so me and my mom went to petsmart and walmart and we picked up a 10 gallon tank, quality food, and an air pump in an attempt to save him from the stupidity of my sister. absolutely unsuitable for a goldfish long term, but it's better than a damn bowl. my mom told me she knew a couple people with ponds and that we could rehome him after my sister moves out in 2 months. my sister was so ok with him dying but she wouldn't give him up to better care because she "wants him." there are a million things i could say about that and nothing could get through her thick skull.
when i got home i pretty much threw all her crap off her table, sat down the tank, and filled it up. that goldfish was still in the container he came in and was floating in the bowl. the lid? shut. he was gasping at the surface so he was obviously suffocating in there. i took off the lid and what do i see? like 7 or so ****ing pellets of uneaten food. good god. i acclimated the goldfish and put him in the tank and set up the air stone to aerate the water. i was planning on getting a filter for him on amazon. he swam around a bit and seemed ok, obviously extremely stressed out so i just turned the light off and left him alone.
this morning, i checked on him and there were, no joke, like 10 pellets just sitting on the bottom from my sister. i really really wanted to kill her oh god. it could've killed him if he ate all of them. but he was acting pretty sick so he wouldn't eat. i presume it was the stress he was in and he may have had ammonia poisoning from being in the container. i thought he'd perk up within the next few days. i inspected his fins and they had tears in them which was probably from the other goldfish he was with. some of his scales were damaged. it's no wonder why he was ****ing stressed. since he wouldn't eat i just added vitamins to the water and hoped that would help him. i then added a half dose of aquarium salt (didn't want to do a full dose because it would've stressed him out more) to prevent infection on his fins and to improve his gills. he spent all morning gasping at the surface. that could mean there's either an oxygen deficiency in the water or he's sick. there is enough surface agitation and i changed the water so there should've been enough oxygen in the water for him. he had something going on with him.
after a while he stopped gasping and started roaming around the tank, but he was extremely jittery. he freaked out a lot. he was so stressed out and i didn't know what to do to help him. then he ran into the current of the air stone multiple times for some reason. i mean, fish pretty much always accidentally do that so i wasn't concerned. but then he floated to the other end of the tank and then sank down to the bottom. his mouth was open the entire time and it terrified me. he sat there still with his mouth still open and his fins were only moving a tiny bit. his mouth closed and he stopped moving altogether and started to list to his side. i picked him up and he didn't freak out or anything. i checked his gills and they weren't moving, he was gone.
i'm so sad about this. i wanted to save him, i really really did. i wanted to give him a proper home in a pond. i didn't want him to die like that. i did everything i could and at least he didn't die in a bowl. at least he died in a tank. i ****ing hate carnivals and their stupid goddamn fish games. it's so cruel and all these stupid people just flock to the damn stand to get a goldfish they will put in a bowl and expect it to be healthy and happy. and when it dies they're just like "oh well." it's an incredible concern for living creatures that are proven to feel pain and have emotions.
this was him this morning. i buried him a few hours ago in my backyard. if i didn't, my sister would have flushed him which is the most disrespectful thing you could do to a living animal. just flush its remains down into the sewers where it rots in human ****. i feel burying them is a lot more respectful.
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swim in peace little buddy
TL;DR: my sister is stupid and got a carnival goldfish and i tried to save it but it died

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