head and break up with him because he "spoiled" something for you (which I'm about 90% sure you didn't even bother telling him you didn't want to get spoiled). Now he thinks that he doesn't deserve friends and has gone back into hiding because of you. He's not even talking to me anymore. And then you have the audacity to try and make me feel better about something that you did. That's like stabbing me and then trying to close the wound to get brownie points with me. I swear to god, if I never get to talk to my best friend ever again because you couldn't not be a toxic son-of-a-***** for once in your life, then you can kiss my ass goodbye too. Congrats, you lost two friends for the price of one.