What the heck is even happening right now... everything was going so well, I thought we were friends again. You told me that those old days were some of the best times of your life. You seemed happy to be talking to me again but then you delete me as a friend on everything? I'm not mad, if you don't want to be friends after all that's fine. It's probably my fault anyway, somehow. I just wish I knew what I did. I just wish things were the way they were before. I also wish I could stop dwelling in the past and quit feeling so sorry for myself. I'm sure I look pathetic, but I lost all my IRL friends too so the list of people I can vent to is getting shorter every day. I wonder when I became this hopeless? I should probably shut up before more people abandon me for ranting on like a crazy person but I don't know what to do anymore. I wonder what I did to change your mind. In any case, I'm sorry. We should just forget each other once again.
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