ive been nothing but a ball of very flammable stress for the past 48 hours
double post **** you
darkSpyro - Spyro and Skylanders Forum > Stuff and Nonsense > Personal Thoughts
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#39651 Posted: 13:22:37 13/03/2017
double post **** you |
somePerson
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#39652 Posted: 18:03:34 13/03/2017
lol ur gonna regret that
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| KeybasHedKey Ripto Gems: 1862 |
#39653 Posted: 22:07:36 13/03/2017
I just want revenge. But why everyone is against me because of that that person needs to pay for what has done to me.. I don´t care anymore I want to finally feel satisfied.
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TheToyNerd
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#39654 Posted: 22:10:47 13/03/2017
Quote: KeybasHedKey
Look, I'm sorry but... you ain't Frank Castle! That's not how the world works. Forgive and forget is what I always say. |
kardonis
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#39655 Posted: 22:13:18 13/03/2017
Quote: KeybasHedKey
Unless this person killed your family or something, you're probably blowing this way out of proportion.
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#39656 Posted: 01:49:56 14/03/2017
Quote: TheToyNerd
That person refuses to accept my apolegies, also they won´t give my life back so i want revenge and get rid of them and finally win and say that you never mess with me so if people won´t accept me... well you´re next in the list. Really that person gets more love then me on the internet, people praise that person and me? I don´t get nothing... |
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TheToyNerd
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#39657 Posted: 01:52:45 14/03/2017
Quote: KeybasHedKey
Who cares? Ignore the ***** and move on. Also, is that a threat? And you wonder why people think you're a psycho. |
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#39658 Posted: 01:54:18 14/03/2017
Quote: TheToyNerd
Move on...? How about I say no. You haven´t been in my situation and threat wasn´t for you only it´s for everyone who dares to destroy everything I love. |
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TheToyNerd
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#39659 Posted: 01:57:34 14/03/2017
Quote: KeybasHedKey
Ok, sorry for the misinterpretation. Still, I don't think it's healthy to be this open about "getting revenge" as it were. In fact, I think it's rather disturbing and serial killer-y. |
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#39660 Posted: 01:59:21 14/03/2017
I just want those things back, it´s so much to ask?!
Like i did nothing wrong to that person, I just wanted to win a prize, but as always my work will never win anything... |
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TheToyNerd
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#39661 Posted: 02:00:10 14/03/2017
Wait... is this about an art competition?
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| terrafin2299 Ripto Gems: 3418 |
#39662 Posted: 02:05:43 14/03/2017
all you've done today is talk about your date and everything about you even though I'm sick. So much for caring Filler |
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#39663 Posted: 02:08:26 14/03/2017
Quote: TheToyNerd
Oh it´s beyond that... Because some people love to take my privilages away... and just look that that one person having a higher staff privilage and what about me? Nothing, they woulden´t let me be a mod. |
| terrafin2299 Ripto Gems: 3418 |
#39664 Posted: 02:15:19 14/03/2017
Quote: KeybasHedKey
Ok, someone can't just wave a magic wand and make you a mod because you ask for it. They only occasionally choose mods. I've been on here for about 5 years, and I'm not a mod. Maybe when dark goes to choose a new mod you can sign up then |
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#39665 Posted: 02:23:14 14/03/2017
Quote: terrafin2299
Not here on darkspyro, on another forum i had a staff privilage and they took it away from me, they took my happiness away... People don´t really care how i feel though all this frustration, people love to think that i´m evil just because I want revenge... |
Riolu-Blue-247
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#39666 Posted: 02:23:46 14/03/2017
Sometimes I worry that you don't really like me, or that you are tired of me. That you want to move along because I'm so far away and I'm so difficult to deal with. I know I'm not mentally sound and I know I'm not always the best to be around. During those times I try to distance myself, just in case the only reason you are still around me is because I cling on so tight. But then I get those little messages. The '<3's and the checking ins just to make sure I'm ok. The pictures of shared interests, and those times you call me little pet names. And I smile and feel happy. --- In the course of about a day I have almost completely lost my voice. Isn't bronchitis fun? -sarcasm- ---- Don't tell me "anything could happen" when you don't understand. Don't tell me that my disability can be magically fixed, it can't. Don't put more pressure on the fact that I might not be able to work, I know already. I'm trying to look after myself, don't shoot everything down because I am 'young'
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TheToyNerd
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#39667 Posted: 02:26:28 14/03/2017
Quote: KeybasHedKey
Dude, ****ty things happen. It's just a fact of life. I'm sorry that it happened to you, but raging out like this is not the solution. Finding happiness in other places is. While that may be difficult, it'll all be worth it. |
CAV
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#39668 Posted: 03:19:40 14/03/2017
Quote: KeybasHedKey
I thought I handled not being a mod badly but I never threatened revenge against Dark. |
ReshiramForever
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#39669 Posted: 04:04:04 14/03/2017
Quote: KeybasHedKey
i came out of retirement to say that yeah maybe your vengeful aggressive ass is prooobbbbaaaabbblllyyyy the reason they took that away from you
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StormDragon21
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#39670 Posted: 20:22:38 14/03/2017
why do I get so nervous around you I know you're a chill person, I know I have to be trying to offend you at all, and yet it's hard for me to start a conversation. Dragon cannot handle this thing known as "talking"
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Spyro Lover122
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#39671 Posted: 21:09:21 14/03/2017
I feel like it's finally time I started accepting that I'm not comfortable with this. How am I supposed to tell people? I'm not comfortable with being female at all. Anything about it has always made me extremely uncomfortable for as long as I can remember, but now I'm getting anxiety attacks from it. I shouldn't be feeling this way, should I? I keep telling myself I shouldn't tell anyone but this isn't a new thing, it's been like this all my life. I need to be honest with myself. I don't understand why this is making me so nervous, why I'm panicking so much over it. I just can't get it out of my mind. It really makes me so weird. I don't like the way I look, sound and feel. I just don't know what I'm doing or where I'm going anymore. I'm really scared and I feel I have nowhere to go. __________
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Riolu-Blue-247
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#39672 Posted: 23:29:23 14/03/2017
It's too noisy in my head, I just need it to shut up.
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Spyroconvexity
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#39673 Posted: 03:33:22 15/03/2017
SPOILED kids make me angry. VAERY angry.
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#39674 Posted: 03:45:17 15/03/2017
Permanent grudge marker oh baby. xd
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| Bryman04 Gold Sparx Gems: 2116 |
#39675 Posted: 22:19:42 15/03/2017
I wish Wide Open Sandboxes would take a step away from doing the generic green grass, blue sky, typical planet earth deal. I crave for the unique environments of morrowind with updated gameplay. I don't want the market saturated with things like that, just wish for something new.
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Crash10
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#39676 Posted: 22:39:14 15/03/2017
Quote: Bryman04
Those games generally have nostalgic appeal, so I can see why it uses common tropes. At least I think Mario Odyssey is being more original on its scenery.
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#39677 Posted: 00:31:27 16/03/2017
Quote: Crash10
I think I'll look forward to Mario Odyssey and am excited, plus it's scenery will certainly be unique and whimsical, and I love how the Wide Open 3D Platformer is making a comeback. I'll give Breath of The Wild an exception, but Witcher 3, Skyrim, Horizon Zero Dawn's landscape, don't get me wrong I love and really enjoy those games, but the market seems saturated with those kinds of Wide Open Sandboxes style of games, it'd sure be nice to shake up the scenery a bit. |
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TheToyNerd
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#39678 Posted: 00:47:00 16/03/2017
Language, but still. It's that time of the night again! |
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TheToyNerd
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#39679 Posted: 02:12:53 16/03/2017
Welcome down to Anxiety City
Where the tears are plenty And the attacks aren't pretty. |
Carmelita Fox
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#39680 Posted: 02:59:49 16/03/2017
pessimistic
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#39681 Posted: 03:30:48 16/03/2017
Let 'em have their time
Sit back and let 'em shine Let 'em rise and rise 'Cause one day they're gonna fall Let 'em soak in the sun Sit back and let 'em have their fun Let 'em spill their guts 'Cause one day they're gonna slip on 'em Well I could be angry but you're not worth a fight And besides, I'm moving on I've counted to ten and I'm feeling alright And besides, I'm moving on |
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#39682 Posted: 04:25:32 16/03/2017
Narcissistic.
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#39683 Posted: 19:14:01 16/03/2017
why do i feel so stupid......
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looks like ive got some things to do... |
Project_Unnamed
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#39684 Posted: 19:55:05 16/03/2017
My dear friends, the unthinkable has happened. And it may mean the end of the world. I'm serious about this. But don't worry the unthinkable isn't a bad thing, it is one of the best things to happen.
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kardonis
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#39685 Posted: 23:55:25 16/03/2017
I think I understand why I hate my name so much. It's because it's never once been used in a positive way. Nobody has called me by name for a good reason. Ever. It's so annoying and I'm seriously contemplating changing my name when I'm done with college.
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Crash10
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#39686 Posted: 23:58:15 16/03/2017
Quote: kardonis
Change it to Joey Jojo Jr. Shabbadoo
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kardonis
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#39687 Posted: 00:09:16 17/03/2017
IS THAT A JOJO REFERENCE????????
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#39688 Posted: 00:11:08 17/03/2017
tfw u want to draw but nothing to draw with....
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looks like ive got some things to do... |
84skylanderdude
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#39689 Posted: 01:45:05 17/03/2017
My god, I'm such a ****ing puss. Why can't I bring myself to just ****ing end it all already? - - -
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#39690 Posted: 06:09:33 17/03/2017
Damnit
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BlinktheCookie
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#39691 Posted: 06:16:41 17/03/2017
I am stagnating as a person. Sometimes I want to be who I was before that last summer, but that person was ignorant, and didn't know the things I know now. They could have hurt someone.
But still, that person I was before summer was happy at least. They weren't afraid to do things, try things, make things. I want that back. I want to be alive again. |
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TheToyNerd
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#39692 Posted: 11:37:28 17/03/2017
God, I'm an idiot sometimes. Why must I be so stupid... I need to stop butting into people's businesses.
I take **** way too personally and I whine like crazy over retarded **** I just need to deal with. I hate myself sometimes. |
wspyro
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#39693 Posted: 20:41:01 17/03/2017
you're being more cringy than i am
i love it |
mega spyro
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#39694 Posted: 21:26:56 17/03/2017
"Protest isn't mandatory, it's just highly encouraged." Hahaha, there's no way in hell I'm protesting to keep your ****y school open, even with tons of extra credit (which you shouldn't be doing because that's a bull**** way to make people show up and you know it). Incentivizing showing up is exactly how you make this problem worse.
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Lunarz
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#39695 Posted: 01:13:45 18/03/2017
im absolutely miserable
it's my own fault for what i did in the past but it hurts so bad, it's so painful pretending im not as hurt as i really am, wanting to be dead most of the time because of this. it hurts so much and i cant even talk to you about it cuz it'd hurt even more i just hope things work out for the best, i hope i end up happy...and i hope i end up happy soon
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BlinktheCookie
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#39696 Posted: 03:00:52 18/03/2017
I've mostly reconciled it with myself. But some part of me wants someone else to bear witness to this inner turmoil, to see this reconciliation and validate it. If I'm really not bad, then why do I still feel the need to confess? If it wasn't bad and terrible, then why do I need someone to come absolve me?
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