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StormDragon21 Platinum Sparx Gems: 5631	#39651 Posted: 22:52:20 24/02/2017 "The beauty of love is that, no matter how smart you are, it'll make you think like a potato." Breaking news: internet dragon starts slowly going insane. --- "sTORM, my parents just told me something that RUINED MY LIFE. DID YOU KNOW that Smarties have different flavors?!" ~ShadowMewX

Project_Unnamed Prismatic Sparx

Gems: 10573

#39652 Posted: 23:06:59 24/02/2017

I just don’t enjoy surprise visitors for some reason. I want to have organized personal life with knowledge of things to come rather than spontaneous plans etc. Maybe I am not that good of a fellow human being or something.

I really need this weekend. It is not like the work is on my mind but somehow I’ve been under such overwhelming lower level of mood recently that I haven’t been able to identify between reality and my own messed up emotional world. The machine is slowly breaking and human will make its appearance.

But what do I know? I am just a grumpy, miserable man who just vents to some internet forum.

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I might give you more opinions... for a small fee of course.

TheToyNerd Gold Sparx Gems: 2137	#39653 Posted: 03:16:27 25/02/2017 Life scares me, I want a girlfriend, I am the farthest away from happy I could be, and I am crying uncontrollably right now, but what else is new?
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willspyro Ripto Gems: 5862	#39654 Posted: 05:15:22 25/02/2017 There's a place for people like you, for **ing with the elderly and for **ing with my grandmother. Hope hell is ready.

StriderSwag Gold Sparx Gems: 2769	#39655 Posted: 06:15:53 25/02/2017 i legitimately think the world would be a better place if i was dead, but the only thing stopping me is my attachments to a few people in particular

Crystal Dragon Diamond Sparx

Gems: 8850

#39656 Posted: 09:37:54 25/02/2017

I'm sick of this miserable existence. Anyone I am in contact with in real life are nothing but abusive and manipulative scumbags, who happily throw me away into the trash and trample all over me until they can use me for something, and then begins a cycle of endless mental and emotional abuse until I cave in and give them what they want, and then go right back to being thrown aside again.

No one has given a **** about how I feel or what I want for twenty years. It's always been about what everyone else wants so we have to give them what they want. Because that's the whole point of having a kid isn't it? Getting your own little personal slave that you can kick around and order around, and use and exploit to make yourself look superior to your peers.

They reward the abusive and manipulative ones and punish the kids at every turn if they try to cry for help, calling them 'ungrateful brats' for talking about how terrible their parents are. After all, we can't make them look bad, oh no.

I really want to run away so that I'm finally out of both abusive households, because they've both proven that the outcome is the same regardless of who I stay with. But running away is of course an optimistic dream and I'm never allowed to have those ever. So just about my only choices are to suffer forever or to end my misery once and for all, but everyone will shout me down for even speaking of such things because then that means they lose their favorite emotional/mental punching bag and forces them to find another. They only care when they lose something, not when I do.

I really have no capacity to care anymore. They've taken all my happiness, my hopes and dreams, never received anything even remotely resembling love and support my whole life, and I no longer have any will to live. I just want it to end.

i don't care what happens to me at this point. cart me off to some facility or another, i don't care.

KeybasHedKey Ripto Gems: 1862	#39657 Posted: 01:26:49 26/02/2017 Someone has Twisted,Dark,Disturbing,etc thoughts =/= They have a mental condition. Something that i had to say all this time.

TheToyNerd Gold Sparx

Gems: 2137

#39658 Posted: 01:31:41 26/02/2017

Quote: KeybasHedKey

Someone has Twisted,Dark,Disturbing,etc thoughts =/= They have a mental condition. Something that i had to say all this time.

Well, I mean... it depends on the context. A dark sense of humor is one thing but when you repeat those types of phrases over and over and make it seem like you're going to act on them it's cause for concern. Not saying that you are like this at all, just my two cents

TheToyNerd Gold Sparx

Gems: 2137

#39659 Posted: 01:35:49 26/02/2017

Quote: Sesshomaru75

Quote: KeybasHedKey
Someone has Twisted,Dark,Disturbing,etc thoughts =/= They have a mental condition. Something that i had to say all this time.

Idk, wanting to beat someone up until they forgive you sounds pretty mental to me.

Ehhhhhhhhh... I think we all have dark fantasies that we would never act on. To be fair, I don't know the whole context to this, so maybe that's just it. I'm not ready to immediately call him a piece of **** over saying things out of anger.

Project_Unnamed Prismatic Sparx

Gems: 10573

#39660 Posted: 01:41:08 26/02/2017

Day by day the eventual execution of the decision draws more nigh. I know that there are other solutions to the problems but eventually none of the solutions makes any difference to the end result at all. Meaning and purpose is lost so why bother to search for something that eventually affects nothing at all... It isn't right, it isn't wrong... it is what it is and that is that.

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I might give you more opinions... for a small fee of course.

84skylanderdude Platinum Sparx

Gems: 5540

#39661 Posted: 04:02:43 26/02/2017

God damn it, I really like her, don't I? I was trying so hard to avoid this. If only I was a person worth others' time. If only I was a person worth her time. If only I was able to go for it without 100% certainty I would be shot down. If only I could be deceased and long forgotten already.

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“No one knows what the outcome will be. So, as much as you can, choose whatever you'll regret the least.” - Levi Ackerman

Mesuxelf Ripto Gems: 3666	#39662 Posted: 20:18:47 26/02/2017 .....

KeybasHedKey Ripto Gems: 1862	#39663 Posted: 22:06:06 26/02/2017 People treat me with no respect arround here.

TheToyNerd Gold Sparx Gems: 2137	#39664 Posted: 22:22:20 26/02/2017 Quote: KeybasHedKey People treat me with no respect arround here. To be fair, you type like a psycho (making it very easy for people to pick on you) and you overreact/attention-seek like crazy sometimes. Respect is a thing you have to earn, especially on an Internet forum.

Bifrost Prismatic Sparx Gems: 10386	#39665 Posted: 22:45:10 26/02/2017 I got paid for a work and it's hard to respond professionally without showing how giddy seeing people that love it;; I just want to thank them and describe the whole process but less is more in this case. --- SO I'LL GIVE YOU WHAT YOU WANT (What I need is never what I want)

KeybasHedKey Ripto Gems: 1862

#39666 Posted: 00:42:57 27/02/2017

Quote: TheToyNerd

Quote: KeybasHedKey
People treat me with no respect arround here.

To be fair, you type like a psycho (making it very easy for people to pick on you) and you overreact/attention-seek like crazy sometimes. Respect is a thing you have to earn, especially on an Internet forum.

I´m not a Psychopath for a millionth time. I don´t have no mental issues, i´m totally fine.

TheToyNerd Gold Sparx

Gems: 2137

#39667 Posted: 00:48:27 27/02/2017

Quote: KeybasHedKey

Quote: TheToyNerd
Quote: KeybasHedKey
People treat me with no respect arround here.

To be fair, you type like a psycho (making it very easy for people to pick on you) and you overreact/attention-seek like crazy sometimes. Respect is a thing you have to earn, especially on an Internet forum.

I´m not a Psychopath for a millionth time. I don´t have no mental issues, i´m totally fine.

I didn't say you were one. I just pointed out you have an odd way of typing is all. Also, again, you tend to overreact sometimes. This being a prime example!

somePerson Diamond Sparx Gems: 8864	#39668 Posted: 04:50:53 27/02/2017 still waiting --- Star Wars didn't happen, but it's a rad movie.

Riolu-Blue-247 Diamond Sparx Gems: 8843	#39669 Posted: 05:28:21 27/02/2017 She doesn't want to be around me all because Im a self conscious freak.... great... --- I just realised that I might not know what the hell is going on

TheToyNerd Gold Sparx Gems: 2137	#39670 Posted: 10:23:28 27/02/2017 I can't believe this is actually happening. I'm feeling legit feels like I've never felt before... And it makes me... happy. I hope to God I don't screw this up.
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parisruelz12 Diamond Sparx Gems: 7577	#39671 Posted: 21:17:12 27/02/2017 I cannot get over the fact that Eleven Little Roosters season 2 had a character named Wilhelm, and the only point to that characters existence was to make one joke. --- looks like ive got some things to do...

StriderSwag Gold Sparx Gems: 2769	#39672 Posted: 23:27:28 27/02/2017 who am i really? does anyone even really know that?

TheToyNerd Gold Sparx Gems: 2137	#39673 Posted: 01:20:17 28/02/2017 I could get used to being confident and making people happy.

Riolu-Blue-247 Diamond Sparx Gems: 8843	#39674 Posted: 03:31:38 28/02/2017 Things are going ok... It will be ok. --- I dont feel like I belong and its scaring me. I'm afraid you are all going to leave me, Im scared she will leave me... I dont want to be alone --- I just realised that I might not know what the hell is going on
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Lunarz Emerald Sparx Gems: 3363	#39675 Posted: 04:55:04 28/02/2017 i hope my birthday wish comes true... I kinda messed up cuz i wasn't as specific as i shoulda been but also it's just superstition stuff anyways so --- Lanky Kong saved me despite having no style nor grace.

TheToyNerd Gold Sparx Gems: 2137	#39676 Posted: 19:54:38 28/02/2017 Thank god for that great boost of joy I've gotten over the past few days... School is stressing me the heck out! --- I hate to be that guy, but, I miss you... Still miss you!
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StriderSwag Gold Sparx Gems: 2769	#39677 Posted: 20:04:57 28/02/2017 oh boy im sick of being here

Spyro Lover122 Gold Sparx

Gems: 2159

#39678 Posted: 20:14:41 28/02/2017

I feel so stupid for making a fool of myself earlier. I can't go there again after being such an idiot. How will I find my way out of it? I have no idea if they knew it was me that did it, but I really hope they didn't see. I'm just a ****ing mess. I can't do anything right and my mind is always all over the place. The only person I have to blame is myself and my way of acting on things before thinking. I'm absolute ****

I'm scared to death about this and I really can't wait for tomorrow. I'm going to have to stay up all night because I'm afraid to sleep with whatever the **** is happening to me. I wish you would stop trying to brush it off. I really am fearing my health here and you all tell me I'm overreacting. I'm the only one that knows what this is like.

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Whenever you reach too high, life smacks you down!

SoulFly Emerald Sparx Gems: 4660	#39679 Posted: 23:19:43 28/02/2017 Oh My God He thought i was serious. And he is that kind of person. Oh this is gonna be a stimulating adventure in people out of my wavelenght --- Ligi

Thunderdragon14 Diamond Sparx Gems: 8149	#39680 Posted: 00:13:06 01/03/2017 i need me a dentist --- Quote: Alydol go back to whining about your fish

ThroneOfMalefor Platinum Sparx Gems: 5428	#39681 Posted: 00:36:32 01/03/2017 -_=INSECURITY INTENSIFIES=_- --- BREATHE AIR.

Beemo Emerald Sparx Gems: 3070	#39682 Posted: 00:40:43 01/03/2017 Quote: Thunderdragon14 i need me a dentist same.

Thunderdragon14 Diamond Sparx Gems: 8149	#39683 Posted: 00:55:18 01/03/2017 Quote: Beemo Quote: Thunderdragon14 i need me a dentist same. my usual dentist almost killed my sister and wont repay damages so my moms like WE AREN'T GOING THERE i have two gaping cavities and i cant eat anything without my teeth crying and they hurt as i walk --- Quote: Alydol go back to whining about your fish

ThroneOfMalefor Platinum Sparx Gems: 5428	#39684 Posted: 02:16:44 01/03/2017 I'll end the charades. I don't feel like I would be putting up a facade from from this moment beyond. /exit lurk - - - I aim to appease but sometimes I feel shadowed by you, BUT I guess you ARE having a thing so I'm just being a worrywort : ) Eventually getting this off the road and into a metal bird --- BREATHE AIR.
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Riolu-Blue-247 Diamond Sparx Gems: 8843	#39685 Posted: 03:32:59 01/03/2017 I'm tired of existing. --- I just realised that I might not know what the hell is going on

Lunarz Emerald Sparx Gems: 3363	#39686 Posted: 06:05:31 01/03/2017 im miserable and it hurts so bad, and i dunno if things will ever get better or go the way i want and i dont think im supposed to be happy, years of unhappiness have convinced me of this i dont think im worthy of having love, i dont think im worth of happiness at all.... --- Lanky Kong saved me despite having no style nor grace.

Spyro Fanatic Hunter Gems: 12293	#39687 Posted: 09:21:28 01/03/2017 Three days in, and I'm already tired of University this year. Aaannnddd the anxiety kicks in. --- R.I.P. Ra June 16th 2000 ~ May 3rd 2017
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somePerson Diamond Sparx Gems: 8864	#39688 Posted: 15:52:55 01/03/2017 there's no point in trying now --- Star Wars didn't happen, but it's a rad movie.

TheToyNerd Gold Sparx Gems: 2137	#39689 Posted: 15:59:10 01/03/2017 Oh... boy I totally **ing love being accused of cheating because of my involuntary ticks. Thanks for that! --- This day went from ** to passable because of you. I am so glad that I have someone as sweet and as beautiful as you in my life. Thank you, broski!
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StriderSwag Gold Sparx Gems: 2769	#39690 Posted: 18:51:47 01/03/2017 threaten me like that again and itll be your ****ing head

mega spyro Emerald Sparx Gems: 3847	#39691 Posted: 21:15:52 01/03/2017 **** this school so hard. Yes, let's give you one day to work on a project, and then have 3 assignments due on the same day, with only one day to work on them. Then let's have 2 quizzes, and then a live lesson. But none of this is a two day thing, so you have to get it all done in one day before the teachers start complaining. --- Dead

KeybasHedKey Ripto Gems: 1862	#39692 Posted: 21:16:17 01/03/2017 I hate these snobs following me in social media, I need cool kids to follow me not a bunch of muckus, poorly excuse for artists and fetish hungry. -----

Lunarz Emerald Sparx

Gems: 3363

#39693 Posted: 21:57:20 01/03/2017

Quote: KeybasHedKey

I hate these snobs following me in social media, I need cool kids to follow me not a bunch of muckus, poorly excuse for artists and fetish hungry.

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i know this is pt and all but beggars can't be choosers and if you're going to insult the people who follow you then you don't really deserve a following because someone who does social media is absolutely nothing without their fans

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Lanky Kong saved me despite having no style nor grace.

mega spyro Emerald Sparx

Gems: 3847

#39694 Posted: 22:09:57 01/03/2017

Why yes, I know you're having a celebration for doctor Suess' birthday, but I don't give a **** because I'm not 3 years old. You don't need to send 5 ****ING EMAILS every time you have some stupid event. If I gave a ****, I'd read them, I don't need the same thing marked urgent 5 times. Also, cool things in the lessons that don't actually work. I really like the thing that fails so badly, you can't even leave feedback of how bad it fails because it doesn't work. So I can't actually tell you your lessons are ****y because they're to ****y to actually use the feature to tell you they're ****y. Absolutely fantastic, 99999999/10

I found one upside if my family actually does move to Germany: I'll never have to deal with the retarded assclowns that run this ****ing school ever again.

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Dead

wspyro Emerald Sparx

Gems: 4422

#39695 Posted: 23:12:05 01/03/2017

Quote: KeybasHedKey

I hate these snobs following me in social media, I need cool kids to follow me not a bunch of muckus, poorly excuse for artists and fetish hungry.

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i saw ur deviantart page. ik you said you didn't want to share it but you didn't make it hard to find. all you have to do is search your ds name.
anyways, the people seem to be super supportive of you. granted i cant see pms but the ones that post there seem super supportive. you talk a lot about how you're having such a hard life(tho tbh it seems you can get a splinter and cry about how life is not worth living) and sometime respond to those that are being supportive to you rather harshly

but you did say social media~ i do remember you saying how you thought the same of the people from devianart so i figured this would be the same

be nice. stop whining. life is tough and you have to get used to it. you're not popular. tough luck.

ThroneOfMalefor Platinum Sparx Gems: 5428	#39696 Posted: 00:40:14 02/03/2017 stop hitting on me leave me alone stop trying to force something that isn't there i don't love you i hate you actually please go away is this so hard to understand? --- BREATHE AIR.

KeybasHedKey Ripto Gems: 1862

#39697 Posted: 02:33:11 02/03/2017

Quote: wspyro

Quote: KeybasHedKey
I hate these snobs following me in social media, I need cool kids to follow me not a bunch of muckus, poorly excuse for artists and fetish hungry.

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i saw ur deviantart page. ik you said you didn't want to share it but you didn't make it hard to find. all you have to do is search your ds name.
anyways, the people seem to be super supportive of you. granted i cant see pms but the ones that post there seem super supportive. you talk a lot about how you're having such a hard life(tho tbh it seems you can get a splinter and cry about how life is not worth living) and sometime respond to those that are being supportive to you rather harshly

but you did say social media~ i do remember you saying how you thought the same of the people from devianart so i figured this would be the same

be nice. stop whining. life is tough and you have to get used to it. you're not popular. tough luck.

I need a Real Fanbase and followers not be a bunch of snobby kids who can´t draw a decent Stick figure, eats fetishes, a bunch request suckers, one word commenters. I´m sick of those kinda people following me. I need more feedback and more praise, 3 years i should be popluar by now.

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