darkSpyro

I wanna work on being less obnoxious, work on my depression, try to be more social and be less angry

I want to stop caring so much about **** that's out of my control

i wish i didn't have strabismic amblyopia
probably one of the biggest killers of my self esteem and confidence

My work motivations. They are in the gutter.

Where do I begin...

i hate myself lol

everything, p much.

My lack of satisfaction with any result less than what I had expected. I don't beat myself up per se but I just feel almost like I was physically violated.

I find it hard to get angry with something inanimate and only accentuate anger towards other people. I have been flying straight so consistently lately that I feel like someone has stolen all my clothes and put makeup on me whenever something minute like missing the bus happens.

I'm gonna tally how many people in this thread say "everything" or something akin to it.

I'd really like my self esteem to get better and to find myself not garbage, a lot of things about my looks, my voice, and some of the things I say or do really upset me and I'd like to work on liking myself

I would say "everything", but CAV's not liking it, so let's go into detail:

• Be less annoying.
  
• Be less un-funny.
  
• Be more attractive.
  
• Be less slow to try new things.
  
• Be less fat.
  
• Have less of my strange behavior.
  
• Be more sensible.
  
• Stop talking about my tastes to people.
  
• Be more healty and care more about my body.
  
• Be less selfish.
  
• Be more mature.
  
• Be less full of myself.
  
• Stop complaining about life.
  
• Accept people's help and advice better.

That's what I can remember for now, but I guarantee there's more. Sorry for broken grammar, I'm a little tired.

I'm going to try and control my anger and not let the bad things that happen get me so down on myself.

Work on my motivation and work effort.

• Get a more positive mindset
  
• Fix my sleep schedule, hopefully for good
  
• Try to control my temper
  
• Be more confident and and social
  
• Work on my OCD
  
• Stop worrying about people disliking my tastes
  
• Stop holding myself responsible for everyone's actions
  
• Work on my anxiety and depression
  

On topic: Get better reign on my procrastination and time management issues, and possibly look better.

Quote: Crash10

I would say "everything", but CAV's not liking it

It's because when topics of this ilk come around so many people are so quick to just trash themselves in such a basic fashion to where it's old and tiresome now. Especially since I imagine a lot of the people saying those things can think of at least one positive aspect about themselves, but they're trying to gain sympathy points.

Depression sucks and it can make you feel like there's nothing valuable about yourself but you're fooling yourself if you believe there's legitimately nothing of value in yourself as a human being.

Stop over-rationalizing things to the point of putting down any good qualities I have.

Well I wish I wasn't feeling scared to speak half of the time.

I want a bigger d
:c

I want to stop worrying about my future and be less anxious in relation to responsibilities.
Lmao last year, this would be a long ass list, so I'm glad that I've been able to improve myself to the point where what I want to change about myself only takes up one line.

I wanna stop jumping the gun, panicking over everything, thinking out loud and fidgeting when I'm should stand still.

Well, since CAV wants us to put more than just everything, I'll put down a few things

Acting. I've been told I am very good, but I'm the kind of person that has the ideal mind set of "Good is not enough."

Voice range. This is more for the ability to change my voice than singing. The one thing I was known for in Theater class was I could change my voice incredibly well and i'd like to improve on that, as I think I could start out in VA to become an actor in general.

Finally start Community college. I have been wanting to start since I graduated in 2014 and I have not yet and it's starting to take an emotional toll on me, because once I start, I can learn stuff, obviously, but also look for a back up plan just incase acting doesn't pull through

Be less anxious/nervous a lotta the time

Start drawing again.

Become a great driver. I have started driving classes about a month and a half ago and have only improved since then, minus a few things, such as circle turns.

Be funnier. I was want to be quicker and wittier than I am now. People seem to find me funny, maybe even hilarious, but personally, I just want to improve on that because self consciousness stuff

Make my self more smarter. I can feel dumb a lotta the time and would like to at least feel more smarter.

I guess some key things would be to

• Work on my anxiety
  
• Regain my motivation
  
• Stop being so fragile (physically)
  
• Eat more
  
• Continue to improve my confidence
  

Mainly to stop hating what I see in the mirror. I often joke about how ugly and unattractive I am, but I'm starting to think that maybe I'm not, and that I just hate the way I look.

But then y no gf????????

get stronger

Quote: Bifrost

I want to stop caring so much about **** that's out of my control

this.

I stress a lot about stuff that's beyond my control.

that and I feel as if I'm just not the most relaxed person ever. Dunno why.

Basically I want to accept that life sucks, things happen you don't like, and then just go and get lost in some video game and stop thinking about it.

More self-confidence. Also, make friends more easy.