darkSpyro

youre right im worthless
im sorry for being such an annoying and useless waste of space
i bet you can't wait to get rid of me

tfw can't even get myself to say hi bc I don't want to interrupt people talking to you
....who are always talking to you in the mornings

EDIT: ooooh boy rip my soul

hahahhahah I'm just getting worse hot damn I need some therapy too bad my parents refuse to let me get any wooooo. ****.

I'm panicking, I'm worrying, I'm scared. I don't know who to turn to or what to do. I feel like there's no way I can help my mom, and I'm worried about my brother's night terrors. One of these days I'm just going to accidnentally let it out on everyone, I can feel it. I can't calm down.

So my parents bought nintendo stocks, and it went up 8 dollars, so we could have made 8000 ****ing dollars, but no, the site claims we never bought it.

don't take this personally but i don't want to have a spergfest with you, i have no idea what to say to you and you just brought up one of my bigger annoyances so please maybe some other time

Don't give me that **** about me not asking if my friends can come over. I do ask. Every time. It's not my fault you don't care and just shrug it off so you can get mad at me when I remind you. Like, she's not coming over for two days, and yet you still get mad? It's not like I reminded you day of so... what is your problem?
I'm really not asking for much, I'm just asking for you to be a little bit nicer to me and listen when I tell you stuff instead of getting mad at me for existing.
And another thing, I am not at all concerned about my skin condition, more about my mental health. But you think that appearances are of far greater importance than my mental state so thanks. Not like my depression is progressively getting worse or anything

You've only known her for less than two days, I've known her for 3 years. Labelling me as rude is extremely nasty considering the way you're automatically judging me from others opinions. When you came here, I did not once judge you on first impressions because I know that is a scary and nerving position to be in. You pursued to beat the dead horse, which was me. As a child we learn to treat others how we'd like to be treated. I'm surprised by your first antics.
Person 2, I've asked you a question and you've publicly embarrassed me into states of confusion and betrayal. I never once forced you or bossed you around, if I accidentally did, it wasn't my intention to make you feel uncomfortable. If I did, I'd prefer you to tell me privately instead of slating me to other people with bias. Normally I'm one to apologise and acknowledge my mistakes, not to sound like a bastard BUT I was not in the wrong. I still cannot tangle with the thought of it. I know it's overused, but I cannot read minds. How did I know you felt that way?
Person 1, I never knew a person could ENJOY being so dastard and cruel to others. You are in fact, a sociopath. I honestly believe I'm next on your bucket list to murder. Okay, that was too far. But you're the most insensitive prick. I swear that unibrow of yours was about to stab me.
During that disagreement, I'm happy with the way I handled myself. I spoke rationally and did not base anything on anyone else. I listened and clearly stated that I respect your opinion, you pursued to call me rude. Then you literally asked me where I lived. Now if that doesn't seem serial killerish then I don't know what does. When somebody is in a hole and cannot get up, what do you do? Oh that's right, continue to beat them. I know for sure even if I didn't like someone and they were sad, I wouldn't continue to be an asshole to them. I am devoted to stick to my morals and what is right, to be the bigger person. I know most of my antics aren't perfect, but to say yours are, is unfair.

Sadly, there are people who are vulnerable enough to fall in your trap. You're the definition of a friendship catfisher, if that makes sense. You purloin people by observing others weaknesses which fulfill your insecurities. But then again, the both of you have the same IQ. And it isn't that high, unfortunately. So you'd never understand how a conversation or disagreement works. But I suppose good for the both of you. :) ... insensitive pricks. Respect is something to be earned, I gave you a chance, you blew it. Now I'll treat you the same way considering you'd probably prefer that.
I'd prefer to be opinionated then be quiet and let you walk all over me.
Phew, that was a lot to process.

Damn, what the hell was that for? I don't respect you? Yeah, because you don't ****ing respect me. You just called me a ****ed up ***** for god's sake, and I don't respect you?! You always treat me like trash, so what is your problem. I told you what to say but you don't get it so you blame me. I do respect your disabilities, I know you can't hear well, and I try to help, but you make my life really hard by being a complete and total ass to me.
and I really don't appreciate you almost hitting me for that either. You need to fix your attitude. Even dad agrees with me.

A few years ago I was really struggling financially. I would go days without eating so that I could make sure I was able to put food on the table for the two kids that I take care of. Trying to manage school, a job, and two kids while struggling that much was really hard on me and took a huge toll on me mentally. My mom did everything she could to support our family, and I did too, but we've been below the "poverty line" more than once. I've been doing odd jobs and working since I was 12, I've never had to not worry about money.
But today I was able to put an extra $1000 into each of the kids' savings accounts without even batting an eye, and honestly I am so thankful. The feeling of being financially secure for once in my life has gotten so much stress off of me and when I realized that I finally have an opportunity to hopefully give them the life that I didn't have growing up it was like a huge weight off of my shoulders. Knowing that I can be able to repay my mom for all of the incredible things she has done for me over the years is so comforting. I'm just so, so grateful.

this is like the worst possible thing that could have happened i feel so sick oh god

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