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willspyro Ripto Gems: 5862
#42051 Posted: 04:57:50 11/05/2018
Being concerned for people is really mentally draining
Riolu-Blue-247 Diamond Sparx Gems: 8843
#42052 Posted: 05:58:13 11/05/2018
i dont know how many people know. but if you know, im sorry for putting you through that fear.
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I just realised that I might not know what the hell is going on
GaiaMemories Emerald Sparx Gems: 3824
#42053 Posted: 06:46:14 11/05/2018
Why would you do that? It was such a stupid thing to do.
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Hahahahaha
Darby Platinum Sparx Gems: 5738
#42054 Posted: 22:05:03 11/05/2018 | Topic Creator
tfw you're doing your first commission ever and you're scared out of ur mind
Crystal Dragon Diamond Sparx Gems: 8850
#42055 Posted: 00:16:32 12/05/2018
been picking at and clawing at my face a lot lately. it's a nervous tick i do to relieve stress, even though i know i shouldn't. i'm not entirely sure where the stress is coming from. could be for a few reasons, namely my dad pressuring me to figure out his bills and money issues for him despite none of those bills being mine.


just another day
Thunderdragon14 Diamond Sparx Gems: 8149
#42056 Posted: 01:21:54 12/05/2018
so something happened with my boyfriend's dad and now the popo cant find my boyfriend and he stopped replying to me :/ sux
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Quote: Alydol
go back to whining about your fish
Dark Lord Platinum Sparx Gems: 7365
#42057 Posted: 01:48:40 12/05/2018
I don't want to do this anymore, maybe it's best if we're not friends anymore... Just seems like every time I try to talk to you and do stuff with you, you ignore me, interact with other friends, don't let me help, we don't do anything anymore. And it hurts and it's breaking me but it hurts even worse thinking about stopping being friends with you... But it just seems like wer're going nowhere anymore and just...

I just....

I want to stop existing... Please... Stop me from existing....
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Like fallen snow, I lay on the ground and wait for my turn to fade away, no matter how unique I seem. It's my gift to you... A true sacrifice...
AestheticDragon Ripto Gems: 1658
#42058 Posted: 03:37:28 12/05/2018
I hope that somehow you see this message and feel sorry for what you are about to make me do
Samius Hunter Gems: 9336
#42059 Posted: 11:19:15 12/05/2018
Quote: Darby
tfw you're doing your first commission ever and you're scared out of ur mind


So why are you scared?
Riolu-Blue-247 Diamond Sparx Gems: 8843
#42060 Posted: 11:25:37 12/05/2018
its not that im ok with being myself suddenly, its just that im tired of being alive.

long days
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I just realised that I might not know what the hell is going on
Chompy-King257 Gold Sparx Gems: 2956
#42061 Posted: 15:59:30 12/05/2018
Yesterday was...better. Today's looking up, too. Hopefully, this pattern continues.

Ugh...July 5th can't get here soon enough...
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i made the "bus" look like my "dad"
willspyro Ripto Gems: 5862
#42062 Posted: 19:21:18 12/05/2018
That was fun. I just don't want to stay up that late again.
Bolt Hunter Gems: 6158
#42063 Posted: 19:32:26 12/05/2018
I feel a bit like an outsider on this forum now, for some reason. It's come to the point where I'm debating whether or not I should stay or leave. I guess I just feel as though I'm not ... making an impact? So is there a point in me staying?
I know probably no one even knows me here, so I don't think it'd make a difference if I left or not.

(Not looking for sympathy or attention, ugh ... just getting my thoughts out)
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you don't know me. i break things
I draw stuff.
JCW555 Hunter Gems: 8752
#42064 Posted: 19:49:05 12/05/2018
Quote: Bolt
I feel a bit like an outsider on this forum now, for some reason. It's come to the point where I'm debating whether or not I should stay or leave. I guess I just feel as though I'm not ... making an impact? So is there a point in me staying?
I know probably no one even knows me here, so I don't think it'd make a difference if I left or not.

(Not looking for sympathy or attention, ugh ... just getting my thoughts out)


I know I'm not supposed to respond to posts, but I'll do it this time. Bolt, my "relevance" on this site is a lot less than it used to be, but I don't care. I don't really care to make an impact on here. It's not why I joined this forum. If your posting to make an "impact", then you're doing it wrong. IMO, of course.
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You gotta believe! Heh heh.
wanderist Platinum Sparx Gems: 7090
#42065 Posted: 00:01:06 13/05/2018
Lol sooo should not have done that now I'm in that self-conscious hate myself need to somehow magically fix this mode even though I've been told not to freak out about it.


oops lol
Crystal Dragon Diamond Sparx Gems: 8850
#42066 Posted: 01:36:54 13/05/2018
can we not

it's hard enough for me to stick around as it is
Dark Lord Platinum Sparx Gems: 7365
#42067 Posted: 02:24:16 13/05/2018
Though unlike in my younger years I don't feel I need romance as much as I thought I needed back then, and i's not the end of the world, due to the group of friends I already know and am in love with purely and innocently now.~

I do wish sometimes to cuddle with someone and be in a relationship, to fall for someone at least once.

But there is a problem with this, I know I can be really clingy and needy when it comes to it. I'm not comfortable with the more nsfw stuff and I don't know if anyone would enjoy that, and if someone were to take me up in a relationship the thing is they'll most likely have to take care of me because I can hardly take care of myself there is just some stuff that is wrong with me mentally that I've accepted that people might stay away from. But it'd be nice to snuggle innocently in someone's arms, just lay with them and fall asleep just having a togetherness. Press our foreheads together with them and then have my own forehead kissed and told "my sweetheart".

It'd be a a really happy, comfortable thing to be in a relationship like that.~ I do get a little somber thinking though that might never happen.

But as of recent times? It's never been the end of the world like I used to make it when I was younger, I don't get as depressed about it, I gt somewhat sad, but I don't get deeply depressed. Because you know what? I'm in love you all, you all know who you are, you're my friends, my other family, you're all always there. Whilst it would be nice that way, I'm in love with you all and I'm never unhappy as long as I have you all, doesn't mean these thoughts don't make me somewhat sad... But this? This is almost just as good, and I'm happy with that.~
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Like fallen snow, I lay on the ground and wait for my turn to fade away, no matter how unique I seem. It's my gift to you... A true sacrifice...
kardonis Platinum Sparx Gems: 6366
#42068 Posted: 13:32:50 13/05/2018
The most messed up dreams are the ones that feel real and could actually happen. Lets not, lets just not.
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I used to be THE Bowser, now I'm just an awkward girl
somePerson Diamond Sparx Gems: 8864
#42069 Posted: 01:34:58 14/05/2018
people cant learn to accept and instead choose to whine
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Star Wars didn't happen, but it's a rad movie.
Vespi Gold Sparx Gems: 2866
#42070 Posted: 04:42:38 14/05/2018
why am i like this
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TheFlyingSeal Diamond Sparx Gems: 8572
#42071 Posted: 22:05:20 14/05/2018
[User Posted Image]

onefear.jpg
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#CynderIsAFireDragon
Edited 1 time - Last edited at 22:06:49 14/05/2018 by TheFlyingSeal
Vespi Gold Sparx Gems: 2866
#42072 Posted: 03:35:13 15/05/2018
why did my only day of summer break have to start so great and crash and burn so horribly at the end?
god i hate myself
i wish i was dead


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Vespi Gold Sparx Gems: 2866
#42073 Posted: 17:38:29 15/05/2018
why am i the only one being realistic and reasonable here

EDIT: DO LITERALLY ANY OF YOU TAKE OTHER PEOPLE INTO ACCOUNT WHEN YOU PLAN ****
JESUS ****ING CHRIST
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Bolt Hunter Gems: 6158
#42074 Posted: 20:19:39 15/05/2018
The liar and thief that has physically abused me and stolen more than $200 off me, amongst other miscellaneous objects, has moved back in. Yay.
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you don't know me. i break things
I draw stuff.
TheFlyingSeal Diamond Sparx Gems: 8572
#42075 Posted: 20:51:08 15/05/2018
It feels like at some points, you're competing to be the "better" friend in the group against me, and I really just don't understand that.

Was it something that I did? Do you feel threatened by me for some reason? If you really feel threatened, then that's really disappointing, because to me that shows that you don't actually care for me all that much.
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#CynderIsAFireDragon
Metallo Platinum Sparx Gems: 6419
#42076 Posted: 23:02:50 15/05/2018
Should've said something but I've said it enough
By the way my words were faded
Rather waste some time with you
Crystal Dragon Diamond Sparx Gems: 8850
#42077 Posted: 01:31:03 16/05/2018
i always feel like something is seriously wrong when i get migraines like these, like an aneurysm in my head or a hemorrhage. most of them i can manage but today's is just not playing around at all.
i would try to nap and see if that helps any but the pain is so bad i can't possibly sleep.


on today's episode of chronic headaches: they suck, 0/10 would never recommend
willspyro Ripto Gems: 5862
#42078 Posted: 04:06:41 16/05/2018
I want to be more sociable next year.
parisruelz12 Diamond Sparx Gems: 7577
#42079 Posted: 17:21:45 16/05/2018
i wish i wasnt so annoying..
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looks like ive got some things to do...
Metallo Platinum Sparx Gems: 6419
#42080 Posted: 02:55:50 17/05/2018
Sometimes I miss you more
Whenever I'm at home
I've been home all summer
Now I'm leaving you alone
ZapNorris Ripto Gems: 5109
#42081 Posted: 03:43:17 17/05/2018
i don't know what i want anymore
willspyro Ripto Gems: 5862
#42082 Posted: 05:48:42 17/05/2018
I NEED TO START SLEEPING EARLIER AGHGGGH
Dark Lord Platinum Sparx Gems: 7365
#42083 Posted: 07:24:36 17/05/2018
I used to play these games a lot more socially and join guilds, clans, things like that more often...

But its sad to say nowadays I just play these online games alone, despite mostly being online, free-to-play and everything I just do things alone now. I don't know why I've changed into this but this is just pretty much it. Back then such games usually forced you to play with a party and coordinate and I used to be able to do that and enjoy it, now I just play by myself and although it's fun it's just...

I tried really hard to.

That's about it...
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Like fallen snow, I lay on the ground and wait for my turn to fade away, no matter how unique I seem. It's my gift to you... A true sacrifice...
wanderist Platinum Sparx Gems: 7090
#42084 Posted: 19:17:17 17/05/2018
Don't say anything, brush it off. Don't start arguments. Calm down. Stop getting mad, it doesn't involve you and nobody wants to hear from you anyway. Calm down.


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parisruelz12 Diamond Sparx Gems: 7577
#42085 Posted: 21:24:08 17/05/2018
im sorry if I’ve annoyed anyone on here, I’m sorry that I’ve made people mad. I’m...going to try to change.



why cant i do anything right?? why am i such a moron??

why did i ever respond to that post??
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looks like ive got some things to do...
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wanderist Platinum Sparx Gems: 7090
#42086 Posted: 03:37:54 18/05/2018
I don't want these feelings. Take them away plz


wordz
Bolt Hunter Gems: 6158
#42087 Posted: 05:06:25 18/05/2018
Why do I have to be the one that you vent to? I don't want to hear about her. I don't care about her. You can talk to literally anyone else. I told you I don't like the things you say! It's horrible! You say the most horrid things, and I hate it.
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you don't know me. i break things
I draw stuff.
Spyro-Gamer Hunter Gems: 7449
#42088 Posted: 11:00:43 18/05/2018
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I guess you don't want to talk to me.
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Shibaru Yellow Sparx Gems: 1133
#42089 Posted: 00:39:42 19/05/2018
I can't wait for all this working out to start paying off, I wanna be buff~
I'm so sore today though, I don't know how much I can do and it'd be even nicer if I could walk every day as well, but that's not going to happen... I'll take what I can get, though.
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G3MINI, Biggest bubbleton on Mixer.
Hi Lindsey. - Taylor Swift
Asdra#7043 on Discord
Metallo Platinum Sparx Gems: 6419
#42090 Posted: 05:34:45 19/05/2018
I'm suck a boozy wreck

I miss you so much
Bolt Hunter Gems: 6158
#42091 Posted: 09:40:41 19/05/2018
im freaking the **** out right now
please don't
please

just stop
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you don't know me. i break things
I draw stuff.
Shibaru Yellow Sparx Gems: 1133
#42092 Posted: 18:22:36 19/05/2018
Finally going to get to Gnasty's Loot on my own.
I think all that Icy Flight broke my brain though because now I feel very slow and also that Lofty Castle was ****ing terrible, I should probably wait a bit before Haunted Towers...
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G3MINI, Biggest bubbleton on Mixer.
Hi Lindsey. - Taylor Swift
Asdra#7043 on Discord
parisruelz12 Diamond Sparx Gems: 7577
#42093 Posted: 18:46:24 19/05/2018
can...bad things..just...stop??
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looks like ive got some things to do...
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TheToyNerd Gold Sparx Gems: 2137
#42094 Posted: 23:39:08 19/05/2018
You know what... **** it. I’m going to stop feeling sorry for myself and expecting other people to make me feel better as a result of my personal insecurities and mental issues. All this self hate garbage is not only hurting me, but it’s hurting people who care about me and want to see me be happy.

Cutting out ALL the negative bull**** and focusing on me and making me happy. Starting by deleting all these awful Personal Thoughts posts from the past 5 pages.
Chompy-King257 Gold Sparx Gems: 2956
#42095 Posted: 00:01:18 20/05/2018
Quote: TheToyNerd
You know what... **** it. I’m going to stop feeling sorry for myself and expecting other people to make me feel better as a result of my personal insecurities and mental issues. All this self hate garbage is not only hurting me, but it’s hurting people who care about me and want to see me be happy.

Cutting out ALL the negative bull**** and focusing on me and making me happy. Starting by deleting all these awful Personal Thoughts posts from the past 5 pages.


[User Posted Image]

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i made the "bus" look like my "dad"
Metallo Platinum Sparx Gems: 6419
#42096 Posted: 05:00:45 20/05/2018
It's crazy how close you can get to someone through a screen.

I miss you.

I hope you're okay.

I wish I could be there.
wanderist Platinum Sparx Gems: 7090
#42097 Posted: 06:22:50 20/05/2018
Weeeeeeeeell I'm not sleeping tonight.
parisruelz12 Diamond Sparx Gems: 7577
#42098 Posted: 06:30:18 20/05/2018
im super dehydrated despite the fact that ive done nothing but drink water all day. coupled with the fact that my body is tired af, i would say im getting sick smilie

i love immunosuppressants <3
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looks like ive got some things to do...
willspyro Ripto Gems: 5862
#42099 Posted: 08:06:54 20/05/2018
Quote: parisruelz12
im super dehydrated despite the fact that ive done nothing but drink water all day. coupled with the fact that my body is tired af, i would say im getting sick smilie

i love immunosuppressants <3



The fact that sometimes when I go through 5 glasses of water and my body is asking more scares me sometimes.
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