AmbushFan
Blue Sparx
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#13939 Posted: 23:33:46 24/10/2017
Come to think of it, that "happiest PM songs" list I posted earlier was probably 60-70 minutes, not 70-80. I think the average song length of 1-12 was about 4min, making 48 minutes, plus Highlander, which is 12min, making roughly 60 minutes total. About the same length of some of my longer ablums.
But out of all of them, which would I say is the most uplifting? Probably Highlander - It's not the sort of song that is immediately uplifting, but after hearing the whole song, I always feel happier from it. Same with most Lost Horizon songs.
Seriously, Lost Horizon are awesome. They're like a million self-empowerment books at once, except they're also metal and sound a bit like Queen.
Stratovarius and Dragonforce are also pretty uplifting too. Alongside other songs I've probably forgotten, they have:
Stratovarius:
Hunting High and Low
Eagleheart
My Eternal Dream
Unbreakable
Darkest Hours
Dragonforce:
Heart of a Dragon
Fields of Despair
Wings of Liberty
Judgement Day
Tomorrow's Kings
Midnight Madness
Heroes of Our Time
Last Man Stands
Our Final Stand
Ring of Fire (Johnny Cash cover)
Power of the Ninja Sword
Fight to be Free
Modern Power Quest is quite uplifting too. Coming Home is already on my list, and Kings and Glory sounds pretty uplifting too.
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If I'd of been a member here since I first found this website, and used the same account throughout, I'd probably be at least an Emerald Sparx by now, if I've calculated correctly.
I prefer being Blue. I don't like that I've been here since 2011, I feel like it's been a total waste of time and that I've hardly gained anything from it. I have quite a few bad memories of this place, though.
Overall, the only reason I'm still here is to procrastinate, and it's one of the few websites I can access with my ****ty 2DS browser. And even now, I mostly come purely to ****post. After what happened several years ago, I feel a lot less eager to try and make friends. I've come to realize I'm more for thinking than socialising.
And besides, friends aren't going to help me achieve my goals. There has only been one user on this website that I still consider as a friend, but even then, I seen us as more of acquaintances than friends.
Of course, there were also my dreams, what I think I will now call the Elysium Wave. But I really don't want to keep remembering that, it felt... Odd.
And I'll never forget the person who appeared in the first dream.
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Playing videogames isn't productive, or no more productive than posting my thoughts to some obscure social media, at least. Fes is productive. A relatively crappy tool, but it will certainly help later on. And now that I have a new goal in mind with Project King, I'll need all the practice I can get.
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I have a lot of nightmares. That's certainly true. And it didn't start with Elysium Wave, far from it. I've even had times where I've died twice in the same dream.
And there were the vampire dreams. Long before Elysium Wave, but I can still remember it clearly - it was initially the fourth dream that scared me. By now, after Elysium Wave made me realize that they may all be connected, I'm mostly worried about the original trilogy.
If they are all connected? Could it mean something? I think I'm just crazy and I hope so too, it seems better than the alternative.
It seems to me like the newer dreams are more lucid than the old ones, and connections are becoming more apparent. I think I can even form a rough geography, although I haven't worried too much about the characters I've met - most of them are dead now, I've seen many people die in my dreams. They usually just show up for one dream before they are killed, from what I remember. Or just never show up again.
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Seeing his name reminded me of the game we were going to make. But I don't think it would of been worth it in the end - too few people were interested, we didn't even manage to find programmers.
It doesn't really matter anymore though. It never really did, I mostly just offered to help if he did need it. He seemed to of liked my ideas though.
Besides, if I can find this programmer, I may even be able to start Project King. That should fufil any desire I have to make a game, although after what I made for Twelve Relics, I don't feel so eager anymore. It's too tiring.
Nonetheless, as I said previously, I have a new goal in mind for Project King. One that is more important, so I know now that this is not something I should give up on easily. I must keep my determination and diligence with me.
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Hey, just past midnight over here. Coincidence, huh? It's always at this time that I start getting the thoughts, and sometimes, visions. I wonder if they're connected to my nightmares?
It's quite odd. It never happens at any other time, always at midnight. It can be terrifying sometimes, some of the thoughts and visions I've had before. Like the nightmares, but more... Real.
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Huh? It seems like I've hit the character limit. Must be the first time this h
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No fate. Only the power of will.
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