darkSpyro

S&M Pokedex completion journal #1

i have 98/115 of the pokemon on melemele. i got mareine, but crabrawler continues to evade me.

you'd think that with all the wild pokemon im encountering, i'd find a random shiny..

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S&M Pokedex completion journal #1

i have 98/115 of the pokemon on melemele. i got mareine, but crabrawler continues to evade me.

you'd think that with all the wild pokemon im encountering, i'd find a random shiny..

did you post this in the wrong topic

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Is everyone at this school ****ing stupid? I'm not trying to be an "I'm such a genius, everyone else sucks" edgelord, but literally 80% of the people in these classes are so unbearably stupid, lazy and annoying, I want nothing to do with them. One person will ****ing constantly screech as loudly as they can, and just act like a complete asshole. Literally everything that happens, he has to know what's going on, so he will constantly interrupt even when it's none of his business. He'll just hit the desk as hard as he can right in front of my face if I'm doing some activity which has not been approved by him, such as drawing in my notebook because I finished 10 minutes ago while waiting for his stupid ass to finish. It's so annoying having to wait 10 minutes once I'm done with my work because nobody else will shut the **** up and do their work. And I love it when everyone decides to try and cheat off my work because I was done faster than them, and then gets pissy when I don't let them. There are only two other people in this class of 8 people who are actually decent, well behaved people and not unbearable loud dicks.

Another thing that's so great is how since this class is for learning German, it's anyone ages 11 to 17, so you get some 15 year old boys bullying a 12 year old girl, and the teacher doesn't do **** about it. Two of them made her cry at one point because they just kept harrassing her and calling her names, and the teacher doesn't give a single flying ****. All she did is make a "complaint box" where people can write who did something to them and put it in there. And within minutes those two 13 year old kids made up a bull**** complaint about the girl they keep harassing and put it in there. So then the teacher implements the kindergarten system of you misbehave and then you get put in the yellow, and then the red cards, where you'll be punished. Which would be good, if she didn't take suggestions of what the punishments should be from the people who are seemingly incapable of behaving, such as making sure they reset every day so they would never actually get punished and get a report written and sent home with them. I tell the teacher how they literally won't stop kicking me as hard as possible under the table, and they just get told to stop. Because non stop kicking is obviously acceptable.

I'm glad we split the class in half though, because with 16 people it was so unbearably loud I literally couldn't concentrate. We still have to go to that class room occasionally though, and the same 5 people are still acting like a horde of escaped gorillas, jumping up and down, making loud noises, and never sitting still. The teacher there is a dick too, he gets pissed when people who are learning German do not, in fact, already speak perfect German, and it's apparently a super big problem that I draw stuff in my notebook because I finished my work early and now have to wait 10 minutes for him to come and collect it.

The P.E. teacher is sexist as ****, all boys must participate in sports no matter what, but the girls don't have to if they don't feel like it. But if the teacher does make the girls do something, it's always now with the guys, and it's always some stereotypically female thing like yoga. It's real ****ing fun to be forced to run for 12 minutes, after specifically telling the teacher I have foot problems and can't run that long with being in pain, and then having to do it anyway while all the girls get to sit on their asses on the sidelines doing nothing for 12 minutes, except laugh at me, and only me, every time I walk by. Loved it, thanks teacher, let's keep doing it every single week. Being forced to stay in the locker room for longer than I need to be because the teacher insisted I'm not allowed to go out right after going in, and then having some asshole spray his rancid body spray right in my face and having everyone look at me nastily for reeking of that **** and not actually knowing how to even begin to explain that is fantastic, I love being humiliated all the time, every Monday and Friday.

There's only 1 teacher in the whole school that's actually good, competent, and actually has control of their classroom, I'm just lucky I have them for 3 different classes.

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Goddamn, I love being forced to sing in front of people when I can't actually sing. Yes, let's have a music week, where we focus on learning music and singing and dancing for some ****ing reason, instead of actually learning German like the class is designed to teach. It's also great that I'm going to be forced to sing and dance, and it seems like it's mandatory for every song. It's bad enough I'm going to have to listen to ****ing gangam style, it makes every atom in my body want to implode. There is literally no way in this ****ing universe you can make me sing or dance to any of these songs. I'm going to get in trouble for it, but I'm willing to not be the perfect student who always does as they're told if it means not making a complete ****ing idiot of myself. I would rather chop my foot off with a rusty saw than be forced to dance to gangam style in front of a room of people.

I literally do not have a favorite song, that's just to damn bad if you need me to give one for this project. I don't think I've ever once in my life gone out of my way to listen to music. It's weird, but I can't help that that's how I am. It's probably because I'm so paranoid that somehow my parents will see everything I've done and complain about me watching something they didn't like, because I'm obviously just a little baby who needs to be protected from anything that might not be suitable for such young babies. But even ignoring my insane paranoia, why the **** isn't it acceptable that Idon't have a favorite song? Why can't that be it, end of story? Is it really so terribly incomprehensible that I don't listen to music at all? Oh sure, what's that? I have to put down a song, so you put down a ****ing nursery rhyme song for me? So that I can say that's my favourite song in front of a room full of people, who are already complete dicks? How about you go **** yourself to the moon and back, because that is actually the stupidest thing you've ever done.

And then you ask why half of the people's favorite songs are in Arabic, when you can't read Arabic. You ****ing dumbass failure of a teacher, might it have to do with the fact that half of the students speak Arabic as their first language?

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It's been at least a month without writing a long rant like this, and my writing has declined greatly, so now I look even stupider than I am. I need to write more just so that I can actually still write without looking completely moronic, but I'm afraid to because I'm too paranoid that somehow my family will read this and decide I'm not allowed to complain. Hooray for random paranoia.

oof ow the edge, it hurts