There's a small chance it may gain following. A small chance. But that's all I have, so I should hold on to that hope. That somehow, someway, people notice my creation. I guess that'd be enough.
No reason to lose hope. I can take my time. After all, I've got Confictura uploaded in the meantime. Honestly... I was hoping someone would notice that, and that it would help me get the publicity I wanted. I should stop thinking about popularity. But if I did, what reason would I have then? This isn't easy. I'm not getting paid, so popularity is really the only thing I can get from this. And that isn't even important.
...Why? Maybe I don't have a reason after all. Maybe I should give up for good. How long have I been thinking of giving up? I have no reason to, but no reason not to either.
Think popularity really is the only reason to, at this point, despite how selfish it is. And if I was any good with publicity, maybe I could get just that. But I have no friends to help spread the word, hardly any means of advertising myself, and I wouldn't even know how to anyway. Mostly because I don't have much faith in Ghost Story myself. When my only motivation is selfish, doesn't matter much, and has a high chance of not even happening, that's not quite much of a "motivation" at all. So GS would just end up bland, uninspired, and littered with bad writing and design choices. Because I have little motivation that is actually motivation.
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1. Theatre of Pain
2. The Holy Grail
3. Valhalla
4. Battlefield
5. Grand Parade
6. Mirror Mirror
7. The Throne
8. Wait For an Answer
9. Sadly Sings Destiny
10. The Bard's Song: The Hobbit
I would put Time Stands Still (At The Iron Hill) on this list, but I feel like I haven't listened to it enough yet. Otherwise, here's a Top 10 of my favourite Blind Guardian songs. Meaning Theatre of Pain would be one of my favourite songs altogether.
Don't fear your last step
from the Theatre of Pain
Listening to Beyond The Red Mirror now. It's awesome, just like the other two BG albums I own, proving why they're one of my favourite bands alongside Lost Horizon and Timeless Miracle.
Also, think Grand Parade and The Throne should be switched on this list. Grand Parade is definitely better, and Mirror Mirror is between. Mirror Mirror is by far their most famous song however. Among fans, it seems like And Then There Was Silence is the most popular, but I don't care much for it. I think it pales in comparison to other epics like Highlander (The One) and Keeper of the Seven Keys. Still pretty good, but I think Blind Guardian can fit that much epic into shorter songs like Battlefield instead, so longer songs don't change a lot.
Of course, Highlander (The One) is my favourite epic, and my favourite song overall. 12 minutes long, and it's pretty much a song definition of epic.