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Riolu-Blue-247
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#38201 Posted: 04:50:17 25/09/2016
I hate when people ask how I am or how I have been, they never want a genuine answer. So I force a smile and shrug. I hate being asked anything that makes me think about myself. Its horrid, thinking about myself. I dont see anything good when I look in the mirror, I dont think anything good when I think of myself. I cant. And I dont know how much longer I can stand existing like this.
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parisruelz12 Diamond Sparx Gems: 7577 |
#38202 Posted: 08:54:34 25/09/2016
back to the future is sooo goooood oh my god <3
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looks like ive got some things to do... |
Alydol Ripto Gems: 1330 |
#38203 Posted: 17:48:10 25/09/2016
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parisruelz12 Diamond Sparx Gems: 7577 |
#38204 Posted: 19:17:59 25/09/2016
lets drag everyone up to grandma's
few hours before i have to go to work great idea.
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looks like ive got some things to do... |
parisruelz12 Diamond Sparx Gems: 7577 |
#38205 Posted: 19:23:27 25/09/2016
you know what? i think ur all stupid for doing this.
i think you should have just waited till i went to work, but whatever what do i know about anything "i'm still young" -____- -------------- FML Quote: Drawdler
i would be..
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Bryman04 Gold Sparx Gems: 2116 |
#38206 Posted: 19:49:51 25/09/2016
Quote: Drawdler
I would enjoy it, I remember Mettallo doing something similar as well, it was captivating. Later on, maybe in a few years I will do my own. |
Bryman04 Gold Sparx Gems: 2116 |
#38207 Posted: 19:57:59 25/09/2016
Oh, okay. Yeah that was it!
But anyways, I do look forward to what you are going to do. |
StormDragon21
Platinum Sparx
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#38208 Posted: 20:31:56 25/09/2016
I can't control myself. You can't control it, but I can't either. I NEEDED her! If it takes me forever and a Ripto, I'll get her back. It's a promise. The number 777 is supposed to be lucky....why is it not....
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"sTORM, my parents just told me something that RUINED MY LIFE. DID YOU KNOW that Smarties have different flavors?!" ~ShadowMewX |
thumper Ripto Gems: 3519 |
#38209 Posted: 00:23:44 26/09/2016
^ I don't think your story should be in Personal Thoughts, it should be moved elsewhere.
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thumper Ripto Gems: 3519 |
#38210 Posted: 00:38:38 26/09/2016
This thread isn't a journal, it's Personal Thoughts. I don't want to sound mean about this but your story is far more then a personal thought. Memories yea, personal thoughts, no. Make a topic so others can comment in it. Thanks.
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Wreckingball13
Gold Sparx
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#38211 Posted: 01:03:58 26/09/2016
Quote: Drawdler
If it makes ya feel any better, I read it and thought it was great |
Carmelita Fox
Prismatic Sparx
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#38212 Posted: 01:28:54 26/09/2016
Quote: Drawdler
Don't feel too bad about it, famalam. My thread in that section only had 1 user reply to it. Most people don't look at that section. If they do, it appears that they mainly respond to topics with "taking requests" in the title. :T |
Mrmorrises
Platinum Sparx
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#38213 Posted: 01:31:20 26/09/2016
For a guy in a position of so much power, you're pretty lazy.
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willspyro Ripto Gems: 5862 |
#38214 Posted: 04:31:33 26/09/2016
Page
Nice to know that they're all good this season. |
Riolu-Blue-247
Diamond Sparx
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#38215 Posted: 07:29:19 26/09/2016
Thank you mother for reinforcing the idea that I am a worthless excuse for a human being.
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CAV
Platinum Sparx
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#38216 Posted: 16:01:34 26/09/2016
I feel alone and pathetic and I don't really know what to do about it anymore. Is this just how it'll always be? Will I just be outside looking in on everyone else being happy feeling like a little **** for not experiencing the same?
I feel like a whiner. People don't really care so why talk **** about it? |
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mega spyro
Emerald Sparx
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#38217 Posted: 18:24:37 26/09/2016
I appreciate that you pound on my door to just insult me, then walk away, and now you're blasting your music through the house while I'm trying to do my school. Thanks, it's appreciated that you're making everything 10 times harder than it needs to be :'))))))))))
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HIR
Diamond Sparx
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#38218 Posted: 18:57:49 26/09/2016
I hate that I basically have to watch this presidential debate because the medical school I'm interviewing with tomorrow could decide to ask me about it. >.>
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Congrats! You wasted five seconds reading this. |
Spyro Lover122
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#38219 Posted: 19:58:54 26/09/2016
Right, I'm feeling sort of sick from that food, I hope I'm not actually ill. It has me so worked up right now, but tomorrow I'll probably regret wasting my time. I just hate how there's always something to worry about. I can't ever have a good day without fretting over something others see as stupid. I don't want to be stuck like this, it never fails to bring me down. I can't do anything with this anxiety, and I feel hopeless. worry worry worry
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Whenever you reach too high, life smacks you down! |
ThroneOfMalefor
Platinum Sparx
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#38220 Posted: 21:48:37 26/09/2016
Ouch. I tried not to dwell on it but I can't help but feel you maced me with that comment.
With every similar remark you drop, you make me even less inclined to be there when you need me because it feels more like I'm doing this to keep you in line rather than to share some downtime which is what we both wanted (I think?). I know I'm one person and consequently incapable of filling other roles but some things are just best kept to yourself... I'm good with pick me ups, just not chronically I've come to notice. This may come off as me baring teeth but I assure you I will still try my best not to make distance between us because I'm just that caring and tolerant. You're pretty cool otherwise too. That surge of stress caused my ailed leg to start aching again oh goody.
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BREATHE AIR. |
mega spyro
Emerald Sparx
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#38221 Posted: 14:30:18 27/09/2016
YES, THANK YOU FOR PLAYING YOUR GODDAMN MUSIC SO LOUN IT"S VIBRATING THE DAMN HOUSE, AND SO EARY IN THE MORNING WHILE I'M TRYING TO ****ING SLEEP.
Nah, I didn't want to sleep, or be able to concentrate on my schoolwork, it's much appreciated you've been doing this for two days.
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StormDragon21
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#38222 Posted: 18:39:07 27/09/2016
My school picture looks horrible....
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"sTORM, my parents just told me something that RUINED MY LIFE. DID YOU KNOW that Smarties have different flavors?!" ~ShadowMewX |
Thunderdragon14
Diamond Sparx
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#38223 Posted: 21:16:41 27/09/2016
mod finally spotted my comments on qcs profile lmfao dying
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Carmelita Fox
Prismatic Sparx
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#38224 Posted: 22:39:30 27/09/2016
reading PT posts from 2011-2012 be like
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StriderSwag Gold Sparx Gems: 2769 |
#38225 Posted: 02:37:09 28/09/2016
tfw u dont **** up but u make someone feel slightly uncomfortable but because of that you hate yourself for the rest of the night and would legitimately rather die than ever play that game again
: ^ ) this hole is only getting deeper lmao |
Spyro Lover122
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#38226 Posted: 14:16:38 28/09/2016
Okay, so I'm panicking and you're just laughing at me. You probably don't mean it, but I really don't appreciate it. I'm just left to deal with my fears alone again. Many times have I feared for my life due to anxiety, and I'm alone with it once again. I wish someone in this house could just understand. ---------
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Edited 1 time - Last edited at 17:38:30 28/09/2016 by Spyro Lover122
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Takadox360
Emerald Sparx
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#38227 Posted: 06:06:32 29/09/2016
Welp...depression just kicked in. I guess I'm going to skip school today. ------
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i am trash |
Spyro Lover122
Gold Sparx
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#38228 Posted: 23:15:56 29/09/2016
Why don't I have the power to just take myself to the bed and go to sleep? I literally feel like I can't do it. I really need more sleep than I've been getting but... I know I'll just be up for another few hours anyway, might as well spend it doing something. And stupid pains keeping me up rn.
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Whenever you reach too high, life smacks you down! |
TheToyNerd
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#38229 Posted: 01:04:02 30/09/2016
I ****ing hate the phrase, "It's just my opinion". JUST BECAUSE IT'S YOUR OPINION DOESN'T MEAN I CAN'T CHALLENGE IT!!! IT'S CALLED HAVING A ****ING DISCUSSION ABOUT YOU INVALID
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Bifrost
Prismatic Sparx
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#38230 Posted: 18:01:05 30/09/2016
How to Make Someone Forget Their Manners With One Easy Step
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SO I'LL GIVE YOU WHAT YOU WANT (What I need is never what I want) |
Carmelita Fox
Prismatic Sparx
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#38231 Posted: 20:45:29 30/09/2016
http://www.livescience.com/532...bpr=30478646760
well now is the perfect time for me to be a contrarian |
Edited 1 time - Last edited at 20:45:47 30/09/2016 by Carmelita Fox
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Bryman04 Gold Sparx Gems: 2116 |
#38232 Posted: 22:32:53 30/09/2016
WEEEELLLLL Someone on Vinebooru drew my idea before I could upload my drawing. *shredding of paper*
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Riolu-Blue-247
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#38233 Posted: 00:55:46 01/10/2016
I have massive anxiety over something stupid, and I know that my anxiety is making it worse. I wish I could talk to someone about it but I havent got anyone I can trust, I cant talk to my family and its too personal for friends... Im scared
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I just realised that I might not know what the hell is going on |
Eevee88
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#38234 Posted: 01:50:48 01/10/2016
My mom and dad are getting divorced....they were really happy too....or at least seemed to be...It's all because she is away from home a lot, and I am starting to come with her, I hope we'll be okay....
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Heading out, my liege? A commission, I presume? Then I shall accompany you. Just...ah, allow me to indulge in one more chapter... |
parisruelz12 Diamond Sparx Gems: 7577 |
#38235 Posted: 05:37:58 01/10/2016
i get sooo much satisfaction from my avatar/signature
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looks like ive got some things to do... |
TheToyNerd
Gold Sparx
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#38236 Posted: 12:19:23 01/10/2016
Wow! That was the best night sleep in ages. Too bad the dream I had further cements what a lonely **** I am!
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Spyro Lover122
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#38237 Posted: 02:56:51 02/10/2016
**** it's 4:00 AM. Right, so if this is going to keep happening, I'm going to do it the hard way. Tomorrow I'll try and wake up early and completely wear myself out. Then I'll hopefully crash at 9/10 PM and get my sleep back to normal again. It's going to be really bad for me, but this is my last and only option. Sometimes you have to use force. I hate this stupid sleep pattern, insomnia is driving me insane. I'm getting sick of this ****. It's 4:00 AM and I need help.
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Whenever you reach too high, life smacks you down! |
spyrothe111 Ripto Gems: 3702 |
#38238 Posted: 03:02:23 02/10/2016
Stop trying to control me, you have no power. You either accept for who I am, or just leave me alone ----- |
kardonis
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#38239 Posted: 03:20:11 02/10/2016
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I used to be THE Bowser, now I'm just an awkward girl |
willspyro Ripto Gems: 5862 |
#38240 Posted: 03:27:41 02/10/2016
Quote: kardonis
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Spyro Lover122
Gold Sparx
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#38241 Posted: 10:05:15 02/10/2016
I feel absolutely terrible, I didn't sleep until after 7:00 AM, and it's 11:00 now. I only got an hour or two of sleep, and I don't know how I'm going to get through the day. I hate this ridiculous pattern and I wish I could simply do something without any problems. -----------------
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Whenever you reach too high, life smacks you down! |
BlackWing116 Yellow Sparx Gems: 1480 |
#38242 Posted: 16:05:47 02/10/2016
Stuck up little ***** you are. All you care for is your stupid fame because you got a game early, boohoohoo. What a total sucker. I wasn't ****ing ignoring your and I never ****ing blocked you on a 3ds. What's your stuck up little problem *****? Now, if you excuse me, I'm going to talk to a person I know you hate and I seriously don't give a **** on what your toughts are to her. People deserve chances. Besides, you didn't care for me at all. You only care about yourself. I hope I never have to see you again, because right now I know what I want to do with my life. AND IT CARTAINLY DOESN'T INCLUDE YOU! -Unless you rest your stuck up ***** attitude and say sorry for a goddamm change and realize you can't do a **** in life with out me! I thought I saved your ****ing life! Seems all I get is a **** attitude from someone infected with cancer. hope it comes back. I hope you die! I'm really, really angry right now. |
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