darkSpyro

gee golly is anything gonna go right today

Goddamnit... what the **** am I doing with myself? I did absolutely nothing today... I waste so much ****ing time.

Why am I such a lazy ****? I hate this. I really ****ing hate how lazy I am. Stupid...

This, this needs to stop. It's not healthy, I need serious help.

I shouldn't talk to people when I'm drunk. I end up saying stupid poorly-written points and hurt them even though that is the last thing I want to do. Kind of enforces my point that I am not made for this world at all.

Why can't I do anything...

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I hate myself...

This shouldn't feel this good wtf.

Did you guys just...forget that the series takes place in the 1970s...

i mean, second wave feminism was a thing...but my god....

this is a show that doesn't need diversity, its a series based of irl events, you change names, but chaning the sexual orientation of a real person?...i just feel like it's a bit weird.

i feel terrible

That really helped, I'm feeling, better now. One last thing to do though before I'm sure.

God, I feel like he's lying about it I know he's my best friend, and he likely wouldn't lie, but it seems like he's hiding it from me.

Dear god his girlfriend is such a soor loser, and can definantly complain, but jesus christ, does she have to tear my skin from my bones for making a joke

It wasn't even offensive, I just put a card in my deck and she procceds to scream her lungs out and attempt to rip my arm out of it's socket

I’m doing so bad...

I wasted the first ****ing quarter of my life! I was doing jack **** on the internet as a teen and when that lost my interest I wallowed in my room for a year as an adult. I'm trying to start now but I'm so late. I'm late on everything in my life. Late going to college, late finding a job, late moving out, and I still have no idea what I want to do with my life. I'm scared I'm not good enough to do what I want if I knew what it was and never will be. I'm 25 with no friends, never had a relationship, there's nothing I really love. All my projects are just distractions and time fillers because it's better than nothing and they inevitably turn into chores and then failures.

Wow, you are such a hypocrite.

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I wasted the first ****ing quarter of my life! I was doing jack **** on the internet as a teen and when that lost my interest I wallowed in my room for a year as an adult. I'm trying to start now but I'm so late. I'm late on everything in my life. Late going to college, late finding a job, late moving out, and I still have no idea what I want to do with my life. I'm scared I'm not good enough to do what I want if I knew what it was and never will be. I'm 25 with no friends, never had a relationship, there's nothing I really love. All my projects are just distractions and time fillers because it's better than nothing and they inevitably turn into chores and then failures.

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I knew I would lose willpower eventually.

God I hate Tuesdays.

You're not making this easier, or making me want to do it any more. Yes I understand I should do this soon, but you need to step the **** back.

Can I completely remove my romantic urges, please? They’re getting in the way of me not being a retard

If it was something major they would have called me in today, so I should be ok... right?

i wish i could talk about criminal psychology without people thinking im weird/ppl giving me weird looks..

I hate that that's the reaction to everything I do. It's the one thing I never want, I never want to hear those words and yet it's all I hear. Honestly I'm tired of it

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*Hugs Vespi*

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*Hugs Vespi*

thanks buddy

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I wasted the first ****ing quarter of my life! I was doing jack **** on the internet as a teen and when that lost my interest I wallowed in my room for a year as an adult. I'm trying to start now but I'm so late. I'm late on everything in my life. Late going to college, late finding a job, late moving out, and I still have no idea what I want to do with my life. I'm scared I'm not good enough to do what I want if I knew what it was and never will be. I'm 25 with no friends, never had a relationship, there's nothing I really love. All my projects are just distractions and time fillers because it's better than nothing and they inevitably turn into chores and then failures.

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Whoa how'd I miss this?

Thanks.

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Enough with the attitude. This is our home, not yours. I understand what you are going through is stressful, but you can't treat us/him like that. You need to humble down and be respectful.

This week has been utter crap. This month has been utter crap. This year has been utter crap. Hopefully next month will be better..

im tired of the pain, but i hope the worst one comes soon

im so!!! tired!!!! of crying to myself!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

It doesn't matter what they do, cutting ties with someone who was your best friend for 6 years is never easy...

S u M m E R

P l E a S e

C o M E

F a S T

It would have been a year today. Stupid son of a...

I kinda needed today to a good day, and I'm really glad it was.

Why do I feel like a massive ****head after everything I say

And why am I so ****ing pathetic

I just keep looking towards the knives in the kitchen as if they are some kind of holy grail

And if this ****er keeps up with his creepy *** flirty **** I might just take one of those knives and send it directly through my heart just so I don't have to see his ***ing stalker face again

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I kinda needed today to a good day, and I'm really glad it was.

dammit I jinxed it

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I kinda needed today to a good day, and I'm really glad it was.

dammit I jinxed it

Give me a hug brother

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I kinda needed today to a good day, and I'm really glad it was.

dammit I jinxed it

Give me a hug brother

thanks bro

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dammit I jinxed it

Give me a hug brother

thanks bro

we're no strangers to love

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Give me a hug brother

thanks bro

we're no strangers to love

you know the rules, and so do i

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thanks bro

we're no strangers to love

you know the rules, and so do i

A full commitment's what I'm thinking of

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we're no strangers to love

you know the rules, and so do i

A full commitment's what I'm thinking of

you wouldn't get this from any other guy

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you know the rules, and so do i

A full commitment's what I'm thinking of

you wouldn't get this from any other guy

IIIIIII just wann tell you how I'm feeling

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A full commitment's what I'm thinking of

you wouldn't get this from any other guy

IIIIIII just wann tell you how I'm feeling

trying to make you understand

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you wouldn't get this from any other guy

IIIIIII just wann tell you how I'm feeling

trying to make you understand

Never gonna give you up

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IIIIIII just wann tell you how I'm feeling

trying to make you understand

Never gonna give you up

Never gonna let you down

When you feel only a little ****ty and got a little done in spite of it:

Why am I suddenly caring about this so much? I thought I had come to terms with it, that I had accepted that it's just the way things are gonna be. But I guess I've just been living in denial, because all I am is ashamed. Ashamed of something I can't control and can't change. Something that is never going away.