darkSpyro

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so what are we going to do for international men's day? it's not "equality" if you don't do anything.

Tomorrow? I guess?

i mean that, google (and pretty much every big name social media site..) make a huge deal out of today, but as soon as international men's day rolls around, no one is going to care.

Hey, I'll take whatever excuse I can get to draw copious amounts of fanart!

hahaha okay teacher, cancel the lesson the one time it would actually be useful, thanks

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Feeling like the whole world is against you really sucks.

"Sometimes, I can't help but feel that I'm wasting all of my time."

Oh jeez I am actually driving up to Boston tomorrow for PAX East. Except I'm going by myself and it's super big there and I'm terrified. @.@

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so what are we going to do for international men's day? it's not "equality" if you don't do anything.

Make articles complaining about how men don't need it.

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Oh jeez I am actually driving up to Boston tomorrow for PAX East. Except I'm going by myself and it's super big there and I'm terrified. @.@

Have fun! You should take lots of pics for us.

Its amazing what spending time with them has done for my mood. I should remember this.

It makes me sad to see the activity of this group go downhill. Hope it goes back up in the future.

After thinking about it, I don't have much of a life because I must rely on you guys.

I know I'm going to regret this later on... But at least I know how it felt, even if just for a few days. I wish I could just break these old habits or one day something horrible will be my fault... It will be all my fault.

Forgive me... Please.

"I don't like playing with Dylan because he's so disrespectful to me when playing." -says the guy who spams a singular move over and over, calls it "beginner's luck" when literally anyone (including ACTUAL COMPETITIVE SMASH PLAYERS) beats him, and laughs in your face and gloats how he's the best when he wins.

What are personal belongings? Nah, you better just move everything all over the place without asking anyone.

yeah no, this is exactly why i dont like any of you

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Oh jeez I am actually driving up to Boston tomorrow for PAX East. Except I'm going by myself and it's super big there and I'm terrified. @.@

Have fun! You should take lots of pics for us. :P

That's the plan... assuming I can figure out how to work this smartphone. @.@

^What phone do you have?

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^What phone do you have?

Not the taking pictures that's the problem. It's uploading them to my PC. <.>

interesting

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^What phone do you have?

Not the taking pictures that's the problem. It's uploading them to my PC. <.>

my phone uploads my pics automatically

It feels like if your opinions aren't the majority, you're wrong. In most aspects.

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^What phone do you have?

Not the taking pictures that's the problem. It's uploading them to my PC. <.>

my phone uploads my pics automatically

I don't trust that Cloud thingamajig. IT'S TRYING TO KILL US ALL! *froths at mouth*

Loneliness is creeping back up on me again... Oh no.

Couldn't you just use imgur?

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Couldn't you just use imgur?

Maybe. I dunno... I'll just throw around a bunch of science and see what sticks. Assuming I survive the convention, of course. Probably wasn't smart to pick one of the biggest ones as my first con... and then go alone. X.X

Wow... I didn't know that one person not being there would make it so.... quiet.

I'm bored, so I made an impulse purchase. It's an early birthday present from me to me I guess. I need to stop being bored before I spend any more money, ack.

I miss you. I wish I was brave enough to talk to you again, but I'm scared you hate me. I'm sorry I have been a terrible friend and you have had to see me at my worst

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I feel like I bother me friends by trying to get in contact with them all the time. It's like if I don't, I feel ****ty and lonely. I think I just really hate being alone by myself for long periods of time

What does it matter that my computer doesn't work? Nah, I don't need a new one, give me an old, filthy, disgusting laptop. That's much better. How dare I want my hair things to not be filthy. He's ****ing disgusting, he almost never washes hands, even after going to the bathroom, but that laptop he was using for a while is definitely clean.

I'm gonna break down if he's there. I can't fake that I'm ok. It's impossible too. I don't even have a date. He has his ***** of a girlfriend. He's gonna rub it in my face. Even if it's from across the room. I have no idea what to do. I almost just shouldn't go

I'm alone and having a break down. I don't know what to do

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I'm gonna break down if he's there. I can't fake that I'm ok. It's impossible too. I don't even have a date. He has his ***** of a girlfriend. He's gonna rub it in my face. Even if it's from across the room. I have no idea what to do. I almost just shouldn't go

I'm alone and having a break down. I don't know what to do

*Hugs*

I finally work up the nerve to tell a friend last night that I feel I am the other gender.

I get a statistic of the chances from said friend of me killing myself.

I try to voice my opinion to the friend.

I am told all of my opinions are wrong and what I'm doing is wrong, and the only right way is his way.

This has not helped me in the slightest to keep up the courage and to work away the nerves of trying to branch out and tell more people. Especially since this was my first time reaching out to someone in such a manner besides the people whom I find closest to me.

Also it doesn't help me be more outspoken about my opinions if they're all shot down and am told they are wrong in the way that they are morally bad. It makes it harder, and I even let them speak and accepted their opinion, didn't say anything about how their opinions are morally wrong or anything, kept saying how I see things differently then they did... But apparently differences aren't a thing, I am morally wrong in my opinions. So there is also something, it's just made me all the more nervous about speaking out.

I just had a pretty severe panic attack an hour ago. I was crying up a storm over a silly little comment about needing to practice more. What the hell is wrong with me?! I might need to go see a doctor about this so that I don't do anything harsh to myself and I can progress naturally in my life. I'll become suicidal if I don't treat it. I almost stabbed myself with a pen tonight. This isn't just growing pains.

yeah okay im the worst friend ever
its like actually official, why does anyone even bother

honestly i dont know how to feel about you now :(

sometimes i think about judas and when he was sick in december and i cry so hard bc i almost had to euthanize him
the day the stuff to euthanize him came in the mail
i opened the lid of the tank to check on him and it was the first time in a week that he came up to see me and he tried his best to eat something
and i cried so hard
and i look at him now and hes so happy and recovered i love my boo so much i cant imagine losing him

"You need to submit this folder as a zipped folder for full credit"
"This dropbox does not accept zipped files"
"Why didn't you submit the zipped folder? Now you're losing points"

*****, I would if your system didn't suck massive amounts of dick and could actually function.

You know what, you are ****ing unbelievably immature. I find it astounding that you're over twice my age, yet I have far more common sense than you do. You're gonna wake up someday and regret so many of the things you've done. You can count on that.

Even though that call was very short lived, its like hearing your voice is a breath of fresh air. It's like all of this weight and sluggishness was suddenly lifted from my shoulders. I was finally allowed to actually have fun.

It made me fully realized how much I actually missed you and how much life you would bring to my day. I literally cannot imagine the rest of my life without you, I feel like I would be a lot sadder or stressed out without you. Our friendship is like...super addicting?? idk how to explain it.

Anyway this post was meant to say that the call was really good and pure despite it not being as long as we've hoped, and i really don't mind it having an abrupt end. It's been a while since i've been this fulfilled.

That sort of chemistry is just so strong. The night was very powerful and utter most enjoyable. Even though there is a shadow of doubt and fear I still feel more alive, secure and clear than I've felt in ages. Thank you and your beauty...

I hope so, because if not, I'll be real sad.

If you're alone and feel like dying clap your hands

*clap* *clap*

THANK GOD

EDIT: i dont want to be misconstrued, this is about an IRL issue not arceus

i'm tired

whenever i make a group of friends, i always feel so left out.

i get that im not that funny im just naturally pretty quiet..but..i dont want to be left out of the circle anymore..


not aimed at anyone in particular.

nevermind that "thank god", im still worried kthx