darkSpyro

dS User Gets A Reality Check, Destroys Anything In Her Path

My life is actually at the lowest point its ever been, even worse than seeing my mom have a seizure

I just got back on because I needed somewhere to rant, and I don't want to whine to any of my friends rn.

I just feel like crying right now. I've been talking to this guy I recently met and we've become incredibly close friends, there's no romantic interest but still we're very close. He says something to me about how much he hates makeup, I said that I like makeup and explained why and he kept pushing the anti-makeup thing to me. He says he finds it gross and just absolutely would not let it go even though I repeatedly asked him to stop before it turned into an argument. Well obviously he keeps pushing until it turns into an argument.
He streams on Twitch, and the way he started describing it to all of his Twitch followers was that he had a girl "turn him down" because she likes makeup and he doesn't. That was all he said, he didn't explain the fact that he was trying to convince me to change my life for his personal preference. Of course all of his "loyal fans" side with him and they start saying stuff like "Wow **** her man, I'm so sorry" "Take a girl swimming on the first date" "Makeup is for fake *****es".
Like, as a girl I'm supposed to look physically flawless, but be entirely natural. When a girl doesn't wear makeup people says he looks tired, or sick. When she does she's a fake ***** who is trying to hide who she truly is.
**** everyone who thinks that way. I don't wear makeup for anyone but myself, and I'm not some ****ing product trying to sell myself to you. Don't criticize me for spending my money that I work for on makeup. Don't criticize me for wasting my own time on it. It's nobody's business what I'm doing with my own life.

I'm sorry for the long rant, I'm just so upset right now. There's no better way to make someone feel bad than by telling them they'e a piece of **** and attacking their character for doing something they like.

^Sounds like he's a dick. I personally wouldn't talk to him anymore after that.

@bumblebunnii

Just cut him off if he's gonna be a dick like that. Don't let manipulative people like that change you.

I've never really understood the whole makeup debate thing??? Like let people do what they want to do unless it's hurting others. Wearing makeup doesn't hurt anyone, so why does he have to act like an entitled prick about it?

I love how you always manage to say the worst possible things at the worst possible time, and then you act completely oblivious.

I know it was dream but still it made me remember. The eternal what-if cases, melancholy and the question “Why didn’t I?”. But I guess that the dreamland distorting the reality is the endless contradiction in life. But it serves the platform for people like me at least even to simulate the events in subconscious level. Nevertheless, it means nothing.

That was my personal thought of the day. Carry on being personal, people…

I may be over reacting, but you'd ****ed up like this many times before.

HOLY **** ALIGURA'S ENGLISH VOICEACTOR IS COMING TO THE CON
BUT I DON'T HAVE ANYTHING BLOOD BLOCKADE BATTLEFRONT OR ALIGURA RELATED OTHER THAN THE MANGA
BUT I ****ING NEED HER SIGNATURE
WHAT DO I DO?!

Well I feel absolutely stupid for getting the date of my best friends' birthday wrong by an entire month... Calendar app don't fail me now.

Greeny ****s Up, Has To Try Again

Remind me never to go downstairs to turn on the internet again.

Okay, I don't need a description on how you can kill anyone with every single thing in this room, not including foam or food. It's kind of creepy.

YES! I CAN NOW GET BACK ON TRACK!

meh..

dS User Has Friends, Doesn't Know How To Act About That

I have mixed emotions about tomorrow, I don't know whether to feel panic or excitement.

are you serious right now?
am i poisonous all of a sudden?

Greeny Plays Star Wars Game With Friend, Gets Sentimental

I actually really liked the R&C movie.

My gem count is so troll.

Sess, why would it be homo about it lol

Local Demigirl ****s Everything Up Literally All Day

god dammit, i was really looking forward to watching sex and the city.

Well, I guess that I am at fault in this case. Maybe I am not that kind of person I’ve been told I am or even that kind of person I think I am. Thoughts and beliefs are not knowledge. Maybe I should retreat but something, I don’t know, tells me that it is not the thing to be done. One cannot know for sure. What is right and what is wrong? Given that there are even such philosophical extremes or concepts at all.

I hope I don't screw this up.

I should just give up on love!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I need to get braver, it would be good for me to go out to this upcoming larp but i worry that i wouldn't be able to be a consistent character. I mean, I guess I'm okay at acting, people tell me I am okay, and she wants me to come... I will see how I feel if I can make a character I can get invested in.

Quote: Samius

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I need to get braver, it would be good for me to go out to this upcoming larp but i worry that i wouldn't be able to be a consistent character. I mean, I guess I'm okay at acting, people tell me I am okay, and she wants me to come... I will see how I feel if I can make a character I can get invested in.

Cool to know that some people here actually LARP. My older brother does it all the time.

My cousin, her partner, my girlfriend, her dad and most of my friends LARP, I do sometimes but I'm still trying to get confident enough to go to more. Its a lot of fun and I'm always surprised when people dont know what it is because I know so many people into it haha

I am heartbroken I have no idea what I did
My mother has had dozens of surgeries over thr last 13 or so years. She always complains that I never visit when she's in the hospital, even though she knows it because I'll cry the entire time. So here I am, sitting beside her in the hospital. She wakes up, looks at me, shakes her head as if disappointed, closes her eyes and looks the other way. wow.

Stop me

why does it matter if i cut my hair or not i like having longer hair and i know how to take care of it why not stop threatening to take things away if i dont cut my hair? is it really that much of a problem

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I am heartbroken I have no idea what I did
My mother has had dozens of surgeries over thr last 13 or so years. She always complains that I never visit when she's in the hospital, even though she knows it because I'll cry the entire time. So here I am, sitting beside her in the hospital. She wakes up, looks at me, shakes her head as if disappointed, closes her eyes and looks the other way. wow.

Wow, holy damn. Have you talked to her yet?

Also, that's a lot of surgeries.

Yeah, last night I was by her side for almost 13 hours. Once most of the haze was gone from her mind and she was more awake, she's in a better mood. I won't mention it until well after she's home, which will at least be Monday. But keep in mind, she was sedated at 2am on Thursday and was onky just being let off sedation last night, she had no idea she was even in the hospital until just before I got there for the night. I will actually post a longer post later as to why all this happened
she can't remember anything after Tuesday afternoon