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She ´cause it, refuses to accept my apolegy after one year, I bet she´s laughing at these post claim i´m such a "guilt tripper" and a horrible person. I woulden´t be like this if it wasn´t for her hatred to me.

Everyone treats me like a horrible person:



And i not a Psychopath for the millionth time.

Quote: KeybasHedKey

All of you hate me...

It´s her fault, that´s why i´m not popluar, because she told everyone to not follow me, I just want to be with the cool kids the ones who are really better and you all treat me like Trash and that i´m evil.

i rarely get compliments on my art, but i keep drawing because i like doing it.

also, WHO told people not to follow you?

Quote: parisruelz12

Quote: KeybasHedKey

All of you hate me...

It´s her fault, that´s why i´m not popluar, because she told everyone to not follow me, I just want to be with the cool kids the ones who are really better and you all treat me like Trash and that i´m evil.

i rarely get compliments on my art, but i keep drawing because i like doing it.

also, WHO told people not to follow you?

I know who she is but i´m not saying names. I already told her a while ago to accept my apolegy but still REFUSES TO DO SO!

My art is good, people treat me like i´m a bad guy.

Quote: KeybasHedKey

She ´cause it, refuses to accept my apolegy after one year, I bet she´s laughing at these post claim i´m such a "guilt tripper" and a horrible person. I woulden´t be like this if it wasn´t for her hatred to me.

Everyone treats me like a horrible person:

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My brother beat me up, my sister doesn´t care how i feel, my close friend refuses to talk to me since octuber, my other friends never respond to my replies and my other followers are no help, they refuse to give me my staff privaliges, my art is so underaprecited, my parents get mad at me for anything I do, there so annoyed at me, I just want to kill myself people will be happy without me. Because i´m such a pest to the world.

And i not a Psychopath for the millionth time.

you're speaking as if all your problems are the reason people don't "like your art" or that others dont go through stuff either
no one's gonna feel sorry for you if you're so hateful use those things as excuses to gain empathy

i know people in bad living situations who get abused verbally and physically but they dont blame anyone.

you also said youd beat the **** out of this person and you say your brother beats you, well guess what, you're just as bad as he is if you do that. you're in the wrong, not them. Be a bigger person.

I´m not trying get Empathy. You people don´t understand who i feel, these are personal thoughts but no, people are responding to my post, I have the right to post what´s on my mind that´s what the thread is for. And the grow up excuse won´t work and THEY´RE WRONG and not me. Stop saying i´m wrong when i´m not i´m never right, we´re always right but not you.

Guys, why don't we all just stop? Clearly nothing's gonna change her mind. It's unfortunate but just let her destroy herself. Maybe one day she'll realize on her own what she's done.

I know what i did i just want those people to accept my apolegies with no ifs of buts.

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I need a Real Fanbase and followers not be a bunch of snobby kids who can´t draw a decent Stick figure, eats fetishes, a bunch request suckers, one word commenters. I´m sick of those kinda people following me. I need more feedback and more praise, 3 years i should be popluar by now.

Those "snobby kids" are the ones who would likely share your art with their friends, and further increase your fanbase and help you get to the level of popularity you want to achieve. If you reject them en mass because they aren't cool enough for you and you want a better fanbase, it's not like you can do some sort of trade in deal. You drop these followers, especially with the attitude you're coming off with right now, and you'll get a reputation as someone who's not grateful or appreciative of the attention she gets, and nobody's going to want to bother with you. You'll go from a few to none real quick.

If you want additional feedback you're not going to get it by telling your followers to **** off. People who ask for requests, yeah that's crummy. But at the same time doing those requests can build a bigger body of work and get the attention of more people. You don't have to do the fetish requests obviously but simple SFW stuff can be helpful to increasing your audience. You can't ask for money when you don't have a large following or a large body of work yet.

And I get it. It can suck to not have a notable base after the three years you've put in. I've tinkered around music on and off for give or take half a decade and have been going at it regularly for two years now, and I still have a microscopic following. Yeah, it sucks to not get real feedback on work. It sucks to see that my total downloads is still in the double digits. And it sucked when I silently delayed my album and only two people really noticed.

But that's how it is when starting out. And as tempting as it can be to just say "you know what I'm done", I'm probably not going to stop. Because as frustrating and hair pulling as it can be, I genuinely enjoy making this **** and getting better at it. You gotta keep at it and build your audience slowly, and you can't expect instant results even if it's three years. Many artists that are popular have been drawing for over a decade. It's going to take a while, and it certainly won't happen sooner if you shun your current following.

EDIT: Whoops posted after we agreed to stop.

Things are just spiraling.

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Oh look, here I go messing everything up again just by being me.

im starting to feel indifferent towards being thrown away

ive reached my breaking point, im ****ing done with all of you
so yeah, dont expect me to even acknowledge your toxic elitist asses, the only time ill ever be around is to see my girlfriend

outside of that, im done with you

Local duck frets over partner's health and their own. Nothing to see here.

im ****ing crying my 10 y/o club penguin account was deleted

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im ****ing crying my 10 y/o club penguin account was deleted

club penguin is ending, man

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Quote: Thunderdragon14

im ****ing crying my 10 y/o club penguin account was deleted

club penguin is ending, man

i wanted to see her. one last time
why does god hate me

rip in piss sophieb2000

And they wonder why I have self worth issues.

CONTINUED: this man still won't stop stalking me
now he wants to try to "be a friend"
like man what you said is done damage now let me go

lesson learned, never offer personal contact info to potential creeps at work, they might be gay and want your bits

huh I guesss lying is a possibility here

*switch snap noise*

Am I bored? No. Just worried we aren't on the same page. Just not confident in that but that's big

Boi I ****ed up! Kinda hate myself rn

This can't be healthy can it? I always get depressed the same time, of the same day of the week. Right about now actually. I spend all week hyping up for friday and now what? it's over. Just sit here and do nothing, realizing it's all just the same and that any happiness I get fades away within mere hours.

It was particularly bad today, as nobody got along. We'd be fine for a few minutes, but then somebody would get really miffed off, and suddenly it's a shouting match again. I feel like it's one specific guy's fault, but I don't particularly want to kick him, as I'm pretty sure he doesn't have many, if any, other friends. I know how it feels to be in that position, it's just I don't want him to sabotage all our friendships.

Breaking news: asking people to leave you alone means they harass you more.

My Demon's Souls server account was finally created, I always thought there was a problem with my internet or my PS3 connecting. But then I thought on it for sometime and now I'm thinking that maybe for some reason, the reason why the account wasn't being created, and I kept having the error "438" I think it was? Was because I didn't get my very first character through the game's first boss. Which I stopped playing my first character so I could create another character who starts out with MP regen ring. ( and said character got past the first boss meanwhile the first one only got to the Nexus, that is until now when I started to play my first character again ) I don't know why it had to be the very first character you create needs to get the blue eye stone and other stuff for playing with or invading players... But after weeks of mulling over and trying various solutions, doing this works... Aaand.... It still won't connect to the servers, dunno if my internet or the servers are having a maintenance but at least I can finally log into the servers and have some semblance of hope now.

Please Demon's Souls online, work for me baby.

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Sometimes I can't tell what I'm doing anymore. Why am I doing this? Being like this toward you? Is it because of what's inside?... Is it because of some other reason? I'm just... So confused.

I guess I didn’t mean that much at all, right? I was just another piece of the puzzle and a non-factor in this game of yours. Normal social code would tell me to be offended but I can see past that. I am not offended or disappointed. I just think that if I have been given just a normal dosage of cruel cold fact, I wouldn’t be so confused about the whole thing. But hey, it is not like I am here to complain for that long, right? I cannot make a difference and that is that.

I wish people would stop taking my posts as jokes, because i´m not joking arround i´m getting tired of life, because it hates me, nothing good happens to me.

goodbye i hate you you are the biggest ****ing piece of **** ive ever met and i cant believe i loved you at one point
BYE
BYE
BYE
BYE

i wonder when ill get out of this mmo hunger

April 23rd cannot come soon enough!

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It's going to be a long road but at the end I will be so much better.

tfw u need to discuss something w/ someone but their internet is ****ty.

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*switch snap noise*

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Haha! That's... that's real funny... Yeah, don't you hate it when guys constantly... complain about being singleoh dear lord, what am i doing with my life?

And on another note, I really don't feel like being part of the group anymore because I really feel like no one cares what I have to say, regardless of what it is. Trying to talk about something and being met with silence every time, or when I try to contribute to a conversation and getting ignored. If you don't want me around anymore then say so and I'll leave.

What is my major malfunction and why does it destroy my chances of happiness?

I have cried no less than 3 times in the span of a week. I'm just constantly feeling depressed and lonely lately. I feel so bad all the time.., I just wanna be happy! I legit considered self-harm last night. I never in a million years would've thought that kind of stuff would cross my mind! What the hell is wrong with me? Why can't I just stop being such a whiny little ***** about everything!? Goddamnit!

Could you just not be an asshole for three seconds? Why do you have to just be so ****ing rude and up my ass all the time?

Quote: mega spyro

Could you just not be an asshole for three seconds? Why do you have to just be so ****ing rude and up my ass all the time?

For a second I thought this was Thoughts on Users.

Ear drops + Q-tips = can't hear out of my right ear again. Goddamnit. Why can't I leave well enough alone?

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Breaking news: dragon has a good personal thought for the first time in a while.

so what are we going to do for international men's day? it's not "equality" if you don't do anything.

Quote: parisruelz12

so what are we going to do for international men's day? it's not "equality" if you don't do anything.

just slap dildos on everything in a 12 mile radius

Quote: parisruelz12

so what are we going to do for international men's day? it's not "equality" if you don't do anything.

UUUUUMM! Ex-cuse me! Everyday is National Men's Day under the patriarchy.

Quote: parisruelz12

so what are we going to do for international men's day? it's not "equality" if you don't do anything.

Tomorrow? I guess?

AHHHHHHHHHGG

Quote: StormDragon21

Quote: parisruelz12

so what are we going to do for international men's day? it's not "equality" if you don't do anything.

Tomorrow? I guess?

i mean that, google (and pretty much every big name social media site..) make a huge deal out of today, but as soon as international men's day rolls around, no one is going to care.