Quote: Drawdler
tbh I think it's best I just leave because I have incredibly petty and pissy urges lately and holding a lot of that rage back, and I stay on here when I should be sleeping and when nobody is online almost every day now out of habit, even though there's a lot here that gets me in a bad mood
I think it's just my subconscious trying to distract me from other issues
I've tried talking with friends or trying to ****post and chill, and this is really the only place I feel like I have anyone to talk with anymore, but it rarely and usually only briefly helps me
That's why I'm just going to try isolating myself for a bit because I haven't tried that (well... I mean... I did try but came right back here :V) and it has helped a couple of times in the past
I won't be active anywhere at all and I don't know how long I'll be, I'll update on how I feel at the end of the week
Feels kinda bad because I thought I was making progress on talking with people again and I hate just disappearing from friends (sorry guys...), but there's too much going on for me and I really wanna try sticking to this for once for myself, plus I'm curious to see if it would help me feel better, etc, etc...
I don't mean to turn this thread into Personal Thoughts and I'm sorry I keep saying I'm leaving and then just end up staying, but like I said I've been holding back pissiness caused by overwhelming stress, loneliness and bad circumstances so this post is pretty impulsive (though these thoughts have been peristent)...
p.s. can't have a Drawdler post without a JoJo reference amirite well I'm just gonna say that this super hot drawing of Dio is promoted and is taking my place while I'm gone
Well, then goodbye for now Drawdler. I'll miss you.