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#39201 Posted: 03:11:03 21/01/2017
i wanna tell you you're wrong but i think it's too late and i need to not think about that anymore.
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StormDragon21
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#39202 Posted: 03:43:32 21/01/2017
How do the roles get reversed? Was she less angry than I was because she supported it? Or am I just holding onto something that will never happen? I need rest.
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"sTORM, my parents just told me something that RUINED MY LIFE. DID YOU KNOW that Smarties have different flavors?!" ~ShadowMewX |
Riolu-Blue-247
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#39203 Posted: 09:37:43 21/01/2017
-Be me
-Be talking to my partner -She tells me about a tabletop rpg where I can legitimately be a duck -Proceed to scream happily about it I think I get a bit too excited about ducks
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I just realised that I might not know what the hell is going on |
Bifrost
Prismatic Sparx
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#39204 Posted: 11:26:23 21/01/2017
confound these animals they drive me to stay in the couch
Can't remember the last time I woke up with a ****ed back three days followed, I'm never taking both dog and cat caretaking duty ever again
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SO I'LL GIVE YOU WHAT YOU WANT (What I need is never what I want) |
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Spyro Lover122
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#39205 Posted: 11:29:53 21/01/2017
All I can say is how dare you. How dare you try to tell me that I'm 'pretending' to be depressed. Do you think I want to feel like ****? Do you think this is ****ing funny? I honestly cannot believe you literally said that you know how I act and feel when I'm alone. You don't. I try to keep my negativity to myself because I don't want to bring other people down or make them waste their time worrying about me, but sometimes those feelings show. That does not give you the right to call me 'boring' when I lose all of my energy and motivation. I'm still trying my hardest to get by and it's starting to completely drain me whenever I'm not feeling hyper. I'm just a mess. My brain just can't seem to identify my emotions anymore and I'm all over the place. Now I realize I've been like this for as long as I can remember but it's becoming noticeable and I can't control it. I fear that I'm going insane and I just can't deal with the pressure anymore. Every second I fear I'm just going to have some sort of outbreak and it's getting harder to hold myself back. And you certainly aren't helping with all your stupid bs. I'm even more confused than I was this morning now. I just want you to leave me alone now. **** you. -----------
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Whenever you reach too high, life smacks you down! |
mega spyro
Emerald Sparx
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#39206 Posted: 16:37:34 21/01/2017
Yes, let me totally waste my day by attending this stupid ****ing thing, stop being a passive aggressive ***** because I don't want to. Like always, I have to do what you want, because you say so. **** it, how about you just do this kind of stuff more often so I won't ever have free time. **** you.
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Bumblebunnii
Yellow Sparx
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#39207 Posted: 19:29:57 21/01/2017
The fact that it's 2017 and some people still feel like they get to tell me that they have a problem with my relationship because my boyfriend is Hispanic and I'm white honestly baffles me.
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Eevee88
Emerald Sparx
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#39208 Posted: 23:36:04 21/01/2017
*deep breath in, breathing out.*
You said you were staying here. What happened to that, hmmm? If you say, "I WAS WAITING FOR YOU TO ASK TO PLAY!" I will reply back harshly, "You should know me by now. I DO NOT like to ask. I am shy when asking things. You have lived with me for 3/4 years. Heck, you are my cousin! You should know I don't ASK things around here." Heck, I was SICK yesterday I almost THREW UP. You have some explaining to do when you get home, lil' missy. ![]()
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Heading out, my liege? A commission, I presume? Then I shall accompany you. Just...ah, allow me to indulge in one more chapter... |
parisruelz12 Diamond Sparx Gems: 7577 |
#39209 Posted: 09:34:20 22/01/2017
perhaps hope isnt completely lost..
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looks like ive got some things to do... |
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terrafin2299 Ripto Gems: 3418 |
#39210 Posted: 13:26:08 22/01/2017
I feel like you don't like me anymore ..... |
Alydol Ripto Gems: 1330 |
#39211 Posted: 21:52:37 22/01/2017
They're all out to get me. It'll be fine, it'll be just fine.
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TheToyNerd
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#39212 Posted: 22:07:52 22/01/2017
Quote: Alydol
Dude, you ok? I'm sorry I offended you with my free thought, I guess. Just wanna let you know that I don't hate you. |
Alydol Ripto Gems: 1330 |
#39213 Posted: 02:18:29 23/01/2017
Quote: TheToyNerd
Don't worry, I was just a bit sad for a moment. And now I'm sad for another reason, near depressed. |
TheToyNerd
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#39214 Posted: 02:22:32 23/01/2017
Quote: Alydol
Why's that? |
Alydol Ripto Gems: 1330 |
#39215 Posted: 04:52:41 23/01/2017
Quote: TheToyNerd
I accidently killed my great uncle's red-tailed hawk 0-0. So he let me free fly this hawk in a camping area,my great uncle was by the car, in another area. Boom, gunshot. "Hey I just shot a red-tail!" I walk to the car which was like half mile away, I tell him I just killed the hawk, I have to get a few thousand bucks to buy another hawk. Until I find out that he lost his licence because they thought that he himself killed the hawk. |
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Crystal Dragon
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#39216 Posted: 05:08:31 23/01/2017
I actually get anxious beyond belief now looking at the chat. I want to talk but I'm terrified of talking because I know I've ****ed up. I'm sorry. I've ruined another thing for myself that I used to enjoy. And I've probably ruined it for others because that's just the kind of fool that I am. i really should master the art of being a hermit |
willster8 Gold Sparx Gems: 2383 |
#39217 Posted: 20:01:24 23/01/2017
Quote: Alydol
Did you yourself shoot the hawk or did someone else? Sorry if this is a dumb question, i couldn't tell from the way you worded it. |
Beemo Emerald Sparx Gems: 3427 |
#39218 Posted: 20:16:14 23/01/2017
When will it all end? Jesus christ, make it stop.
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parisruelz12 Diamond Sparx Gems: 7577 |
#39219 Posted: 22:13:10 23/01/2017
i want to look up exactly what someone said, but theres so much bias (on both sides) in the mainstream media that im afraid im gonna get it wrong.
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Alydol Ripto Gems: 1330 |
#39220 Posted: 23:29:16 23/01/2017
Quote: willster8
Well the hawk flew into an area where I couldn't see him, not thinking much of it. I hear a gunshot from behind the trees. And after that I hear "Hey, I just shot a red-tail!" And a loud chattering of a few people after that, I felt my heart beating like a bongo drum. However,it was like six people out on a hunting trip rather than just two or three. I should have made it clearer thought, but I thought people wouldn't think that people would think that I did. |
parisruelz12 Diamond Sparx Gems: 7577 |
#39221 Posted: 23:31:47 23/01/2017
Quote: Alydol
...where did your uncle get a red tail hawk in first place??
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looks like ive got some things to do... |
Alydol Ripto Gems: 1330 |
#39222 Posted: 02:07:21 24/01/2017
Quote: parisruelz12
He was a falconer. |
Dark Lord
Platinum Sparx
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#39223 Posted: 03:32:28 24/01/2017
Every time I try to I end up stopping because I'm afraid and don't like to interrupt others.
Another problem I'm having right now, despite my revelation I still have a little emptiness inside. Not that I was expecting this revelation to fix everything and make me the happiest person in the world. But now I feel like I'm the person with the least chance of ending up in a relationship. It's not super important as right now I want to focus on getting used to who I am because even after so long of doing this and being so happy I know I should still take the time to have this revelation settle in, it hasn't been long since I started accepting what and who I am... I just feel somewhat more like my life is pathetic though from the fact that I have near zero chance now.
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Like fallen snow, I lay on the ground and wait for my turn to fade away, no matter how unique I seem. It's my gift to you... A true sacrifice... |
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Riolu-Blue-247
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#39224 Posted: 04:00:44 24/01/2017
If i could I would skin myself right now everything is fine
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I just realised that I might not know what the hell is going on |
Alydol Ripto Gems: 1330 |
#39225 Posted: 04:21:30 24/01/2017
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willster8 Gold Sparx Gems: 2383 |
#39226 Posted: 04:59:16 24/01/2017
I feel super ****ing depressed right now. If I could just drop dead where I am that'd be great. - - - |
84skylanderdude
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#39227 Posted: 05:22:24 24/01/2017
WHY CAN'T I JUST BE GOOD AT ART **** WHY CAN'T I DO ANYTHING _____
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“No one knows what the outcome will be. So, as much as you can, choose whatever you'll regret the least.” - Levi Ackerman |
mega spyro
Emerald Sparx
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#39228 Posted: 06:18:48 24/01/2017
me: "everything is going terribly"
*remembers school starts again tomorrow* *quietly dies inside*
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somePerson
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#39229 Posted: 07:08:43 24/01/2017
I need to stop procrastinating
today was the first time in my life where I felt down and just couldn't get back up on my feet. I usually always get back up but today I just stayed on the ground. I feel like I could get back up but I just felt unmotivated to. |
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Mrmorrises
Platinum Sparx
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#39230 Posted: 07:22:10 24/01/2017
That is a change which I will welcome.
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Spyro Lover122
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#39231 Posted: 16:55:43 24/01/2017
I don't think you understood exactly what I meant today but that's because I'm so bad at explaining it. You told me to work on finding the words for it but I really don't have any. I don't even have a reason, it just happens to me. There is no deeper meaning, but the feelings sure are deeper than I make them out to be. Why is it so hard to find what it is that I'm feeling? One second I feel like I'm happy but the next I realize I feel like complete **** almost at the the same time. I could also feel both energetic and worn down at the same time. I can feel angry and irritable at times and it makes me a complete **** that just ruins everyone's happiness. That's really the only way I can put in into words because I don't know why I felt like everyone was already sick of me before I started being so horrible to everyone. I don't know what else to say about it and that's why this is so hard to fix. HELLO BRAIN CAN WE PLEASE DEFINE SOMETHING FOR ONCE THANK YOU -----------
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Whenever you reach too high, life smacks you down! |
mega spyro
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#39232 Posted: 18:37:46 24/01/2017
OH WELL YES TEACHER, I CAN TOTALLY READ THE GODDAMN ODYSSEY AND ROMEO AND JULIET WITHIN 4 DAYS, AND WRITE ESSAYS ABOUT THEM IN THAT TIME.
I haven't even been back more than 45 minutes this semester, and I'm already ****ed.
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Beemo Emerald Sparx Gems: 3427 |
#39233 Posted: 19:40:37 24/01/2017
These *****es got a lot of nerve. (again, rl problems) |
mega spyro
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#39234 Posted: 21:21:21 24/01/2017
Why is this teacher's mic so damn loud? It hurts my ears and gives me a headache every time I hear it. The mic seems to be on max sensitivity, the slightest change in how loud she's speaking will burst my ear drums every time, even when she's breathing I can hear it and it's ****ing loud. Yes, I keep complaining because this is a ****ing problem.
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willspyro Ripto Gems: 5862 |
#39235 Posted: 22:52:39 24/01/2017
I want a gf so badly sometimes. School is cool. |
TheToyNerd
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#39236 Posted: 23:15:25 24/01/2017
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mega spyro
Emerald Sparx
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#39237 Posted: 23:20:25 24/01/2017
Wow, thanks school, you can just say "you shouldn't have self confidence problems or anxiety" and that magically solves years of issues. Boy, if only someone had told me "**** you, you're absolutely fine" earlier I could have been cured. Oh wait, that doesn't work.
This school really ****ing sucks, I can't wait until I don't have to deal with this ****.
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TheToyNerd
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#39238 Posted: 02:22:04 25/01/2017
Ech!!
Whoopsy daisy, there I go again thinking about girls and dating! Better stop doing that before I annoy my friends with my whining... please let this be a phase |
terrafin2299 Ripto Gems: 3418 |
#39239 Posted: 02:54:27 25/01/2017
well I've just had the lousiest night and you're more concerned with your pokebank update ..... |
willspyro Ripto Gems: 5862 |
#39240 Posted: 05:41:13 25/01/2017
Quote: TheToyNerd
Don't we all! |
parisruelz12 Diamond Sparx Gems: 7577 |
#39241 Posted: 05:46:16 25/01/2017
at my funeral i want someone to cut the power, ACCEPT to some speakers.
and then "Still Alive" starts playing.
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looks like ive got some things to do... |
HIR
Diamond Sparx
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#39242 Posted: 17:18:50 25/01/2017
How big of an idiot do you have to be to not realize you chose a PC monitor with no built-in speakers until you finished setting the monitor up? A big one. Which is what I am. And now I have to buy speakers... <.>
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weebbby
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#39243 Posted: 22:12:06 25/01/2017
What the hell am I even doing anymore. Why the hell did I just do that. What is wrong with me. This isn't who I am, why have I let everyone else shape me so much? .......................... All I've ever done has been done with either the intent of being nice to others or fitting in. But both has never been possible, not to mention the latter has always been a 100% unobtainable concept. Whenever I try to fit in, I end up being quite rude, and everybody gets upset with what I did. If I try to be nice, everyone piles on me for never doing anything bad. Yet, through all these attempts to fit in, I lost sight of that original goal of being nice to others. I'm plain and simple just an asshole now. --- I guess in a way it's not entirely my own fault... Who am I kidding, I have to take responsibility for all the **** I've done, I can't blame it on someone else. But what I mean is the fact that I became this way is partially due to the fact that my best friend when I was little was my childhood bully. Being my best friend, he was someone I always strived to be like. His being a bully, that caused me to end up becoming an asshole. --- To this day I still always feel neglected, even within the group of people I would now consider my 'friends.' (For clarification, rl friends. I don't feel neglected by you guys <3) Though I guess with that in mind I really shouldn't, they barely talk to me anymore... It's probably my fault anyway though.. What do I mean probably, I know it's my fault.. I don't know what I've done wrong but whatever..., I guess I can live with people hating me, not like I haven't done that my whole life. --- I mean, right now, these recent days, I'm happier than I've ever been. But that doesn't change that I'm a ****ing asshole and I hate myself for it so much. I'm so ashamed of what I've done over the years, even though compared to other people I haven't done that much that's really all that bad. Still, every time I do something even slightly rude, I hate myself for ever even thinking such a thought, whether it was in a joking manner or as a serious thing. - - - |
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King_PikaII
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#39244 Posted: 03:52:30 26/01/2017
People who use gifs in arguments are absolutely inane and clearly don't deserve the right to contribute to the actual grown-up conversation. Double points if it's a generic reaction gif that serves no other person that tries to paint the other person as "salty" just because they have the "audacity" to have feelings instead of being callous and shallow.
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mega spyro
Emerald Sparx
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#39245 Posted: 03:54:22 26/01/2017
Quote: King_PikaII
So because someone posts a gif we should get rid of their right of free speech, because you say so?
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84skylanderdude
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#39246 Posted: 04:06:00 26/01/2017
Quote: mega spyro
Have you not ever been on the internet???
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“No one knows what the outcome will be. So, as much as you can, choose whatever you'll regret the least.” - Levi Ackerman |
willspyro Ripto Gems: 5862 |
#39247 Posted: 05:21:31 26/01/2017
Quote: King_PikaII
![]() Am I insane yet? Oh yeah, it's ****ing S&N for ****s sake! If you didn't like posts with gifs then don't post in S&N or any other forum that people **** post on, but if you're just ignoring this post then whatever I give up on you. |
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somePerson
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#39248 Posted: 06:08:02 26/01/2017
i was looking at old baby photos and started crying
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ThroneOfMalefor
Platinum Sparx
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#39249 Posted: 09:03:46 26/01/2017
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BREATHE AIR. |
SoulFly
Emerald Sparx
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#39250 Posted: 11:23:28 26/01/2017
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Ligi |
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