I don't like my dad, he is really annoying and doesn't understand me. I'm trying to figure out a problem but he told me to do my homework or else he'd tell my mom. :/
Do you really need my attention, or are you just doing this to make me run back at you crying i'm such a useless piece of toast? Sorry lad, but at this point only a real hug or a RP or a plushy I can stroke will get me out of this ****hole you made. Oooh wait nvm, you dont want to "be the giver" anymore. Whatever. One chance. **** it up and I am gone. Ta ta
Totally aside that, I wonder if I'd feel better if I drink some low level wine... Might actually try. Its tasty anyways and who minds? My parents? *lols*.
Are you really that stupid? Why did you spray LOADS of fly spray just to scare me? I have every right to fear being poisoned by it. My head is hurting and I'm fearing the worst, and you did it just because you thought it was funny. ***** you.
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Whenever you reach too high, life smacks you down!
I love how I can't even watch a video with my computer stuttering. I can't even type this message without is freezing, this piece of **** is completely unusable. We have another laptop I could use, but no I can't use it just because someone might use it. Nah, I didn't need a computer that I could do anything on, especially since I'm doing online school, yet I can't have more than five tabs open.
Wow what the actual ****? ****ing seriously? That is so utterly appalling, so disgusting, so repulsive and just ****ing horrible and weird that it actually pisses me the **** off and has ****ed with my appetite. I mean, REALLY? Out of ALL of the dreams that I barely remember (I hardly ever remember my dreams; it's usually just black for me all night as far as I can tell, but sometimes I can barely recall snippets that are almost always just weird and random but totally innocent) and THAT is the ****ing one that I remember vividly? I remembered it AS SOON as my mind started working when I woke up. DISGUSTING. That is so nasty and would never happen. I am just truly, honestly disturbed to the point where I actually want to cry because it's so disturbing to me. I don't understand WHERE that would come from! Where in the world does that kind of **** come from?! That is something that I'll never be able to forget.
That is truly, utterly embarrassing. I wish I didn't even mention it to him, honestly. He didn't ask why I was barely eating so why the **** did I mention it? I need to shut my damn mouth sometimes. It's just so, so embarrassing. It's been bothering me pretty ****ing badly actually because I have no idea where something nasty like that would come from. I've known the guy for six weeks for ****'s sake. But spitting it out didn't ****ing help and just made it all worse for me. Now he's probably going to remember that forever or at least for a while. I mean, how the **** would I react if someone told me that? I don't want him to remember THAT every time he looks at me. It's very, very awkward, you know?
It was just a stupid, ****ed up dream, but it would've been better to just keep to myself. Now it's bothering me more than it should because he knows. I don't want him to think that I'm a ****ed up person or that I WANT something like that or subconsciously think that he would do something like that to me. Should've just not mentioned it at all or just stayed vague about it... ****... Can I redo the entire day, please? I mean, he made fun of it and didn't seem like he really cared or thought anything bad about me for it, but he's a hard person to read and I just tend to assume the worst all of the time. Which is a terrible ****ing habit that I need to stop. I need to get over it. I will, eventually, but just... ****...
(No, it didn't have to do with sex.)
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Haven't been here for a little bit, but I hope you guys are all doing alright...
"I've used these coupons together before. If I can't use them, I don't want them" *****, these coupons are the exact same and they clearly state only one per transaction :D
It's been around 8 months and I have achieved so much in that time. I was doing fine over the past 2 months but since school started it's taking over my life again. It won't leave me alone and whenever I forget about it I remember it again and I have to start over and over. I just wish it could stop but something about it seems so important to me.
My ****ing light is off, so that means even if I'm standing at the till helping a customer, that means you don't ****ing stroll into my line and start unloading your **** onto the belt, learn to ****ing see (ノ◕ヮ◕)ノ*:・゚✧
"I don't know the first thing about Apple computers, I can't help you fix it." Then how about I cet a new ****ing computer instead of one where the mouse has a mind of it's own? This piece of **** is now useless, because the trackpad will work for a while, before it decides it will just do whatever. Scroll around, zoom in, zoom out, click places, not move for me at all, but no, I still don't need a new computer.
My ****ing light is off, so that means even if I'm standing at the till helping a customer, that means you don't ****ing stroll into my line and start unloading your **** onto the belt, learn to ****ing see (ノ◕ヮ◕)ノ*:・゚✧
*puts a hand on ur shoulder*
i feel you, brother
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looks like ive got some things to do...
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Really wish I could have started community college by now. It's been 2 and a half years since I graduated and I haven't started it yet. Granted, it isn't my fault and is because of financial reasons, I just wish I could have started. Breaks my heart a bit to be honest. At least I know I'll start very likely early next year with math and theater. Just starting it is all I ask.
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Hey is there anything you want me to bring for the rest of the week and if so it’s so cool that you can do something and just do it like that
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Why yes, I know a new computer costs money, but this one literally doesn't work. I can't even type this message without it zooming in on everything and not working. But no, I still don't need a new computer, because it costs money. Never mind the fact that I won't e able to even do my school on this piece of ****, I'lll just use yours. Never mind that your chair makes my back hurt if I sit in it for more than 5 minutes, I can't even type on your keyboard, and that I still wouldn't have a new computer so I could do anything on.
judas almost jumped out of the tank and i nearly had a ****ing stroke
he was jumping at the medicine dropper that i feed him with and he landed on the inside rim and fell back in the water
he was so close to actually jumping out jesus christ
That's it. I'm sick of you mocking me for my anxiety. You don't care in the slightest if I'm worried about something, you'll just tell me to stop being stupid. You also say things to get me more worked up about things, and then laugh about it. It doesn't matter how many times you're told, you just never listen.
**** I'm going to be so tired tomorrow. But there are some things that you just have to stay up for. Oh well.
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Whenever you reach too high, life smacks you down!
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I hate kids that are literally screaming when they are driving with the bus. Like stfu, have a goddamn normal conversation. I just had a horrible day at school and the last thing I need right now are your horrid voices hitting my eardrum.
Ugh, I had to get three shots yesterday and my arms are super sore now. On the plus though, my biceps have swollen some and my arms look really defined.
okay, for one thing your one year old is too young to be at daycare, two if he dislocated his hip, and investigation should be done. three, i though your stupid boyfriend was going to watch his kid everyday? (:
god my cousins are stuuuupiiiiid
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"I'm so glad I'm getting a divorce so I don't have a compromise with my husband anymore!!!"
ok so i take a pill that has a side effect of making me sleep for 16 hours and keeping me dead tired throughout the entire day
i almost fell asleep first three periods today
and i came home
and i crashed
and i just woke up and im still ****ing tired. im still tired.
its either that or i apply something that burns and gives me searing pain and leaves me sore with rashes ))))))))))
You might not understand just how important you are to me. I'm not sure why myself, but it seems like my emotions are becoming more and more dependent on you and I realise just how bad that can be.
Is it just really close friendship ? Is it other feelings ? I have no idea but you tend to make me feel something that no one else does.
Of course you probably haven't noticed since, as clingy as I am deep inside, I try my best not to show it. I'm too afraid to overwhelm you with the constant messaging or to bother you.
Maybe in a few months I'll tell you.
Oh my god, it's 3:00 AM and I'm still up. I was thinking of going to sleep hours and hours ago. Oh well, at least it's not as bad as it was last year. I'm thankful for not being as bad as back then. Only ****y think i have to put up with is waking up a little later than I wanted to. That still bothers me. I really need to start getting earlier nights before it gets worse again.
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Whenever you reach too high, life smacks you down!
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Why can't I just talk to girls? I wish I could just start meaningful conversations and get to know people better. I almost always just awkwardly start and end a conversation!
I almost crashed in the van ride home. This is bad. She's getting more active and I dont want her around. Not now, not anymore. Shes going to end up killing me... maybe it wouldnt be bad if she did
im too tired to keep this up
--- I just realised that I might not know what the hell is going on
Can you finally make up your mind? Do you want to be friends with me or not? I understand that you are a very sensitive and angry person, but it's not fun going into class, trying to talk to you and getting insulted for no reason. Making a scene in front of everyone and making me look like a creep. I don't NEED to be friends with you. Just don't come up to me, talk as if we're best friends and act like nothing happened whenever you feel like it. It's tiring.....your split personality is tiring.
--- i am trash
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I actually feel like I did good on that midterm which scares me because back in high school when I thought I did good I did bad and when I thought I did bad I did good. Though so far in college if I thought I did good I did good and if I thought I did bad I did bad. Still. I even finished early.
I have a song to sing for you that pretty much explained my day:
I LIIIKEE MY POOOTAAATOES FRIEEEED POOOTAAATOES FRIIIIEEEEED
WAFFLES AND POTATOES
POTATOES AND TOMATOES
LLAMAS AND ALPACAS
LLAMAS AND TACOS
WE LIKE POTATOES AND TOMATOES
WE LIKE POTATOES AND WAFFLES
WE LIKE LLAMAS AND ALPACAS
WE LIKE LLAMAS AND TACOS!
I LIKE MY TOMATOES FRIED TOMATOES FRIED
I LIKE MY TOMATOES AND POTATOES FRIED
I LIKE ALPACAS AND LLAMAS FRIED,
AND I LIKE POTATOES
AND WAFFLES
AND LLAMAS
AND ALPACAS
AND TOMATOES
I LIKE MY POTATOES...... FRIEEEEEED
(Clapping)
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Yeah these feelings are definitely not just feelings of friendship
I'm still going to wait a few months until I say anything or actually hint anything. It really doesn't help that we tease each other like this all the time. Where does one line end and the other begin?